36 hour sleep deprivation plus amphetamine is a strange feeling.
edit: fuck beaten
edit2: It seems somewhat psychedelic, in a sense.
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;38900078]36 hour sleep deprivation plus amphetamine is a strange feeling.
edit: fuck beaten[/QUOTE]
try a week with no food and come back to us.
there will be a 20 piece band playing in the other room by the end of the week.
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;38900078]36 hour sleep deprivation plus amphetamine is a strange feeling.
edit: fuck beaten[/QUOTE]
you too? i don't know it's weird. when I don't sleep and do stims I get a weird manic psychosis. feels great honestly, just have to be careful
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;38899946]You guys need to play dark souls, its amazing[/QUOTE]
how so? next game i'm looking forward to doesn't come out till at least February.
my friend I got these methyls from said they're only good for getting work done and studying, which is true, but they will make you euphoric and shit if you take enough
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;38900078]36 hour sleep deprivation plus amphetamine is a strange feeling.
edit: fuck beaten
edit2: It seems somewhat psychedelic, in a sense.[/QUOTE]
I feel the same way. I took two 54mg concerta (time released methyl) one night and didn't sleep for like 36 hours, this was during school. Felt a little bit like i was tripping, things didn't seem right. twas strange, not something good to happen at school. for some reason it makes me really social and empathetic and nice and shit
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;38900119]how so? next game i'm looking forward to doesn't come out till at least February.[/QUOTE]
Its a really good challenging rpg, you die mega fast and there are bosses like 3 times your size so you gotta play it smart with blocking and parrying, also you have to figure out a lot of stuff in the game, no quest markers or anything all I know atm is that ive gotta ring two bells but so far ive just defeated a massive demon on a bridge and now there is a dragon in my way.
[QUOTE=Teal Moose;38900113]you too? i don't know it's weird. when I don't sleep and do stims I get a weird manic psychosis. feels great honestly, just have to be careful[/QUOTE]
I got something like that a couple times during finals week. That instinctive fear of things in the dark, magnified: seeing things, for the briefest of fleeting moments, as something else -- pictures as objects, shadows as murderers -- just for long enough to create that tiny adrenaline spike. All of those little errors of perception quickly started to add up when left unchecked; insidious vibrations became bad waves of madness, paranoia, fear and loathing. However, everything quickly became perfectly fine as soon as I got into bed and turned off the lights.
Sleep deprivation is weird.
edit: what the fuck that was half an hour?
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;38900533]I got something like that a couple times during finals week. That instinctive fear of things in the dark, magnified: seeing things, for the briefest of fleeting moments, as something else -- pictures as objects, shadows as murderers -- just for long enough to create that tiny adrenaline spike. All of those little errors of perception quickly started to add up when left unchecked; insidious vibrations became bad waves of madness, paranoia, fear and loathing. However, everything quickly became perfectly fine as soon as I got into bed and turned off the lights.
Sleep deprivation is weird.
edit: what the fuck that was half an hour?[/QUOTE]
The symptoms I get are really strange with sleep deprivation. At first, everything looks just wrong. Faces look grotesque, disproportionate, sometimes menacing. Peoples' faces seem to, I don't know it's weird. In chemistry class last week, my teacher's nostrils just keep getting bigger and bigger until I blinked and shook it off. Sometimes I have an extremely hard time understanding speech, which is something I commonly get with psychedelic drugs. This usually lasts 15 minutes to an hour. Once it passes, I'm extremely relaxed, very kind and empathetic. Usually end up having emotional, heart to heart conversations with people, I become extremely social. Then I crash, everything seems dream like, no short term functioning memory. I feel as if I'm on autopilot but everyone says I seem perfectly fine. I feel dissociated, everything is surreal. Usually a few hours later I'm perfectly fine. Weird shit it is.
I want to add some of my mental health history here if it clarifies anything. They've diagnosed me with generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive, bi-polar type 1 with rapid mood fluctuation. I've had a few psychotic episodes. Lately I find that keeping busy and being social and eating right manages it all very well and I'm pretty stable. They say I possibly fall somewhere on the autism spectrum, though I have worked passed many of the hang ups through therapy and personal reflection. Sorry, I don't mean to be so long-winded but concerta makes me extremely talkative and makes me want to write.
My last day of work before christmas vacation just got cancelled because of a fucking blizzard.
im getting so fucked up tonight its going to be awesome
mega bump, I'm feeling groooovy guys. tinychat possibly maybe?
I would, but I don't have a cam nor a working microphone. Also why does Eptic sound so amazing right now? I only had three bowls of skunk. >:(
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLBtTpEx9xo[/media]
This makes me feel so magical.
I just keep pressing that "BIG WEED" replay button over and over. It looks like everything is moving but it's still in place.
