The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high
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[QUOTE=bs8814;52689929]I think I heard it was 17.5x more than they take out of the system.
Anyway, I rolled for the first time in over a year on Friday. Tested my shit on the day and came back all good. I took 75mg and my mate started with 80mg. It was a bit tense as I was coming up (heartbeat went up to 130bpm) but after I came up I felt great. We rolled at first at a really nice lake near my mates place while the sunset. Then we went back and redosed 40mg and smoked some bud. Was a really fun time and I still got about 400-500mg left. Whats the shortest amount of time you guys would wait between a roll? I heard its 14 days till your serotonin goes back to normal levels.[/QUOTE]
I always wait at least a month in between rolls, ideally it's supposed to be three months but fuck that. You can do fine with once a month, especially if you've got supps.
[QUOTE=Booker K;52692427]Do you guys recommend E-Cigs for someone who's new to smoking? I bought my first pack of cigarettes the other day and I'm already considering throwing the rest away.
I mean, they've done the job help keeping me relaxed, but I can barely move around without feeling like I'm going to vomit.[/QUOTE]
I'd consider throwing the pack away and staying the fuck away from lady nicotine. Vapes are for trying to quit. That being said, you could always get a nic free juice to vape with but that's kinda pointless.
There's no reason to anymore, Kiwi.
[editline]18th September 2017[/editline]
[QUOTE=Booker K;52692610]I was honestly hoping I'd have a better shot with E-Cigs. I personally cannot stand feeling nauseous after smoking (and the aftertaste of tobacco makes me gag as well), plus I gotta deal with the odor by smoking outside then rinsing off so it doesn't linger onto me as long.
Seriously wish weed could be a more open option for me, but unfortunately I live in Idaho, one of the only states where it's illegal, even medically.[/QUOTE]
You'd be surprised how quickly you get used to the taste, and feeling of Tobacco.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;52692677]You'd be surprised how quickly you get used to the taste, and feeling of Tobacco.[/QUOTE]
Very very true. Unless you don't give a shit about your health don't pick up smoking. It'll creep up and ensnare you.
[QUOTE=bs8814;52692691]Very very true. Unless you don't give a shit about your health don't pick up smoking. It'll creep up and ensnare you.[/QUOTE]
Just like alcohol.
Think about getting a vape, but Yeah if this is your first pack of cigs just quit while you're ahead. Cigs are an expensive habit. A vape mod, tank, coils and juice are also expensive but not as much as consistently vaping with those gas station e-pens
[editline]18th September 2017[/editline]
Plus bla bla bla health risks
[QUOTE=matt000024;52694572]Just like alcohol.[/QUOTE]
Not really, alcohol isn't nearly as physically addictive as nicotine.
[QUOTE=Booker K;52692427]Do you guys recommend E-Cigs for someone who's new to smoking? I bought my first pack of cigarettes the other day and I'm already considering throwing the rest away.
I mean, they've done the job help keeping me relaxed, but I can barely move around without feeling like I'm going to vomit.[/QUOTE]
they do not make you feel relaxed, the only relaxing they give you is when you are already hooked they elevate the stress you feel when you havent had a cig in 5 minutes.
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
just cos weed is illegal doesn't mean its hard to come across. our dealer we found on a facebook group my gf was in for girl advice.
[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52694972]they do not make you feel relaxed, the only relaxing they give you is when you are already hooked they elevate the stress you feel when you havent had a cig in 5 minutes.[/QUOTE]
Like wearing tight shoes all day to have a feeling of relief when you take them off. You dont want cigs when you have them but you need them when you dont have them.
[QUOTE=Kiwi;52692627]who in here wouldnt mind addicts lounge being behind a registered wall (aka ft) you lose post count though[/QUOTE]
i wouldn't mind
[QUOTE=Booker K;52695801]I threw the rest of the pack away earlier this morning, but I'm still gonna look into getting myself an E-Cig. There's a vape shop nearby me, so I'm gonna stop by there when I get the chance.
