The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

I think your first mistake was doing meth in the first place my dude

Shit man I got a date in a few hours with this 28 year old girl in my linux class and I'm only 19. I just want to have a good time but I'm a bit nervous about if things might get physically intimate or not (even just kissing), because I would like it but idk if she would. Thing is we've sat next to each other in class for 8 weeks now so we already know each other, but I haven't been very flirty as to not make things weird and also to focus on class. She can probably tell from the look on my face when I talk to her or help her with stuff though, also she talks to her mom a lot about me apparently, she's been texting me every day about stuff, and she said yes when I asked her out. I haven't spent time with a girl in far too long, let alone someone 9 years older than me, so I'm a bit rusty and have no idea wtf is going to happen. Btw plans are we're just gonna go chill somewhere like a park or arcade and then go hookah. Just had to let that out

[QUOTE=SuperDuprKyle;52586813]weed with any drug is good alcohol with any drug is usually a cause for a fucked up high[/QUOTE] idk if this is exactly true. i haven't tried a lot of drugs, but everyone i've mixed with alcohol and/or weed and both have only done good things. i think it all depends on if you weren't on X drug if you'd be high or drunk anyway. like a lot of people hate being crossed, but for me weed + alcohol is my favorite combo.

[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;52590877]Shit man I got a date in a few hours with this 28 year old girl in my linux class and I'm only 19. I just want to have a good time but I'm a bit nervous about if things might get physically intimate or not (even just kissing), because I would like it but idk if she would. Thing is we've sat next to each other in class for 8 weeks now so we already know each other, but I haven't been very flirty as to not make things weird and also to focus on class. She can probably tell from the look on my face when I talk to her or help her with stuff though, also she talks to her mom a lot about me apparently, she's been texting me every day about stuff, and she said yes when I asked her out. I haven't spent time with a girl in far too long, let alone someone 9 years older than me, so I'm a bit rusty and have no idea wtf is going to happen. Btw plans are we're just gonna go chill somewhere like a park or arcade and then go hookah. Just had to let that out[/QUOTE] It's alright man, if she's in a Linux class she probably hasn't been dating a whole lot either [sp]just kidding, don't worry about it man. you got it[/sp]

[QUOTE=matt000024;52590901]idk if this is exactly true. i haven't tried a lot of drugs, but everyone i've mixed with alcohol and/or weed and both have only done good things. i think it all depends on if you weren't on X drug if you'd be high or drunk anyway. like a lot of people hate being crossed, but for me weed + alcohol is my favorite combo.[/QUOTE] dude once I was tripping fucking balls on acid and a friend busted out some genuine Cuban spiced rum and it was absolutely phenomenal on ice, like the flavor was incredible and it was so smooth that I just kept drinking more and more of it until my friend passed out and the acid kept me up until 9am and I was WIDE FUCKING AWAKE throughout the ENTIRE hangover process, chugged water all night and still wanted to die. probably would do again though

[QUOTE=.Isak.;52591067]dude once I was tripping fucking balls on acid and a friend busted out some genuine Cuban spiced rum and it was absolutely phenomenal on ice, like the flavor was incredible and it was so smooth that I just kept drinking more and more of it until my friend passed out and the acid kept me up until 9am and I was WIDE FUCKING AWAKE throughout the ENTIRE hangover process, chugged water all night and still wanted to die. probably would do again though[/QUOTE] ive only tripped 2 times and second time at the tail end was downing whiskey like water and smoking a shitload of weed and had the time of my life. also for some reason i am rarely hung over and when i am dont mind it much

You haven't lived until you've tried salsa on acid

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52591566]You haven't lived until you've tried salsa on acid[/QUOTE] < Sour Keys on acid

I speed weed every day, it's my favorite combo. The only thing that introduces some anxiety is if I accidentally chop (tobacco on weed) too hard or take too much caffeine with the weed/adderall.

Speed weed is godly at first but if you do it too often you might find yourself in a hell of dopamine compulsion overriding every other thing in your life, and years of your life will disappear in the blink of an eye. I have been clean from all speedies for 7 months and my brain's reward system is still re-adjusting Pls be careful

ayyy getting 3 tabs today

I went to an amazing small festival this weekend with my two best mates, and met a bunch of sound guys who were camping next to us. We had a sick fucking time and it felt like we'd all known eachother for years. There was lots of interesting music there- post-rock, math-rock, djent, psychedelic, all sorts. Lots of beers and joints were consumed. Yesterday we did 2C-B in the morning, transitioning to MD in the evening. Explosions in the Sky were closing the festival, it was just the best feeling being there. Rolling with my best mates, listening to great music at a great festival. I wanted to stay in that moment forever. [media]https://youtu.be/xT2UmlUmDQI[/media]

