[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;52735935]remember to grow weed in the post collapse united states to use for personal use and trade.
[editline]1st October 2017[/editline]
depending on the state you live in, now that i think about it weed might be fairly underpriced. so grow something more wild, like shrooms or synthesizing DMT. you're sure to be able to get good shit in trade for those.[/QUOTE]
idk i live close enough to pennsylvania i might just try to get in on the moonshine business and smuggle it awhile north in a post-apocalypse. i assume it would be valuable in a world where most people are nomadic and don't have time or place to set up a still.
I can say that weed while sick isn't bad at all. I actually got a little too high since my throat doesn't feel anything right now lol.
[QUOTE=Dbot;52736893]I can say that weed while sick isn't bad at all. I actually got a little too high since my throat doesn't feel anything right now lol.[/QUOTE]
It helps completely with the physical dysphoria and chills that a fever gives me
[QUOTE=Dbot;52736893]I can say that weed while sick isn't bad at all. I actually got a little too high since my throat doesn't feel anything right now lol.[/QUOTE]
There is nothing better than scoffing down a few cones when crook then drifting off too sleep. It makes being sick bearable
2 days into sober October and it sucks already, but smoking a 1g blunt to myself and barely feeling it an hour later also sucked so hopefully it will be worth it in the end
[editline]2nd October 2017[/editline]
I'm already starting to get those weird ass vivid dreams you get when you stop smoking weed too and I hate it
weed laws here are a fucking mess, apparently it all boils down to how the cops are feeling that day.
even as a medical patient im in a grey area with growing for personal use
[editline]2nd October 2017[/editline]
but buying it is not persecutable so lel
[QUOTE=Tacooo;52739548]2 days into sober October and it sucks already, but smoking a 1g blunt to myself and barely feeling it an hour later also sucked so hopefully it will be worth it in the end
[editline]2nd October 2017[/editline]
I'm already starting to get those weird ass vivid dreams you get when you stop smoking weed too and I hate it[/QUOTE]
hey bro, i'm also taking a break from weed. it's my first day.
but yeah, i've also been smoking cones with 1-2g of damn great spanish nugs at a time, but would only be high for two hours or so. it also makes me lazy, can't deny that haha
if anyone had doubts about kratom cause it's a 'legal high' and such, well, take it from me. It works. It really works. I'm having better opioid experiences than I had from popping percocets and shit. For speedballing, it's great. I'm currently on a bunch of adderall but I feel calm and euphoric from the kratom on top of the amazing energy and entertained feeling from the addy. No anxiety, no negative side effects. It also works great for smoothing out comedowns. If you've ever needed a nice, lowkey, cheap downer that doesn't make you retarded and intoxicated like xanax and other benzos do, kratom is the answer.
[QUOTE=Firecat;52747861]I got confused with kratom because I always hear about how some kratom can get really hit or miss depending on the vein and all the veins and shit confuse the fuck out of me.[/QUOTE]
I was wary at first as well. I assumed it would either be barely perceptible or something semi-recreational with a lot of discomfort (like DXM). I didn't even get super good online sourced product or anything, just some pre-capsuled stuff at a smoke shop. I went with common sense and got red vein (supposed to be the most sedating and opioid-like). First I popped 3.5g (7 capsules). Within about 30m I was definitely feeling a slight, steady, pounding opioid euphoria in my head. I was doubtful it could be working so well and worried about placebo. When I stood up I definitely felt some of the steady, warm, comfortable opioid bodyhigh. I dosed another 2.5g (5 capsules) and about half an hour later I had a definite opioid-feeling. Later I tried 8, 9 and 10 capsules at a time and each time was rewarded by an equivalent opioid-high to about 20mg of oxycodone. I've tried kava, chamomile, valerian root, a bunch of herbal sedatives, melatonin, and antihistamines (for sleep), ephedrine, DXM, yohimbe, salvia, caffeine and pseudoephedrine (for recreational purposes), and green tea, l-theanine, ginseng and gingko biloba (for anxiety). I can safely say that kratom is superior to every one of the previously mentioned substances for sleep, recreation and anxiety.
well well well it seems that I am high as hell
[QUOTE=Zarjk;52736498]I swear every time I hop on this forum I almost accidentally post in automotives addicts instead.
Anyway, I've been thinking recently.
