The Addicts' Lounge IV - fast times at Ridgemont, high - General

solo MDMA? if so, it's a blast. my best rolls so far have all been solo which is kinda funny considering how social the drug makes you. feels great to be 100% immersed in music and just doing whatever you feel like doing, like going out to appreciate nature or just lying in bed. how did you time the kittyflip? I just had some ketamine on hand but it disappeared into my nose before I had the chance to remember I had MDMA too. next time I guess. [editline]30th July 2017[/editline] anyway took some MDMA by myself after my so went home. what up y'all

Currently coming down from I dont know how fucking many hash joints, my friend came over, decided to make a joint and asked if I wanted to chip in with some of my stuff, I was about to grind some weed when he just told me to save that for later and that joints with straight weed were better than mixed(??? we usually love weed and hash together in the joint) then one of our common friends came, smoked a joint, then he left, then another guy came that I find a bit less weird and more nice but with the tradeoff that he always hogs the joints for multiple minutes. I was just concerned the whole time that the rabbit I am taking care of would get affected the whole time, which slightly ruined all the joints for me, one of my friends claim to currently own 2 rabbits and moved the cage somewhere in the house where he was convinced the smoke wouldn't go. In the end they were right about it but I am still trying to shake off the massive anxiety I constantly had to hide that the smoke got to the rabbit. Sometimes I am convinced my friends, despite how much they chip in with the weed, are still stoner assholes that care more about smoking weed than treating other peoples animals and property with consideration. I am getting to a point where I can feel a break is needed, I am getting more annoyed than relaxed by stoner culture for example, I'd rather listen to polish black metal than listen to the same indie stoner bullshit my friends always put on, I'd rather have a glass of vodka and listen to Saturnus because then I don't have to basically play Deer hunter with fucking wind directions and smell ranges just to enjoy a bit of intoxication. I'd rather enjoy Candlemass with a glass or twenty of cider, because then I don't have to fear the police busting down my door over its savory apple smells. The paranoia and anxiety is getting the best of me many of my smoke seshes recently, I am afraid of disrupting neighbors to the point where the law is called, old right wing women together with the tick are the two most dangerous creatures in Denmark, one for it's borelia and the other for whimsical decisions that ruin everything for others to get to a result that is similarly in line with blowing up part of the driveway to plant a flowerbed. I also miss parts of church, but I don't miss the time of my mother being unavoidable. I am not even religious anymore but I guess I miss the services and the openness to emotions within the church. Danish society requires you to put on a mask of "its all fine" or "Its not going fine but its not your business" and it's getting me down again. Either way, I enjoy my narcotics these days, when alone, to this album: [video=youtube;xgfa5UlZAL8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgfa5UlZAL8&t=641s[/video] So many mixed emotions just from replacing a church organ in an orthodox christian service with distorted guitars and blast beats on a kit with a double bass pedal.

Cleaning old folks' homes high as hell, eyes red as the devil's dick. Chillest summer job ever.

[QUOTE=PredGD;52522702]solo MDMA? if so, it's a blast. my best rolls so far have all been solo which is kinda funny considering how social the drug makes you. feels great to be 100% immersed in music and just doing whatever you feel like doing, like going out to appreciate nature or just lying in bed. how did you time the kittyflip? I just had some ketamine on hand but it disappeared into my nose before I had the chance to remember I had MDMA too. next time I guess. [editline]30th July 2017[/editline] anyway took some MDMA by myself after my so went home. what up y'all[/QUOTE] Started taking bumps of ket when i started to hit the comedown. Someone on here told me to do it then.

so one of my good friends has had a coke problem for a while and now shes smoking weed a lot and drinking a lot and she fucking hit and ran because she was drunk driving and the guy chased her for a half hour but she got away?? i dont know what to do about her

That's not ok, you should talk to her about it

Maybe turn her in cos nothing about an intoxicated hit and run is ok

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52525677]That's not ok, you should talk to her about it[/QUOTE] shes a rich girl whose been doing this for years. her mom took her to another country for rehab and well, lol shes subbing coke for weed and drinking and her parents dont know.. she keeps crashing her car and her dad keeps buying her new ones?? like idk dude. [editline]31st July 2017[/editline] i.e., her parents knew about her coke problem, she got "help" but instead of stopping drugs, shes smoking weed and drinking all day and making VERY bad and reckless decisions turning her in wont do shit but make it worse and her parents will bail her out anyway.. so i mean????

