The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

I remember doing a couple lines of speed with two other people, we were up all night until 10am playing hundreds of rounds of soul calibur Went home after that and got a couple hours of sleep and felt like a hundred bucks

I bought 15 weed cookies a few months ago. I'm on my last one. Edibles are amazing <3

my mom knows I smoke and loves baking, I gotta ask her to slip a little something something into the next batch of brownies if you're pickin up what i'm puttin down

any of you ever feel guilty about your drug usage? lately I've been feeling shameful and guilty for taking drugs even though I'm doing them in a responsible manner. it's really fucking with my head too, making me feel like some sort of asshole who only thinks about drugs, just like society paints drug users.

[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;53058455]Alright so a key of MXE and a 1mg xanax is literally the equivalent to the phantom cigar in MGSV. time is rushing by like a river burst it's banks, the hands on the clock race eachother when i look away, and i'm fairly certain my body feels heavy not due to the substances but due to accelerated time making the earth spin faster and enhance its gravitational pull [editline]17th January 2018[/editline] i've done a bit of reading into MXE and as far as i can ascertain it's a ketamine analogue with much more potent active effects, which naturally warrants more cautious dosage until one of you sexy druggos can give me the lowdown; we bought it under the impression it was rhino ket but the dude was like "nah it's mxe".[/QUOTE] No way it's MXE, no one synthesizes that anymore and Mexheads would give their left nut for real MXE these days. You would be paying out the ass for it and no one would just nonchalantly mention that it's MXE and not try to get a dickload of money out of the deal. A vendor recently started selling preban MXE for $600-$800/g. If by "key" you mean a key bump then it's probably O-PCE, a close analogue of MXE that's a good bit more potent. A keybump isn't a measure of weight, but on average one key bump isn't going to be enough to cause much effect with MXE. It'd probably be a threshold dose. Get a .001g milligram scale, weigh your doses and see if 10-15mg is a very active dose. If it is, it's probably O-PCE. You should be doing this anyway, but that's a good indicator that it's O-PCE. O-PCE is extremely potent, whereas MXE is about as potent as Deschloroketamine (I'm guessing that's what you mean by Rhino Ket). There's a lot of DCK going around that's actually O-PCE, I'd bet my left nut that whoever you were trying to get DCK off of actually got O-PCE from their supplier and thought "Hey, that's close enough to MXE, I'mma tell everyone I have MXE!". From Hamilton Morris of the Vice show, Hamilton's Pharmacopeia: [media]https://twitter.com/hamiltonmorris/status/951524523966451713[/media] You should really get some reagent test kits (you can get a full range of tests for like $25-$30) and look up the reactions of MXE, Deschloroketamine and other related compounds. It's really easy and that way you won't have to rely on suppliers who often don't give a shit and will lie and say they have something that's well known just to ensure people will buy their products.

I need some advice on MDMA dosage. I've done MDMA about 7 times over 2 years and the highest dose Ive done has been 110mg. A week ago I rolled dosing about 100mg but it did not provide me with the euphoria that 110mg did my first time; it was a great and pleasant time with deep talks but not super euphoric. I intend to hit that euphoric rush with my next roll which will be on the 31st for the super blue moon eclipse. What kind of dosage should I have to get that rush if 100mg did not do it for me? The stuff I will be using is the same so its the same level of potency. I know three weeks isnt the reccomended 5-12 weeks but, as the moon event is happening, would it be fine to roll again? I am going to be using the full regimen of supplements as I did last roll. [editline]18th January 2018[/editline] [QUOTE=PredGD;53060450]any of you ever feel guilty about your drug usage? lately I've been feeling shameful and guilty for taking drugs even though I'm doing them in a responsible manner. it's really fucking with my head too, making me feel like some sort of asshole who only thinks about drugs, just like society paints drug users.[/QUOTE] I get that feeling too sometimes. Really I feel like its just stigma. As in a lot of people would look down on for what you do. It's a lack of awareness that there are responsbile drug users who contribute to society. A lot of people, particularly in older generations, believe these stereotypes that irresponsible drug users have created. It's all they see because usually you can't tell the difference between a responsible drug user and a straight edge person, so we hide in plain sight.

