The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52721928]Welp I finally have a plan for the next trip. gonna pop it at a suitable time before late night hits and walk the empty suburban streets. No specific destination. just walk, experience my surroundings, looking around, and getting in touch with my instincts and the world and shit. Real hippy shit. Last time i walked while tripping it was the most peaceful and relaxing thing ever. No anxiety or paranoia whatsoever And honestly there's just something peaceful to me about walking late at night, and its the only time i ever feel completely alone, because everywhere i go it is just me, my thoughts, and the environment[/QUOTE] There's just something great about walking. Sometimes on stims or psychedelics I start to get antsy and feel like I need to find something engaging to do, and start to stress over the choice of what to do. The solution for it sometimes is just to start walking. I don't even have to know where I'm going, but walking (usually with some music in), just makes me feel at peace, in my groove. You constantly move to new surroundings, constantly make progress, and constantly get to move your body. Walking is very underrated IMO.

ants keep showing up on my body and i cannot for fuck's sake figure out where they are coming from. i've placed ant traps like everywhere too. [editline]28th September 2017[/editline] i remember being about to play stalker last night, but i cannot remember if i ended up playing or not while drunk. steam won't tell me last time played either... :mystery:

been smoking weed (black jack) for two weeks now to help with anxiety and depression. even after the high has gone i still feel very uplifted throughout the day. now i'm in talks to get me on medical weed, but for the time being i'm experimenting. next up is some grams of pineapple express, choo choo! [editline]28th September 2017[/editline] it's funny because it's cheaper to get it illegally here, 5g of legal weed is like 90€ when i pay around 40

I wanna try snuff since I fucking love the smell of cigs before they are smoked. Is it like just inhaling that or what?

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52724533]There's just something great about walking. Sometimes on stims or psychedelics I start to get antsy and feel like I need to find something engaging to do, and start to stress over the choice of what to do. The solution for it sometimes is just to start walking. I don't even have to know where I'm going, but walking (usually with some music in), just makes me feel at peace, in my groove. You constantly move to new surroundings, constantly make progress, and constantly get to move your body. Walking is very underrated IMO.[/QUOTE] i agree fully to this antsy restless feeling, and it feels like i need to get the energy out in some sort of way. walking or playing guitar are some of the ways i can alleviate it

FOR HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEREEEEEEEEEEEEE AM I SITTING IN A TIN CANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ??? [video=youtube;iYYRH4apXDo]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYYRH4apXDo[/video] [editline]28th September 2017[/editline] theres really nothing wer can do.. n othin gany of us can do

playing stalker sober is a SIN [editline]29th September 2017[/editline] i meant to post that yesterday but i went out and partied whoops

[QUOTE=TheDrunkenOne;52726708]been smoking weed (black jack) for two weeks now to help with anxiety and depression. even after the high has gone i still feel very uplifted throughout the day. now i'm in talks to get me on medical weed, but for the time being i'm experimenting. next up is some grams of pineapple express, choo choo! [editline]28th September 2017[/editline] it's funny because it's cheaper to get it illegally here, 5g of legal weed is like 90€ when i pay around 40[/QUOTE] WHY IS YOUR AVATAR MAKING ME FEEL SO WEIRD [editline]29th September 2017[/editline] okay , so for the past , 8-9 months , EVERY night I drink like 200g gin and 1-2l of beer, alone (well while playing cs go with a friend who also drinks). Give it to me straight , how bad is it.

your liver would probably thank you cutting down does your habit interfere with your eating and sleeping schedule? how about personal hygiene etc? if it doesn't, then you're not too bad off yet

[QUOTE=/B/rother;52729272]your liver would probably thank you cutting down does your habit interfere with your eating and sleeping schedule? how about personal hygiene etc? if it doesn't, then you're not too bad off yet[/QUOTE] no , I keep my 8 hour sleeping schedule ,going to work , no problems there , hygiene is standart. But yeah , probably not good for the liver if I keep at this , but its kind of like , I feel bored/depressed if I haven't had a drink after work , kind of started drinking daily after a breakup then I stopped then another breakup its like wtf I cant keep a fucking reletionship , like , its easier to handle after a couple of drinks.Probably sounds like alcoholism , I guess its actually that , is PUI bannable here , probably should stop posting gonna get banned again lol