i enjoy existence when in an intoxicated state also someone who frequents this thread and posts in it mention me on the discord or join it if you arent member already its hella fun but we are so few that its basically just an every now and then thing We need regular e-seshes maaan I fucking love talking with other intoxicated people over the internet when intoxicated and not sober and depressed and dysphoric and constantly wanting to self harm

:alien: [video=youtube;ckBlXtYrpy0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckBlXtYrpy0[/video] please donate any tripping tunes you have to me, thx

[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;52524351] Either way, I enjoy my narcotics these days, when alone, to this album: [video=youtube;xgfa5UlZAL8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgfa5UlZAL8&t=641s[/video] So many mixed emotions just from replacing a church organ in an orthodox christian service with distorted guitars and blast beats on a kit with a double bass pedal.[/QUOTE] This album is really appealing to me. Who would have thought a religious undertone could compliment black metal so well? By the way, where's the link to the DD Discord?

[QUOTE=Liam968;52526474]This album is really appealing to me. Who would have thought a religious undertone could compliment black metal so well? By the way, where's the link to the DD Discord?[/QUOTE] IDK but sent you a permalink so you always have it [editline]31st July 2017[/editline] If you can't see my PM for some reason(PM system is bugged for me) tell me here and I'll put in a nonpermalink for you to join through.

[QUOTE=Crumpet;52526434]please donate any tripping tunes you have to me, thx[/QUOTE] :alien: [media]https://youtu.be/PUZn1I6llJs[/media] [media]https://youtu.be/jehD_DBoMF8[/media] [media]https://youtu.be/g8f5CtP0nT4[/media] [editline]31st July 2017[/editline] holy shit my avatar syncs up with that thundercat song so well

[QUOTE=The bird Man;52515321]Funny, I just had a long dream with an alternative life as Jesse Pinkman working with Heisenberg in Bolivia. We found this unattended mansion owned by a family in vacation, were we hid and cooked our shit. The place was isolated so only two neighbours came knocking on the door wondering why we came back so early. We had to roleplay our way out of it saying they stayed in Bahamas permanently and we bought the house, Heisenberg was my father. The neighbours was a wife and husband and the husband obviously got suspicious. Cops chasing us everywhere both by driving and running through the jungle. I never got to taste that sweet stuff we were cooking.[/QUOTE] Speaking of drug dreams I had a dream where as part of a government experiment I got to go in a room where instead of air conditioning it released crack into the room. I was bragging that I got to legally do drugs. [QUOTE=HookerVomit;52516344]potential nose bleeding and a glazed over stare into my her eyes sounds so hot, oh yes [editline]28th July 2017[/editline] id rather the drunken asshole :v:[/QUOTE] Only stim I've ever done is coke and I still like alcohol better tbh.

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52517323]im gonna be tripping on acid tomorrow, pretty excited[/QUOTE] scratch that, im actually gonna trip tomorrow for real :v:, legit excited. didnt get to before cause my friend couldnt come through im gonna get 2 tabs, do one tab with my friend and keep the second one so i can trip again in the near future if i want to

Might get my hands on some 1P-LSD in the next 1-to-3 days. Pretty hype.

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52526988]scratch that, im actually gonna trip tomorrow for real :v:, legit excited. didnt get to before cause my friend couldnt come through im gonna get 2 tabs, do one tab with my friend and keep the second one so i can trip again in the near future if i want to[/QUOTE] hope it's a good one man, seems like you've been ready and hyped for this for a while while I'd say if you wait the ~2 weeks each time or usually months in my case there's never any tolerance and it feels just as strong as before, there has definitely been no beating my first experience so you should been in for a fun ride

Weed is pretty damn cool

[QUOTE=VIOLATION_SNG;52527114]hope it's a good one man, seems like you've been ready and hyped for this for a while while I'd say if you wait the ~2 weeks each time or usually months in my case there's never any tolerance and it feels just as strong as before, there has definitely been no beating my first experience so you should been in for a fun ride[/QUOTE] Thanks man, 2 weeks sounds like a good wait for me for a second trip, i learned that lsd downregulates serotonin receptors quite a bit after the first dosage is out of your system. if its anything like my first time getting high on weed i shouldn't have anything to worry about, like at all. I don't mean effects-wise either, i know im gonna be in for a ride regardless, but the set and setting are gonna be way fuckin better. the first time i ever got high was a 250mg edible during school in 10th grade. I dont exactly know for sure if it was 250mg, since it was a high school edible, but it was fucking potent. I ate it in 2nd period and by early 3rd period i was fully dissociated. I lost entire feeling of my body and every time i walked around i felt like i was floating and was paranoid people would see that my soul was visible. How i managed to keep composure and even go as far as have a good time is still a mystery to this day, but imagine if it was LSD instead during school