[QUOTE=mugofdoom;53060547]No way it's MXE, no one synthesizes that anymore and Mexheads would give their left nut for real MXE these days.[/QUOTE] i'd be near on willing to give both my nuts for for MXE to come back

how come no one synthesizes MXE to begin with? it seems like whenever someone has something to say about MXE it's almost always spoken of in a very positive manner. judging by what I've read, it's definitely in high demand. so what's stopping anyone from making it? LSD for example is very difficult and dangerous to synthesize and yet there's plenty of it out there. is MXE even more difficult and/or dangerous to create?

I'll be on rehab due to unrelated health issues later this year, and that can go for months, so no drugs allowed there. That's gonna suck ass.

My life lately [t]https://i.imgur.com/8nxq7uT.png[/t]

[QUOTE=PredGD;53062003]how come no one synthesizes MXE to begin with? it seems like whenever someone has something to say about MXE it's almost always spoken of in a very positive manner. judging by what I've read, it's definitely in high demand. so what's stopping anyone from making it? LSD for example is very difficult and dangerous to synthesize and yet there's plenty of it out there. is MXE even more difficult and/or dangerous to create?[/QUOTE] It was banned in China/India/Pakistan pretty rapidly which cut out most of the labs producing it when it was cheap. In theory any illegal lab that produces ketamine could produce it, but I guess the demand just isn't there.

[QUOTE=PredGD;53062003]how come no one synthesizes MXE to begin with? it seems like whenever someone has something to say about MXE it's almost always spoken of in a very positive manner. judging by what I've read, it's definitely in high demand. so what's stopping anyone from making it? LSD for example is very difficult and dangerous to synthesize and yet there's plenty of it out there. is MXE even more difficult and/or dangerous to create?[/QUOTE] biggest (and maybe only) source of it was china, which banned synthesis of it a few years back. i think that people who had the chance to try it almost universally fell in love with it and are quite vocal about their love, but it still isn't as popular as LSD. everyone, even non-drug users, know about LSD, but MXE is only really known in circles of drug users. producers might just not want to take the risk synthesizing it when there are other, similar chemicals that aren't banned. personally, i think that if someone did start synthesizing it again they could make a fuckton of money. i would not be surprised if a lab decides to take a risk and start synthesizing it up again illegally.

MXE being kinda niche makes sense when thinking about it. doesn't seem like dissociatives in general are very popular among the majority of drug users to begin with which is a shame. hopefully someone out there will make MXE again, I've wanted to try that stuff for so long after trying ketamine

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;53056281]i want legal weed in australia. in the mean time our police are still reporting about their seizures of large quantities of the "dangerous drug" marijuana. about a month ago the cops here did a massive bust on this old bushie who had a sick set up: [img]http://cdn.newsapi.com.au/image/v1/9692d743f9c1e6dbab8a2e55d006c534?width=650[/img] [img]http://cdn.newsapi.com.au/image/v1/10bed52b834fd5b2b72ec15b47a3e9d2[/img] [editline]16th January 2018[/editline] i swear it had a huge impact on the supply around here as well because for the next few weeks after it was impossible to get on.[/QUOTE] Man, that is brutal... If I wouldn't get thrown in a federal prison, I would buy up a quarter pound and ship it to you. On a serious note though it really does bum me out that folks demonize weed to such a degree and I really hope that changes soon.

Got 3.5Grams of Mandy on the dark web for just £25. Insanely cheap. I took a 50mg dose and am rather enjoying it! Nom nom.

[QUOTE=Dan The Man;53066090]Got 3.5Grams of Mandy on the dark web for just £25. Insanely cheap. I tok a 5mg dose and am rather enjoying it! Nom nom.[/QUOTE] I remember my first online purchase and I forgot to use PGP encryption :buckteeth: Ended up just fine, but the dude helped me out and I learned my lesson lol

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do you guys reckon cannabis dependency/addiction is a real thing? we get a lot of people referred into my work for psychology with it listed on their referrals.

