• Daily Life V3 - Shit Nobody Cares About Edition
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On my way
i was raised by a toothless bearded hag
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33722403]*sigh* Look. Guys. I get that you don't accept me. I really do. Here we have a few options. You either stop posting about how stupid i am or how you all hate me so often, or give me a legitimate way to redeem myself. I don't want you all to hate me, really. I'm not a troll, or a shitposter, or even stupid. I just sometimes don't think before i post. In any case, my life has been absolutely shitty for the last month, my parents fucking hate me for whatever reason, most likely because my sister is pissing them off, i'm completely alienated by almost everyone at school and i have one true friend to call my own and he lives in florida. I have two things worth dragging on for, drawing and airsoft, which i don't barely get to do anyways. I'm about to lose the only class worth going to school for and that's engineering, and it's going to be replaced by Algebra II, Geography/History(my fucking kryptonite), and Biology i think(which i fucking hate). I eat all my meals in my room so that i don't have to have any conflict anymore. I barely eat or drink anything anymore, and now i have to get up 30 minutes earlier(5:30) just because i have to walk to the bus stop from now on as opposed to getting a ride there, and the walk takes like 20 minutes, so now i'm losing half an hour of the precious sleep i barely get as is. I'm constantly getting aches and shit, it feels like my body is dying. I wonder sometimes how i can run so fast for so long and how i'm doing more push-ups and sit-ups then i even have before, yet my living conditions are getting worse and worse. So please, next time you post about how i'm always acting dumb, think about all that. With all the mental trauma i've had over my life(which i don't even want to get into, this post is long enough), i'm a social disaster, and with reason. I've been hurt by more people than i can count, mentally, physically, psychologically, etc. It's a surprise i can even function. Socially i mean. At least i broke this post into paragraphs like i know you guys like.[/QUOTE] Ossum, I get where you're coming from and why you feel a need to post this, but- My dad died a few years ago due to an incurable and 100% fatal neurological disorder I may have inherited, my childhood was spent in third-world countries where even electricity was a luxury let alone running water and safe food, I walked to school every day in places where you could be shot just for wearing the wrong color, I was an outcast all through high school because I didn't know anybody nor were my hobbies and interests exactly 'normal', I have to work to pay my own way through college, and with the social deprivation of my childhood I'm not exactly a hit with the ladies- and yet I still consider myself lucky because it could be so, so much worse. I don't come here and complain about my life, nor do I ask for understanding or seek excuses for my behavior. And don't even start on about 'mental trauma'. Harden the fuck up.
i was raised by wolves [editline]15th December 2011[/editline] no fuck off milk im not sleeping with you
I was raised by Hag-Wolves. With no eyes.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33722403]*sigh* Look. Guys. I get that you don't accept me. I really do. Here we have a few options. You either stop posting about how stupid i am or how you all hate me so often, or give me a legitimate way to redeem myself. I don't want you all to hate me, really. I'm not a troll, or a shitposter, or even stupid. I just sometimes don't think before i post. In any case, my life has been absolutely shitty for the last month, my parents fucking hate me for whatever reason, most likely because my sister is pissing them off, i'm completely alienated by almost everyone at school and i have one true friend to call my own and he lives in florida. I have two things worth dragging on for, drawing and airsoft, which i don't barely get to do anyways. I'm about to lose the only class worth going to school for and that's engineering, and it's going to be replaced by Algebra II, Geography/History(my fucking kryptonite), and Biology i think(which i fucking hate). I eat all my meals in my room so that i don't have to have any conflict anymore. I barely eat or drink anything anymore, and now i have to get up 30 minutes earlier(5:30) just because i have to walk to the bus stop from now on as opposed to getting a ride there, and the walk takes like 20 minutes, so now i'm losing half an hour of the precious sleep i barely get as is. I'm constantly getting aches and shit, it feels like my body is dying. I wonder sometimes how i can run so fast for so long and how i'm doing more push-ups and sit-ups then i even have before, yet my living conditions are getting worse and worse. So please, next time you post about how i'm always acting dumb, think about all that. With all the mental trauma i've had over my life(which i don't even want to get into, this post is long enough), i'm a social disaster, and with reason. I've been hurt by more people than i can count, mentally, physically, psychologically, etc. It's a surprise i can even function. Socially i mean. At least i broke this post into paragraphs like i know you guys like.[/QUOTE] don't come on the internet thinking people are going to feel sorry for you, if you are looking for empathy or to sit there and complain get off fp
Exactly what Stupideye said. We're not here to comfort you, a lot of us came from harsh backgrounds as well (some of us not as much as the others, obviously, but the point still stands). Stop crying or go.