Does anyone else get weedovers? I just broke a long, long ass tolerance break, with a hella lotta weed with a bunch of friends...and I spent the whole of the next day too tired to do anything but eat and sleep. Fuckin weird man.
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Chewed wild dagga works. Sweet.
Warning, results probably not typical. User has bizarre brain chemistry that seems to amplify the effects of many psychedelics, and makes many opiods unbearable for him.
This would be the perfect buzz to mix with weed.
so fucking tired of all this biased propaganda
[i]Please pay no attention to the man behind the curtain with the hookah.[/i]
first day of work, and i already can't wait to get home and blaze this evening.
also, i might try mdma and/or acid with a mate in the near future.
I just realized how amazing numbers are and I wanted you guys to be amazed too
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I mean holy shit numbers
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I really hope you guys understand what I mean it never hit me until now how marvelous it is that we were able to come up with a system to give things value. It's part of what separates us from animals
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
They live just to live. But not us, we don't just live we're capable of far greater things. The fact that we are able to give things a value, a meaning, a purpose. Means that we're capable of giving our lives a purpose unlike most of the universe whose sole purpose is to just exist, we're above that
Fuck California fuck I need to travelling
This whole emotion thing sucks. Why and how did I open myself to them, how do people deal with that shit on a daily basis?
Won't be long until my source of happiness is gone, and hopefully things with go back to their meaningless ways and my insanity will probably continue to consume.
[QUOTE=GhettoGeek;38902890]I just realized how amazing numbers are and I wanted you guys to be amazed too
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I mean holy shit numbers
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I really hope you guys understand what I mean it never hit me until now how marvelous it is that we were able to come up with a system to give things value. It's part of what separates us from animals
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
They live just to live. But not us, we don't just live we're capable of far greater things. The fact that we are able to give things a value, a meaning, a purpose. Means that we're capable of giving our lives a purpose unlike most of the universe whose sole purpose is to just exist, we're above that[/QUOTE]
But we have no purpose. We just create arbitrary "purposes" because we enjoy the challenge of getting to them.
Has anyone ever had this happen, where it seems just as you close your eyes, you fade into a dream that feels real? It wasn't long I don't think, but it seemed to happen almost right when I closed my eyes. The blackness had little swaying bush outlines I guess you could call them, the black faded into a dark blue and then I could see that it was patches of sea weed or something moving in water, I could see a rocky, sandy floor. My ears began to ring, and I couldn't breath. I began panicking, and looking up lead to no where. I wasn't able to move, I wasn't even swimming that I remember. Just drowning. What the fuck was that...
[editline]20th December 2012[/editline]
Maybe it's the cause of too much Radiohead, not enough sleep, and being dry for a week...
i remember as a kid sometimes when i'd close my eye it felt like me and my bed were the only things that existed and i was flying around on it.
might have been all the nyquil...
my ATH-M50s just arrived, omg I missed having proper headphones so much
everything sounds incredible again
Tham gia choi game World of Warcraft mi?n phÃ* t?i [url=http://www.player.vn/]http://www.player.vn/[/url] d? tr?i nghi?m vÃ* t?n hu?ng game 3D s? 1 th? gi?i
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYOM8Pso_bw[/media]
I'm really high and I'm going to go smoke another bowl out of the grav.
[QUOTE=AaronTAB;38903871]But we have no purpose. We just create arbitrary "purposes" because we enjoy the challenge of getting to them.[/QUOTE]
That's exactly what I've been thinking for months. I've been going through a lot of different thoughts on life and our existence lately for some reason. I was also a lot higher than I realized when I made that post it was never meant to be about our purpose just how amazing numbers are
[QUOTE=GhettoGeek;38902890]I just realized how amazing numbers are and I wanted you guys to be amazed too
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I mean holy shit numbers
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
I really hope you guys understand what I mean it never hit me until now how marvelous it is that we were able to come up with a system to give things value. It's part of what separates us from animals
[editline]19th December 2012[/editline]
They live just to live. But not us, we don't just live we're capable of far greater things. The fact that we are able to give things a value, a meaning, a purpose. Means that we're capable of giving our lives a purpose unlike most of the universe whose sole purpose is to just exist, we're above that[/QUOTE]
Theres a lot of animals that somewhat understand numbers and counting iirc
[editline]20th December 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=NeoSeeker;38904027]i remember as a kid sometimes when i'd close my eye it felt like me and my bed were the only things that existed and i was flying around on it.
might have been all the nyquil...[/QUOTE]
na i got that all the time and it felt fucking real like I was flying through fucking space on my bed, sometimes I went too fast so I had to open my eyes
[QUOTE=DarkKrystal;38899449]Know the name?[/QUOTE]
bubba gum kush c: bump wake n bake time
Back to the daily regret of waking up.
Meth and 25i fuck its 5 in the morning and I got a gym appointment at 10 and rock climbing after ffffff took too many sweet onion hits fff
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