The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;52309046]Maybe try some meditation or lying in bed in the dark with music? From recent lsd research I've heard those are neat to do. Here's some readily accessible music if you need it: [url]https://criticalbeats.bandcamp.com/album/rainforest-reverberation[/url][/QUOTE] Ugh, this reminds me of Stereodose and how much I miss it. Such a convenient and easy to use platform with music for the appropriate occasion. :cry:

I bought a bunch of HBWR seeds and they don't work :(

i dont know if this is normal or not, but when i get high, there seems to usually be clearly defined levels that id either stop at, or pass, depending on how much i smoke. before tolerance, any amount would get me fucked up, but now that ive built one up, i find the effects not only more manageable, but they seem to scale properly with dosage rather than a few puffs always getting me fucked up. dont get me wrong though, the idea of a T break does sound really enticing, main reason being my working memory has been kinda shot. nothing debilitating or severe, just really minor things, like forgetting to grab certain items after after i leave a place, despite making a mental note to grab them (nothing big, shit like headphones or pencils or joint papers lol), and rarely, complete gaps in my working memory, for example like forgetting to take out the trash, despite me thinking ive already done it. very weird. my levels are as follows (speaking with indica effects in mind b/c i prefer indicas): 0 - sober 1 - getting into that high headspace 2 - light body effects such as minor dry mouth and minor hypotension along with the effects of level 1, start to feel a small euphoria 3 - those previous effects in lvl 2 become stronger, however i start to feel relaxation of my muscles and complete mental sedation. i am now am at: a functioning high (still able to drive, do relatively challenging mental and physical tasks, or videogames) 4 - sedation increases, and at this point i feel as if someone put a nice thick, warm and comforting blanket over my body and brain and im at a mid level euphoria. at this point im fully aware that im baked and i feel super amazing. 5 - increasing intensity from previous levels, and then comes: the tactile sensations (or lack of). this far in, i start to lose sensation of my limbs (moderate), lose visceral sensation (strong), as well as tactile sensations of whatever i am laying/sitting on. the only thing i do not lose sensation of, weirdly, is my heart beating. its fucking pounding at this point, going as high as 110bpm. 6 - complete, all-encompassing, intense body high now. my fingers and toes tingle intensely with pleasure. i dont know if im describing this well, but i also seem to get this growing internal energy/giddiness in my muscles, and feel as if i can will it away by either moving my limbs crazily, or forgetting about it, which at this level, im doing quite a lot of. im in a super deep, and abstract headspace. it is at this point where id have profound thoughts. ill either think about the world as a whole, or think introspectively about my life. 7 - gravity changes. sounds weird, but let me explain: ill be laying in bed high out of my mind, and if the room is completely dark (or if my eyes are closed), ill start to feel like im getting pulled or pushed across vast distances at very high speeds. directions include: forward and backward, up and down, or a mix. its a very weird but pleasurable sensation. its like being on a fast rollercoaster, except you do not feel the wind hit your face or body. Intense euphoria and intense sleepiness. its usually at this level where id stop smoking more and either fall asleep or ride the wave

well, i had about 1 gram left of 3-meo-pcp but i decided it has been fucking with my head, timescale, and memory formation too much so I have flushed it. this is the last night I will use it, considering it is already in my system, and I am going to try to stay away from dissociatives for a while after this. i still enjoy them, but I think I need to take a sobriety break from this class of chemicals for a while. [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] the thing that really annoys me is that I only ever feel like actually being responsible for myself and cleaning my room and all that while I am on some dissociatives. when i am sober i just let things slide and i don't have the motivation to keep things clean and clear, yet when i am on something like dxe, mxe, or even 3-meo-pcp i feel motivated to better myself. i am hoping that by cutting myself off from these substances for a while i will be able to cultivate within myself that motivation. [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] well, i just cleaned up my room in the middle of the night, at least it makes me feel better. guessing this is what a manic state is like. dunno why i am pouring out all this but it just feels like it is better to let it out instead of just thinking about it like i normally do. i feel like this is different than the other "life-changing" drug induced experiences i have had because i actually followed through with disposal as opposed to the other times when i would pussy out and stash it away. i want to try and find a way to feel this way sober.