u guys have it hard!!! i live the good life get good grades probably gonna get a full ride through college for free thanks to the us government suck it bitches
bitches dont know bout my exam grades
Dood I'm doing so well in school right now it's not even funny, and it looks like I may be getting back with my Ex soon :v: Life's good, mang.
Im the best doing in school here man, good grades you know passin my classes always do homework, an hey ossum if you have to get up early then go to bed earlier not that hard,
Yeah I mean shit I used to go to bed at 5pm and I breezed through school
Woah. I just realized how far I've gotten. I went from being the loser from a Catholic school with no friends who played Pokemon/Yu-Gi-Oh cards with themselves in Kindergarten-5 to the new kid that no one knew because he didn't go to public schools before in 6 to the kid who had his first real friends in 8 to the guy everyone knows and can relate to (and for whatever reason is a hit with the ladies) as a Freshman.
[QUOTE=oakman26;33725510]Wat, why complain about walking to a bus stop.[/QUOTE] first world problems
[QUOTE=cardfan212;33725488]Woah. I just realized how far I've gotten. I went from being the loser from a Catholic school with no friends who played Pokemon/Yu-Gi-Oh cards with themselves in Kindergarten-5 to the new kid that no one knew because he didn't go to public schools before in 6 to the kid who had his first real friends in 8 to the guy everyone knows and can relate to (and for whatever reason is a hit with the ladies) as a Freshman.[/QUOTE] Exactly how I was, except I started talking to more people in 6th [editline]14th December 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=Stupideye;33725551]first world problems[/QUOTE] If you've got School problems I feel bad for you son, I've got 99 grades but an F ain't one.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33721850]Eh, you guys' opinions. In my opinion most people found Portal to be so great because it was supposed to be a stocking stuffer. Nobody expected Portal to explode the way it did. It gave the player what they were looking for, a slew of portal based puzzles but also some pretty damn funny dark humor. That and it was tighter than that one cute girl in your english class, nothing was wasted, and everything was where it needed to be. (yes, i practically quoted Zero Punctuation but i agree with what he said entirely so it works)[/QUOTE] God damn, Ossum. Stop embarrassing yourself, I think you're a cool guy but this god damn obsession with Portal is EMBARRASSING when I read it. Keep it to yourself, we know you ADORE Portal and yes, it's a good game but you're creepy with it. I have an obsession about 9/11 and I don't post images or tell stores or go on and on and on about how it was the worst tragedy in history, and trust me I could. But you do that with Portal. EVERY. DAY. You need to learn when certain things should be kept to yourself or at least spoken about in moderation. You come off as [i]really[/i] creepy when you talk about Portal and especially when you talk about Chell, or you make models of her, or post shitty artwork of her.. just EVERYTHING.
I even manage to stave myself from posting random shit about my fascination of cuba/ussr/venezuela/any old 'communist' or 'socialist' country
Sadly, I can't say the same about my fascination of the world of Debate.
im literally obsessed with Dune, by Frank Herbert. Its my all time favorite book. I love everything about it. But every time someone posts books, anything to do with deserts, or Dune references, I dont go off on a huge tangent about it. I may have said something here or there about dune, but it only a sentence or two. You really need to just learn whehn its okay to talk about something or not. Also, you come off as really creepy concerning chell a lot. I mean, you dont see me comparing the hot girls in my class to Chani or Jessica, or posting pictures of me wearing my home made Paul muad'dib mask. I dont have a paul mask, I made that up for an example. That would be fucking creepy if I did have one.
