I'm like you but one year younger and without a girlfriend or even a friend.
You can at least think that you're better than someone.
I found my old bamboo CD, and while it may not work with your pad, I thought i'd share it with you anyways.
I ran a virus scan on it just to be certain and i'm uploading it now.
[QUOTE=Chekko;23488867]I'm like you but one year younger and without a girlfriend or even a friend.
You can at least think that you're better than someone.[/QUOTE]
the reason you don't have any friends is because you're not meeting enough people.
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if you meet 200 people, there's bound to be someone that will be your friend.
You sound like you would be a lot better off without this girlfriend. Being in a relationship should still allow you to do everything you want to do, otherwise it's just one person manipulating another.
Think about that.
Sometimes you gotta let a bitch know her place, the old punch to the nose then rape, you know what I mean?
[QUOTE=Angry man;23482877]
[*]Why won't I stand up for myself.
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I'm Very artistic in drawing, it "runs in my blood" but I often get to frustrated with myself to even draw..
Whats wrong with me Facepunch?
(Sorry if this is in the wrong Section)[/QUOTE]
Because you're a pussy. Sorry to be harsh but lately I've taken this attitude because I've learnt people will wallow in self pity and do nothing but look for pity from other people, and really, it's not helpful. You want to change? Then Change. You know what your problem is, so start pushing yourself to fix it.
If your girlfriend thinks your an asshole, tell her to fuck off. I'm deadly serious, her history of "suicide attempts" are just cries for attention and they probably work in her experience, so she keeps doing it, hence, everytime you respond to her bullshit, it re-enforces their behavior. The sad truth is if someone is actually serious about a suicide attempt, it's very unlikely they'll let you know about it verbally.
Besides that, people like her are always going to be emotionally unstable, and you are asking for trouble by trying to "make it work" with her.
Stop being so Beta, start being an Alpha male. Don't let other people dictate how you live your life, and pro tip, pick up your balls, and find a better girlfriend. There's no such thing as "the right one" there are millions of very beautiful and emotionally stable women out there, take your pick.
I'm actually feeling like helping you out dude, so I'm going to send you a PM with information on some books that I think would help you out tremendously, not just with this current slump you're having, but with your life in general.
Man up, start eating and your problems are possible to handle.
If you can't, go to a therapist.
I went through the same thing. Like, EXACTLY the same. I used to blame myself if something went wrong, and she'd flip shit if it did. So then I dumped her ass. Sure, I was sad and all boo-hoo because she was gone, but that only lasted a week, and it's good now.
I also wouldn't suggest being friends afterwards, she's just an angsty teenage attention whore.
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Oh, and don't make contact with her AT ALL within the first few weeks or so. It makes it harder.
Damn phil still fuckin around with that bitch
•I'm only 17, why am I like this?
•Is life Worth living? (only thought this a few times)
•I'm terrified of Death.
•Why won't I stand up for myself.
Sir, I think I may have the solution for you. Or I can atleast help you with some of your problems.
Q1: •I'm only 17, why am I like this?
A1: You are putting way to much weight on a highschool relationship. Most relationships in highschool are hardly serious and usually end after highschool. You are obviously having more issues outside of your relationship if you are having trouble with your faith ect. You shouldn't let her effect how you live your life.
Q2: •Is life Worth living? (only thought this a few times)
A2: It's a matter of personal opinion. If you are having trouble thinking good thoughts and the things that are good in life, then try to think about good things that have happened to you in the past. I've had 2 family members commit suicide and I was fairly close to them. I will tell you if you get to the point that you don't think life is worth living, I feel really bad for you. If you get to the point of thinking about suicide, I will tell you that you shouldn't do it. There is too many people you will hurt if you do.
Problem #1: •I'm terrified of Death.
Why? There is nothing to be afraid of. It is a natural occuring thing. Once you are dead, you are dead. There is nothing to be afraid of after that. Depending on your religious views.
Problem #2: •Why won't I stand up for myself?
I don't know why you won't. It is probably because of lack of self-confidence. You should always do what's best for you and stand-up for what you think is right.
Hope I helped.
Now you have a girlfriend, lifes pretty good right?
[QUOTE=Angry man;23483014]Yeah. She can be.
But at other times, she's the best Girl I could ask for.[/QUOTE]
Because your a pussy. Man up, lose all the weight you probably have, use proactiv, workout.
Everyone knows pretty people aren't depressed.
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