The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;52648187]A month? Damn it. I can't go past 2 days without feeling like I'm dying because of the withdrawal effects :|[/QUOTE] You need to taper over a month or two, sometimes longer depending on the specific ssri

aw yes, I've been blessed with ketamine. time to snort myself out of existence

im in a lot of pain so i got tramadol 50s. they are chill as fuck but it sucks i cant drink a lot of beer or do serotonergic stuff since its also an snri. synergistic as fuck with weed tho

Holy shit, my new medicine feels a bit like weed

Package is over a week late, and when a friend wanted to visit a dealer to just get some to have right now, he shorted us. the end is nigh

if you want a constant dull headache and being so tired to the point of deep sleep, youll lile caffeine withdrawal

How does American law actually work with regards to decriminalising cannabis? I understand there are two levels; state law and federal law. How do they work together if state law decriminalises it, but federal law still criminalises it? Can the DEA just come in and bust up major and otherwise legitimate growers?

[QUOTE=Hezzy;52655942]How does American law actually work with regards to decriminalising cannabis? I understand there are two levels; state law and federal law. How do they work together if state law decriminalises it, but federal law still criminalises it? Can the DEA just come in and bust up major and otherwise legitimate growers?[/QUOTE] Technically, yes. I believe they do have the right to do so, but so far, the feds have chosen not to enforce it.

im thinking about popping the last tab at 7 and having a night trip

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52658788]im thinking about popping the last tab at 7 and having a night trip[/QUOTE] Nah man, pop it at 4am tomorrow and have a sunrise trip

had this weird dream last night where I was carrying around this pot with a plant that had barely germinated that had my voice. was a pretty chill dream since the plant was pretty cool but somewhere along our journey, it was telling me that its water levels had become critical. I told it that it had to wait since I had to keep going so I could show my people where to go next since I was some sort of spiritual shaman guy. but he kept telling me it was critical and he begun withering, so I dug a little hole next to this road and started watering the guy. the brown, crumpled up plant matter became green and started growing at an alarming rate. a voice coming from the inside of my head started talking about the wonder of life and how extraordinary it was to see this plant grow. I detached from my body and became a cloud of energy, orbiting the plant. it was a stunning sight to see it grow, with lots of different flowers coming out of the green stems with all sorts of colors. in the middle, the plant matter was starting to take the shape of my own head with its eyes closed and suddenly the dream got really psychedelic. the world became black for a second with only the plant in sight and suddenly, I became the plant. a white, wireframe room appeared around me and hundreds of people were praying, forming a circle around me with their heads pointed towards me while they were bowing down. I had solved the mystery of consciousness and I was about to transcend humanity into a new age - the plant age. not smoking weed for a few days gives the craziest dreams. anyway, you guys have a sweet dose for amphetamines? I find that not enough leaves me feeling too sober and not tweaked enough to get anything done while also giving a fair bit of anxiety due to the stimulation. too much just leaves me an euphoric mess that can't focus on one thing for more than 5 minutes before I focus intently on something else for 5 minutes. [editline]8th September 2017[/editline] anyone else find the novelty of drugs wears off completely after a while? I noticed this last time I took ketamine, I just wanted to sober up despite it being a cool experience. not being 100% in control gets sort of old and nowadays its almost more attractive to be level headed than fucked up. probably didn't help that the ketamine was awful. took 300mg in one go and I didn't even scrape the surface of the k hole. another 100mg about 20 mins after + 100mg 15 mins after that again had me into the hole for 10 minutes before I was back. the day after, I took 300mg then 200mg 10 minutes after and I only felt dumb, disinhibited and disassociated. my depression and anxiety was 100% gone for the duration of the high, but that's it. I don't know if this is that crazy tolerance everyones raving about when it comes to ketamine or if my product has just been shit. hard to tell, lost my original supplier for it a while back and that was some good stuff. I had hoped that drugs would feel better than they do considering I haven't taken that much the last 9 months. I used to be more crazy about them, taking them as often as I could without harming myself and even then I had a more enjoyable time with them. a long break like this, I was sure that most drugs would feel better than before since I've had the time to forget the highs and reset whatever tolerances I've had but it seems like some sort of permanent tolerance has built. I quickly spiral into depression if I don't take anything for a few days so eh. maybe it's time to stop chasing the dragon and focus on other aspects of my life and find other ways of coping with my demons. speaking of, you guys also find drugs to be self limiting when used as an escape? works great to start off with but eventually the magic just fades and you'd rather be sober? man this amphetamine has me going on and on

It's possible that as soon as you stop "chasing" the novelty or expecting immediate relief you will find the magic returns on its own when it comes around.. Perhaps not in the same way, but returns nonetheless.

I guess weed and abilify is a no-go?