Even the babies born to heroin, fetal alcohol syndrome and STDS may yet have a life ahead of them. But, this isn't about those babies born to life's already for the most part damned. This is about those born with a good head on their shoulders, and they still dive into their own ruthless addictions and vices. My drug of choice has been alcohol since I was 16, and I didn't exactly have a drug of choice before then because I don't consider weed a real drug.
Those who suffer all these fates may be damned in their own way, I made myself this way through vicious self medication and endlessly pitying myself through my high school years. Figured I wouldn't make it past eighteen when I was sixteen, and now I figure I won't make it past 25.
If there is a god, he is a merciless bastard sent to ruin the lives of otherwise good people. Why else would people be born into a great financial situation, but be so willing to nose dive into alcohol and drug abuse when they realize life isn't everything it seemed to be?
I'm one of those 'kids' born into such a situation, my family life wasn't always the best but we had each either. But each year it cracks even further apart, and the divides become greater and greater. My mother, a great woman but someone who gives too much because of his previous lot in life as a girl in the poor side of Cincy. I'm also her youngest, and she wants to spoil me, but I don't want to be spoiled. I want to be able feel like I'm doing what I have to do for myself to survive, and maybe that's one of the reasons I dive into such dangerous ventures of drugs, because I know at this point I can simply go to rehab and not sign the visitation list for my family. I'd never do it, I'm not that evil to break my own mothers heart. I genuinely care for the downtrodden and the miserable, but all walks of life have their own hell they fall into. Life is a vicious dog going for the throat, and our only recourse is to kick the dog and keep marching on, no matter where our life's may lead.[/QUOTE]
There has been times where I have thought about life in a similar fashion. I used to think about how I didn't see myself graduating high school, getting a job, making it through college, all of which had looming 'deadlines' where I told myself I would end my life at 16, 18, 22, and 25. There was a lot of things I didn't see myself doing because I simply didn't believe I could. I'd look at other people's successes in life and think how they are different from me and how I didn't have what it takes to keep on living. And up until very recently I held on to this debilitating outlook on life, the idea that I had no desire to keep living for myself, and I rather just hang around just so people aren't devastated by my suicide, but then slowly isolate myself so that I can disappear, because I have no goals in life, no desire to have pride in my job, don't want kids or a family, don't want to explore the world.
Now, this is going to take an out of nowhere turn, so bear with me, but I started playing Dark Souls. For some reason, this game's themes just got through to me and smacked me in the face, telling me to snap out of this pity bullshit and realize I do like to succeed, that really I am just afraid of failure. No matter how annoying the boss battle or scenario, I kept trying and trying, and would feel damn good when I beat a boss my own way. It wasn't just the gameplay that helped. Understanding the narrative and lore of dark souls really spoke to me, and taught me to analyse desire in a different way. In Dark Souls 2, humanity is seen as a curse. Since humans are born from the dark, their dark soul (humanity) was drawn toward light, or the flame. And that this 'desire' is the true curse of humans. Humans should always want to strive toward something, and it is when they hallow out, or basically suffer amnesia and forget who they are, that is when they become hallow monsters. They become shells of their former selves, while their physical appearance may seem human, their minds are gone and they have succumb to 'the curse'.
I began to look at myself, and how I was forfeiting my desires, that I was telling myself that I shouldn't do anything because I'm not worth the time. But life takes effort. No matter where you start out in life, you have to strive for happiness. Sure some people get the shit end of the stick and start off behind others, but that doesn't mean they can't work towards happiness. No shit a handicapped person will never participate in the regular olympics but that doesn't mean they can't find their own slice of happiness. Some people I know just have a family and kids, just making it week by week but they are happy because they built their own family. Do they wish they had it better, sure, but that's what drives them to keep going. The optimism that the next day will be better than the last, is so important to hold onto. Because if you really think your already at the top of the mountain, why bother keep going? Keep on walking and strive toward your goals, because no one else is going to do it for you. Positivity only hurts if you focus on the failure, being positive gives you the spark to keep on keepin on.
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This band holy shit
Paid my neighbor to get 4 boxes of nangs for $20.
He comes back 2 days later with fucking 2 LARGE boxes of nangs, one of which had 360 pcs on the side.
like wtfffff thats enough to put an elephant into nang space!
anyone here who've grown to dislike MDMA? decided to take 130mg since its been a while, my SO is out and hey it's saturday. the come up was horrible, with 30 mins of nothing happening at first then 1 hour of being hit by a real slow truck. anxiety, nausea and a feeling of impending doom was all I got for an hour before it started getting a little pleasant. even then all I could really feel was that I was somewhat more tense than usual and my skin felt a little better than usual. other than that, I felt close to sober.
not gonna write off MDMA completely just because of this one event but man was it unexpected to feel like shit while on MDMA.
