The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

[QUOTE=Zarjk;52704849]I'm going to get through this sentence to rehab, I just went to be assessed today to see where I'll be going and how long I'll be staying, I'm still not entirely sure but it's looking a lot better as of now. Currently waiting until I speak with my attorney further before I choose a rehab to go to. I want to go to Portland, or maybe Denver. Kentucky is rotting me from the inside out, mentally and physically. Drugs can't keep me rooted here. The worst part is, I know my mom's dragging me down, but not intentionally. My brother and sister are out of the state because of the person my mom is, which isn't an inherently bad person at all but someone who'll never let you truly shine. Fuck, this is coming up to be one of the worst weeks of my life and I can barely stomach it anymore. I also had to force a former friend to block me on Facebook, for her and my benefit. If there is a god, he's spitting in my face. [editline]21st September 2017[/editline] Oh, and I'll be 19 in eight days, and I get to celebrate that by going to rehab lmao.[/QUOTE] you can do this and will come out as a stronger person. stay focused and work towards your goals. we've be here rooting for you matey

[QUOTE=Tobba;52714945] I've gone down to 12mg recently. I think my amphetamine consumption (~100mg/day, though it's probably pretty impure) is going to murder my heart far faster than nicotine will though. But I just ran out anyways, so it now might actually be a good time to tone it all down a bit :v:[/QUOTE] how do you get to sleep at night??

[QUOTE=Crumpet;52715546]how do you get to sleep at night??[/QUOTE] dont you know the medicure for anything evil consists solely of amphetamines and weed thereafter to take the edge [editline]25th September 2017[/editline] add a few seroquel for those really fidgety evenings [editline]25th September 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=Zarjk;52704849]I'm going to get through this sentence to rehab, I just went to be assessed today to see where I'll be going and how long I'll be staying, I'm still not entirely sure but it's looking a lot better as of now. Currently waiting until I speak with my attorney further before I choose a rehab to go to. I want to go to Portland, or maybe Denver. Kentucky is rotting me from the inside out, mentally and physically. Drugs can't keep me rooted here. The worst part is, I know my mom's dragging me down, but not intentionally. My brother and sister are out of the state because of the person my mom is, which isn't an inherently bad person at all but someone who'll never let you truly shine. Fuck, this is coming up to be one of the worst weeks of my life and I can barely stomach it anymore. I also had to force a former friend to block me on Facebook, for her and my benefit. If there is a god, he's spitting in my face. [editline]21st September 2017[/editline] Oh, and I'll be 19 in eight days, and I get to celebrate that by going to rehab lmao.[/QUOTE] no matter how far you're down, it WILL get better. i know it doesn't seem possible, but trust me, you'll be looking back on this chapter of your life and at some point it will seem completely irrelevant and be just a simple memory

[QUOTE=Firecat;52716195]This weekend probably gonna try to do double this if my roommate goes home and see if i get more effects, hopefully goes well lol, that's all i have left[/QUOTE] recommend that you give it at least another week for tolerance to go down

[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;52714908]shrooms went really well, didn't trip too heavily but there were some decent visuals and the mindspace and body high were incredible. went for a walk with the friends through some woods then came back and i danced in front of them for a few hours while they tripped and watched on the couch. i think i might be meant to be a dancer but that sounds weird to me to say, they said i was doing pretty good and i felt just so comfortable and good when i was dancing. hell, i find myself dancing when on any substance except perhaps weed. i like shrooms better than acid, i think. feels more earthy and less stimulating than lsd does. i have a really hard time falling asleep after an acid trip whereas i comfortably slipped into sleep when i went to bed after the shrooms.[/QUOTE] I love dancing on psychedelics. I'm usually shit at it, but something about the experience frees my mind from worrying about what other people think, and I just lose myself in it and dance my ass off.

