The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

[QUOTE=Chocolate.;52944953]Yeah, I wasn't disagreeing with you. Just adding to the conversation. [editline]3rd December 2017[/editline] Has anyone here actually used Datura? I have no interest in using it but it sounds like an intense experience.[/QUOTE] My avatar is of Datura. I have read a shitload of experiences and I thoroughly recommend that you don't try it. Each pod has a highly variable potency and it lasts for 72 hours of delirium. If you do decide to try it, please write about what happens here though. I have exhausted erowid's archive of Train Wreck experiences. :)

first shrooms trip tonight, hype

[QUOTE=Zarjk;52949796]first shrooms trip tonight, hype[/QUOTE] Be sure to go run around outside, best thing ever.

Lit, watching Gran Torino, and I can't help but think "this movie should be called 'my cool ass grandpa'"

I might take a break from weed. I started smoking on last year's halloween and decided i wanted to keep smoking because 1; it significantly helps with my sleep, 2; i did my research and decided that i want to keep smoking, 3; i can put it down with no consequence or physical/mental withdrawals. I noticed that the halfway through the 3nd month in to me picking up smoking, i started to build up a small tolerance. Weed would still blast me like it always does, but it just requires a little more. Around the 7th month of me smoking (around June i believe), my tolerance was growing to a noticeable point to where i definitely need a noticeable amount more just to get fucked up. Fast forward now, weed doesn't feel as all-encompassing, intoxicating, and disabling as it did the first time i smoked. I loved how psychedelic-like and impairing it was and i contribute smoking as a big part of how i changed to be a better person. Now, even though i still get high, i still feel functional and almost completely unimpaired, like "i can drive" type unimpaired. my tolerance to its peripheral effects is high as well, as the most it does to me physically now is increase my heart rate. i don't get red eyes anymore or all of the other effects either. i liked how the high would consume my entire perception and mentally make me its bitch for the next 4 hours, it used to be an emotional trip. With my use this past year, I haven't noticed any mental or physical haziness, impairment in anything, or even the slightest withdrawal symptom either. i dont plan on stopping weed forever either, I just want to take a break to restore the effects it used to have on me and reduce my sky-high tolerance. I plan on taking 2-3 weeks off smoking, eating healthy and supplementing with omega-3. Also, the day i stop, I plan on "going out with a bang" and take the last tab of acid i have cause ive been needing a trip to sort out some emotional turmoils and heartbreak. My question is, is 3 weeks enough to make me able to be fucked up by it again, or should i wait longer?

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;52950137]Lit, watching Gran Torino, and I can't help but think "this movie should be called 'my cool ass grandpa'"[/QUOTE] I remember being on Butylone (bk-MBDB), an excellent empathogen, even stronger in both stimulation and empathy amplification than a high dose of MDMA. I was with my non druggy friends, watching Gran Torino, and I burst into tears due to it being such a beautiful film to me at the time, lmao. My friends were so confused, especially as they had no idea I was on something.

I might be able to get some shrooms later this month, really looking forward to it.

Man life is pretty good, I met another friend who is literally 99% the exact same person as me, likes the same music, games, similar personality, into psychs, really fun to be with. We're gonna start a psychedelic blues band and I'm gonna play bass

Just popped a good tab of acid, wish me good vibes everyone

damn, its like my mind is disconnected with my body im just fucking wavy

wavy gravy maybe navy

i really needed this trip. i feel way more at peace with myself and came to many disturbing, surprising, and liberating realizations

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52952994]i really needed this trip. i feel way more at peace with myself and came to many disturbing, surprising, and liberating realizations[/QUOTE] After acid I feel like tripping is such an interesting word. In meaning I mean, when on acid and dxm (not the same time) there was something so strange going on. My mind clearly was on a new state like nothing before, and it was strange because thinking about other reality, ya know like the one where you ain't tripping, made it seem like i was still interacting with it, but from a different plane. That's the closest to describe it. I still remember a time where I straight up 'felt' like alfredo linguine so I don't even know how to start explaining that.

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;52953189]After acid I feel like tripping is such an interesting word. In meaning I mean, when on acid and dxm (not the same time) there was something so strange going on. My mind clearly was on a new state like nothing before, and it was strange because thinking about other reality, ya know like the one where you ain't tripping, made it seem like i was still interacting with it, but from a different plane. That's the closest to describe it. I still remember a time where I straight up 'felt' like alfredo linguine so I don't even know how to start explaining that.[/QUOTE] I was on 250ug once and sat on a couch for about 15 minutes straight repeating "tripping....tripping...tripping...." trying to figure out just exactly what it meant. I knew it had something to do with what I was doing but it kept escaping me.

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;52953189]After acid I feel like tripping is such an interesting word. In meaning I mean, when on acid and dxm (not the same time) there was something so strange going on. My mind clearly was on a new state like nothing before, and it was strange because thinking about other reality, ya know like the one where you ain't tripping, made it seem like i was still interacting with it, but from a different plane. That's the closest to describe it. I still remember a time where I straight up 'felt' like alfredo linguine so I don't even know how to start explaining that.[/QUOTE] its weird because acid affects your complete fundamental perception from the ground-up to the point where it IS your senses, today and even right now there have been times where ive done shit or wanted to do shit and forgot that im not sober despite taking the tab, then it hits me like a brick "wait, im fucked up off this shit." as if i thought i could drive lmao perhaps the most notable mental/physical hybrid effect i feel is a disconnection between my body and mind and how it changes my thinking so fundamentally and significantly to where i am aware that i am aware, but not only that; it naturally forces me to look at shit from another person's perspective, completely affecting my inner monologue and every thought/action i do and way less driven by my ego. thats perhaps the biggest change, i was way less driven to do things because of my ego, but moreso because they made sense, the only way to explain this is to use "i". i was like this so much so to the point where when i was playing TF2 while peaking, i thought way more logically and to the point, and my intuition was (and is still kinda is) unlocked to the point where i was reading their moves before they were. combined with the stimulant-like push i got, it felt like i was a superhuman or something. i also feel like i can read people's emotions easier while tripping too, almost to the point where every conversation flows naturally and is less awkward, and i seemed to do it without even thinking too. i may have almost conquered my social anxieties, but idk. I feel as though i feel more expressive and real to myself and other people, and way less held down by what they think of me too, like im less tied to my ego. i feel like im rambling which means im probably still tripping

hey guys does anybody remember me it's been like 4 years lol

You gotta open up your mind and let everything come through.