Yeah, a friend of mine at work advised me not to waste my money on those gas station ones and just get one of those long lasting E-Cig kits.[/QUOTE]
I'm pretty sure plenty of people vape here so feel free to ask questions about that kind of stuff.
[QUOTE=Kiwi;52692627]who in here wouldnt mind addicts lounge being behind a registered wall (aka ft) you lose post count though[/QUOTE]
i wouldn't mind but half the userbase has gone so i'm not sure there is much point.
well im not too sure about cigs not making you feel relaxed, i am in no way addicted and actually despise cigs but every once in a blue moon if im offered one sometimes ill say yes and they make me feel chill asf.
[video=youtube;OZuW6BH_Vak]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZuW6BH_Vak[/video]
I'm sure most of you understand that I'm a massive alcoholic, to the point where I can easily out drink the people I call my friends. Well, I just out of rehab around 5 months ago after catching some charges for attempted poss of meth and DUI. So I spent three days in jail, and the next 18 in rehab, having Jesus forced down my throat as if the teachings of AA would solve all of my problems. All it really did was make me a slightly better person in regards to caring about the people who care about me. After rehab, the first day I went out and drank a 750 ml of my favorite rum to myself, and promptly nearly died that night.
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
Accidentally posted, not trying to spam the thread. Anyway, time went on and I never really got better. Liquor has still ruled my life and kept me going on, even though I've barely had the will to keep going. Up until now, I've been doing fine with the terms of my probation, no drinking no getting in trouble, basic shit.
Well, I fucked that up, and now I'm looking at either jail for the next 4-5 years or a nice 6-9 month trip to another rehab. I don't think I can't take any more of this, I'm starting to lose my mind and I'm afraid if I go back to rehab, it won't do anything but take me back to the man I used to be.
I've always thought I need to get out of my home state, it's an absolutely disgusting place hidden underneath layers of natural beauty and horse racing among our the other beauties of our state.
It's dragging me down, and I just need to get out, I want to run from this damn place but I can't find the will to. I used to have people who convinced me that this place is worth staying, but they've left my life for better or worse, and I can't quite make the distinction anymore. If I don't leave, I know I'll be dead by 25.
If I do leave, I think I could surely make something better of myself.
[QUOTE=Zarjk;52697763]
I'm sure most of you understand that I'm a massive alcoholic, to the point where I can easily out drink the people I call my friends. Well, I just out of rehab around 5 months ago after catching some charges for attempted poss of meth and DUI. So I spent three days in jail, and the next 18 in rehab, having Jesus forced down my throat as if the teachings of AA would solve all of my problems. All it really did was make me a slightly better person in regards to caring about the people who care about me. After rehab, the first day I went out and drank a 750 ml of my favorite rum to myself, and promptly nearly died that night.
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
Accidentally posted, not trying to spam the thread. Anyway, time went on and I never really got better. Liquor has still ruled my life and kept me going on, even though I've barely had the will to keep going. Up until now, I've been doing fine with the terms of my probation, no drinking no getting in trouble, basic shit.
Well, I fucked that up, and now I'm looking at either jail for the next 4-5 years or a nice 6-9 month trip to another rehab. I don't think I can't take any more of this, I'm starting to lose my mind and I'm afraid if I go back to rehab, it won't do anything but take me back to the man I used to be.
I've always thought I need to get out of my home state, it's an absolutely disgusting place hidden underneath layers of natural beauty and horse racing among our the other beauties of our state.
It's dragging me down, and I just need to get out, I want to run from this damn place but I can't find the will to. I used to have people who convinced me that this place is worth staying, but they've left my life for better or worse, and I can't quite make the distinction anymore. If I don't leave, I know I'll be dead by 25.
[B]If I do leave, I think I could surely make something better of myself[/B].[/QUOTE]
Sounds like you already know what you have to do, man. I've been through some similar stuff regarding the legal consequences from when I was busted for distribution last year. If you want to ask any questions feel free. If there's one thing you should know, though, is that it will be all over and done with WAY sooner than it seems. You just gotta hold your head up and keep truckin'.
