The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

So I found $11 on my drunken stoned walk home last night. I guess being a drunk pays! Now if only it was consistent, I'd have a job. Haha

[QUOTE=SuperDuprKyle;52629730]You can definitely get addicted to weed like I smoke it everyday but I can quit smoking it just as easy idk[/QUOTE] i'm the same i just don't want to quit, but if i wanted to i could stop. it's just too easy to get high every night. i get slightly bummed out when i dont have any weed.

I think I'm a dumbass for not realizing this, but a low dose of the same drug earlier in the day can really ruin your tolerance for an experience later in the day. I am feeling so great off 30mg adderall, way better than I felt off 60mg. The difference? When I took 60mg in the afternoon, I had taken 15mg in the morning. This time, I waited 24 hours. (I take 15mg twice a day unless I'm using recreationally that day). Even with my probably pretty high tolerance and the fact that I use every day, the 24 hours made a massive difference. Protip: The longer you wait, the better it feels. And as someone with ADHD, I hate that this is true, because I have absolutely no patience.

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52639269]I think I'm a dumbass for not realizing this, but a low dose of the same drug earlier in the day can really ruin your tolerance for an experience later in the day. I am feeling so great off 30mg adderall, way better than I felt off 60mg. The difference? When I took 60mg in the afternoon, I had taken 15mg in the morning. This time, I waited 24 hours. (I take 15mg twice a day unless I'm using recreationally that day). Even with my probably pretty high tolerance and the fact that I use every day, the 24 hours made a massive difference. Protip: The longer you wait, the better it feels. And as someone with ADHD, I hate that this is true, because I have absolutely no patience.[/QUOTE] This it true to life in general, almost everything is like this.

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52639258]i'm the same i just don't want to quit, but if i wanted to i could stop. it's just too easy to get high every night. i get slightly bummed out when i dont have any weed.[/QUOTE] It's like my addiction to the internet. I get that same exact feeling when I'm not buzzin', just a general bored feeling.

is it ok to take 1/4 of a mdma pill today to test the effects and take the rest in 2 weeks? I'm going to a music festival in 2 weeks, I just want to see if I feel ok under the effects of it. Rather not take it on the festival if it doesn't work well for me

20 mg 2C-B down the hatch. It's been a long time since I last had this stuff, looking forward to it.

[QUOTE=UnknownDude;52641087]20 mg 2C-B down the hatch. It's been a long time since I last had this stuff, looking forward to it.[/QUOTE] awesome drug, have fun! been ages since I had some myself, maybe I should order some. took 3 tabs of LSD 30 mins ago and just got done scraping my grinder clean of kief. hopefully it'll be enough to blast me off again in about 4 hours

Few hours in now, not a whole lot of visuals. Noticable body load, but that will pass. Grooving out to some spacey disco music.

Haha what the fuck I had some friends round the other day and we got baked as fuck on a bench down the road from my house and the next day police were all around that exact street. Definitely not there for me 'cause they seemed to be setting up some kinda traffic sting hiding in the alleyways but gave me a right spoop when I saw them a bunch of them right where I was smoking the previous night. Oh watching my friends try my oculus rift while high as a kite was fucking hilarious too.

I thought time would be more dilated but time has actually flown by. It's nearing the point of the trip where I think a joint would be appropriate. I tried to brave the great outdoors before but there really isn't much to see around where I live. I've dug deep into youtube, spotify and my own hard drive, listening mostly to library music, folksy stuff with some electronic tunes here and there. I'm tempted to go turn on one of my synthesizers and see what kinds of crazy sounds I can make with it. 2C-B is all the fun of acid without the headfuck, as long as you can get past the turbulent come-up. I've got another 25 mg dose lying around for a rainy day, but I definitely want to get some friends together for next time. EDIT: Rolling a spliff, but gonna hold off smoking it. 2C-B is very wavy in its intensity, so I'm waiting to see if I'm actually gonna come down soon or if I'm just on the bottom cycle of another wave coming. EDIT AGAIN: If anyone of y'all are into jazz check out the album "Love Letters" by Barbara Dennerlein. That lady's a Hammond organ virtuoso.

getting shitfaced with my friends might just be the greatest thing

took 1/4 of ecstasy 40 minutes ago. I'm not feeling anything. I don't know if it's because the dosage was too low or bc I've been on SSRI for a while now.. or a combination of both.