nothing like rolling a spliff and listening to some CKY while smoking

[QUOTE=FFStudios;52594350]nothing like rolling a spliff and listening to some CKY while smoking[/QUOTE] Oh fuck yeah bud [editline]20th August 2017[/editline] Coming off 5 years of smoking weed all day everyday. Yesterday I only had one rip before bed, felt kind of shitty during the day but was totally manageable. Had a day off today so I smoked up a bit. Feel kind of guilty, but the whole reason I'm going from 2-3g to .2g is so I wont be astronomically baked when I have to socialize and work etc. I've managed to do it, hold down multiple jobs at once, but I'm getting tired of the feeling. Thankful Kratom is helping alot. But my tolerance is going up and the 2-3 gram doses I take 2x daily don't do all too much anymore. Gonna have to take a break soon once I'm used to the sobriety. Also tapering off my anti-depressant. So far so good. I've got high hopes for this.

Good work! It'll be worth it. When I take a break from green for a few weeks my cognition noticeably improves.

My hands are shaking... My haNDS ARE SHAKING...!! BUT IM STILL SHOOTING...!!!!

It's official, my anxiety is too severe for cannabis to be worthwhile, guess it is time for break/recovery/quit. I am leaning towards the latter because it will make cooperation with the public system easier. Now to quit these cigarettes somehow.

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;52596770]It's official, my anxiety is too severe for cannabis to be worthwhile, guess it is time for break/recovery/quit. I am leaning towards the latter because it will make cooperation with the public system easier. Now to quit these cigarettes somehow.[/QUOTE] the acid i took actually reduced my want/craving for weed significantly and made me care way less about it, its so weird. also, cigs or any tobacco are a rocky road for me. i only really smoke cigs/blacks with friends, and when we are not hanging out, i can go days or weeks without craving anything or feeling any type of 'addiction' to tobacco. of course, i am aware that it is bad and have personal limits/boundaries set.

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;52596770]It's official, my anxiety is too severe for cannabis to be worthwhile, guess it is time for break/recovery/quit. I am leaning towards the latter because it will make cooperation with the public system easier. Now to quit these cigarettes somehow.[/QUOTE] One step at a time, man. Focus on making gradual progress and integrating it into your life at a slow to moderate pace. If you do everything at once, you're more likely to relapse. We're all here for you

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;52596770]It's official, my anxiety is too severe for cannabis to be worthwhile, guess it is time for break/recovery/quit. I am leaning towards the latter because it will make cooperation with the public system easier. Now to quit these cigarettes somehow.[/QUOTE] dude I urge you to quit cigarettes and see if it helps, cigs are very well known to contribute to anxiety, both because they cause an increase in blood pressure and heart rate (physical symptoms of anxiety, may trigger an anxious response from your body and mind) and because they almost always cause anxiety when you are addicted and in need of more nicotine due to withdrawal symptoms. I've had a panic attack from lighting up a cig when I was a bit stressed and not high or drunk. Maybe take a break from weed while you quit cigs and then try some nice indica, I have a lot of anxiety and understand weed paranoia but I don't think it's inevitable for an anxious person. [editline]21st August 2017[/editline] also my appointment got moved up a day, so I did 7.5mg adderall to wake up and get ready this morning, 7.5mg for class, 15mg after class for doing my chores, and then 30mg (gained because I now see my doctor a day earlier) after I was home from the dispensary. I got moon rocks, which is weed soaked in hash oil and rolled in kief, a bit of wax, and some indica and sativa private reserve (the highest quality the dispo has). I just got to use my brothers awesome bong (ash catcher with a showerhead perc and then the bong itself has a perc) to pack a "moon chop", some tobacco on moonrocks. tonight is a good ass night, bumping music with nice sony bluetooths

fuck, i think i want to quit caffeine at first i didnt notice it, i thought it was just a fluke, but then slowly and slowly i started to make the connection. its definitely increasing my baseline anxiety levels and i can tell. anxiety isnt really a problem for me and i am good at managing my feelings and not letting it consume me, but caffeine makes it so much harder to do that and i just end up more anxious and have racing thoughts more than i did before i had my coffee. its not worth the energy boost imo

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52600965]fuck, i think i want to quit caffeine at first i didnt notice it, i thought it was just a fluke, but then slowly and slowly i started to make the connection. its definitely increasing my baseline anxiety levels and i can tell. anxiety isnt really a problem for me and i am good at managing my feelings and not letting it consume me, but caffeine makes it so much harder to do that and i just end up more anxious and have racing thoughts more than i did before i had my coffee. its not worth the energy boost imo[/QUOTE] I quit caffeine for the same reasons, definitely worth it if you struggle with anxiety. used to consume about 1.2g of caffeine a day, tapered down to 300-600mg and then 0mg. I still suffer from anxiety obviously but its more manageable. instead of racing thoughts and spiraling, I just notice the anxiety and manage to push it away

