The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high
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starting to think that moderating my weed usage is a no-go. I've begun experiencing intense anxiety every time I smoke and it seems to be getting worse for each session. figured if I powered through a few sessions I'd show my brain its cool but apparently it doesn't understand that. feels like this anxiety is seeping into my sober life as well since I'm starting to become an anxious mess 24/7.
gonna be rough but I think it's the best decision. think I'm starting to develop a polysubstance abuse pattern anyway. all I look forward to is getting high and all I spend money on is drugs, food and essentials. probably a good idea to stop the weed so I get used to having sober days.
[editline]31st January 2018[/editline]
how can you tell if drugs are a problem or not in ones life? I've yet to abuse drugs to the point where it interferes with my life but I have been reckless with them. I'm always second guessing myself when it comes to this, if my drug use is problematic or not. what makes me worry is that I'm incredibly impulsive when it comes to drugs. if I have drugs at all and I've waited the minimum amount of time for harm reduction and tolerance reduction, I'm taking it. there has been instances where I won't be patient enough to wait, like with MDMA.
dunno if this is problematic or not really. it rarely interferes with life but I do feel a lot of guilt for not being able to control my impulses.
Your worries about abusing substances is somewhere in the back of your mind while you smoke, and just making you anxious because youre telling yourself one thing and then going and doing another.
I recommened abstaining, and coming back to smoke when you feel you've moved forward in life somehow and feel like smoking wouldnt negatively impact your progress or position in life.
[QUOTE=Natrox;53094408]I have that every night. Had it since childhood. I think it's just fatigue, and I believe it's normal.
Neat that you bring it up though, I've never heard anyone else mention it.[/QUOTE]
Neat, me too
I fucking hate it since it makes me completely unable to sleep
[QUOTE=EnlightenDead;53098091]Your worries about abusing substances is somewhere in the back of your mind while you smoke, and just making you anxious because youre telling yourself one thing and then going and doing another.
I recommened abstaining, and coming back to smoke when you feel you've moved forward in life somehow and feel like smoking wouldnt negatively impact your progress or position in life.[/QUOTE]
never thought about it this way, huh. thinking back, this is definitely it. I've been having these thoughts on and off since the beginning of 2017 and it has really gotten in the way of enjoying my drugs. I don't think I have a problem with them since my use doesn't interfere with day to day life but I do crave an altered state of mind most of the time. I haven't been able to abstain either but I don't know if it's because I never made a choice to do so or if I legitimately have problems with it.
I'll take a weed hiatus. thanks for the insight about the anxiety, it didn't cross my mind that I get anxious over that. never thought I'd be having a drug problem with weed out of everything I've tried
[QUOTE=HyperGenesis;53096772]Holy shit so,
I just revisited that Ellie Goulding - Lights [URL="http://lights.helloenjoy.com/"]interactive music experience[/URL], from way back in these threads, really baked. It still works guys... it still works.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=inebriaticxp;53096789]my favorite link from DD will always be erppy.co[/QUOTE]
Requesting all the trippy visualizations that ya'll have stat
[QUOTE=phygon;53098176]Requesting all the trippy visualizations that ya'll have stat[/QUOTE]
I've lost my mind to this one before
[url]http://csh.bz/gifmelter/melt.html?http://i.imgur.com/XG4CdD2.gif[/url]
high dose LSD + weed while swirling this around in a oval shape made me see a claw and convinced me that the entirety of the universe is a huge claw. I keep seeing the claw I saw that day every time I mix psychs + weed and it scares me as much as it did the first time I saw it
This shit was the best, played it with some of the DD guys in the past. Theres something so human about a jam session like this.
[url]http://labs.dinahmoe.com/plink/#420erryday[/url]
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;53098289]This shit was the best, played it with some of the DD guys in the past. Theres something so human about a jam session like this.
[url]http://labs.dinahmoe.com/plink/#420erryday[/url][/QUOTE]
That's super weird, it made my browser crash almost instantly
That sucks, its basically a little server that you and a bunch of buds can hop on and jam to. You basically can change the sound your curser makes and going up and down changes the notes. With the built in metronome allows for easier coordination with other users.
I think when you change the last bit on the url you can make your own room so you can send that link to your friends to join.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;53098289]This shit was the best, played it with some of the DD guys in the past. Theres something so human about a jam session like this.