[QUOTE=HookerVomit;52526190]shes a rich girl whose been doing this for years. her mom took her to another country for rehab and well, lol shes subbing coke for weed and drinking and her parents dont know.. she keeps crashing her car and her dad keeps buying her new ones?? like idk dude. [editline]31st July 2017[/editline] i.e., her parents knew about her coke problem, she got "help" but instead of stopping drugs, shes smoking weed and drinking all day and making VERY bad and reckless decisions turning her in wont do shit but make it worse and her parents will bail her out anyway.. so i mean????[/QUOTE] she sounds like a spoiled cunt who I wouldn't want to associate with I mean friends are friends dude, but that girl has serious problems. She's dangerous to herself and others. Either make her see the light or cut her out of your life.

[QUOTE=HookerVomit;52526190]shes a rich girl whose been doing this for years. her mom took her to another country for rehab and well, lol shes subbing coke for weed and drinking and her parents dont know.. she keeps crashing her car and her dad keeps buying her new ones?? like idk dude. [editline]31st July 2017[/editline] i.e., her parents knew about her coke problem, she got "help" but instead of stopping drugs, shes smoking weed and drinking all day and making VERY bad and reckless decisions turning her in wont do shit but make it worse and her parents will bail her out anyway.. so i mean????[/QUOTE] Turning her in will do shit, even if she gets bailed out it establishes more of a pattern. Enough of a pattern is established, she'll get banned from driving, no?

Hell yeah let me jump in that discord chat

[QUOTE=MrJazzy;52510424]There's something about me and I don't know if it's my personality or my depression lingering, but I just... I hate being sober. Been out of weed for almost a week now and instead I've been getting drunk. I'm not addicted to anything in particular I'm just... addicted to escapism I guess?[/QUOTE] I had this problem for a long time. I would just feel bored with everything I did, and would do drugs to try to be entertained. Sometimes the drugs wouldn't be enough or wouldn't hit and I would be really dissapointed. Eventually I slacked off schoolwork once I went to college so much cause I just couldn't motivate myself to do things that weren't rewarding like drugs and video games. That's when I realized I had ADHD. I thought I couldn't have it cause I had a high highschool GPA, but that was with my parents motivating me with punishments and rewards. By myself I was completely nonfunctional, and they put me on stimulants. Methylphenidate based products (concerta, ritalin) didn't feel super great, but they helped me not feel the need to do drugs for an escape and to have the energy to do my work. Now I'm on adderall which feels great every time I take it because I feel like I'm getting high but also the high is just being functional and actually having a good time while working or living everyday life. I have far less random intense impulses to just go buy some DXM or get someone to get me a pack of cigs or some booze or call up a dealer for some DMT, other psychs, pills, etc. when I'm medicated. its also a fact that being on stimulants makes people with ADHD less likely to become drug addicts. Do you feel like your issues could be similar or are they mainly from depression? I honestly was quite depressed at points from the state of squalor my disorder left me living in and the intense anxiety that constantly failing and messing up and losing things and being clumsy caused. [editline]1st August 2017[/editline] in other news I'm swearing off sedatives for good. the day after xanax I was completely not myself and I made an extremely bad (ie way too fucked up) impression on my girlfriend's best friend

[QUOTE=cis.joshb;52528197]ADHD[/QUOTE] How do you sleep on amph? I guess that's a question for anyone taking it regularly. If I take any amph at all that day I'm not sleeping that night.

[QUOTE=Wealth + Taste;52527495]she sounds like a spoiled cunt who I wouldn't want to associate with I mean friends are friends dude, but that girl has serious problems. She's dangerous to herself and others. Either make her see the light or cut her out of your life.[/QUOTE] when we were kids, i knew something was off about her.. when we were 13, she was already smoking so much pot.. now that we are adults, she has not changed.. she got worse and I havent hung out with her in ages. We have a mutual best friend and you know how that goes. I have no issue with her as a person, but when she asks me to hang out with her, i make excuses. i dont want to put myself in a situation where i have to waste hours while you smoke weed and/or do coke.. i dont want to smell like weed. I dont want to get arrested with you.. im an adult.. we are adults. Doing the shit shes doing is not cool and it needs to stop but shes VERY aggressive and you cant tell her shit. she will jump down your throat fast. Shes also very tall and Im not lol so if we ever fought, which i highly doubt, well :/