[QUOTE=ghosevil;52660236]It's possible that as soon as you stop "chasing" the novelty or expecting immediate relief you will find the magic returns on its own when it comes around.. Perhaps not in the same way, but returns nonetheless.[/QUOTE] that makes sense. I can't remember the last time I took a drug with the mindset of having fun and enjoying myself. most of the time I just want to get fucked up which probably explains why I've always gone for massive doses (within safe limits of course) when I take drugs. obviously I do them because I know they're fun but I don't think that's really the reason I take drugs most of the time. I just don't wanna be bored or feel lonely. didn't expect anyone to read through that after I saw the size of the post, so thanks for taking the time to read it. I never stopped to think that chasing the novelty of drugs will kill the novelty of them all by itself. I'll definitely take a step back to see what I can do about this mindset, thanks. [editline]8th September 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=The bird Man;52660295]I guess weed and abilify is a no-go?[/QUOTE] I haven't read up on it so don't take my word on it, but I assume it's okay. I've smoked weed on abilify before and I've also smoked weed while on both abilify and zyprexa too and I turned out okay. did that while on the max dosage you can be prescribed for both. iirc the weed high was different than from when you're not on an anti psychotic but it was still enjoyable.

Broad City is a pretty fucking decent show.

[QUOTE=PredGD;52660029]had this weird dream last night where I was carrying around this pot with a plant that had barely germinated that had my voice. was a pretty chill dream since the plant was pretty cool but somewhere along our journey, it was telling me that its water levels had become critical. I told it that it had to wait since I had to keep going so I could show my people where to go next since I was some sort of spiritual shaman guy. but he kept telling me it was critical and he begun withering, so I dug a little hole next to this road and started watering the guy. the brown, crumpled up plant matter became green and started growing at an alarming rate. a voice coming from the inside of my head started talking about the wonder of life and how extraordinary it was to see this plant grow. I detached from my body and became a cloud of energy, orbiting the plant. it was a stunning sight to see it grow, with lots of different flowers coming out of the green stems with all sorts of colors. in the middle, the plant matter was starting to take the shape of my own head with its eyes closed and suddenly the dream got really psychedelic. the world became black for a second with only the plant in sight and suddenly, I became the plant. a white, wireframe room appeared around me and hundreds of people were praying, forming a circle around me with their heads pointed towards me while they were bowing down. I had solved the mystery of consciousness and I was about to transcend humanity into a new age - the plant age. not smoking weed for a few days gives the craziest dreams. anyway, you guys have a sweet dose for amphetamines? I find that not enough leaves me feeling too sober and not tweaked enough to get anything done while also giving a fair bit of anxiety due to the stimulation. too much just leaves me an euphoric mess that can't focus on one thing for more than 5 minutes before I focus intently on something else for 5 minutes. [editline]8th September 2017[/editline] anyone else find the novelty of drugs wears off completely after a while? I noticed this last time I took ketamine, I just wanted to sober up despite it being a cool experience. not being 100% in control gets sort of old and nowadays its almost more attractive to be level headed than fucked up. probably didn't help that the ketamine was awful. took 300mg in one go and I didn't even scrape the surface of the k hole. another 100mg about 20 mins after + 100mg 15 mins after that again had me into the hole for 10 minutes before I was back. the day after, I took 300mg then 200mg 10 minutes after and I only felt dumb, disinhibited and disassociated. my depression and anxiety was 100% gone for the duration of the high, but that's it. I don't know if this is that crazy tolerance everyones raving about when it comes to ketamine or if my product has just been shit. hard to tell, lost my original supplier for it a while back and that was some good stuff. I had hoped that drugs would feel better than they do considering I haven't taken that much the last 9 months. I used to be more crazy about them, taking them as often as I could without harming myself and even then I had a more enjoyable time with them. a long break like this, I was sure that most drugs would feel better than before since I've had the time to forget the highs and reset whatever tolerances I've had but it seems like some sort of permanent tolerance has built. I quickly spiral into depression if I don't take anything for a few days so eh. maybe it's time to stop chasing the dragon and focus on other aspects of my life and find other ways of coping with my demons. speaking of, you guys also find drugs to be self limiting when used as an escape? works great to start off with but eventually the magic just fades and you'd rather be sober? man this amphetamine has me going on and on[/QUOTE] man, i really feel what you're feeling. ive kinda realized that when i have low overall satisfaction from life, my satisfaction from drugs will be lower. Also I spent a year of college doing drugs as often as possible and burnt myself out on them pretty much, they just aren't the same anymore. they don't have that magic that used to acompany any experience where I got to get high, tripping, or fucked up.

finally speed weed for first time (not counting caffeine ofc) and idk it just really killed the speed a bit for me and i ended up crashing like 15 min after smoking. did i do something wrong?

