The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

Worst fucking dealer ever, holy shit. Gonna start charging him rates of 50% per day from now on and by the second week I am going to make sure that my loss is accounted for in some way or the other. Already hovering my finger over the number for tipping the police anonymously just so I can fire one more torpedo into that faggots ship. [editline]6th February 2017[/editline] He's gonna fucking sink.

these are one of the moments where I really don't like being sober. I want to shoot the fucker with a .44 [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] [video=youtube;_1QUjQODo3Y]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1QUjQODo3Y[/video]

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;51786630]these are one of the moments where I really don't like being sober. I want to shoot the fucker with a .44 [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] [video=youtube;_1QUjQODo3Y]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1QUjQODo3Y[/video][/QUOTE] bruh you needa chill [editline]6th February 2017[/editline] did acid last night, tripped moderately (letters only melted a little bit, didn't experience much geometry or fractals but I was definitely in the headspace). I felt infinite. today I've felt better than I have in a long time, my classes were absolutely captivating

Anyone ever noticed like, if they had a really kick ass weed it was just the most smelliest and best thing they have. Then you get some other BETTER weed, and it's OVERLY smelly, and like just kills the weed you first thought was really good. man i'm blitzed i don't even. Got an eighth of purple to test, and an eighth of Jager. I love the purple, I'm going to get a LOT more of the purple and some other strains tomorrow. I love mary jane.

took a little t-break and ho shit im gone might hold off again and wait until friday and do a proper wake-and-bake with my bong. Cutting down my use to two days out of the week so that I can actually get shit done.

quittin' herb again peace for now [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] <3

[QUOTE=geogzm;51789294]quittin' herb again peace for now [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] <3[/QUOTE] your wallet will be shagging u lovingly

If a dealer lets you sit for over a week waiting your shit and he has your money, is tipping the poo lice acceptable? The idiot has no gang connections and is half my size so its pretty much without risk for me. [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] He also broke a pinkie promise.

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;51789964]If a dealer lets you sit for over a week waiting your shit and he has your money, is tipping the poo lice acceptable? The idiot has no gang connections and is half my size so its pretty much without risk for me. [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] He also broke a pinkie promise.[/QUOTE] imo not worth it. just tell him to fuck off.

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;51789964]-quote snipped since he's removed posts-[/QUOTE]

-Fuck this shit-

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;51790251]-snip in case you decide you don't want this on the net-[/QUOTE] I generally lurk in here without posting (for work/job/social reasons), but figured I'd pop in just to say beee caaareeful. I know this situation sucks, I'm sure you have lost/are losing a good chunk of money on this, but jerk off, smoke a bowl or whatever you gotta do to be as rational as possible, and think this shit through. People die this way. [B]People die this way. Disagreements about dumb drug shit like this is where we get shock videos from. [I]People fucking DIE over shit like this.[/I][/B] It's easy to say you're gonna shank them all or whatever. When you're slapped with murder charges, or just have to live with that, things get different. Much more likely, when you're tied up in a closet and know this might be how your existence ends - because of dumb drug shit - things also get different. I've spoken with people who've seen people get a hammer to the brain and a flaming tire burial in the desert over this shit. [B]People can die over this shit. YOU can die over this shit.[/B]

[QUOTE='[LOA] SonofBrim;51790469']I generally lurk in here without posting (for work/job/social reasons), but figured I'd pop in just to say beee caaareeful. I know this situation sucks, I'm sure you have lost/are losing a good chunk of money on this, but jerk off, smoke a bowl or whatever you gotta do to be as rational as possible, and think this shit through. People die this way. [B]People die this way. Disagreements about dumb drug shit like this is where we get shock videos from. [I]People fucking DIE over shit like this.[/I][/B] It's easy to say you're gonna shank them all or whatever. When you're slapped with murder charges, or just have to live with that, things get different. Much more likely, when you're tied up in a closet and know this might be how your existence ends - because of dumb drug shit - things also get different. I've spoken with people who've seen people get a hammer to the brain and a flaming tire burial in the desert over this shit. [B]People can die over this shit. YOU can die over this shit.[/B][/QUOTE] Honestly considering that I am sitting my dads dog every day and how little I want to expose it to shit like that I am gonna buy a beer and chill the fuck out, and probably stop doing drugs and blow the ballast socially again. And turn off the fucking sonar this time. [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] I might be a suicidal asshole, but I am not a suicidal asshole enough to expose my dog to others/my own death.

this shit got me baked cuhz

ctfu it's lit fam 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;51790577]Honestly considering that I am sitting my dads dog every day and how little I want to expose it to shit like that I am gonna buy a beer and chill the fuck out, and probably stop doing drugs and blow the ballast socially again. And turn off the fucking sonar this time. [editline]7th February 2017[/editline] I might be a suicidal asshole, but I am not a suicidal asshole enough to expose my dog to others/my own death.[/QUOTE] Honestly it sounds like you need to quit drugs entirely and go get therapy if you're willing to almost kill someone over drugs or ruin their life. Like even if he had a good 2k from you, you want this guy to be put away and lose YEARS of his life?

[QUOTE=1chains1;51793776]Honestly it sounds like you need to quit drugs entirely and go get therapy if you're willing to almost kill someone over drugs or ruin their life. Like even if he had a good 2k from you, you want this guy to be put away and lose YEARS of his life?[/QUOTE] Shitty dealers have no place, my thought was that someone better than him would take his place and he would be taught a little lesson in not being a fucking clown.