The feline, graceful, agile, mighty hunter.
Reduced to chasing a prey that is intangible.
I'm 5 beers deep and making the cat chase a laser is the funnniest fucking thing ever, I just can't.
[QUOTE=SuperDuprKyle;52697387]well im not too sure about cigs not making you feel relaxed, i am in no way addicted and actually despise cigs but every once in a blue moon if im offered one sometimes ill say yes and they make me feel chill asf.[/QUOTE]
same here, i wish i never started smoking. i've quit but i still have one every now and then, and i'm always one step away from relapse.
Dominos charges 17.49 for a large 2 topping, but when you edit one of their pre-made pizzas, you can get it for 12.99. I then applied the 2 for 1 deal and got a second 2 topping for free.
Put one pizza on top of the other and you have a 4 topping pizza sandwich for the price of less than 1 custom made large pizza! Stupid fucking website
Gonna blaze and watch em make it for me
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
Gave the lady the $5 I saved. It only seems fair
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
[QUOTE=inebriaticxp;52694707]Think about getting a vape, but Yeah if this is your first pack of cigs just quit while you're ahead. Cigs are an expensive habit. A vape mod, tank, coils and juice are also expensive but not as much as consistently vaping with those gas station e-pens
[editline]18th September 2017[/editline]
Plus bla bla bla health risks[/QUOTE]
Health risks? There are no risks, just guaranteed damage to your body. You're lowering your capacity to send oxygen to your organs including your brain with every cigarette. I could push a smoker to the ground and run away laughing and never let them catch up simply because they can't breathe as much as I can. What a joke.
[QUOTE=Kiwi;52692627]who in here wouldnt mind addicts lounge being behind a registered wall (aka ft) you lose post count though[/QUOTE]
that'd be great thanks.
[editline]20th September 2017[/editline]
I wouldn't want this shit to count towards my postcount anyways.
[QUOTE=GeeOhDee;52699226]Dominos charges 17.49 for a large 2 topping, but when you edit one of their pre-made pizzas, you can get it for 12.99. I then applied the 2 for 1 deal and got a second 2 topping for free.
Put one pizza on top of the other and you have a 4 topping pizza sandwich for the price of less than 1 custom made large pizza! Stupid fucking website
Gonna blaze and watch em make it for me[/QUOTE]
you used to be able to change 2 toppings here for free, so you'd go online get a voucher, pick a pizza with toppings you like, swap 2 for the toppings you wanted and bam fucking sick pizza for $5.
i fucking miss the puff pasty crust they used to have at dominos. a pepperoni on puff pastry is the best pizza i've ever put in my mouth.
For the UK lot in here, it's Freshers week now or next week in most big cities.
Go scouting and you can usually pick up 2-3 free pizza vouchers.
Fuck me cant get any drugs tonight, i was told we were getting some acid, then i was told we were getting mdma and now im in bed and we didnt even get weed.
First sober night in like 4 months
[QUOTE=Booker K;52695801]I threw the rest of the pack away earlier this morning, but I'm still gonna look into getting myself an E-Cig. There's a vape shop nearby me, so I'm gonna stop by there when I get the chance.
Yeah, a friend of mine at work advised me not to waste my money on those gas station ones and just get one of those long lasting E-Cig kits.[/QUOTE]
wouldn't really recommend it honestly. even though vaping is a lot better than smoking, you still fall into that vicious circle where you just feel like normal when you vape but feel off and irritable as soon as you don't have it. those noticeable and pleasant effects from the nicotine dies off quickly and you end up only vaping to feel normal.
quitting is also a bitch, speaking from experience. getting through the initial withdrawals isn't too big of a deal with a vape since you're only withdrawing from nicotine, but the cravings will never 100% go away. I quit vaping for 2 months and I was way past withdrawals but I was still craving cigs every now and then. its easy to slip back. I've heard stories from others on the internet too, people saying that even though they quit years ago, they still crave it. I wish I never started honestly.
that aside, I recommend the SMOK AL85 if you want to buy a vape. my SO bought one and it's pretty nice for a cheap price.