[QUOTE=PredGD;52601671]I quit caffeine for the same reasons, definitely worth it if you struggle with anxiety. used to consume about 1.2g of caffeine a day, tapered down to 300-600mg and then 0mg. I still suffer from anxiety obviously but its more manageable. instead of racing thoughts and spiraling, I just notice the anxiety and manage to push it away[/QUOTE] damn, the withdrawals must have been bad with doses like that, and you hit it spot on with the anxiety thing. i havent had a cup today and i feel so calm and not anxious, tylenol pm and weed are gonna be my saviors for this week thats for sure unrelated, i finally got my hands on 3 tabs of Lucy. do guys prefer day trips or night trips?

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52602118]damn, the withdrawals must have been bad with doses like that, and you hit it spot on with the anxiety thing. i havent had a cup today and i feel so calm and not anxious, tylenol pm and weed are gonna be my saviors for this week thats for sure unrelated, i finally got my hands on 3 tabs of Lucy. do guys prefer day trips or night trips?[/QUOTE] try to limit any frequent use of tylenol pm, obviously tylenol isnt great for your insides but also the DPH (PM is tylenol plus diphenhydramine aka benadryl) has been linked to cognitive decline and brain fog. dont wanna replace your anxiety with sluggishness [editline]22nd August 2017[/editline] oh also i just ran out of caffeine pills so the last few days I havent been taking any (I'd usually have 1 or 2 a day depending on the situation). I concur that it really contributes to anxiety, I'm kind of amazed that I was doing adderall and caffeine and then smoking weed and tobacco and wondering why I was having issues with anxiety.

Found some year old bud. Smoked a bowl and it got me to like a 2 or 3. A little too harsh for me to keep going past one bowl. Meh.

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52602771]try to limit any frequent use of tylenol pm, obviously tylenol isnt great for your insides but also the DPH (PM is tylenol plus diphenhydramine aka benadryl) has been linked to cognitive decline and brain fog. dont wanna replace your anxiety with sluggishness [/QUOTE] i actually lived this at one point. i have allergic conjunctivitis and benedryl helps loads for it. id take 50mg every night, wake up refreshed with little redness in my eyes compared without the diphenhydramine. slowly though, i noticed something. it was strange but i brushed it off anyway. still, i started to notice it even more through time and started to make a connection. i then realized the benedryl had been completely fucking with my short term memory, on a pretty significant level. it started with forgetting random small shit. it was something i could just laugh off and blame on my bad memory, light self-deprecating humor. slowly my memory got worse. id completely remember doing something, only for someone to tell me i havent even started it, yet i still remember vividly doing the thing i didnt do. i stopped taking that shit every night and quit completely. additionally to support my claims that it fucked with working memory, id also vape some thc before bed alongside the DPH for added stone effects. when i quit DPH but still vaped before bed, my short term memory bounced back significantly

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;52596770]It's official, my anxiety is too severe for cannabis to be worthwhile, guess it is time for break/recovery/quit. I am leaning towards the latter because it will make cooperation with the public system easier. Now to quit these cigarettes somehow.[/QUOTE] I stopped smoking weed and it was the best thing I could've done in regards to anxiety. The hardest part from what I can tell is hanging out with people who smoke on the reg. You're going to have to consciously say "No. I am not smoking anymore because it's begun to give me anxiety." That's a very, [I]very[/I] conscious shift in your day-to-day decision making. Then your social circle will likely change because of that. It's so, so, so worth it. Everyone's case is different, but yeah.

kinda jealous of you guys that seem to have such an easy access to ALL of the drugs i got weed and lsd but still

got a hookup for blowcaine again :D

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52602990]. id completely remember doing something, only for someone to tell me i havent even started it, yet i still remember vividly doing the thing i didnt do.[/QUOTE] that sounds like one of the major effects of high level DPH use. i've done a few hundred mg of the stuff just to see how it was and ended up playing video games and surfing the web only to blink and find myself just sitting on the couch. shit is weird. [editline]22nd August 2017[/editline] I occasionally take 100mg of it to help me get to sleep while coming down from a disso or whatever and while i do get to sleep even a regular sleep aid dose makes me feel like a zombie the next day especially when recovering from whatever other shit i had done. i really should get myself some etizolam to help me get to sleep in those instances.