[QUOTE=HookerVomit;52528498]when we were kids, i knew something was off about her.. when we were 13, she was already smoking so much pot.. now that we are adults, she has not changed.. she got worse and I havent hung out with her in ages. We have a mutual best friend and you know how that goes. I have no issue with her as a person, but when she asks me to hang out with her, i make excuses. i dont want to put myself in a situation where i have to waste hours while you smoke weed and/or do coke.. i dont want to smell like weed. I dont want to get arrested with you.. im an adult.. we are adults. Doing the shit shes doing is not cool and it needs to stop but shes VERY aggressive and you cant tell her shit. she will jump down your throat fast. Shes also very tall and Im not lol so if we ever fought, which i highly doubt, well :/[/QUOTE] It's a difficult situation for sure, I don't envy you man. From what you're saying it sounds like there's not much you can do other than turn her in . I'm not saying you SHOULD do that, I'm saying that's probably about all you can do. If she won't listen to anybody she'll just have to learn the hard way.

[QUOTE=Crumpet;52528435]How do you sleep on amph? I guess that's a question for anyone taking it regularly. If I take any amph at all that day I'm not sleeping that night.[/QUOTE] If youre taking a prescribe dose and not abusing the fuck out of it you'll build a decent tolerance whilst still being effective and be able to sleep the night. [editline]1st August 2017[/editline] [QUOTE=cis.joshb;52528197]I had this problem for a long time. I would just feel bored with everything I did, and would do drugs to try to be entertained. Sometimes the drugs wouldn't be enough or wouldn't hit and I would be really dissapointed. Eventually I slacked off schoolwork once I went to college so much cause I just couldn't motivate myself to do things that weren't rewarding like drugs and video games. That's when I realized I had ADHD. I thought I couldn't have it cause I had a high highschool GPA, but that was with my parents motivating me with punishments and rewards. By myself I was completely nonfunctional, and they put me on stimulants. Methylphenidate based products (concerta, ritalin) didn't feel super great, but they helped me not feel the need to do drugs for an escape and to have the energy to do my work. Now I'm on adderall which feels great every time I take it because I feel like I'm getting high but also the high is just being functional and actually having a good time while working or living everyday life. I have far less random intense impulses to just go buy some DXM or get someone to get me a pack of cigs or some booze or call up a dealer for some DMT, other psychs, pills, etc. when I'm medicated. its also a fact that being on stimulants makes people with ADHD less likely to become drug addicts. Do you feel like your issues could be similar or are they mainly from depression? I honestly was quite depressed at points from the state of squalor my disorder left me living in and the intense anxiety that constantly failing and messing up and losing things and being clumsy caused. [editline]1st August 2017[/editline] in other news I'm swearing off sedatives for good. the day after xanax I was completely not myself and I made an extremely bad (ie way too fucked up) impression on my girlfriend's best friend[/QUOTE] How did you get prescribed? Doctors prescribing ADHD meds makes me mad like all fuck. I understand ADHD is a real issue but the meds for it have the side effect of making you extremely happy and motivated. Where as if I take that same medication without a prescription I'm just a criminal. When I go and tell my doctor I'm depressed I get prescribed useless as fuck SSRIs that don't do anything or change my mood or motivation at all. Stimulants seem like an extreme option for just treating ADHD yet major depressive disorder (where you can experience the same issues as ADHD) is not as important I guess.

wow i didn't know how dirt cheap acid was here, its only 3 tabs for $20 :dance:

got stoned and played some trackmania united today, and it really bummed me out. I used to love going on fullspeed servers back in like 2007-08 and trying to go for some really fast times. nowadays, all the maps are bullshit artificial difficulty that have nothing to do with fullspeed. fullspeed used to be about skill and shaving 0.01 seconds off your time and now it's all stupid bullshit like dodging pillars and obstacles in the middle of loops and wallrides. most of the mapmakers have probably moved on since the golden days so i guess i can't fault the game too much, it just sucks that the game has totally changed. maybe i'll just go scour out the old classics somewhere online and just play single-player, because playing on fullspeed servers is just a drag now

[QUOTE=sourcegamer101;52529150]wow i didn't know how dirt cheap acid was here, its only 3 tabs for $20 :dance:[/QUOTE] tbt this time last year where you could get 100 hits for $100 from the spooky web