[QUOTE=Hanibal;52729849]no , I keep my 8 hour sleeping schedule ,going to work , no problems there , hygiene is standart. But yeah , probably not good for the liver if I keep at this , but its kind of like , I feel bored/depressed if I haven't had a drink after work , kind of started drinking daily after a breakup then I stopped then another breakup its like wtf I cant keep a fucking reletionship , like , its easier to handle after a couple of drinks.Probably sounds like alcoholism , I guess its actually that , is PUI bannable here , probably should stop posting gonna get banned again lol[/QUOTE] PUI is ok so long as your posts make sense. If you come on here and post "lol lllllllliititititit asss fuck asdfghjkl; hahauhauhd dicks" then yes you will get a ban. Posting while high/drunk is fine so long as you form coherent sentences.

guys never fucking look at your hands after you smoke dmt just fucking dont your brain wont be able to accept that these weird hairy monkey hands are your hands its like a car crash its overwhelming me and disgusting me but i cant look away

whats something i can take to help me sleep? i have no issue getting to sleep, i usually pass out watching something on netflix around 12-1 every night. my problem is staying asleep in the early hours of the morning. it's especially bad when i have to get up in the morning for work or something. i wake up every 5-20 minutes after around 4am and its hard to get back to sleep and stay asleep. it isn't an issue when i smoke up (which i usually do) but for times when i don't have access to weed, whats something i can just keep a stockpile of and take to sleep?

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52731336]whats something i can take to help me sleep? i have no issue getting to sleep, i usually pass out watching something on netflix around 12-1 every night. my problem is staying asleep in the early hours of the morning. it's especially bad when i have to get up in the morning for work or something. i wake up every 5-20 minutes after around 4am and its hard to get back to sleep and stay asleep. it isn't an issue when i smoke up (which i usually do) but for times when i don't have access to weed, whats something i can just keep a stockpile of and take to sleep?[/QUOTE] buy more weed duh but really, look into melatonin.

[QUOTE=Booker K;52730406]I switched to the VG juice the other day and I feel more comfortable using this compared to the PG juice as I've experienced less irritation. Might stick with VG more often from now on.[/QUOTE] what %? I used to vape 70vg/30pg before but it seemed like my coil was getting burnt every single day by doing that. dropped back down to 50/50 and now I can vape with the same coil for several days before I get any burnt taste. hows that working out for you?

[QUOTE=Booker K;52731575]I'm using a 70/30 liquid and I've yet to burn out my coil (SMOK T8), haven't had any burnt taste yet. I also have my airflow set to a lot less so I can get more flavour out of the juice. Also if it helps, I have my wattage set around 35.[/QUOTE] ah, my wattage is usually at 60-80w. maybe I'm running it a little high if it gets burnt in a day, but idk, I use the exact same coil as you and that is rated for best between 60-80w :v: maybe I just gotta chill out with the chain vaping and give it some time to recover between each puff [editline]30th September 2017[/editline] took some amphetamine earlier and I'm experiencing a bad headache accompanied with nausea. I'm still on it and haven't begun coming down yet, any idea what this is? I took 50mg (street speed) 3 hours ago. got no ibuprofen or acetaminophen but I do have diclofenac and some co-codamol. couldn't find anything on google about interactions between diclofenac and amphetamine, is it safe? does it treat headaches to begin with? what about co-codamol with 30mg codeine? might be a little overkill for a headache but I don't have anything else right now.

i think i should stop smoking weed in social situations, it gets me too into my own head and i get quiet.

[QUOTE=Firecat;52732782]I had a mega panic attack when smoking weed yesterday, have never had that happen to me, was so bad that if I did not know what was happening to me I would've called 911 I felt like I was dying and felt like reality was melting and that gravity was like 10x stronger and I couldn't stand up. Only smoked like 3/4th of a blunt by myself and had to put it out when I felt it coming on, kinda embarrassing to me that it was just weed and not even that much that caused this lol I'm super scared to smoke again but I don't wanna be sober so I might drink the rest of my dxm even if I have a tolerance to it idk[/QUOTE] If you did dxm recently or do it regularly, smoking can cause flashbacks, and flashbacks to a "dirty trip" off dxm, feel like panic attacks. From experience of course

I've been meaning to get back to doing some LSD but haven't really lately since it's so debilitating in regards to preventing you from sleeping. In any case, I'm microdosing tonight at about 20-30ug just for the hell of it.

Is smoking weed bad for you when you are getting/are sick? Also the earth is weird man.