[QUOTE=MrJazzy;52307944]In retroperspective I'm not sure that's exactly how it all went down, fuck I was drunk as fuck.[/QUOTE] yeah man thats why i hate drinking. i always wake up feeling so ashamed of myself every time i get wasted feeling like i made a fool of myself. when i'm high it doesn't bother me because i dont make a fool of myself [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52309791]7 - gravity changes. sounds weird, but let me explain: ill be laying in bed high out of my mind, and if the room is completely dark (or if my eyes are closed), ill start to feel like im getting pulled or pushed across vast distances at very high speeds. directions include: forward and backward, up and down, or a mix. its a very weird but pleasurable sensation. its like being on a fast rollercoaster, except you do not feel the wind hit your face or body. Intense euphoria and intense sleepiness. its usually at this level where id stop smoking more and either fall asleep or ride the wave[/QUOTE] i know exactly what you mean, and this is definitely the highest level i can get to before it becomes too hard to smoke more. its like if you're sitting there not paying attention your arms start floating away and then your body starts to float away too.

well broke my tolerance but might have to take a drug test if i get a job interview in a few days...

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52310954] i know exactly what you mean, and this is definitely the highest level i can get to before it becomes too hard to smoke more. its like if you're sitting there not paying attention your arms start floating away and then your body starts to float away too.[/QUOTE] pretty much. also does anyone have experience with derealization/depersonalization when smoking large quantities as well? ive searched this up on google and it is apparently kinda common. people also said they hated these feelings, but i actually find the derealization/depersonalization extremely pleasurable. it wasn't like that before, but it grew on me slowly. one time after nailing dab after dab, the DP/DR hit, and i felt like the room was a giant painting someone had made. my two friends looked like they were painted into the scene as well, completely unmoving. the room was dimly lit too (but it was like that sober too) everything in my surroundings had this uncanny vibe to it as well, like the reality i was in is just some type of facade or thin veil, like a type of fake outer layer, hiding something that we all are not allowed to see yet, bigger picture type shit. colors were kinda washed out, and i remember feeling like a ghost trapped inside a foreign/fake body, just simply experiencing, not feeling or thinking, like i lost all the qualities that made me, me. it was very weird and surreal

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52312022]pretty much. also does anyone have experience with derealization/depersonalization when smoking large quantities as well? ive searched this up on google and it is apparently kinda common. people also said they hated these feelings, but i actually find the derealization/depersonalization extremely pleasurable. it wasn't like that before, but it grew on me slowly. one time after nailing dab after dab, the DP/DR hit, and i felt like the room was a giant painting someone had made. my two friends looked like they were painted into the scene as well, completely unmoving. the room was dimly lit too (but it was like that sober too) everything in my surroundings had this uncanny vibe to it as well, like the reality i was in is just some type of facade or thin veil, like a type of fake outer layer, hiding something that we all are not allowed to see yet, bigger picture type shit. colors were kinda washed out, and i remember feeling like a ghost trapped inside a foreign/fake body, just simply experiencing, not feeling or thinking, like i lost all the qualities that made me, me. it was very weird and surreal[/QUOTE] are you sure it's specifically DP/DR? not claiming it's not, just curious since as you said, most people find these feelings very uncomfortable. I personally struggle with chronic DP/DR and it becomes a massive pain in the ass when its always with you. its like being permanently unplugged from the real world, it makes social interaction, emotions and meaningful bonds with both things and people very difficult. everything just feels so fake and unreal that it's hard to invest any time into anything since, well, it feels meaningless since it all feels fake anyway. there's no beauty in it. funnily enough, my DP/DR actually disappears every now and then while I'm high. everything feels so much more real.