I lost 3k to a friend to help him get his life on track, blew it on drugs and vegas. I wanted to kill him, like go find him and just whatever. Then I realized that I got screwed, he'll die in a single car accident in 10 years I curse him and move on. Go watch some inspirational videos, of like disfigured people who keep on moving. Maybe videos of vets saving dogs from being killed for having problems. I know 16 year olds from working nights at 7-11 who get fucking murdered over 100 dollars of heroin and coke downtown slc. Took me a long time to learn that you can really do cool shit with your life, drugs can be cool but no doubt they can lead you down dark roads. All roads lead to the exit, might as well take a good one.

Yeah it sucks getting fucked over but it's part of the life. There's not much u can do except don't do business with them again. If no one trusts them then they can't fuck over anyone again.

Well, I somehow got a 2.2 on my dissertation.

My fucking heater is broken, it's literally freezing in here, keeping myself warm using benchmark tools, cigarettes, candles, blankets and gymnastics. All the dealers are silent. Why can't a fucking meteor strike me right this fucking instant. What crime against god have I committed to deserve this woe and misfortune?

Fixed the heater, god damn. Still waiting for dealer, he promised to call me soon but soon was 5 hours ago.

Don't think he's gonna call you at 1AM, Have you seen the snow outside ?

Drugs have caused me to meet people far more diverse than those I feel like I would have interacted with in the "ordinary" trajectory of my life, and I'm thankful for it. (some) Drugs break down the barriers between cultures and ways of life, either through allowing us to sympathize with experiences we haven't had, connect others' experiences with our own in ways that allow us to empathize, or through the presence of a shared culture of appreciation of the drug that allows you a foundation to be comfortable on and get to know someone without nervousness. When I meet someone new randomly I don't know what will possibly be interesting to them and which subjects I should bring up/what to ask them about themselves. If I meet someone who is a stoner we can swoop over the awkward stage by simply spending it making small talk about the weed and packing a bowl and taking the first few hits. Then you have been in their presence for a little bit, allowing you to relax. Your necessary conversation about packing/passing the bowl familiarizes you and can branch to other talk about aspects of stoner culture, something you know you likely share with them. From there other subjects can be brought up or come up naturally and you can learn a lot about a person if they are willing to share and you ask meaningful and polite questions. For these reasons apparently, I feel a lot less nervous about meeting someone if we will be partaking in a shared substance. Through weed smoking, drinking, and using MDMA, I have met more females that I would usually naturally talk to (usually assuming that my company isn't wanted), as well as some awesome gay stoners and people of color. My black friend told me I was like an inside out oreo, and while I won't repeat that to others because I wouldn't want to offend, it does make me feel like at least I've shown this person that I do not hold any intentional prejudices (though I don't presume myself free of perhaps some degree of culturally/socially ingrained bias). They refined the statement to say that I had an appreciation of the culture without being a poser, and that is honestly what I aim for. I find other cultures, perhaps especially those of marginalized people, very interesting. Many of my rich white friends consider them to be "ghetto" or whatever, but honestly many of them are just as "ghetto" considering they're not above doing illegal drugs and underage drinking. It seems like in some peoples' minds, white people get a pass on drug use but Mexican or black people are considered "ghetto" if they aren't sober and wearing a suit 24/7. It pisses me off but I truly hope these people will one day overcome their prejudices and live richer lives. I don't know the point of this post, but I guess I just think that drug use can be as positive as any other hobby to be honest. (Obviously though it has a higher risk of becoming very negative).

i want to huff lighter fluid at this rate. Don't take me seriously though, I value my brain cells dearly.

Man, I can't smoke weed anymore. Everytime I smoke weed I get really paranoid and think I might be going crazy, shit sucks. Weed was such a great drug before, made me really happy and shit, also took away all my pains that Multiple Sclerosis induced. Welp, guess I just have to roll around with being clumsy as fuck and the left side of my body aching 24/7... :suicide: Edit: Can this shit be fixed?

[QUOTE=manian112;51800887]Man, I can't smoke weed anymore. Everytime I smoke weed I get really paranoid and think I might be going crazy, shit sucks. Weed was such a great drug before, made me really happy and shit, also took away all my pains that Multiple Sclerosis induced. Welp, guess I just have to roll around with being clumsy as fuck and the left side of my body aching 24/7... :suicide: Edit: Can this shit be fixed?[/QUOTE] The only advice I can think of is to decrease intake (or at least do it slowly), surround yourself with people with [I]only[/I] positive vibes, and go out and do things (we always go outdoors) whilst high. I find myself getting uncomfortable or paranoid when I'm sitting around doing nothing, and have nothing to focus on/think about.

[QUOTE=lope;51800926]The only advice I can think of is to decrease intake (or at least do it slowly), surround yourself with people with [I]only[/I] positive vibes, and go out and do things (we always go outdoors) whilst high. I find myself getting uncomfortable or paranoid when I'm sitting around doing nothing, and have nothing to focus on/think about.[/QUOTE] I tried decreasing intake, only took like 5-8 puffs off of a joint and didn't hold them in for that long, couple of hours later I was going to bed and started thinking that I'm going to lose my fucking mind, it's scary.

I feel a desire of loving everyone when i smoke weed. I wish I didn't have to do that alone all the time :(

[QUOTE=manian112;51800947]I tried decreasing intake, only took like 5-8 puffs off of a joint and didn't hold them in for that long, couple of hours later I was going to bed and started thinking that I'm going to lose my fucking mind, it's scary.[/QUOTE] If you can get hold of one, try a low THC strain. Sounds like you want a higher CBD ratio to help with the pain but without the psychedelic effects. You can get that sort of stuff online.