[url]http://labs.dinahmoe.com/plink/#420erryday[/url][/QUOTE]
This is fucking legend. Thanks!
I’ve switched off of weed to taking really small doses of a 2:1 CBD/THC tincture, because my lungs are fairly fucked after 4 years of constant bong rips (oops)
I would highly recommend this to anyone that wants to cut down their usage but still have some low level effects. For me it’s been p ideal in terms of pros/cons.
im getting lsd in a few days ahh i missed it, its been a while since i amplified my brain
[video=youtube;aSU49AFzgtw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSU49AFzgtw[/video]
what a nice song :) what do you guys find relaxing and nice to listen to?
currently on a little bit of 2c-b. everythings nice :)
[QUOTE=PredGD;53103536][video=youtube;aSU49AFzgtw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSU49AFzgtw[/video]
what a nice song :) what do you guys find relaxing and nice to listen to?
currently on a little bit of 2c-b. everythings nice :)[/QUOTE]
I like the minor 7th and sus2 9th near the end. I like the whole thing quite a lot, actually!
we got this boys. we're all gonna make it
Fresh out of doink, and I feel fine actually, not jonesing for a hit or anything. I mean sure, little boredom now and then but it's alright
still love me some doink though
haven't touched weed in 4 days now and I'm feeling so much more talkative in general. I also noticed that I've been using weed as a way to not confront my thoughts so I've come to a few good conclusions as well now that I've let the thoughts come. feels nice! I'm thinking that I'd rather go back to using other drugs every now and then than using weed everyday + other drugs every now and then. it makes me feel a lot better about myself. not that weed is a "heavy" drug, but it does make me feel like a "junkie" when I'm high every single day.
[QUOTE=PredGD;53104783]haven't touched weed in 4 days now and I'm feeling so much more talkative in general. I also noticed that I've been using weed as a way to not confront my thoughts so I've come to a few good conclusions as well now that I've let the thoughts come. feels nice! I'm thinking that I'd rather go back to using other drugs every now and then than using weed everyday + other drugs every now and then. it makes me feel a lot better about myself. not that weed is a "heavy" drug, but it does make me feel like a "junkie" when I'm high every single day.[/QUOTE]
There you have your underlying stress/anexiety issue solved. You feel like a junkie when you smoke or when you are high, that shit can get super amplified with weed.
What's your take?
[editline]3rd February 2018[/editline]
[QUOTE=Natrox;53094408]I have that every night. Had it since childhood. I think it's just fatigue, and I believe it's normal.
Neat that you bring it up though, I've never heard anyone else mention it.[/QUOTE]
Sucks for me tho, usually that triggers mad nightmares or not being able to fall asleep at all.
[QUOTE=DickCoco;53105481]There you have your underlying stress/anexiety issue solved. You feel like a junkie when you smoke or when you are high, that shit can get super amplified with weed.
What's your take?[/QUOTE]
yeah that makes sense. a lot of my anxiety surrounding drugs lately has popped up because I'm afraid of addiction and fucking my life up. smoking weed everyday proved that anxious thought and I imagine that's why I feel so bad about it.
[editline]3rd February 2018[/editline]
with that said, I've been drinking wine and I'm gonna get high. so much for quitting weed lmao. maybe if I keep it to weekends only I'll feel better about it
[QUOTE=PredGD;53105525]yeah that makes sense. a lot of my anxiety surrounding drugs lately has popped up because I'm afraid of addiction and fucking my life up. smoking weed everyday proved that anxious thought and I imagine that's why I feel so bad about it.
[editline]3rd February 2018[/editline]
with that said, I've been drinking wine and I'm gonna get high. so much for quitting weed lmao. maybe if I keep it to weekends only I'll feel better about it[/QUOTE]
Try to lower your consumption and only smoke when you feel safe and stable in life? Weed and drugs isn't worth it if you only feel shitty using em
Got my hand on some
[T]https://i.imgur.com/1cWRLks.jpg[/t]
Tonight i die
[QUOTE=PredGD;53104783]haven't touched weed in 4 days now and I'm feeling so much more talkative in general. I also noticed that I've been using weed as a way to not confront my thoughts so I've come to a few good conclusions as well now that I've let the thoughts come. feels nice! I'm thinking that I'd rather go back to using other drugs every now and then than using weed everyday + other drugs every now and then. it makes me feel a lot better about myself. not that weed is a "heavy" drug, but it does make me feel like a "junkie" when I'm high every single day.[/QUOTE]
Here's a song I wrote, btw. :)
[url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/old-man2[/url]
Would be p. cool to say what you think of it. Don't have to be nice - I even find insults about my stuff amusing.