[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;52642271]took 1/4 of ecstasy 40 minutes ago. I'm not feeling anything. I don't know if it's because the dosage was too low or bc I've been on SSRI for a while now.. or a combination of both.[/QUOTE] What is the dosage of the pill? [editline]2nd September 2017[/editline] Personally 1 pill of mdma shouldnt fuck you up or anything if you stay hydrated. 150-200mg should be fine for a first timer. Also you should only do MDMA once every couple months(I personally only do it 1-2 times a year). Also TESTKIT YOUR SHIT.

Going to that rehab clinic tomorrow, hope they have something useful to say and that I don't fuck it up with my anxiety babbling.

[QUOTE=Sky King;52642426]What is the dosage of the pill? [editline]2nd September 2017[/editline] Personally 1 pill of mdma shouldnt fuck you up or anything if you stay hydrated. 150-200mg should be fine for a first timer. Also you should only do MDMA once every couple months(I personally only do it 1-2 times a year). Also TESTKIT YOUR SHIT.[/QUOTE] 150-200 at once is waaay high for a first timer. I'd say 80-100mg followed by half that 2-3 hours later. For the dude above if not much is happening I'd put it to the SSRIs (so long as it's definitely MDMA you're taking).

fuck all our dealers are dry, how do you find more dealers?

Never underestimate weed the morning after a night on MDMA [editline]3rd September 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=Sky King;52642426]What is the dosage of the pill? [editline]2nd September 2017[/editline] Personally 1 pill of mdma shouldnt fuck you up or anything if you stay hydrated. 150-200mg should be fine for a first timer. Also you should only do MDMA once every couple months(I personally only do it 1-2 times a year). Also TESTKIT YOUR SHIT.[/QUOTE] Most pills are quite strong these days, mostly over 200mg a pill. Half of a good pill will definitely do anyone good for their first time

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52643265]fuck all our dealers are dry, how do you find more dealers?[/QUOTE] Post an ad in the local paper

[QUOTE=Crumpet;52643206]150-200 at once is waaay high for a first timer. I'd say 80-100mg followed by half that 2-3 hours later. If not much is happening I'd put it to SSRIs (so long as it's definitely MDMA you're taking).[/QUOTE] I dont know i think 150-200mg would be fine. I took alot more my first time(which i shouldnt have) and turned out find. I personally feel like you are wasting mdma if you take such an low dose, theirs a very "magical" feeling you get that kind of goes away for some people the more times you use mdma. But if you are taking that low of a dose you still gonna need to wait months apart to protect your serotinon levels and for the pills to feel as good. At least from my experience.

[QUOTE=Sky King;52643838]I dont know i think 150-200mg would be fine. I took alot more my first time(which i shouldnt have) and turned out find. I personally feel like you are wasting mdma if you take such an low dose, theirs a very "magical" feeling you get that kind of goes away for some people the more times you use mdma. But if you are taking that low of a dose you still gonna need to wait months apart to protect your serotinon levels and for the pills to feel as good. At least from my experience.[/QUOTE] MDMA has a "sweet spot" dose that can vary quite a bit between people. I use 120 mg as a rule of thumb for first-timers. If that's enough you're good, if not then you can redose another 40 mg or so.

