First DXM, then like 2 days later DPH. Dori is suddenly a psychonaut!
definitely thin kI have issues meatalbalizing this and dph. shooting up high with no plateu in sight. occasionally see spiders on the roof next to my house but I just think they're funny?. sky is too beautiful to look at and i feel like the trees are close enough to touch. i feel extremely close to nature and people are only scared of this drug because they think they should be. going to lay down
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fuck IM IN HEAVEN fuck anybody who tries to scare people out of this.
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I NEEED TO DANCsd
fear is my ego takig ovef. i dont ned it. next time I'm going to try for 700mg. would breaking the pills in half make the onset faster or does it not matter. sorry for myt yping my fingers are still heavy and next time i wont post and will jusrt think out loud in notepad
[QUOTE=Dori;44203528]definitely thin kI have issues meatalbalizing this and dph. shooting up high with no plateu in sight. occasionally see spiders on the roof next to my house but I just think they're funny?. sky is too beautiful to look at and i feel like the trees are close enough to touch. i feel extremely close to nature and people are only scared of this drug because they think they should be. going to lay down
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fuck IM IN HEAVEN fuck anybody who tries to scare people out of this.
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I NEEED TO DANCsd[/QUOTE]
Sarcasm?
[QUOTE=luca00555;44205092]Sarcasm?[/QUOTE]
Shit can be pretty euphoric if you soldier on through it. Even the frustration which stems from your annihilated motor skills can become a fun game if you're positive enough about it.
That's like saying that homosexuality can be heterosexual if you just shut up and pretend his ass is a vagina, but you get the idea. It's pure mental power: you gotta believe!
2 bowls and 60ml of dxm only cough syrup to calm my nerves and extend the trip. my body is a dick and it wont stop cumming. fuck. im only doing this once a month. feels like im cheating. all senses are heightened. i can hear my whole neibhorhood breathe. i went into this expecting a positive trip and that's what i got. not confident enough in my sanity to go for a walk. looking outside is good enough aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i love my life!!!!!!!!!!
edit reality is turning into a cartoon. i can haer the tv downstairs but its just random sdddddddddeinfield sounds and an annoucndr saying "judge judy" over and over anaaaaa. faces look like they're poorly photoshopped in
still imagges animating. olamp flew away but still light? fell like im in womb
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where is hatman? tell him it's anderson and he needs to message me
[QUOTE=Dori;44205993]i can haer the tv downstairs but its just random sdddddddddeinfield sounds and an annoucndr saying "judge judy" over and over anaaaaa. faces look like they're poorly photoshopped in[/QUOTE]
Dude I hear that shit like almost every time i trip. ive heard it in the middle of the forest.
shits strangeee
[QUOTE=TheDivinity;44208778]Took 300mg.
I felt like I needed to experience this atleast once.[/QUOTE]
If you want to experience DPH take at least 550 mg.
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[QUOTE=TheDivinity;44209416]Re-dosing a bad idea with DPH?[/QUOTE]
Unpredictable. I'd say wait a few days and try again. Make sure you have a flashlight for hallucinations and like four liters of water for dat dry mouth.
this drug took me for the fucking ride of my life. I would describe it as a state between waking and dreaming. the feeling I get before sleep paralysis (have to keep moving or I'll lose it)( permeated the whole trip. thoughts would occasionally become not my own and I would get thrown into a sea of electricity. occasional black outs. feel really dumb, still. would not recommend taking this unless you have experience with inducing lucid dreams and recognizing the signs of them. i would sometimes lose control of my body and everything felt like a dream that I was on the cusp of controlling, even though in reality I was in control and everything I experienced was my subconscious projecting onto reality. it's hard and really not woreth it for me to try to
explainnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn what I saw eve if I could. everyone has different dreams so no trip will be the same other than common manifestations of fear.also do dont do this unless you have a few days planned ahead. I think I', a special case in that dph takes entirely too long for me to metalbalize. i knew it was the same way with dxm which i why i didn't go into this head first. I read a lot of trip reports and created coping mechanisms for them. this is a test of willpower . drink a lot of water and have a lot of things to take your mind off negatyive thoughts, but at the same time dont be afraid to face your fears. otherwise whats the ponint of taking a delierant. im slowly reintegrating into reality and have a much stronger appreciation for my senses. sat outside and it was alsoalmost too much for me to handle
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the world is beautiful and not being onunder the effects of this drug makes that so much more apparent
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pretty much over the delirium by now. it feels like I just had a cloud of fog blown away from my eyes. I'm glad I tried this but I don't really have any desire to push it any further. I have dry skin, and a jaw ache since I was chewing gum the entire time. I don't feel like I did any irreversible damage to my body or mind like a few people have reported at 600mg. I still have a strange feeling that my mind is separated into a logical brain and a retarded lizard brain, but I'm sure I'll get over that in the next couple of days
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I mostly watched tv and used my computer, which imo is all you really should do on a drug like this. just stay in your room and only leave to piss knives. here are a few things I remember distinctly:
-watching monday night raw, wrestlers would sometimes turn into cardboard cutouts and slide around the ring
-watching anything with a lot of cuts was overwhelming. one person would be talking, then it would cut, then their head would be on somebody elses body talking in the same pitch but a different voice
-opening doors, pushing buttons, or really operating anything was a huge chore. doorknobs seemed to multiply and I could never turn the right one
-random sitcom laugh tracks when I thought something was supposed to be funny but couldn't vocalize a laugh
-failing a mirror check (looking at myself in the mirror to see if I'm still grounded in reality, something I learned when trying to lucid dream) was my biggest fear, so I tried my best to avoid them. a couple of times I would catch a glimpse in my peripheral, and my body seemed to rapidly expand and contract like a lung
-what I could only describe as interpolation of animation; GIFs would seem to jump out at me, and still images kept falling off my screen
-hyperactive compulsive tendencies. what I think were really mini-seizures. for example, I would catch myself refreshing a page over and over, faster and faster until I felt I did it "right," then I would black out for a split second and snap back
I didn't see any phantoms, and I only saw spiders a couple times and was able to think them out of existence
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pupils are still hilariously huge
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looking back at the experience and my ridiculous posts, I think any fear I had was caused by my logical brain trying to keep everything in check, and failing. I would get shocks of extreme euphoria and pleasure, followed by shocks of dread I thought would never end. I'm considering trying this again, but without the mindset of trying to analyze it or making it out to be more than it really is, which is a state of delirium. would dissolving the tablets in water help with absorption at all?