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;53066473]do you guys reckon cannabis dependency/addiction is a real thing? we get a lot of people referred into my work for psychology with it listed on their referrals.[/QUOTE] Habituation is possible with any drug, even if that drug itself does not cause physical withdrawal symptoms. Weed can be quite psychologically addictive, and the fact that food tastes worse and you can't get to sleep so easily could be considered physical withdrawal symptoms, even though they're very mild.

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;53066473]do you guys reckon cannabis dependency/addiction is a real thing? we get a lot of people referred into my work for psychology with it listed on their referrals.[/QUOTE] i consider myself an addict for the simple fact that it helps my psychological symptoms. i can live a happy and productive life with it, so i consider it to be a medication with withdrawal effects

Interesting, received two DNM packs I wasn't expecting today. One was some mephedrone from 2 months back, second one seems vendor fuckup.

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;53066473]do you guys reckon cannabis dependency/addiction is a real thing? we get a lot of people referred into my work for psychology with it listed on their referrals.[/QUOTE] Definitely, blazing is a stress release for me. If I'm stressed or haven't had it in a while then sometimes I will just crave that little dopamine rush I get once I take the first toke on a spliff

On high doses of opioids, I keep thinking I am on the phone to people and start talking to them. I then *wake up* and become aware that it was all fake. It's more frustrating than scary, although it is rather creepy when I hear them talking back. Not like a 3rd degree internal monologue-like discussion we sometimes have, but it felt like what a schizophrenic might hear. It was so weird, because I am talking to them back, but they're barely audible, lol. Anybody else ever have this? BTW, I quite enjoyed my 50mg mandy experience last night, as it didn't leave me feeling anywhere near as fried as I normally do after mandy. :)

took some 2C-B last night, around 50mg. I had forgotten how visual this drug is compared to its headspace. when it was kicking in full force, my entire vision turned into geometric fractals spinning around. it was so nauseating I had to lie down and it really brought the trip down to uncomfortable levels without freaking out. I was so god damn nauseous I was afraid I'd projectile vomit at random decided to smoke some weed about 8 hours in and that got way too weird for me. I'm really not sure what I should call this phenomenon but it happens every time I mix weed with either LSD or 2C-B. anyway, best way I can describe it is like this: my perception of life is like a pair of binoculars. these binoculars are always pointing to the outside world so I can hear, feel, see, smell and taste. if I mix weed with a psychedelic, its as if the binoculars start pointing into my brain instead of the outside world and I start losing my sense of the world. my senses will start tricking me as they lose contact with the outside world and have to make a guess of what I'm sensing. its like I can -feel- that my regular connections in my brain start to dissolve and instead it starts forming new, random connections that make no sense. this gives me a lot of anxiety. it is some panic inducing shit to have my brain break apart everything it has learnt throughout the years and have it start making random connections. its terrifying to feel my built up understanding of the world noticeably disappear. it felt like I was literally losing my mind. no matter what I did to distract myself, I'd always end up in the same place with the same familiar, yet terrifying thoughts. my brain -wants- to break free and form random connections instead of what it has learnt and I can tell that me, the last bit of recognizable network in my brain, is literally fighting against this force that wants to let go. it was so bad I had to walk over to my SO and tell her to converse with me. I needed something to focus on that would engage my mind or else I wasn't able to stop reminding myself of what was happening inside. unfortunately that didn't help as instead of engaging with me, she was telling me about what she was doing in The Sims. since I wasn't able to pay attention, I wasn't able to distract myself and instead I got stuck inside my head with the terrifying feeling of my own brain fighting me, the driver. eventually I managed to tell myself it was okay, it was just a drug, it'll pass, no one has died from this, etc. I started breathing and focused on the present. the feeling quickly disappeared and I just felt high without the panic. for some reason I was expecting complete ego death but nope. I don't understand why I get so much anxiety from this now. before, I was able to sit in this mindset for a while without anxiety until it passed. now, the loss of control freaks me out to a large degree. [editline]20th January 2018[/editline] what is [URL="https://facepunch.com/member.php?u=492293"]VIOLATION_SNG[/URL] avatar of? I keep getting hallucinations that vividly remind me of that when I experience what I wrote in this post. the avatar brings me a lot of anxiety if I'm on a psychedelic now since it reminds me of all the anxiety. I saw that same pattern in a painting one of my SO's sims made in The Sims too and was instantly met with anxiety, it's weird.