man, this trip I had was mindblowing. I felt like I had forgotten all basic understanding of right and wrong and was constantly flipping between pure euphoria and pure terror. like 1s and 0s in a computer, it was like my mind was trying to get to a perfect point in-between them. all worries, complex and basic, were forgotten and all I was left with was how to interpret the exact moment I was in and nothing else. I could feel as if my conciousness was passed around inside my own head to different cells and I felt part of something bigger than "I". I could more clearly see those subconscious processes and were given more control of them, more control of the "core" functions of conciousness. I've experienced something similar to this before but I never really realized what was going on. it truly feels like I opened another eye with insight into the more basic functionality of the brain that is otherwise hidden. dunno if this makes any sense or not but it was a very profound experience and I feel like I need to put it into words. is this what they call ego death? [editline]3rd September 2017[/editline] I don't even know if I want to touch LSD again. I probably will but I've never had a reaction like this before, I've always (almost) enjoyed it and looked forward to further trips. what I really am, my consciousness, felt so fragile. constantly changing between a state of insanity and "enlightenment" for the lack of a better word. in the moment I was so sure that if I didn't tread carefully with my approach to the situation I'd surrender my body and lose myself completely to a black void. equally terrifying as it was euphoric. I don't think I managed to truly let go. the idea of losing myself was way too real and I didn't want to risk anything. I understand now why people bad trip, LSD is truly horrifying if you get to a point like this and desperately hold onto yourself. it feels like literal death, the eradication of who you are within your own head.

[QUOTE=PredGD;52643906]man, this trip I had was mindblowing. I felt like I had forgotten all basic understanding of right and wrong and was constantly flipping between pure euphoria and pure terror. like 1s and 0s in a computer, it was like my mind was trying to get to a perfect point in-between them. all worries, complex and basic, were forgotten and all I was left with was how to interpret the exact moment I was in and nothing else. I could feel as if my conciousness was passed around inside my own head to different cells and I felt part of something bigger than "I". I could more clearly see those subconscious processes and were given more control of them, more control of the "core" functions of conciousness. I've experienced something similar to this before but I never really realized what was going on. it truly feels like I opened another eye with insight into the more basic functionality of the brain that is otherwise hidden. dunno if this makes any sense or not but it was a very profound experience and I feel like I need to put it into words. is this what they call ego death? [editline]3rd September 2017[/editline] I don't even know if I want to touch LSD again. I probably will but I've never had a reaction like this before, I've always (almost) enjoyed it and looked forward to further trips. what I really am, my consciousness, felt so fragile. constantly changing between a state of insanity and "enlightenment" for the lack of a better word. in the moment I was so sure that if I didn't tread carefully with my approach to the situation I'd surrender my body and lose myself completely to a black void. equally terrifying as it was euphoric. I don't think I managed to truly let go. the idea of losing myself was way too real and I didn't want to risk anything. I understand now why people bad trip, LSD is truly horrifying if you get to a point like this and desperately hold onto yourself. it feels like literal death, the eradication of who you are within your own head.[/QUOTE] do a lower dose 200-250ug will fuck me UP, so I've switched to just a single 100ug tab, I trip balls and have crazy realizations but I'm still all there mentally and my worldview doesn't get smashed to bits every time i trip like you keep administrative functions around when you do a lower dose so you can reel things back in if they start going dark

[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;52642271]took 1/4 of ecstasy 40 minutes ago. I'm not feeling anything. I don't know if it's because the dosage was too low or bc I've been on SSRI for a while now.. or a combination of both.[/QUOTE] Dont take MDMA again while on SSRI's man. It A. will completely nullify the effects and B. potentially cause serotonin syndrome. So its both a waste of MDMA and puts you at risk. You must discontinue SSRI's for a month before you can roll properly