Went to the United Patients Alliance AGM in Brum yesterday was pretty sweet met some awesome people [url]http://www.upalliance.org/blog/2017/9/28/medical-cannabis-conference-and-agm-2017-time-sheet[/url] Going to the workshop today in the Irish centre. Clark French the founder who has MS did a closing speech that made me cry. He's such an inspiring guy who, like many patients with chronic conditions, would be bed bound with an opiate addiction if it wasn't for the herb (of the high thc variety). Met some great people including some other autistic fellows who use it like myself. Great to be in such a non-judgemental open environment and take part in a bit of civil disobedience 😃

Finally got to try ephedrine recently. The pharmacy had primatene, I thought it was extinct in pharmacies. It's pretty low-key compared to adderall obviously. I noticed more shakiness and tingly feelings from it, definitely a bit of energy and perhaps some focus enhancement. Today I finally got to try kratom as well. Got the Bali strain. It comes on pretty fast and gives me the same kind of pleasant feeling in my head as opioids. Then I happened to stumble on an opportunity to do a few lines of coke and man was the combination euphoric. Just took some more kratom for the comedown and sleeping. I have a bit over 20g of kratom left. It's capsuled too and easy to swallow. I noticed a slight nauseated feeling for about 15 minutes at one point, but it never became worrying and it went away quite fast.

I popped a 50mg morphine sulfate before work yesterday. It was pretty fucken fun to be honest, made the shift a lot easier. After i finished work and started to come down i felt pretty fucked up though.

Stoner conspiracy theory: All the rioting and shit on the news is purposely focused on and exaggerated because the government is trying to prepare us for when shit really hits the fan.

[QUOTE=matt000024;52734671]Stoner conspiracy theory: All the rioting and shit on the news is purposely focused on and exaggerated because the government is trying to prepare us for when shit really hits the fan.[/QUOTE] we should have exercise purges in preparation for the real deal, except it's one hour where everyone can toke as much as they can and everyone is trying to fight over getting the most weed

[QUOTE=Booker K;52734494]I went to a Jimmy Eat World concert tonight and had a blast. I met a gothic girl after she sparked interest in my Front Bottoms shirt and we talked about bands we like, a bit of drug discussion, tattoos, etc. I had straight up whiskey there and vaped until my tank was on empty and I'm still a bit woozy. Also danced with a bunch of Irish folks who were drunk and we were singing along to The Middle and Sweetness as loud as we could. Definitely one of the most funnest nights I ever had at a concert.[/QUOTE] did you bang her?

[QUOTE=matt000024;52734671]Stoner conspiracy theory: All the rioting and shit on the news is purposely focused on and exaggerated because the government is trying to prepare us for when shit really hits the fan.[/QUOTE] remember to grow weed in the post collapse united states to use for personal use and trade. [editline]1st October 2017[/editline] depending on the state you live in, now that i think about it weed might be fairly underpriced. so grow something more wild, like shrooms or synthesizing DMT. you're sure to be able to get good shit in trade for those.

when can society collapse so I can become the psychedelic cowboy I'm destined to be

I swear every time I hop on this forum I almost accidentally post in automotives addicts instead. Anyway, I've been thinking recently. Even the babies born to heroin, fetal alcohol syndrome and STDS may yet have a life ahead of them. But, this isn't about those babies born to life's already for the most part damned. This is about those born with a good head on their shoulders, and they still dive into their own ruthless addictions and vices. My drug of choice has been alcohol since I was 16, and I didn't exactly have a drug of choice before then because I don't consider weed a real drug. Those who suffer all these fates may be damned in their own way, I made myself this way through vicious self medication and endlessly pitying myself through my high school years. Figured I wouldn't make it past eighteen when I was sixteen, and now I figure I won't make it past 25. If there is a god, he is a merciless bastard sent to ruin the lives of otherwise good people. Why else would people be born into a great financial situation, but be so willing to nose dive into alcohol and drug abuse when they realize life isn't everything it seemed to be? I'm one of those 'kids' born into such a situation, my family life wasn't always the best but we had each either. But each year it cracks even further apart, and the divides become greater and greater. My mother, a great woman but someone who gives too much because of his previous lot in life as a girl in the poor side of Cincy. I'm also her youngest, and she wants to spoil me, but I don't want to be spoiled. I want to be able feel like I'm doing what I have to do for myself to survive, and maybe that's one of the reasons I dive into such dangerous ventures of drugs, because I know at this point I can simply go to rehab and not sign the visitation list for my family. I'd never do it, I'm not that evil to break my own mothers heart. I genuinely care for the downtrodden and the miserable, but all walks of life have their own hell they fall into. Life is a vicious dog going for the throat, and our only recourse is to kick the dog and keep marching on, no matter where our life's may lead.

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52736230]when can society collapse so I can become the psychedelic cowboy I'm destined to be[/QUOTE] i want to ride around selling pills with mixtures of assorted drugs and RCs and call myself an alchemist