[QUOTE=matt000024;52664581]finally speed weed for first time (not counting caffeine ofc) and idk it just really killed the speed a bit for me and i ended up crashing like 15 min after smoking. did i do something wrong?[/QUOTE] what kinda speed, how much, (if its a prescription, IR or XR), what route of administration? I speed weed erryday and it's pretty great. If you don't have a big weed tolerance maybe it'll overpower your focus and wakefulness?? I have a big tolerance and honestly I can't wait to toke once I start coming up cause it just eases any anxiety and kickstarts a bunch of wacky creative thoughts and jokes. Sometimes I think my parents will get suspicious that I'm coming out of my room every 20 minutes, making a few jokes as I talk to them for a second, and grabbing another soda.

anyone tried jack herer before? got a dude says he can shot some for me but I wanna know if it's as good as it's made out to be, and if anyone knows how it compares to peng-grade amnesia which is what I usually get

About to be getting some coke plus my license back tomorrow, hype.

[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;52667897]anyone tried jack herer before? got a dude says he can shot some for me but I wanna know if it's as good as it's made out to be, and if anyone knows how it compares to peng-grade amnesia which is what I usually get[/QUOTE] I like it. Pretty strong, but not paranoid-freakout strong. Probably more easy going than a top grade amnesia (at least in my experience)

[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;52667897]anyone tried jack herer before? got a dude says he can shot some for me but I wanna know if it's as good as it's made out to be, and if anyone knows how it compares to peng-grade amnesia which is what I usually get[/QUOTE] My opinion on 'strains' is that none of them fucking matter (and are rarely even true) unless the grower is [B]really good[/B]. One can have the best seeds but still grow/trim/cure it like shit.

Ladies. Gents. I've finally tried ketamine. I feel slowed down just the right amount, and I can just groove to the beat so hard. This is better than cocaine. This is better than opioids. This is better than benzos. Time is moving extremely slowly and I haven't even done half of the pile. Don't worry, I'll be careful. Ketamine for best recreational drug to do for fun semi-regularly 2017. Other than maybe stims, but those aren't quite as fun for me because I take them every day. (Also don't think I'm forgetting psychs, I just don't think you necessarily do those 'for fun'. And MDMA is amazing but you cant take it semi-regularly). This post felt like an essay. I couldn't tell what thoughts were important enough to be included [editline]11th September 2017[/editline] Oh also I know the addiction risk and such and don't even have a way to get more than what I'm doing tonight. [editline]11th September 2017[/editline] welp the sound can hurt my ears again so I guess I'm coming down

[QUOTE=The bird Man;52654513]Holy shit, my new medicine feels a bit like weed[/QUOTE] What is it?

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52666413]what kinda speed, how much, (if its a prescription, IR or XR), what route of administration? I speed weed erryday and it's pretty great. If you don't have a big weed tolerance maybe it'll overpower your focus and wakefulness?? I have a big tolerance and honestly I can't wait to toke once I start coming up cause it just eases any anxiety and kickstarts a bunch of wacky creative thoughts and jokes. Sometimes I think my parents will get suspicious that I'm coming out of my room every 20 minutes, making a few jokes as I talk to them for a second, and grabbing another soda.[/QUOTE] blow, nasally/gums, but I also had a lot of other shit in me so that's probably why I ended up crashing instead. The day after I found a bit on my desk and tried again with weed and it was good.

[QUOTE=matt000024;52673789]blow, nasally/gums, but I also had a lot of other shit in me so that's probably why I ended up crashing instead. The day after I found a bit on my desk and tried again with weed and it was good.[/QUOTE] Cocaine is not the best speed weed drug, I know a lot of cokeheads who don't take hits even when offered because they say it brings their coke down. I love speed weed with amphetamines. Were you snorting lines after you smoked? Because cocaine wears off so fast that you probably would have crashed 30-60 minutes after your last line anyway. Also if you're sleep deprived, havent eaten, or havent drank recently, those will all reduce the quality of your stim experience. Also if youve been doing a bunch of coke recently you could have a bit of a tolerance. What else did you have in you?

I just threw all my weed and paraphernalia away

Last night I got stimmed enough that I started doing the math to work out the current amphetamine concentration in my bloodstream (exponential shit using the half life) after redosing 11.25mg, 60mg, 41.25mg, 15mg, 7.5mg and 7.5mg at various points in a little over 24 hour period. I even graphed approximations of the concentration curves in DESMOS. Stims are truly the nerd's drug

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52676426]Last night I got stimmed enough that I started doing the math to work out the current amphetamine concentration in my bloodstream (exponential shit using the half life) after redosing 11.25mg, 60mg, 41.25mg, 15mg, 7.5mg and 7.5mg at various points in a little over 24 hour period. I even graphed approximations of the concentration curves in DESMOS. Stims are truly the nerd's drug[/QUOTE] someone shove this nerd in a locker

Hey everyone. I ran into a lean meme that a very vanilla drug-using friend liked on facebook. It was Stephen King's "lit" with a bottle of tussidin DXM and some ghetto jokes, which reminded me that I've been DXM-free for almost a year! I did feel a bit compelled to pick it up again but I'm afraid of long term health consequences. So I came here to vent about it. Is dxm dangerous btw? I´ve mostly fucked with plateau 2&3 over the years.