I'm playing piano and singing main riff. I am not a good singer.
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;53106918]Here's a song I wrote, btw. :)
[url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/old-man2[/url]
Would be p. cool to say what you think of it. Don't have to be nice - I even find insults about my stuff amusing.
I'm playing piano and singing main riff. I am not a good singer.[/QUOTE]
i really like it, if i have anything negative to say it would be that your voice is a bit nasally but tonally i think it works well with the piano
[editline]4th February 2018[/editline]
i like how the vocals are overlaid, were they recorded at the same time or in separate instances?
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;53106930]i really like it, if i have anything negative to say it would be that your voice is a bit nasally but tonally i think it works well with the piano
[editline]4th February 2018[/editline]
i like how the vocals are overlaid, were they recorded at the same time or in separate instances?[/QUOTE]
Live recording. Yeah, it's not the best. Nasal is a good descriptor. I don't project well either, but I hardly ever sing, so am practising. Thanks for your kind words.
I like to post feedback before posting more things, but this is a very short thing I wrote a few years ago, and nobody else has dropped any musics. :) It's pretty much the only thing that's had much visibility on my account, lol.
If interested: [url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/change-wav[/url]
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;53106941]Live recording. Yeah, it's not the best. Nasal is a good descriptor. I don't project well either, but I hardly ever sing, so am practising. Thanks for your kind words.
I like to post feedback before posting more things, but this is a very short thing I wrote a few years ago, and nobody else has dropped any musics. :) It's pretty much the only thing that's had much visibility on my account, lol.
If interested: [url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/change-wav[/url][/QUOTE]
honestly bringing some tears to my eyes listening to your stuff, i can feel the heart behind it, thank you for sharing
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;53106918]Here's a song I wrote, btw. :)
[url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/old-man2[/url]
Would be p. cool to say what you think of it. Don't have to be nice - I even find insults about my stuff amusing.
I'm playing piano and singing main riff. I am not a good singer.[/QUOTE]
I like it! I don't usually listen to songs like this but yeah, I like this one. like Ninja Gnome said, not sure what I think about the singing but it's not bad either. can't put my finger on why I think this but I'm getting a Massive Attack vibe from your voice only a little more upbeat. the song felt a little repetitive and flat in structure too, so it gets a little "boring" to me at least once the song progresses.
I think you could really get something nice going with some more practice :) far from a bad song, but still not quite there in my opinion
[editline]4th February 2018[/editline]
[QUOTE=DickCoco;53105576]Try to lower your consumption and only smoke when you feel safe and stable in life? Weed and drugs isn't worth it if you only feel shitty using em[/QUOTE]
yeah nah, I don't know. even while I was tipsy I experienced a panic attack yesterday. it smoothed itself out eventually but it wasn't fun while it was happening. I think I'll keep that hiatus up like I originally wanted.
also, funny thing that happened while I had a panic attack. I managed to calm myself down and I ended up in this reaaaally weird mindset that I've never been in before. my body and mind was in full panic but my behavior and thoughts were calm and chill. so while I was experiencing every symptom of a panic attack I was still calm in it which I found super weird. these two states should be the complete opposite of each other yet I experienced both at the same time. it was empowering as hell to be able to withstand so much anxiety while remaining calm so it killed the panic attack after a few minutes. really cool and weird
[editline]4th February 2018[/editline]
[QUOTE=Dan The Man;53106941]Live recording. Yeah, it's not the best. Nasal is a good descriptor. I don't project well either, but I hardly ever sing, so am practising. Thanks for your kind words.
I like to post feedback before posting more things, but this is a very short thing I wrote a few years ago, and nobody else has dropped any musics. :) It's pretty much the only thing that's had much visibility on my account, lol.
If interested: [url]https://soundcloud.com/mikehawkbiscuit/change-wav[/url][/QUOTE]
woah dude, I'm enjoying this one a lot more than the other one you shared. there's nothing I can think of that I'd pick on other than the length, great job!
Took a small spoon full of cannabutter because I never cook with it and all it does it sit in my fridge. Patiently waiting for the high.
I'm supposed to be doing laundry so this is also a reminder of that if I zone out.