[QUOTE=PredGD;52312118]are you sure it's specifically DP/DR? not claiming it's not, just curious since as you said, most people find these feelings very uncomfortable. I personally struggle with chronic DP/DR and it becomes a massive pain in the ass when its always with you. its like being permanently unplugged from the real world, it makes social interaction, emotions and meaningful bonds with both things and people very difficult. everything just feels so fake and unreal that it's hard to invest any time into anything since, well, it feels meaningless since it all feels fake anyway. there's no beauty in it. funnily enough, my DP/DR actually disappears every now and then while I'm high. everything feels so much more real.[/QUOTE] I cant exactly say for sure. I looked into DP/DR and compared what i was feeling to what it was describing and it seems plausible enough that i was feeling something close to DP/DR. Cannabis however is known to cause it from what i researched and looked into, and seems to only last for the duration of the high, with additional symptoms days or weeks afterwards. i personally can't relate to what you personally feel or what you go through with it, but i have experienced random bouts of what seems like DP/DR sober, albeit very rarely. the last time i had something like derealization is when i was working at my shitty mcd's job back in October and immediately felt detached from my surroundings, like i was going through the motions, but not experiencing. the job was stressful, and DP/DR can be triggered by stressful events. it came on suddenly, but only stuck around for like 10-15 seconds. Again, i cant exactly say for sure, but the symptoms read matched with what i was experiencing.

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52312142]I cant exactly say for sure. I looked into DP/DR and compared what i was feeling to what it was describing and it seems plausible enough that i was feeling something close to DP/DR. Cannabis however is known to cause it from what i researched and looked into, and seems to only last for the duration of the high, with additional symptoms days or weeks afterwards. i personally can't relate to what you personally feel or what you go through with it, but i have experienced random bouts of what seems like DP/DR sober, albeit very rarely. the last time i had something like derealization is when i was working at my shitty mcd's job back in October and immediately felt detached from my surroundings, like i was going through the motions, but not experiencing. it came on suddenly, but only stuck around for like 10-15 seconds. Again, i cant exactly say for sure, but the symptoms read matched with what i was experiencing.[/QUOTE] yeah its fully possible it is that, its fairly normal to experience every now and then for most people, especially with weed in the mix. I might view it a lot more negatively than your average guy since it has caused me so much pain ever since I got it. it is the brain protecting itself after all so maybe some people can find it comfortable in a way, I have heard stories of people liking it

Yoyoyo long time no speak errybody. So yesterday I took a massive line of ket after a party. "Because my tolerance is fucking high" - I told my mate who made the line. (I've done a gram of ketamine in about a 2 week span) Everything was fine and dandy, until I went looking for my shoes. At that point everything went, as I like to call it: 'bork'. My mate's keys went bork, the shoes went bork. Everything went bork. Bork meaning I wasn't able to identify it or even tell the difference between similar objects. All keys looked the same. All shoes looked like they were way too big to be mine. All my friends' faces turned into a fucking spiral. I get a clear moment and find enough realisation to get to the point where I find my shoes and decide it's a good time to go home. I head out to go home (after walking back to my mate's about 3 times to: 1. ask why I was leaving again. 2. Appologize. 3. Get my smokes) So my bike ride home is all cool, except for the fact that in a 6km ride I see exactly 4 people in total. 2 driving cars. 2 riding bikes and 1 walking. That's all. Freeky right? It was 5 in the morning but still, I would've expected more people out. Anyways my question today is: "[B]How much is too much ketamine[/B]? And more specifically [B]at what point(how many mg/month) does the blader start to get damaged[/B]? I need to know because obviously I want to take more ket, and more and more and more because this shit is amazing and really I can't just stop even if I wanted to." [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] Awaiting your responses while I'm high on some more ketamine [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] Btw I'm already calling my bladder the: [t]http://harry-potter-sounds.ambient-mixer.com/images_template/8/f/f/8ffd9ef72efaf9c0d204ff05b3a17423_full.jpg[/t] For obvious reasons [editline]4th June 2017[/editline] [media]https://youtu.be/NmZUVOkGxCE[/Media] I do not know what I'm ket

there is no too much ketamine, there is only too little [IMG]https://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-drugnerd.gif[/IMG] anyway I think the damage is more cumulative. dunno where I read that tho so take that with a grain of salt