in chem lab today we had to separate some powder into a few separate piles. my lab partner was trying to find a proper tool to separate it out but i was way too close to just pulling out a credit card and separating it that way. i know i could have done 4 equal piles split up in a few seconds instead of waiting for them to find something and agonizingly split it up unequally never would have thought one of my skills would become racking up fat lines

Does anyone have a link to that old poppy seed tea post? I tried some properly for the first time recently and i really enjoyed it. I've been thinking of going for another dose soon and i was wondering if it would be especially foolhardy to mix the Valiums with opiates? I'm pretty inexperienced when it comes to both benzos and opiates, so i'm not sure about the combo. I'm not experienced with Valiums so i'm not sure how to make the most out of the single one i've got to try. Hopefully i'll be able to negotiate the sale of more.

I've been noticing that smoking weed is making me a bit anxious and one time my blood pressure went down really quick. Why's that? I've never had problems with it before.

[QUOTE=The Aussie;52961572]Does anyone have a link to that old poppy seed tea post? I tried some properly for the first time recently and i really enjoyed it. I've been thinking of going for another dose soon and i was wondering if it would be especially foolhardy to mix the Valiums with opiates? I'm pretty inexperienced when it comes to both benzos and opiates, so i'm not sure about the combo. I'm not experienced with Valiums so i'm not sure how to make the most out of the single one i've got to try. Hopefully i'll be able to negotiate the sale of more.[/QUOTE] Do not combine respiratory depressants. Whilst the safety fears may be slightly overblown in some cases, it adds a real potential to stop breathing and never wake up. The 2nd time I ever took Dihidydrocodeine, I was subconsciously gasping for air every few minutes. I felt sick for days afterwards, and there weren't even benzos involved. I am experienced enough with opioids that this is no longer very risky, but I would advise you strongly to not combine them.

-snip I'm just gonna throw it out-

depressant overdoses are no joke almost happened to me with etiz and alcohol. You just fall unconscious and never wake up be careful man .

[QUOTE=kpax632;52962841]depressant overdoses are no joke almost happened to me with etiz and alcohol. You just fall unconscious and never wake up be careful man .[/QUOTE] I remember the days of etizolam. God, that stuff was great. Just FYI, you probably would have been okay if you'd passed out, as benzos and alcohol aren't anywhere near as strong depressants as opioids, but it's still a risk I never suggest anybody take. The vast majority of heroin and opioid overdose deaths occur due to them being mixed with alcohol and benzos.

Nice to know thought I almost died honestly although if had blacked out outside I may have

I'll probably just have them separately then, there's no reason to do something like that if it's so dangerous. Might just pop a Valium and smoke an 8th in one sitting or something, that's apparently pretty good.

[QUOTE=The Aussie;52963304]I'll probably just have them separately then, there's no reason to do something like that if it's so dangerous. Might just pop a Valium and smoke an 8th in one sitting or something, that's apparently pretty good.[/QUOTE] IMO, benzos make being stoned kinda boring. Weed is a psychedelic, in my opinion, and psychedelics are really nuked by benzos. It is better you do that than benzos and opioids, but you're better off doing one or the other to get more out of it.

[QUOTE=Dan The Man;52963412]IMO, benzos make being stoned kinda boring. Weed is a psychedelic, in my opinion, and psychedelics are really nuked by benzos. It is better you do that than benzos and opioids, but you're better off doing one or the other to get more out of it.[/QUOTE] Interesting, thanks for the advice. [editline]11th December 2017[/editline] I've been housesitting a mate's apartment recently, it's been great dropping by and watering his plants, ripping a few cones and then going again. I'd honestly just stay here fulltime but the motherfucker doesn't have a fridge or a washing machine. It's insane.

what do you guys think of kratom? i just moved back home and my old dealer is in a halfway house so i really have nothing to take the edge off of shit anymore except weed. i was gonna order like a zip of capsules and get my feet wet??

i've proven that i am unable to moderate my usage, so i have dumped the dck i had left into the toilet with the help of a wonderful friend. it started out great, but devolved into daily usage, multiple times. i've been feeling like i have been going crazy these past few weeks. i think i need to stay away from dissociatives for a long time, if not ever. if i could get on a moderated schedule, left in the hands of someone more responsible, i could see them being helpful, but left to my own devices i become an addict, always thinking about my next dose, feeling incapable of living without being high. ironically, when i do get there, i tell myself it i shouldn't have done that, that i should quit, but i haven't had the strength to get rid of it. i haven't had a moment of sobriety in a month, my schedule being to immediately snort 15mg or so upon getting out of bed, with redoses happening every few hours. i know it's been the source of much psychological distress, much failures on my part recently, yet at the same time it felt like the only reason some things had actually happened, so i guess i just felt conflicted. watching it go into the toilet, and flushed down the drain, i felt at peace. it was easy, it took only the real suggestion that it was the best course of action from someone other than myself. perhaps it is because it has only been a month i've been hooked, though i think i've had the claws in me for much longer than that. i don't really know what the next step is, but i'm glad i have at least taken this one