im in a constant state of getting fucked by the man
[QUOTE=KillRay;51251793]im in a constant state of getting fucked by the man[/QUOTE]
Recent posts leave this open for interpretation
So, finally decided to post in here after quite sometime of observing, also a selfie as a warmer up.
[IMG]http://imgur.com/ggkGnqY[/IMG]
[B]EDIT:[/B]
Fuck me, I thought I had this posting stuff down. Hopefully this works.
Yea, I've never posted images before so I sorta expected that result.
I would post a picture of myself but I always end up looking like rapey Jesus
[QUOTE=paindoc;51251806]Recent posts leave this open for interpretation[/QUOTE]
my posts are an ever evolving story to rival that of george rr martin
I see your images and raise you a video
[url]https://www.instagram.com/p/BLgCkZzB0uj/[/url]
Can you embed Instagram videos? Idk!
[editline]24th October 2016[/editline]
Found out today that I am gonna get 10k less a year in my new position than the HR person told me. I shouldn't complain though because I earn plenty. It's just it makes it a lot harder to get to Berlin to see my sister for her wedding next year :(
My stupid software developer crush gets like $120k a year I hate him and want to have sex with and marry him at the same time.
I was told today that I have some kind of thyroid disease (hyperthyroidism) and will probably need medication to keep it on track for the rest of my life, they were worried about me losing 20ish pounds in the last 2 years or so, so that really sucks.
my family has some hereditary thyroid shit and I once went to get my blood tested but never bothered to pick up the results
either way I haven't lost any weight so there's no advantage anyway
I'm in that boat too. I stopped growing when I was 8 so they put me on HGH until I was 16. Still only 5'2". I can't gain weight either. I've been the same 106 lbs since high school.
Norditropin confirmed to not help with dick size.
[QUOTE=Reyjr43;51254207]I was told today that I have some kind of thyroid disease (hyperthyroidism) and will probably need medication to keep it on track for the rest of my life, they were worried about me losing 20ish pounds in the last 2 years or so, so that really sucks.[/QUOTE]
hypo and hyperthyroidism are extremely effectively managed and treated by medication. my mother has hyperthyroidism as well, and has been on medication for it since she was 14. 30+ years later and she's still probably the healthiest person in my family. You'll be perfectly fine, getting treatment started will lead to improvement!
ditto with my mom^
[editline]24th October 2016[/editline]
[QUOTE=KillRay;51251891]my posts are an ever evolving story to rival that of george rr martin[/QUOTE]
you post too much to be grrm
[QUOTE=bitches;51255003]
you post too much to be grrm[/QUOTE]
grrm posts quite a lot about handegg
Isn't hypo/hyper thyroidism a thing that causes anxiety / depression. I remember hoping I got blood tests that said I had them because it would mean I wouldn't even need anti depressants to fix my anxiety.
Or maybe I am making things up
[QUOTE=gerbe1;51255814]Isn't hypo/hyper thyroidism a thing that causes anxiety / depression. I remember hoping I got blood tests that said I had them because it would mean I wouldn't even need anti depressants to fix my anxiety.
Or maybe I am making things up[/QUOTE]
A symptom of hyperthyroidism is anxiety and irritability, I suppose the hormonal imbalances could cause depression, it's not unusual for depression and anxiety to come bundled together anyway.
[QUOTE=gerbe1;51255814]Isn't hypo/hyper thyroidism a thing that causes anxiety / depression. I remember hoping I got blood tests that said I had them because it would mean I wouldn't even need anti depressants to fix my anxiety.
Or maybe I am making things up[/QUOTE]
it can lead to sporadic hormone imbalance, but not like clinical depression afaik
[QUOTE=gerbe1;51255814]Isn't hypo/hyper thyroidism a thing that causes anxiety / depression. I remember hoping I got blood tests that said I had them because it would mean I wouldn't even need anti depressants to fix my anxiety.
Or maybe I am making things up[/QUOTE]
An imbalance in hormones could fuck up literally anything. So I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. I've had some tough times since and during my medication period. I'm not sure how much of it I'd contribute to the disease though.
in my mom's case she'd cry for no reason
she'd talk about how she wasn't even upset; it just happened to her
[QUOTE=bitches;51256256]in my mom's case she'd cry for no reason
she'd talk about how she wasn't even upset; it just happened to her[/QUOTE]
I was going to say I'm almost the same but then realized that's not true
I still cry so easily it's not even funny. In fact, I realized that antidepressants weren't so great for me because I stopped wanting to randomly cry :v:
i am unable to cry after childhood beratement from doing so from parents
[QUOTE=bitches;51256256]in my mom's case she'd cry for no reason
she'd talk about how she wasn't even upset; it just happened to her[/QUOTE]
I do that very often, I'll just cry and when I talk to someone about it and they ask me what's wrong it's usually an "I'm crying and I don't even know why."
Had a dream about one of my old crushes admitting that he liked me. Didn't last very long though.
brain can you stop torturing me kthx
i had a dream a few nights after my break up earlier this month, it consisted of us two being together again
even in my dreams i can't escape my unsuccessful love life
I had a dream about suplexing someone trying to give me a blowjob.
I am unable to score even in my dreams.
I had a dream that I gained weight, enough to get to a healthy weight and not be skeletal, and then I went and got a bunch of colorful tattoos that looked like the poster I posted a few pages ago
I felt so colorful and neat
[editline]25th October 2016[/editline]
I'm beginning to wonder if I should get tested for thyroid issues, since my mom has it and autoimmune issues run in my family. I already have some autoimmune issue with antibodies attacking various nerve endings in my legs, it seems
[editline]25th October 2016[/editline]
Also I've been 130lbs for as long as I can remember
I'm seriously upset by my weight gain. I used to be a comfortable 136 for years and years and it was great but then about a year ago I started ballooning and now I'm at like 170 or so and it's all belly and leg fat.
I wish I can have lewd dreams all the time.
[QUOTE=Vincentor;51258348]i had a dream a few nights after my break up earlier this month, it consisted of us two being together again
even in my dreams i can't escape my unsuccessful love life[/QUOTE]
I know the feeling. It's fucking awful.
People always say "oh you'll get through it/over it" and I guess yeah, but [B]fuck[/B] it's not easy. Nor is it a short process.
I missed the selfie train but aw heck I sure am gonna pretend I didn't
[t]https://i.imgur.com/WDA59JL.jpg[/t]
I've been wearing little flower hair clips for a while. Feels nice and I can't quite say why.
I wish I could [b]GAIN[/b] weight, I'm a scarily light 43kg (96lbs) and I'm about 168cm (5'6"-5'7"), my BMI is roughly 15.
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