[QUOTE=cardfan212;52296393]Never been drunk or high or anything, and smoking really bothers me, so my friends baked some brownies. I'll be trying them Friday night, what should I expect?[/QUOTE] Update on my first experience. Friday night, ate 1.5 brownies. They were cut pretty small, my friends both had 2. I decided to just jump right in. Fast forward about 4 hours, I was feeling nothing. It was weird, I just felt absolutely the same except my eyes were bloodshot and my mouth was a bit dry. Chilled and watched some Eric Andre. Saturday night, ate 2.5 brownies and later vaped a bit. Was definitely expecting something, but again I didn't feel any different. Hung out with some friends and watched The Holy Mountain. I'm starting to think weed is a conspiracy and people just make up stories about it actually doing something.

Welp, there goes 2.5 tabs on my tongue, I feel this is where I will see what LSD really does.

[QUOTE=cardfan212;52312913]Update on my first experience. Friday night, ate 1.5 brownies. They were cut pretty small, my friends both had 2. I decided to just jump right in. Fast forward about 4 hours, I was feeling nothing. It was weird, I just felt absolutely the same except my eyes were bloodshot and my mouth was a bit dry. Chilled and watched some Eric Andre. Saturday night, ate 2.5 brownies and later vaped a bit. Was definitely expecting something, but again I didn't feel any different. Hung out with some friends and watched The Holy Mountain. I'm starting to think weed is a conspiracy and people just make up stories about it actually doing something.[/QUOTE] thats very weird. either you have a [I]really[/I] low sensitivity to THC, or those brownies were not potent at all on another topic, i always found that the ritual of smoking is just as enjoyable as the high itself, but ill tell you, nothing makes me more frustrated then having a shitty joint/blunt to smoke. i was in a hurry to do something but decided to roll a quick joint beforehand, and unbeknownst to me it was shittier than i expected. having to constantly re-light the smoke because its loose or canoeing to me just ruins the session imo and the high i get from the shitty joint doesnt feel as rewarding. i cant be the only one who thinks this

[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;52313577]Welp, there goes 2.5 tabs on my tongue, I feel this is where I will see what LSD really does.[/QUOTE] [video=youtube;vKj6mDyaVlg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKj6mDyaVlg[/video]

[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;52313577]Welp, there goes 2.5 tabs on my tongue, I feel this is where I will see what LSD really does.[/QUOTE] Godspeed dude... Say hi to the crab aliens for me

[QUOTE=cardfan212;52312913]Update on my first experience. Friday night, ate 1.5 brownies. They were cut pretty small, my friends both had 2. I decided to just jump right in. Fast forward about 4 hours, I was feeling nothing. It was weird, I just felt absolutely the same except my eyes were bloodshot and my mouth was a bit dry. Chilled and watched some Eric Andre. Saturday night, ate 2.5 brownies and later vaped a bit. Was definitely expecting something, but again I didn't feel any different. Hung out with some friends and watched The Holy Mountain. I'm starting to think weed is a conspiracy and people just make up stories about it actually doing something.[/QUOTE] try doing like 10 bong hits and you should get weed's effects. it is hard not to via that method.