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52716646]I love dancing on psychedelics. I'm usually shit at it, but something about the experience frees my mind from worrying about what other people think, and I just lose myself in it and dance my ass off.[/QUOTE] [media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0PnQIgVJvw[/media]

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52716646]I love dancing on psychedelics. I'm usually shit at it, but something about the experience frees my mind from worrying about what other people think, and I just lose myself in it and dance my ass off.[/QUOTE] i love how it feels to move my limbs to the music when tripping. when i'm listening to something more electronic and glitchy like Lorn i feel like a robot, something more organic like Glass Animals i feel like an octopus or some shit. this past time i felt like i was some tribal dancer in the Amazon.

people may disagree, but i find that the music enhancement from LSD is not as good as weed. i feel that the depths of the song and the spatial locations of each individual instrument gets enhanced way more with weed, everything just seems to eb and flow so perfectly and the dynamic range can easily be picked apart and analyzed. the way acid enhances music feels pretty forced, but that does not mean it is bad, its just the dynamic range gets so crushed. I can hear nuances, but the sonic diversity and location of each instrument just feels so lost

[QUOTE=Booker K;52716789]I'd like to try shrooms as well, get a more psychedelic experience and they're safe as heck as I've heard. Are those kits you can buy online recommended?[/QUOTE] not sure what you mean by kits, unless you're talking about cubensis spores and growing boxes. i tried growing my own once but it was more work than i could put into them and i didn't get to the fruiting stage but if you can afford the time for it it seems like a nice hobby with good results. however, if you're just looking to trip i'd say buy using onions.

[QUOTE=Crumpet;52715546]how do you get to sleep at night??[/QUOTE] lying down usually works.

[QUOTE=Tobba;52716857]lying down usually works.[/QUOTE] well then I envy your skills good sir [editline]25th September 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=/B/rother;52715831]dont you know the medicure for anything evil consists solely of amphetamines and weed thereafter to take the edge [/QUOTE] weed certainly helps the edge but any amphetamines at all for me mean no sleep unless I throw some benzos in the mix

[QUOTE=Booker K;52716863]Yeah I meant the spores / growing boxes. Also just looked up the legal status of those. :suicide:[/QUOTE] legalsitically, it makes sense to ban the ownership of the spores if the fruits themselves are illegal but i think people should be free to grow whatever fungus they want to. i've had half a mind to squirt cubensis spores under a bush next to my apartment during growing season and see what happens

[QUOTE=Booker K;52717197]Personally I hope the ban is lifted more in the near future. It's one of the most safest drugs and I don't see much of a reason to keep it illegal as long as people are using it rationally and not tripping out at work or something.[/QUOTE] that i can go outside and start looking for psilocybin-containing mushrooms right now and have a decent chance of finding them (well, maybe in a month) shows that maybe the laws surrounding them should be relaxed.

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52716646]I love dancing on psychedelics. I'm usually shit at it, but something about the experience frees my mind from worrying about what other people think, and I just lose myself in it and dance my ass off.[/QUOTE] There was a moment where I felt like chicken alfredo. I don't really know any other way to describe it but I felt like soft linguine trapped on the floor like a plate full of alfredo cheese. It was fun.

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52716791]people may disagree, but i find that the music enhancement from LSD is not as good as weed. i feel that the depths of the song and the spatial locations of each individual instrument gets enhanced way more with weed, everything just seems to eb and flow so perfectly and the dynamic range can easily be picked apart and analyzed. the way acid enhances music feels pretty forced, but that does not mean it is bad, its just the dynamic range gets so crushed. I can hear nuances, but the sonic diversity and location of each instrument just feels so lost[/QUOTE] i think it depends on the weed, i havent had lsd yet but theres certain strains of weed that get me into music more than others. some nights all i've wanted to do is listen to music and play guitar,

status update: since all of my friends are lame and go to bed at reasonable hours, and this is the last night i have before classes start up, i am several drinks in by my lonesome. i know this isn't the best situation, however i am having a fairly good time drinking sunny d screwdrivers and reading porno comics [editline]26th September 2017[/editline] i don't drink that often so i hope this isn't a sign of further problems. i kinda see it as a treat to myself

vodka taste like shit and anyone who enjoys it is just lying to themselves

just get wasted enough and vodka will go down like water. just stocked up on some blueberry weed, first time in a while where I've had indica. this shit smells like literal blueberry