[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52694858]Not really, alcohol isn't nearly as physically addictive as nicotine.[/QUOTE]
It still can just as easily slip in and cause an addiction.
[QUOTE=Booker K;52701542]I understand and acknowledge the hazards of nicotine. I promised myself I'll try to maintain as much self control with vaping as I could, said the same thing with alcohol once I started buying it. If I ever feel like I'm abusing it, then I'll try to step away for a while.[/QUOTE]
A lot easier said than done.
[QUOTE=PredGD;52684502]had a surgery today, was pretty hype since I was expecting to get my hands on Vicodin or Norco but I got something far better. while they were preparing to put me under general anesthesia, hooking me up to IV etc, I heard the doctor say "should we use fentanyl? yeah lets use that" and seconds after I went from dead sober to having a warm blanket rush over me with bliss. "you should be feeling it now, how are you feeling?" and I just told them that I felt awesome.
my first experience ever with opioids and I got to experience it IV, awesome stuff. warm and fuzzy on the inside, all of my problems washed away and I felt so at peace with myself. kinda want to give opiates / opioids some more tries but I can easily see the addiction potential with this stuff. I'd like to believe that this class of drugs has more stigma than it deserves and that it can be used without falling into a crippling addiction but who am I to say that. can it be done?[/QUOTE]
haha, i've had to post multiple times about the time i had fentanyl via iv
its the craziest shit ever! i kinda flipped my shit when it hit and manged to embarrass myself, on the flip side the whole team of surgeons bursted out laughing
[editline]21st September 2017[/editline]
[QUOTE=PredGD;52622634]how much did you take and how did it go? I found it weird / uncomfortable enough to order pizza while coming down from LSD, don't think I'd survive tripping at work[/QUOTE]
i didn't take a whole lot, maybe about 1g.
it was plenty fun, as the dude next to me in the office was on about 2g. we managed to do a whole lot of laughing and not too many sales. i would never do a proper dose in such a setting though.
all in all, it went way better than the time we tried to do sales while on GHB so theres that
[editline]21st September 2017[/editline]
[QUOTE=The Aussie;52687603]I've switched to vaping. I look like a faggot but i've got more money for weed now so it isn't that bad. The only annoying part is that you need to import nicotine juice from overseas.[/QUOTE]
since i've moved to spain i've smoked 'baccy like a motherfucking chimney.
its all because it's dirt cheap here, so all my incentive to quit went straight out the window
my teeth are soon to fall out my face and i need help
[editline]21st September 2017[/editline]
[QUOTE=Zarjk;52697763][video=youtube;OZuW6BH_Vak]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZuW6BH_Vak[/video]
I'm sure most of you understand that I'm a massive alcoholic, to the point where I can easily out drink the people I call my friends. Well, I just out of rehab around 5 months ago after catching some charges for attempted poss of meth and DUI. So I spent three days in jail, and the next 18 in rehab, having Jesus forced down my throat as if the teachings of AA would solve all of my problems. All it really did was make me a slightly better person in regards to caring about the people who care about me. After rehab, the first day I went out and drank a 750 ml of my favorite rum to myself, and promptly nearly died that night.
[editline]19th September 2017[/editline]
Accidentally posted, not trying to spam the thread. Anyway, time went on and I never really got better. Liquor has still ruled my life and kept me going on, even though I've barely had the will to keep going. Up until now, I've been doing fine with the terms of my probation, no drinking no getting in trouble, basic shit.
Well, I fucked that up, and now I'm looking at either jail for the next 4-5 years or a nice 6-9 month trip to another rehab. I don't think I can't take any more of this, I'm starting to lose my mind and I'm afraid if I go back to rehab, it won't do anything but take me back to the man I used to be.
I've always thought I need to get out of my home state, it's an absolutely disgusting place hidden underneath layers of natural beauty and horse racing among our the other beauties of our state.