[QUOTE=.Isak.;52644237]do a lower dose 200-250ug will fuck me UP, so I've switched to just a single 100ug tab, I trip balls and have crazy realizations but I'm still all there mentally and my worldview doesn't get smashed to bits every time i trip like you keep administrative functions around when you do a lower dose so you can reel things back in if they start going dark[/QUOTE] yeah, I think I'll mess with more manageable doses. probably didn't help that I vaped a fair amount of kief mixed with ABV and fresh weed after already taking 3 tabs. I've mixed the two before and it can be overwhelming but it's usually all good fun. I've never had a trip I'd call a bad trip before and I've taken a lot of LSD so its easy to start feeling invincible after a while. I wouldn't necessarily call this a bad trip either despite the intense terror but it definitely showed me how difficult a trip can become. had I lost my cool I would most likely have fallen into a bad trip. I can't even begin to imagine how terrifying that would be if what I experienced was as terrifying as it was. a full blown bad trip would probably make me lose my mind completely. didn't really help that my SO came over to me just seconds after I was done vaping the weed. it was if she was a completely different being than me, I couldn't understand what she wanted even though I understood the words that came out of her mouth. then she started messing around with me, telling me that I was a cat. she kept trying to convince me that I was a cat and wouldn't leave me alone which confused the hell out of me. I wanted to tell her that she had to stop messing around with me and that she was stressing me out but when you're drowning in psychedelic terror and bliss, it's hard to find the words and show that you're distressed. I was noticeably confused like she'd expect from earlier trips I've had but eventually she noticed that I wasn't in my normal, happy but confused state of mind and randomly blurted out "you're okay" in the most serious tone with a serious look in her face. that shit almost got me spiraling because even though I was distressed, I still had stuff under control at the time. her telling me that I was okay nearly convinced me that I wasn't okay, that I was losing control, and I was [I]so[/I] close to freaking the fuck out. I just stared at her with a frightened look in my face and she decided to leave at that point and told me she'd be at her computer and if I needed her, I should come to her. so that's a protip for trip sitters out there: don't get worried yourself and say that things are gonna be okay to a person who's tripping the fuck out. just be there for them and let them seek you out if they want help. telling them that they're okay might convince them that they're not okay even though they have stuff under control. I'll probably revisit mindfuck doses later on, but now I need a break. I've always pursued higher and higher doses but I've come to realize I'm playing with fire by doing that. even high dose, good trips, can be extremely exhausting and devastating in its own way. those trips have a tendency to shatter my definition of want and it makes me so confused over what I want to do with my life even days after my trip. I've definitely gained a whole new level of respect for psychedelics after this experience. [editline]4th September 2017[/editline] that turned out longer than I expected, oops

[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;52642271]took 1/4 of ecstasy 40 minutes ago. I'm not feeling anything. I don't know if it's because the dosage was too low or bc I've been on SSRI for a while now.. or a combination of both.[/QUOTE] You won't feel anything, dose too low. You need more if on SSRIs, plus the roll will be completely munted. Get off the SSRIs first.

[QUOTE=UnknownDude;52643862]MDMA has a "sweet spot" dose that can vary quite a bit between people. I use 120 mg as a rule of thumb for first-timers. If that's enough you're good, if not then you can redose another 40 mg or so.[/QUOTE] [url]http://mollymeasure.com/[/url] [editline]4th September 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=The Aussie;52631900]Eh? $20/tab is pretty normal for like a 150ug tab.[/QUOTE] I've never paid above $1.50/tab. DNM obviously but still.

[QUOTE=SataniX;52646485][url]http://mollymeasure.com/[/url] [editline]4th September 2017[/editline] I've never paid above $1.50/tab. DNM obviously but still.[/QUOTE] dmn is key words. on the street the regular amount is ~10 a tab

[QUOTE=bs8814;52645958]Dont take MDMA again while on SSRI's man. It A. will completely nullify the effects and B. potentially cause serotonin syndrome. So its both a waste of MDMA and puts you at risk. You must discontinue SSRI's for a month before you can roll properly[/QUOTE] A month? Damn it. I can't go past 2 days without feeling like I'm dying because of the withdrawal effects :|

i have 1 tab left as well as 2 days left until my tolerance to serotonergic psychedelics is completely reset. ima have to start making tripping a regular thing, like once every 2 weeks or something