I'm still bringing it up and out, but believe me when I say that what you think is real, is really real. My senses are blending at this point and I don't really see any kinda of barrier [editline]5th June 2017[/editline] [video=youtube;SQfFiuJ7FwQ]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQfFiuJ7FwQ&index=2&list=RDFyEHzlgdkIA[/video] This is what im feelin, that's it. [editline]5th June 2017[/editline] [video=youtube;luM6oeCM7Yw]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=luM6oeCM7Yw&index=11&list=RDFyEHzlgdkIA[/video]

[QUOTE=cardfan212;52312913]Update on my first experience. Friday night, ate 1.5 brownies. They were cut pretty small, my friends both had 2. I decided to just jump right in. Fast forward about 4 hours, I was feeling nothing. It was weird, I just felt absolutely the same except my eyes were bloodshot and my mouth was a bit dry. Chilled and watched some Eric Andre. Saturday night, ate 2.5 brownies and later vaped a bit. Was definitely expecting something, but again I didn't feel any different. Hung out with some friends and watched The Holy Mountain. I'm starting to think weed is a conspiracy and people just make up stories about it actually doing something.[/QUOTE] where do you live? if you're not in a legal state, it can be hard to get good quality edibles. down here in louisiana it's hard to get half decent edibles unless you make them yourself

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52313621]thats very weird. either you have a [I]really[/I] low sensitivity to THC, or those brownies were not potent at all on another topic, i always found that the ritual of smoking is just as enjoyable as the high itself, but ill tell you, nothing makes me more frustrated then having a shitty joint/blunt to smoke. i was in a hurry to do something but decided to roll a quick joint beforehand, and unbeknownst to me it was shittier than i expected. having to constantly re-light the smoke because its loose or canoeing to me just ruins the session imo and the high i get from the shitty joint doesnt feel as rewarding. i cant be the only one who thinks this[/QUOTE] same, rolling a joint and going outdoors to smoke feels surprisingly rewarding. just wish weed was a lot cheaper here in norway since I can't stop thinking about how I feel like I'm wasting my weed by smoking it and not vaping it :( all those bills taking my weed money man

[QUOTE=PredGD;52314492]same, rolling a joint and going outdoors to smoke feels surprisingly rewarding. just wish weed was a lot cheaper here in norway since I can't stop thinking about how I feel like I'm wasting my weed by smoking it and not vaping it :( all those bills taking my weed money man[/QUOTE] What's the price?

[QUOTE=Black Pete;52314546]What's the price?[/QUOTE] think I paid 95$ for the last 5g I bought which seems to be the standard price for that amount.

[QUOTE=PredGD;52312751]there is no too much ketamine, there is only too little [IMG]https://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-drugnerd.gif[/IMG] anyway I think the damage is more cumulative. dunno where I read that tho so take that with a grain of salt[/QUOTE] Alright thanks! Can't wait to take a big fat line of ketamine tonight. Tis gun be great!

[QUOTE=PredGD;52314559]think I paid 95$ for the last 5g I bought which seems to be the standard price for that amount.[/QUOTE] dang dude thats pretty high if i did the math right

[QUOTE=DesumThePanda;52314033]where do you live? if you're not in a legal state, it can be hard to get good quality edibles. down here in louisiana it's hard to get half decent edibles unless you make them yourself[/QUOTE] My friends made the brownies themselves. Multiple people gave positive reports, it was just on my end that nothing was happening.

[Media]https://youtu.be/im3lODK3kE4[/media] [editline]5th June 2017[/editline] Watch me decend into chaos. Huehuehue [editline]5th June 2017[/editline] Anybody wanna come chill with me? I'm lonely

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52314797]dang dude thats pretty high if i did the math right[/QUOTE] Such is life in Norway. :surrender:

[QUOTE=Pat.Lithium;52314797]dang dude thats pretty high if i did the math right[/QUOTE] definitely here in washington if u want 5gs that will set you back only $50, unless your dealer is a plug, or they knock off some money from the original price (most dealers here plug anyway). i got a homie that can do a whole O just for $120, fuck i love this state

yeah christ anywhere I've been it's always around $10 a gram. last quarter i got was $70, $95 for 5gs is insane [editline]5th June 2017[/editline] and i live in PA as well it's not like it's legal anywhere that close to here