It's dragging me down, and I just need to get out, I want to run from this damn place but I can't find the will to. I used to have people who convinced me that this place is worth staying, but they've left my life for better or worse, and I can't quite make the distinction anymore. If I don't leave, I know I'll be dead by 25.
If I do leave, I think I could surely make something better of myself.[/QUOTE]
i have the deepest sympathy for your situation.
about half a year ago i was also in a situation where i just felt smothered and left with no proper options. i spent most of my time hanging out with my friends and all we did was get proper fucked and waste our time.
my income from photography was barely existent and there where no job offers for me anywhere.
all my future had for me, was going about in a fucked state of mind bringing coke around with my mates.
at the same time my family-life was just making me hurt real bad as well. over the course of 3-4 years i had to admit both my mom, little brother and girlfriend to psych wards.
now 6 months ago, i told myself that if i didn't figure out a different kind of life for myself, i would end up shooting my brains out. i simply felt like everything was completely hopeless and didn't have a single spot the whole wide world where i felt comfortable.
i finally pulled out the thorn, sold my belongings and sat my ass on a plane to spain. now i'm starting over and all the options are open for me. i can be whoever i want to, hang with whomever i feel like and just sit in the sun and wonder why it took me so long to grab life by it's balls and DO WHAT I WANT TO
at this point i'm properly just rambling sorry haha
Blazing on a cold night, staring at the street lights. This one goes out to you fellow druggos.
[quote]Sounds like you already know what you have to do, man. I've been through some similar stuff regarding the legal consequences from when I was busted for distribution last year. If you want to ask any questions feel free. If there's one thing you should know, though, is that it will be all over and done with WAY sooner than it seems. You just gotta hold your head up and keep truckin'.[/quote]
[quote]i have the deepest sympathy for your situation.
about half a year ago i was also in a situation where i just felt smothered and left with no proper options. i spent most of my time hanging out with my friends and all we did was get proper fucked and waste our time.
my income from photography was barely existent and there where no job offers for me anywhere.
all my future had for me, was going about in a fucked state of mind bringing coke around with my mates.
at the same time my family-life was just making me hurt real bad as well. over the course of 3-4 years i had to admit both my mom, little brother and girlfriend to psych wards.
now 6 months ago, i told myself that if i didn't figure out a different kind of life for myself, i would end up shooting my brains out. i simply felt like everything was completely hopeless and didn't have a single spot the whole wide world where i felt comfortable.
i finally pulled out the thorn, sold my belongings and sat my ass on a plane to spain. now i'm starting over and all the options are open for me. i can be whoever i want to, hang with whomever i feel like and just sit in the sun and wonder why it took me so long to grab life by it's balls and DO WHAT I WANT TO
at this point i'm properly just rambling sorry haha[/quote]
I'm going to get through this sentence to rehab, I just went to be assessed today to see where I'll be going and how long I'll be staying, I'm still not entirely sure but it's looking a lot better as of now. Currently waiting until I speak with my attorney further before I choose a rehab to go to.
I want to go to Portland, or maybe Denver. Kentucky is rotting me from the inside out, mentally and physically. Drugs can't keep me rooted here.
The worst part is, I know my mom's dragging me down, but not intentionally. My brother and sister are out of the state because of the person my mom is, which isn't an inherently bad person at all but someone who'll never let you truly shine.
Fuck, this is coming up to be one of the worst weeks of my life and I can barely stomach it anymore.
I also had to force a former friend to block me on Facebook, for her and my benefit.
If there is a god, he's spitting in my face.
[editline]21st September 2017[/editline]
Oh, and I'll be 19 in eight days, and I get to celebrate that by going to rehab lmao.
Whichever way you shake it, man, it can only go up from here, so long as you want it to. Commit to being the person you want to be and given enough time, you will make it happen.
It know it sounds like cliche bullshit, but I wouldn't say it if it weren't true.
Life is effort and I will stop when I die.
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