[QUOTE=CodeMonkey3;33726592]God damn, Ossum. Stop embarrassing yourself, I think you're a cool guy but this god damn obsession with Portal is EMBARRASSING when I read it. Keep it to yourself, we know you ADORE Portal and yes, it's a good game but you're creepy with it. I have an obsession about 9/11 and I don't post images or tell stores or go on and on and on about how it was the worst tragedy in history, and trust me I could. But you do that with Portal. EVERY. DAY. You need to learn when certain things should be kept to yourself or at least spoken about in moderation. You come off as [i]really[/i] creepy when you talk about Portal and especially when you talk about Chell, or you make models of her, or post shitty artwork of her.. just EVERYTHING.[/QUOTE] While i agree......That post had nothing to do with my obsession with Portal. I was merely defending the fact that it was innovative. If i wanted to talk about my obsession i would talk about the storyline or the characters, not the gameplay. No offense, just saying. In fact, i distinctly typed that post so that it WOULDN'T come off creepy. But yet again, everything i say comes of completely different to everyone else, so why bother saying ANYTHING? Clearly you don't give a shit about the depression i'm once again falling into, after 6 years, i'm going back into a depression, one that was brought on by socio-torture. By my own teachers and "mentors", as well as my peers. I can't trust anyone now, and i'm so fucked up i run everyone off that's around me. Back then suicide seemed like a better option. Granted, i'm smarter than that NOW but still, i hate my damn life and it's all "man the fuck up" here. If all you have to say is stuff life that, fuck man, don't even post at all. I mean, Milk gets to bring up the fact that he's a furry everyday but i don't? What the fuck is that? It's not even worth trying because no matter how logically sound i justify something, no matter how hard i try you guys never understand. I pour my fucking heart out to you and you blow it off, how heartless are you people? All i want is some consolation, maybe acceptance. But nope. Can't have that, because "i don't have it as bad as you". Sure, but really, one of us is going into a depression, one of us is not. (only the first bit of this applies to you Code)
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33726936]While i agree......That post had nothing to do with my obsession with Portal. I was merely defending the fact that it was innovative. If i wanted to talk about my obsession i would talk about the storyline or the characters, not the gameplay. No offense, just saying. In fact, i distinctly typed that post so that it WOULDN'T come off creepy. But yet again, everything i say comes of completely different to everyone else, so why bother saying ANYTHING? Clearly you don't give a shit about the depression i'm once again falling into, after 6 years, i'm going back into a depression, one that was brought on by socio-torture. By my own teachers and "mentors", as well as my peers. I can't trust anyone now, and i'm so fucked up i run everyone off that's around me. Back then suicide seemed like a better option. Granted, i'm smarter than that NOW but still, i hate my damn life and it's all "man the fuck up" here. If all you have to say is stuff life that, fuck man, don't even post at all. I mean, Milk gets to bring up the fact that he's a furry everyday but i don't? What the fuck is that? It's not even worth trying because no matter how logically sound i justify something, no matter how hard i try you guys never understand. I pour my fucking heart out to you and you blow it off, how heartless are you people? All i want is some consolation, maybe acceptance. But nope. Can't have that, because "i don't have it as bad as you". Sure, but really, one of us is going into a depression, one of us is not. (only the first bit of this applies to you Code)[/QUOTE] Learn something from me. If you're going to bitch about your problems then DON'T DO IT ON FUCKING FACEPUNCH.
