Vitamin injections have cute pink colour, and I never worked with ampoules before, so this was new.
Over 140 dollars worth of vitamins and injections, thanks doc.
[editline]1st July 2016[/editline]
I am quite literally a dry husk.
Seeing people talking about quitting school makes me really sad as I want to be a teacher :c
My school experience has been traumatizing to say the least.
Jumping school to school because it's always the victim that has to change everything, not the school itself. :rolleyes:
I had no choice but to drop out in my Senior year since we were losing our house. It's not that I hate school in general or learning. That particular school was just awful. Most of the teachers were miserable and didn't care about the actual material they were teaching and there were a lot of bullies there too. I never got physically bullied, but I was picked on a good ton. I sank into a pretty deep depression and would sometimes go weeks without even saying a word to anyone except maybe my parents and often thought about just offing myself. When the foreclosure happened, enough was enough and I caved. I just couldn't deal with all that shit at one time or else I really would've done something drastic. I lost around 80 pounds because of that shit.
yeah, school sucks when you've been depressed since like age 2
abusive teachers are terrible regardless, though
How the fuck are you supposed to deal with dating when you are an adult?? The guy I was seeing just texted me out of the blue to tell me he wanted to stop seeing me. I'm stuck at work until the end of the day and I just wanna go home and wallow :(
[QUOTE=DanTehMan;50629887]How the fuck are you supposed to deal with dating when you are an adult?? The guy I was seeing just texted me out of the blue to tell me he wanted to stop seeing me. I'm stuck at work until the end of the day and I just wanna go home and wallow :([/QUOTE]
You don't date people like the asshole who decided to just randomly tell you he's done with you, rather than wait for you to get off work and tell you face to face like a real man.
[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;50630047]You don't date people like the asshole who decided to just randomly tell you he's done with you, rather than wait for you to get off work and tell you face to face like a real man.[/QUOTE]
do you really think you can just judge whether someone will do something like that to you right out of the blue
you don't just "not date" someone like that, things like that don't happen till they happen
Well I find it better to do anything rather than go home then mope and wallow about it. Shit sucks but I'd sooner get over it and find someone else or take a break from dating rather than possibly dwell on it.
And if the guy/girl decides to pull that on you while you're working and not tell you in person, then I'd hardly feel sad about it. I'd rather be mad, because I would be pissed if my BF/GF just texted a break-up without discussing it first.
Dan, did he even at least try to meet you after work to talk about it? Did he give you a reason for why? If neither then I wouldn't bother at all to feel too sad about it.
If you want to feel sad Dan, you have your right to, but remember, you're still a wonderful person, and wonderful people don't sit around and wallow, they frown for a bit, stand up and shrug their shoulders, and get right back on that pony!
Sometimes it's good to have a "weep session".
Get that shit outta your system and you'll feel like a new man. It's cathartic.
Crying feels good when you're really down.
He texted me midday and told me he "wanted to talk". I found this all really surprising seeing as how I thought everything was going great, he even had me meet some of his family on Tuesday and they all told him they loved me.
I told him that I was at work and asked him to just tell me what he wanted to talk about rather than keep me guessing, so he straight up told me he didn't want to keep seeing me. I asked him why over text and he told me that although things were going really well, he just didn't want a relationship in the same way I did.
I went outside and called him from my car and it basically came down to the fact that he didn't have the same level of feelings for me that I did for him. I told him I've been in that exact situation, I thanked him for being up front with me, and not to beat himself up over it.
I told him I'd feel sad about it for a while but that I'd eventually get over it. It would be silly of me to pretend this doesn't affect me at all. He isn't doing this maliciously, he just simply didn't share my feelings and that's not really something that either of us can magically make happen.
I'd call it a 10/10 breakup but obviously I'm still sad. I just wish he would've waited until I was done with work for him to tell me. My original post was just me reeling from the suddenness of it all.
[QUOTE=DanTehMan;50630733]He texted me midday and told me he "wanted to talk". I found this all really surprising seeing as how I thought everything was going great, he even had me meet some of his family on Tuesday and they all told him they loved me.
I told him that I was at work and asked him to just tell me what he wanted to talk about rather than keep me guessing, so he straight up told me he didn't want to keep seeing me. I asked him why over text and he told me that although things were going really well, he just didn't want a relationship in the same way I did.
I went outside and called him from my car and it basically came down to the fact that he didn't have the same level of feelings for me that I did for him. I told him I've been in that exact situation, I thanked him for being up front with me, and not to beat himself up over it.
I told him I'd feel sad about it for a while but that I'd eventually get over it. It would be silly of me to pretend this doesn't affect me at all. He isn't doing this maliciously, he just simply didn't share my feelings and that's not really something that either of us can magically make happen.
I'd call it a 10/10 breakup but obviously I'm still sad. I just wish he would've waited until I was done with work for him to tell me. My original post was just me reeling from the suddenness of it all.[/QUOTE]
You're a strong person, you'll pull through fine in the end.
[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;50630592]Well I find it better to do anything rather than go home then mope and wallow about it. Shit sucks but I'd sooner get over it and find someone else or take a break from dating rather than possibly dwell on it.
And if the guy/girl decides to pull that on you while you're working and not tell you in person, then I'd hardly feel sad about it. I'd rather be mad, because I would be pissed if my BF/GF just texted a break-up without discussing it first.
