Shrooms Last Night - Too much, too soon, too insightful. - General

[QUOTE=Boyblunder;18443925]Seconded.[/QUOTE] Thirded. Any potential shroom hookups always turn out to be bullshit. I've spent the past three weeks trying my hardest to get shrooms for the weekends, delaying plans, withdrawing great sums of money, and nothing.

[QUOTE=MovingSalad;18444262]Thirded. Any potential shroom hookups always turn out to be bullshit. I've spent the past three weeks trying my hardest to get shrooms for the weekends, delaying plans, withdrawing great sums of money, and nothing.[/QUOTE] It's actually easy to get hookups where I live (college town) that are real good. However I don't know these people well enough, I feel.

I have a friend that can get me anything. It's pretty cool I suppose..

Ego loss is amazing but i can tell you this: you "know" when your ego dies.. because when your ego dies, you die. Then waking up realising that ego and inviduality is the ulitmate prison for your mind, it is your only true enemy becasue it is your ego that creates the illusion of enemies, greed, fear and hate. <3

I really want to experience ego death. It seems that it's one of those experiences that when it happens, you'll know. There won't be any doubt. It will be a defining moment in your life. Am I right?

My ego took quite a beating during my first shroom trip :hehe:

I was wondering at certain times of the trip whether my ego died... But I don't reckon it did, even with the amount I taken. Every time I think about part of the trip, I seem to forget more of it :frown:

[QUOTE=Anubis678;18455470]I really want to experience ego death. It seems that it's one of those experiences that when it happens, you'll know. There won't be any doubt. It will be a defining moment in your life. Am I right?[/QUOTE] When i had it my first time i said goodbye to my life, my family, my world, absolutely everything even my enemies. It was only at that point of time i realised that i love everything, my enemies, my family and friends were the ones that i love the most. Because they make you, your enemies make you, the people and the world around you make you and you make it in return, your ego makes you as a induvidual person. Everything around you makes you. I am my ego, nothing more. I used to love my ego, my inviduality and i was always ready to fight for it, to do bad things to other people in order to protect it and make my ego stronger. Now i know that ego is the most epic hoax ever because it is what creates your enemies and gives birth to fear, hate and greed. Your enemies exist only in your "head" and there are no real enemies because we are one with eachother and the world around us. I am now unable to hate or feel greed at all. because i know what reality is, i know what the truth is and i know what ego and death is. After you have died once there no real death, there is only love and happiness and whatever happens i will always love and i will smile at my point of real death :) My ego still exists but instead of the ego controlling me, i control my ego and therefor i can control my feelings so i am able to be happy and spread love around me (To give is to get). It's not like the experience changed my entire life to 100% I am still the same person i was before, but now when i have changed my way of perceiving the world around me and i have changed my thought patterns to a more positive and love inspired outlook on reality and life i am truly free and i am really looking forward to live a good life. Peace Love Unity & Respect <3

Holy shit. Awesome.