I get blood drawn for medical shit every three months, or so.
Hurray for Type 1 Diabetes. :toot:
Got my ACTUAL Dermatologist letter today, middle of august too so it's not too far away.
I'm moving into an apartment in a month, and want to have coffee that isn't trash. Is it a reasonable idea to hand-grind beans and run it in a small press? Should I just buy a cheapo keurig and be done with it?
[editline]21st July 2016[/editline]
(i'm not huge on coffee; i just have one cup a day, not even in the mornings)
Got my first haircut in almost a year and my first eyebrow wax ever today
[t]http://i.imgur.com/Aq3WkJU.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/Tv0WEDC.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/Cy97We2.jpg[/t]
I've been feeling so down, purposeless
I still have this small hope that something exciting will happen or that I'll meet exciting people but you know, the wait gets tiresome after 21 years
[QUOTE=Political Gamer;50750973]Got my first haircut in almost a year and my first eyebrow wax ever today
[t]http://i.imgur.com/Aq3WkJU.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/Tv0WEDC.jpg[/t][t]http://i.imgur.com/Cy97We2.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
get some sleep
ok call me weird but i actually like getting blood work done. Needles are fine as long as I can watch them going into my body, and that feeling when they're sucking the blood out of you is weird but in a good way.
[QUOTE=The Worm;50752680]ok call me weird but i actually like getting blood work done. Needles are fine as long as I can watch them going into my body, and that feeling when they're sucking the blood out of you is weird but in a good way.[/QUOTE]
There's a fetish for that you know
[img]http://i.imgur.com/0roslOL.png[/img]
:shh:
Finally! A tumblr just for me!
[QUOTE=Ac!dL3ak;50748575]I can't donate my blood because I'm gay.[/QUOTE]
i do it anyway
[editline]22nd July 2016[/editline]
im O+ so i consider donating pretty important
I've stayed up all night with my friend and I gotta catch my trains back home.
I'll be on those trains for over 7 hours, without a phone. :suicide:
[QUOTE=Ac!dL3ak;50748575]I can't donate my blood because I'm gay.[/QUOTE]
I don't donate blood because I'm gay and tattoed
I can't donate blood because I'll fuckin' [I]die[/I]
My doctor is worried because my calcium should be at 2.25 and its at 2.26 (I have no idea what units of measurement these are, maybe its percentage) so guess who gets to get another batch of vials drawn?
0.01 is enough to be worried about?
[QUOTE=Chickens!;50755123]0.01 is enough to be worried about?[/QUOTE]
It's not the fact that I'm .01 over the limit, its that he wants to see if it gets worse, like if we do another blood test and I'm 2.27 then it means I've got a problem with Calcium. Like my body isnt digesting it properly or something.
[QUOTE=Chickens!;50755123]0.01 is enough to be worried about?[/QUOTE]
Blood calcium levels are one of those weird bodily things that, if put over the limit/under the minimum by the slightest amount, your body begins to deteriorate rapidly and you can die, very, very quickly.
[QUOTE=Zillamaster55;50755177]Blood calcium levels are one of those weird bodily things that, if put over the limit/under the minimum by the slightest amount, your body begins to deteriorate rapidly and you can die, very, very quickly.[/QUOTE]
That reminds me of the time my acid reflux meds depleted my magnesium and my heart was arhythmic until I stopped taking the meds...good times.
Got fired from my internship because I'm too quiet
lol
Minerals and vitamins are a bit like hormones. For some people you can get away with taking in more or less than others: [url]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hypercalcaemia[/url]
Oh man this is not good, this is really not good I'm going to die
I'm feeling so suicidal right now, my mind is so clouded and I'm feeling so awful
[QUOTE=SenhorCreeper;50756611]I'm feeling so suicidal right now, my mind is so clouded and I'm feeling so awful[/QUOTE]
Call someone if that's how you feel. We can talk to you, but those thoughts are serious and heavy. If you feel like you can't trust yourself to not do anything, please call someone. We love you and we want you here, okay?
[QUOTE=Mysterious;50756619]Call someone if that's how you feel. We can talk to you, but those thoughts are serious and heavy. If you feel like you can't trust yourself to not do anything, please call someone. We love you and we want you here, okay?[/QUOTE]
Alright.
Same shit here. It feels hard to breathe
I just can't think rationally right now, this is the worst thing ever, my mind is being so harsh on me and controlling me I just can't form my own thoughts anymore
[editline]22nd July 2016[/editline]
I took the last lexapro pill I had yesterday, my anxiety is growing and I'm getting even more shittier, thanks to a possible bipolar depression I was diagnosed a few months ago
Trust me. I know how all that shit feels.
I really need someone to talk to
[QUOTE=SenhorCreeper;50757052]I really need someone to talk to[/QUOTE]
I'm diagnosed Bipolar 1 if you want to talk about that. I've gone through it all before, and I know it fucking sucks.
The best thing to do right now is to stop the negative spiral. Don't even focus on feeling better right now, just [I]not feeling worse[/I]. In a really severe state, you're not going to instantly feel better, but that's [I]okay[/I] right now. It's not completely out of your control, but fighting [I]directly[/I] against it isn't going to help. Just try to redirect it.
Just level things out.
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