Dan, did he even at least try to meet you after work to talk about it? Did he give you a reason for why? If neither then I wouldn't bother at all to feel too sad about it.
If you want to feel sad Dan, you have your right to, but remember, you're still a wonderful person, and wonderful people don't sit around and wallow, they frown for a bit, stand up and shrug their shoulders, and get right back on that pony![/QUOTE]
I highly doubt that if someone broke up with you over text or some shit that you'd be so mad that you wouldnt have any sad feelings, you dont suddenly replace all that affection you had for someone with anger because "i dont wanna be with u no mo - received 5 minutes ago" sure you'd be angry but then you'd be upset and eventually move on and all that jazz, speaking from experience. A breakup with someone that you're invested in is never something you just walk away from with the "oh well!" mindset right away.
[QUOTE=Fancy Godgineer;50630626]Sometimes it's good to have a "weep session".
Get that shit outta your system and you'll feel like a new man. It's cathartic.[/QUOTE]
Crying makes me feel really good but also ashamed at the same time. Whenever I cry, I try not to let anyone see/hear it cuz then I'm scared I'll look weak to them, even though I know it's total bullshit. Don't ever let anyone tell you it's not okay to cry.
And Louis is right. When I broke up with Heavy, it took a good month or so to fully get over it. My heart felt so black and awful for a while. Granted, it was an LDR, but the realization still hit me hard.
[QUOTE=Mysterious;50630869]Crying makes me feel really good but also ashamed at the same time. Whenever I cry, I try not to let anyone see/hear it cuz then I'm scared I'll look weak to them, even though I know it's total bullshit. Don't ever let anyone tell you it's not okay to cry.
And Louis is right. When I broke up with Heavy, it took a good month or so to fully get over it. My heart felt so black and awful for a while. Granted, it was an LDR, but the realization still hit me hard.[/QUOTE]
I don't let anyone know if I'm crying because I don't want them to interrupt.
[QUOTE=bitches;50630887]I don't let anyone know if I'm crying because I don't want them to interrupt.[/QUOTE]
That too. I've almost cried talking about personal stuff over Skype before and had to stop just cuz I didn't want them to hear it. I'm mostly afraid of coming off as awkward and make them feel uncomfortable.
I haven't cried since the family fell apart four or five years ago.
heck, it's canada day and my puppy's spooked by the fireworks
I very very rarely cry. Like once every few years.
It makes me scared that I'm fucking crazy.
[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;50630592]Well I find it better to do anything rather than go home then mope and wallow about it. Shit sucks but I'd sooner get over it and find someone else or take a break from dating rather than possibly dwell on it.
And if the guy/girl decides to pull that on you while you're working and not tell you in person, then I'd hardly feel sad about it. I'd rather be mad, because I would be pissed if my BF/GF just texted a break-up without discussing it first.
Dan, did he even at least try to meet you after work to talk about it? Did he give you a reason for why? If neither then I wouldn't bother at all to feel too sad about it.
If you want to feel sad Dan, you have your right to, but remember, you're still a wonderful person, and wonderful people don't sit around and wallow, they frown for a bit, stand up and shrug their shoulders, and get right back on that pony![/QUOTE]
this reads like a wikihow article
[QUOTE=ROFLBURGER;50620987]Happy [URL="http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/happy-heterosexual-pride-day-article-1.2692558"]#HeterosexualPrideDay[/URL] everyone! It's the day we celebrate the press falling for some neoconservative attention whore creating a fake event with the intentions of being edgy and tried passing it off as satire![/QUOTE]
God I wish the straights would stop shoving their lifestyle choices down my throat
Go out, get wasted, get a headache.
Was fun.
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;50635226]Go out, get wasted, get a headache.
Was fun.[/QUOTE]
Last few days I been waking up at like noon, drinking a bunch of whiskey, walking around the neighborhood, and falling asleep somewhere. Rough patch I guess but it's not all that bad honestly. I been playing this bartender simulator and watching the bartender lady grinding through life and talking to the customers who're getting shit on in a dystopian future is oddly comforting. Jill is my spirit animal
I wish my life as a bartender was like that game
[QUOTE=Linkuya;50636487]Last few days I been waking up at like noon, drinking a bunch of whiskey, walking around the neighborhood, and falling asleep somewhere. Rough patch I guess but it's not all that bad honestly. I been playing this bartender simulator and watching the bartender lady grinding through life and talking to the customers who're getting shit on in a dystopian future is oddly comforting. Jill is my spirit animal[/QUOTE]
Jill probably best protagonist of any game so far this year.
I'm a Dorothy fan myself
[QUOTE=cheetahben;50637447]I'm a Dorothy fan myself[/QUOTE]
[video=youtube;YrNMzay7510]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YrNMzay7510[/video]
Yay, I'll join in on the conversation instead of talking about my life.
High school was okay, I was a total loner. Met friends outside HS when I was 16-17 and started partying more.
Slowly became more and more extroverted, I'm a total extrovert now.
Grew up introverted.
I've been in college for a bazillion years. Due to developing schizoaffective disorder at 19.
I went to community college, now I go to florida state.
School is amazing when you learn to cherish things in life.
I love walking around campus blasting beautiful music and looking at beautiful people and soaking in the energies.
This next school year, my senior year, will be off the chain too.
Okay, I talked about my life, but it was relevant to thread. :D
I miss home
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