If there's one thing I'd like to do, it's tell my story to prevent others from making my mistakes. ~

[Blazed.I.Stay]

[QUOTE=polarbear.;34872345]Been so tempted to try IV oxy or dilaudids ..

I think I'll avoid that route.[/QUOTE]

once you hit that needle once, your soul has been given to the devil. trust me.

[editline]26th February 2012[/editline]

I found 5.5 1mg tablets of hydromorphone. And i want to quit so badly. But these depressing long nights of no sleep, and then the lethargy i experience in the mornings.. It's so bad... Maybe cold turkey isn't the right method. maybe i need to slowly taper.. Or get on suboxone. But then i gotta admit to my doctor that im an addict, in which case i'll never be prescribed narcotics again, even for the most extreme pain.. So i dont think its worth telling him.

[acer8]

Look dude after reading your other thread that you just made, it's time for rehab... No need to op out on life man. You got like 50 more years to live dude, your not even half way through life and because of all this it's just time to end it? Someone correct me if im wrong but this just isn't the way to go man... Go to rehab get clean and when your out of there go to job corp or something and get your life on the right track. Mind over matter man fucking MIND over MATTER.

[steven688]

This ^. Rehab can help people with the problems you are facing stayblazed. Trust me.

[Villa]

[QUOTE=confinedUser;34857824]bro, i wish i could just hand over my ounce to you right now. Because you need it more than I. Opiates almost grabbed me but a very good friend of mine had noticed that I've been on the opiates a lot he had sat me down and talked with me about this, he has done the same thing you did plus heroin. He had warned me of the grip these drugs have. after this long talk I decided that he was right and since then I haven't touched them. I wish you the utmost best of luck in your journey to stop this demon in it's tracks.[/QUOTE]

This isn't on topic exactly, but just reading the kindness in your post made my crappy mood feel a whole lot better. It's a nice feeling knowing that there are people like you who are willing to make selfless sacrifices to help those in need. You are an inspiration, and for that I thank you.

[PederPauline]

[img]http://i42.tinypic.com/sw8vmo.jpg[/img]

Not trying to be insensitive towards OP, just thought it fit the situation.

[editline]3rd March 2012[/editline]

Step 13: Rehab

[Mac2468]

i was literally just looking for that picture

[Blazed.I.Stay]

Just slammed an 8. Starting my new job today. I earn a salary of $33,000 a year. woop. no withdrawals for my first day =]