I went against my gut and bombed 100mg molly and redose 50 twice after doing the same thing the weekend previous. The roll wasnt as good and I feel stupid but I know now that I wont be doing something stupid like that again. Waiting 2 months before rolling again around Christmas time. MDMA is an amazing drug

Straight vodka is gross, but I just did an apple infusion this past week and it came out pretty decent. Cut up an apple, soaked it in vodka in a jar for a week, added 2 big spoonfuls of sugar, diluted up to 1 liter. Best drink to me though is a good Negroni.

vodka and most liquors blow but i can't be bothered to make mixed drinks to try and make it better most of the time i'd say 95% of times im drinking liquor it's just straight shots with a chaser to get it over with [editline]26th September 2017[/editline] I really can't get behind most beers either but granted i've been really only drinking cheap college shit for the most part

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52718394]i think it depends on the weed, i havent had lsd yet but theres certain strains of weed that get me into music more than others. some nights all i've wanted to do is listen to music and play guitar,[/QUOTE] oh boy don't get me started on guitar while tripping. there was a short period where it felt like the guitar became a complete extension of me and we were in complete harmony. also, my biggest problem with LSD and listening to music is when I'm tripping I can get so lost into it as well my own head and end up completely missing parts of a song, like literally when i listen to it and giving active attention, it sometimes feels like time is skipping or some shit

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52720031]oh boy don't get me started on guitar while tripping. there was a short period where it felt like the guitar became a complete extension of me and we were in complete harmony. also, my biggest problem with LSD and listening to music is when I'm tripping I can get so lost into it as well my own head and end up completely missing parts of a song, like literally when i listen to it and giving active attention, it sometimes feels like time is skipping or some shit[/QUOTE] I get this while sober haha

[QUOTE=VIOLATION_SNG;52719829]vodka and most liquors blow but i can't be bothered to make mixed drinks to try and make it better most of the time i'd say 95% of times im drinking liquor it's just straight shots with a chaser to get it over with [editline]26th September 2017[/editline] I really can't get behind most beers either but granted i've been really only drinking cheap college shit for the most part[/QUOTE] that's how i feel about most liquors (although without a chaser) except whiskey. i could drink even a shit whiskey straight over any mixed drink with it usually. i'll still mix it a lot just to save my liver a bit, but normal whiskey is just so good

[QUOTE=matt000024;52720197]that's how i feel about most liquors (although without a chaser) except whiskey. i could drink even a shit whiskey straight over any mixed drink with it usually. i'll still mix it a lot just to save my liver a bit, but normal whiskey is just so good[/QUOTE] there is a few things i found when it comes to whiskey you can drink a lot of it as long as you space it out. i remember having 12 shots of seagram's 7 (with a chaser), and usually the cheaper the whiskey, the faster you get fucked up, but the worse the hangover is the next morning (typically stomach related)

i ended up puking in the shower then passing out after losing a few rounds of siege

Welp I finally have a plan for the next trip. gonna pop it at a suitable time before late night hits and walk the empty suburban streets. No specific destination. just walk, experience my surroundings, looking around, and getting in touch with my instincts and the world and shit. Real hippy shit. Last time i walked while tripping it was the most peaceful and relaxing thing ever. No anxiety or paranoia whatsoever And honestly there's just something peaceful to me about walking late at night, and its the only time i ever feel completely alone, because everywhere i go it is just me, my thoughts, and the environment

Current net worth is $2.23 and three cans of PBR livin' the dream

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52721928] And honestly there's just something peaceful to me about walking late at night, and its the only time i ever feel completely alone, because everywhere i go it is just me, my thoughts, and the environment[/QUOTE] I totally get what you mean, when I am blazed I will always try treat myself to a late night walk, it feels like I have retreated inside my own bubble, where I can take a step back from everything that normally bothers my sober self. Interesting to see how it is on acid

i'm currently smoking a menthol cigarette that had been accidentally laid in Chinese food and dried out. it tastes like a sweet BBQ firepit.