[QUOTE=PredGD;52755453]anyone here who've grown to dislike MDMA? decided to take 130mg since its been a while, my SO is out and hey it's saturday. the come up was horrible, with 30 mins of nothing happening at first then 1 hour of being hit by a real slow truck. anxiety, nausea and a feeling of impending doom was all I got for an hour before it started getting a little pleasant. even then all I could really feel was that I was somewhat more tense than usual and my skin felt a little better than usual. other than that, I felt close to sober.
not gonna write off MDMA completely just because of this one event but man was it unexpected to feel like shit while on MDMA.[/QUOTE]
You sure it was legit M? Either it wasn't, or you've been using too much.
I'm no expert, but every time I've done it it was properly spaced out and I had 0 troubles having a good time
[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52755666]You sure it was legit M? Either it wasn't, or you've been using too much.
I'm no expert, but every time I've done it it was properly spaced out and I had 0 troubles having a good time[/QUOTE]
can't say I know it was legit but I've taken MDMA from this batch before and gotten that typical MDMA experience. it's been about 2 months since I last took MDMA as well so I don't know.
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yo you guys should make an escargot account and chat with me on MSN old school style hahaha
[url]https://escargot.log1p.xyz/[/url]
for real, check it out, it's a MSN revival server
Time to get crossfaded
cheers lads!
[editline]7th October 2017[/editline]
fuck me that shit hit harder than i expected, i cant feel my face
Just dropped about 45ug of 1P-LSD. Just want to go slightly above the threshold level to see how it compares to a full 125ug tab I took a few weeks ago.
[QUOTE=PredGD;52755453]anyone here who've grown to dislike MDMA? decided to take 130mg since its been a while, my SO is out and hey it's saturday. the come up was horrible, with 30 mins of nothing happening at first then 1 hour of being hit by a real slow truck. anxiety, nausea and a feeling of impending doom was all I got for an hour before it started getting a little pleasant. even then all I could really feel was that I was somewhat more tense than usual and my skin felt a little better than usual. other than that, I felt close to sober.
not gonna write off MDMA completely just because of this one event but man was it unexpected to feel like shit while on MDMA.[/QUOTE]
Mdma can turn into a panic attack instead of a roll. U gotta be in a good mindset to use it. I find if I just do it on my own the come up is too much and I panic. With friends however that panic turns into excitement which leads into a wonderful roll.
Maybe try some xannies for the come up. Some might say it munts the roll but I had a good time mixing them both.
After all mdma to me is just a pleasant panic attack. All the same symptoms except you enjoy it. If there's no good feelings in you you just plain won't roll. It's not like amphetamines where it puts you in a good mood whether you like it or not.
That 1P-LSD dose was still pretty subtle but it did make me introspective.
I'm usually a very empathetic person but even then it made me realize just how much of a dick I've possibly been to some people.
It also made me realize that I can't fix the harm I've done other than just trying to be a better person in the future.
Don't ever let your negative emotions dictate your relationship with other people, folks.
Sometimes the songs that we hear are just songs of our own
I just got high off half a vapcap dynavap M bowl, sweet!
[QUOTE=JustExtreme;52758880]I just got high off half a vapcap dynavap M bowl, sweet![/QUOTE]
I love mine, best $50 I've ever spent.
[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52758983]I love mine, best $50 I've ever spent.[/QUOTE]
Same here I've got the glass one as well but that one seems far more finicky and easier to combust with.
The M is a masterpiece of engineering and so affordable plus it makes your herb go way further.
Pregabalin (Lyrica) is amazing. It's like a benzo except it's a hundred times stronger and it doesn't have the addictive and deadly potential that benzos have. Your body will feel warm and fuzzy. You will be relaxed and you will have no anxiety whatsoever.
Gabapentin is very similar to Pregabalin but pregabalin is way better.
Combine Pregabalin with Tramadol and you'll be in for a very nice experience.
[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52758856]Sometimes the songs that we hear are just songs of our own[/QUOTE]
i love to get high and just beatbox and drum on shit on my desk
Smoky Sundays
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