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like with dxm, my senses feel sharper after the trip. food tastes better, as if my sinuses have been unclogged. my vision without glasses is improving, as if I'm able to relax my eyes enough to focus. lung capacity is increased and it's easier to breath. overall I feel refreshed. this week has been really confusing, but also really therapeutic
thought about it for awhile and decided to just throw away my bottle of DPH. the hallucinations are too real, and putting myself through hell to make them stop is mentally exhausting. they were funny at best and earth-shattering at worst, with not much in between. I get what people mean when they say it's "interesting," not fun. I really don't feel like continuing this will improve my quality of life in any way. any bullshit justifications people make up for it are really just sad in retrospect. fuck this.
Click topic and Pandora started playing Dramamine, freaky.
Wish I didn't run out a while back.
I don't ever intend to take ungodly hallucinogenic doses of DPH, I have a basket case of mental and emotional issues as it is and I don't even want to know what that shit would do to me.
But I gotta say, I kinda like the wooziness and braindeadedness that I get from 50-100mg and the crazy dreams that tend to result from falling asleep in that state.
Does anybody know the threshold dose for hallucinations?
[QUOTE=cody8295;44244819]Does anybody know the threshold dose for hallucinations?[/QUOTE]
It depends on weight but typically 700mg is considered the breakthrough dose.
I love that guy in the questions thread who said to never take more than 400mg. Also, 150-300mg is apparently the normal "recreational" dose.
See, this is the kind of bullshit that goes on in Gotham when I'm gone.
[QUOTE=Anubis678;44250938]I love that guy in the questions thread who said to never take more than 400mg. Also, 150-300mg is apparently the normal "recreational" dose.
See, this is the kind of bullshit that goes on in Gotham when I'm gone.[/QUOTE]
I told my friend about DPH and he only took 400mg every once in a while and when I told him I took a gram he said I was going to die and that he was glad he was not as retarded as me
A gram is definitely pushing it lol. I've been told to always stay under 1200mg. 700-800mg is what most people consider the upper-tier experience
My mind has been idling toward DPHing again. I've been told my weight (200 lb) means I need to take more than average.
I really don't understand why people enjoy this drug. It's so fucking dysphoric
I haven't taken DPH in a year or so. The physical effects are just too miserable for me, its too uncomfortable. I did very much enjoy the kinds of hallucinations I got from it. If only it didn't make me feel like absolute trash during and after.
[QUOTE]I really don't understand why people enjoy this drug. It's so fucking dysphoric[/QUOTE]
Its not the same kind of enjoyment as other substances. For me the appeal is to have ultra realistic dysphoric experiences, but that isn't too appealing to me so I've only done it 3 or 4 times over the last 4 years.
I've had worse experiences with psychadelic drugs though. At least with DPH I'm still somewhat self aware.
[QUOTE=Anubis678;44251388]I really don't understand why people enjoy this drug. It's so fucking dysphoric[/QUOTE]
It's so thrilling and obscure, not being able to tell illusions from reality.
I can see the appeal of that. But it just feels so awful
[QUOTE=Anubis678;44251388]I really don't understand why people enjoy this drug. It's so fucking dysphoric[/QUOTE]
[url]http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=55362[/url]
It's odd. Here's an experience where a girl is coerced to go to the hospital and have her stomach pumped, and her parents are crying, and she says she loves every minute of it...
Yeah, I know some people that really enjoy it. It just makes me feel so... goddamn, I can't even find the right words for how unpleasant it is.
But to each their own. I can appreciate a good delirium, but I prefer to get there by overdoing it on psychedelics
I've yet to try DPH, not looking for anything crazy or a breakthrough.
Would 300mg be alright? I'm not trying to be inoperable all night
A friend of mine, who weighs about 175lbs, tried DPH for the first time on Thursday under our supervision
He took 350mg and told us he had a fairly decent trip with some hallucinations
(e.g. seeing people where there aren't, hearing hallucinated people talking)
Hope that's enough for you to estimate how much is enough for you
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