That avatar looks like what I see when I push on ma eyeballs usually brown in colors but same kinda pattern.

[QUOTE=PredGD;53067772]took some 2C-B last night, around 50mg. I had forgotten how visual this drug is compared to its headspace. when it was kicking in full force, my entire vision turned into geometric fractals spinning around. it was so nauseating I had to lie down and it really brought the trip down to uncomfortable levels without freaking out. I was so god damn nauseous I was afraid I'd projectile vomit at random decided to smoke some weed about 8 hours in and that got way too weird for me. I'm really not sure what I should call this phenomenon but it happens every time I mix weed with either LSD or 2C-B. anyway, best way I can describe it is like this: my perception of life is like a pair of binoculars. these binoculars are always pointing to the outside world so I can hear, feel, see, smell and taste. if I mix weed with a psychedelic, its as if the binoculars start pointing into my brain instead of the outside world and I start losing my sense of the world. my senses will start tricking me as they lose contact with the outside world and have to make a guess of what I'm sensing. its like I can -feel- that my regular connections in my brain start to dissolve and instead it starts forming new, random connections that make no sense. this gives me a lot of anxiety. it is some panic inducing shit to have my brain break apart everything it has learnt throughout the years and have it start making random connections. its terrifying to feel my built up understanding of the world noticeably disappear. it felt like I was literally losing my mind. no matter what I did to distract myself, I'd always end up in the same place with the same familiar, yet terrifying thoughts. my brain -wants- to break free and form random connections instead of what it has learnt and I can tell that me, the last bit of recognizable network in my brain, is literally fighting against this force that wants to let go. it was so bad I had to walk over to my SO and tell her to converse with me. I needed something to focus on that would engage my mind or else I wasn't able to stop reminding myself of what was happening inside. unfortunately that didn't help as instead of engaging with me, she was telling me about what she was doing in The Sims. since I wasn't able to pay attention, I wasn't able to distract myself and instead I got stuck inside my head with the terrifying feeling of my own brain fighting me, the driver. eventually I managed to tell myself it was okay, it was just a drug, it'll pass, no one has died from this, etc. I started breathing and focused on the present. the feeling quickly disappeared and I just felt high without the panic. for some reason I was expecting complete ego death but nope. I don't understand why I get so much anxiety from this now. before, I was able to sit in this mindset for a while without anxiety until it passed. now, the loss of control freaks me out to a large degree. [editline]20th January 2018[/editline] what is [URL="https://facepunch.com/member.php?u=492293"]VIOLATION_SNG[/URL] avatar of? I keep getting hallucinations that vividly remind me of that when I experience what I wrote in this post. the avatar brings me a lot of anxiety if I'm on a psychedelic now since it reminds me of all the anxiety. I saw that same pattern in a painting one of my SO's sims made in The Sims too and was instantly met with anxiety, it's weird.[/QUOTE] Damn, how much did you take?

[QUOTE=SataniX;53068345]Damn, how much did you take?[/QUOTE] 50mg 2C-B + 6 hits of 0.3g weed @ 185C sure gave some crazy results

[QUOTE=PredGD;53068442]50mg 2C-B + 6 hits of 0.3g weed @ 185C sure gave some crazy results[/QUOTE] I've never tried 2C-B (although I want to), but I always thought a standard dose was closer to 20mg than 50mg. I could be totally wrong there though. By the way, when you say "around 50mg", please don't tell me that you eyeballed it, or used a non 0.001g precision scale? In terms of weed and psychedelics: weed potentiates all the psychedelics I know of. It's not at all unusual for weed to bring a boring trip to exciting new places and for weed to make an exciting trip unbearably powerful.

Standard dose would be 20 to 25 normally, although higher doses are possible. I've done 60mg at once before, and I believe Shulgin wrote about a 100mg dose.

What do you guys think is more efficient? Coughing up the dough for a decent dry herb vape or just getting an any old vape for wax?