lol
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33726936]While i agree......That post had nothing to do with my obsession with Portal. I was merely defending the fact that it was innovative. If i wanted to talk about my obsession i would talk about the storyline or the characters, not the gameplay. No offense, just saying. In fact, i distinctly typed that post so that it WOULDN'T come off creepy. But yet again, everything i say comes of completely different to everyone else, so why bother saying ANYTHING? Clearly you don't give a shit about the depression i'm once again falling into, after 6 years, i'm going back into a depression, one that was brought on by socio-torture. By my own teachers and "mentors", as well as my peers. I can't trust anyone now, and i'm so fucked up i run everyone off that's around me. Back then suicide seemed like a better option. Granted, i'm smarter than that NOW but still, i hate my damn life and it's all "man the fuck up" here. If all you have to say is stuff life that, fuck man, don't even post at all. I mean, Milk gets to bring up the fact that he's a furry everyday but i don't? What the fuck is that? It's not even worth trying because no matter how logically sound i justify something, no matter how hard i try you guys never understand. I pour my fucking heart out to you and you blow it off, how heartless are you people? All i want is some consolation, maybe acceptance. But nope. Can't have that, because "i don't have it as bad as you". Sure, but really, one of us is going into a depression, one of us is not. (only the first bit of this applies to you Code)[/QUOTE] No, Milk is accepted because he doesn't bitch and moan 24/7 about things we don't care about. If you're depressed over shit like mean parents and being a social outcast, I want you to look in the goddamn mirror and rethink who you are, because you've got a really fucking nice sounding life compared to a lot of the shit some of us here have put up with. You try being completely out of contact with your mother for almost a year due to not wanting to fight, you try and grow up in a 3rd world country, where everything is a major chore, you try going through ANYTHING any of us have been through, then you can complain. You're crying over the fact that you don't have any friends, that's because you pull this, how's about you suck it up, go talk to people who like the same things as you. I have a good friend who loves to draw, loves Portal, and isn't on the best terms with his mom, and he's probably one of the coolest and most social bros I know. [editline]14th December 2011[/editline] (That whole "You try" rant was a combination of the things I heard here, and some of my experiences as well, just to clarify)
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33726936]If all you have to say is stuff life that, fuck man, don't even post at all. I mean, Milk gets to bring up the fact that he's a furry everyday but i don't? What the fuck is that?[/QUOTE] Milk is actually kind of funny, you just sit there and bitch. [QUOTE=ossumsauce;33726936]It's not even worth trying because no matter how logically sound i justify something, no matter how hard i try you guys never understand. I pour my fucking heart out to you and you blow it off, how heartless are you people? All i want is some consolation, maybe acceptance. But nope. Can't have that, because "i don't have it as bad as you". Sure, but really, one of us is going into a depression, one of us is not. (only the first bit of this applies to you Code)[/QUOTE] sorry but we really don't give a flying fuck about your problems, mostly because you don't have it half as bad as some people
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;33726936]All i want is some consolation, maybe acceptance.[/QUOTE] Consolation and acceptance you can have. 'Get out of responsibility for my words free because my life, like, totally sucks man' card, no, you can't have. This started with you asking us to just ignore when you type aggravating bullshit because you believe your first-world problems entitle you to some sort of social coddling. The fact that many of us have had problems that make yours seem insignificant doesn't mean we don't give a fuck about you (because your life's better) as much as it's our way of saying you don't get to use 'my life sucks' as an excuse- because we sure as hell don't.
Now I finally realize how dumb I looked when I constantly bitched about everything.
i love all of you
please play nice :C
Wow doublepost pageking, good job man <3
You know, I didn't really want to get in on this whole situation at all. Though, now, seeming like defending a friend seems like a pretty capital idea. I have to agree to an extent that the attitude around here is very "Man the fuck up." I mean, realistically, everyone has different problems of different calibers, and how we handle these problems is what defines us, so if you take your problems and blow them off like most of you seem to have done as you eloquently put, there must be a trace of cowardice somewhere. I don't think it's fair to treat someone upset or depressed this way, right, wrong, or indifferent, it's how he feels and simply comes to a community that he clearly cares for and trusts for some sympathy or consolation. I don't think it's necessary to bring how he feels about Portal, or Chell into this. It sometimes seems as though the majority of FPair will bring things like this up just to stir up trouble and throw rocks at things that shine. He only mentioned a legitimate point about how he felt about the revolutionary aspects the game brought, outside of the realm of his personal opinion or views of a character. Personally, I believe FPair in general has a bit of an elitist aura about it. I know I posted that I didn't intend to get myself into this, and that this post came off as somewhat arrogant. For that, I apologize. I've been through things in my life that have been very hard for me to handle and have nearly ruined my life and changed how I see the world, while I see this as one of the worst inter-social problems that can happen to anyone in their lifetime, I don't come to FPair to criticize other's problems, just to socialilize. The elitist aura here is pungent, about airsoft, and about people in general. People here hate other people personally for their opinions. I like multicam, I like magpul, I like tacticool guns. I put a folding stock on my CM, and I use an AFG2. Just because you don't, doesn't give you the right to hate me as a person. I saw this directly with the music argument here, people bitching at others for their tastes, rather than understanding and accepting. I think a lot of FPairs regulars need to step back and take a look at how they act towards others. I'm not trying to sounds like a middle school bullying assembly, but this is the truth, from an outside perspective. As a lurker, this has been a plague on this community for a long, long time. I don't see it any time soon, but hopefully it can.
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