[QUOTE=ECrownofFire;50757449]I'm diagnosed Bipolar 1 if you want to talk about that. I've gone through it all before, and I know it fucking sucks.
The best thing to do right now is to stop the negative spiral. Don't even focus on feeling better right now, just [I]not feeling worse[/I]. In a really severe state, you're not going to instantly feel better, but that's [I]okay[/I] right now. It's not completely out of your control, but fighting [I]directly[/I] against it isn't going to help. Just try to redirect it.
Just level things out.[/QUOTE]
Alright, I'm just feeling super scared right now
[QUOTE=SenhorCreeper;50757460]Alright, I'm just feeling super scared right now[/QUOTE]
Feeling scared is okay right now, there's nothing wrong with that. Depression and anxiety aren't things you can just get rid of, you need to work towards reducing them. Stay stable when you can, but it's perfectly fine to take a moment, lie down, and recover if you need to. Constantly fighting the bad feelings can be tough. There is no such thing as failure here, only learning.
went to a theme park with a friend yesterday, got extremely ill after my first loop and triple corkscrew experience
good thing we saved that attraction for last, but the bus ride back was hell for me
Here goes my first post in this thread
Started my first relationship roughly a week ago! With my best friend whom I've known since Kindergarten and have had feelings for for years now. Unfortunately he only ever has one day off a week and works nights, so we don't get to spend a lot of time together, but what little we do I love.
And I'm still giddy from kissing him on the cheek earlier tonight makin me all doki doki
Welcome to the gayest place on Facepunch. Pizza and Bad Dragon dildos are over there.
I was very close to getting into an actual relationship with a person I am genuinely comfortable with, but we decided it wasn't worth it.
Really starts making ones mind grind, doesn't it? It makes me sad, but also not at the same time? I'm not sure.
[QUOTE=Ax3l;50764557]I was very close to getting into an actual relationship with a person I am genuinely comfortable with, but we decided it wasn't worth it.
Really starts making ones mind grind, doesn't it? It makes me sad, but also not at the same time? I'm not sure.[/QUOTE]
I know how that feels. Bittersweet.
Probably a good decision if you both felt you couldn't go through with it and risk the hurt later on.
I keep trying to convince myself that I don't really want a relationship, but the lonely nights and trying not to be jealous of others is taking its toll. I try to isolate myself to help clear my mind a bit more, but in the end, I think of all that any way. It's hard to escape it.
It's fancy flagdog time
[QUOTE=Mysterious;50764643]I know how that feels. Bittersweet.
Probably a good decision if you both felt you couldn't go through with it and risk the hurt later on.
I keep trying to convince myself that I don't really want a relationship, but the lonely nights and trying not to be jealous of others is taking its toll. I try to isolate myself to help clear my mind a bit more, but in the end, I think of all that any way. It's hard to escape it.[/QUOTE]
There's more to it than just relationships honestly. I feel like a genuine wreck in so many ways that words cannot describe. I don't think anybody can comprehend the mess in my head that goes on at every living second of my life. One moment everything can be fine but the next it's chaotic. It hurts me in more ways than I can think of and unless medicine can help, living is unbearable. I don't even know why I think writing about it here will do anything at the time of writing, but I can't really help it. I'll regret it later.
I can never find a proper way of describing it, but this was the only time I felt some resemblance of peace. Someone who could love me for who I was, and not judge me by body or smarts. And I felt the other way around, for once. I didn't think I would.
I loathe living, but I don't want to die.
[QUOTE=Mallow234;50765191]It's fancy flagdog time[/QUOTE]
A fucking leaf.
Old Canadian flag was better.
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;50766384]A fucking leaf.
Old Canadian flag was better.[/QUOTE]
Yeah but Quebec wouldn't stop bitching. So we put the maple leaf, a symbol of the maple syrup trade that was historically dominated by Quebec, front and centre, and they still bitch that they're not properly represented. Some of them Want blue bars in addition to the red ones.
[QUOTE=Broguts;50766862]Yeah but Quebec wouldn't stop bitching. So we put the maple leaf, a symbol of the maple syrup trade that was historically dominated by Quebec, front and centre, and they still bitch that they're not properly represented. Some of them Want blue bars in addition to the red ones.[/QUOTE]
Legit how it went down.
[img]https://my.mixtape.moe/ogjtyg.png[/img]
[t]https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/f/f2/1946_Canadian_flag_proposal.svg/2000px-1946_Canadian_flag_proposal.svg.png[/t]
1946 flag is the best of both worlds
[thumb]http://blogdev.learnquebec.ca/societies/wp-content/uploads/sites/10/nggallery/new-france-around-1745/newfrance1745_1.jpg[/thumb]
never forget
[QUOTE=_jesterk;50767522][thumb]http://blogdev.learnquebec.ca/societies/wp-content/uploads/sites/10/nggallery/new-france-around-1745/newfrance1745_1.jpg[/thumb]
never forget[/QUOTE]
I always loved how Florida sat there as the Brits and French fucked around with each other, and then the US started to expand dong, and the whole time Florida's just like "aight"
How can I tell if I'm into dudes
-everyone's a critic-
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50767705]How can I tell if I'm into dudes[/QUOTE]
see if you get a boner looking at gay porn
Have you been exposed to lefty-liberal-communist media?
Did they teach you 'evil'ution at school?
Have you ever done a Marijuana?
If you answered yes to any of those questions you're gay.
[QUOTE=TheDrunkenOne;50767782]see if you get a boner looking at gay porn[/QUOTE]
Also note that art/photo are better than video full of fake emotions
Maybe check out some gay as fuck homemade videos
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50767705]How can I tell if I'm into dudes[/QUOTE]
think deeply about dicks sporting goods
if you get an erection then ur gay
i could also perform a gayScan for $2.99
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50767705]How can I tell if I'm into dudes[/QUOTE]
Watch two men kissing and you'll become gay in no time
[img]http://i.imgur.com/TF5c2rC.jpg[/img]
I don't get an erection whenever I see men, or gay porn (not even a warm feeling inside). But I do sometimes feel weird among them; don't know how to explain it. It's like I have to force myself not to think about them when I see them half-naked. Maybe this is just my OCD, because my brain is swarmed with thoughts. Is this the first step in the process to become bisexual or am I just weird as usual.
[QUOTE=Xieneus;50768048]i could also perform a gayScan for $2.99[/QUOTE]
Pretty sure that's called prostitution
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50768328]I don't get an erection whenever I see men, or gay porn (not even a warm feeling inside). But I do sometimes feel weird among them; don't know how to explain it. It's like I have to force myself not to think about them when I see them half-naked. Maybe this is just my OCD, because my brain is swarmed with thoughts. Is this the first step in the process to become bisexual or am I just weird as usual.[/QUOTE]
the "sexually attracted to men" thing isn't really important, the only real test is your opinion on musical theater
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50768328]I don't get an erection whenever I see men, or gay porn (not even a warm feeling inside). But I do sometimes feel weird among them; don't know how to explain it. It's like I have to force myself not to think about them when I see them half-naked. Maybe this is just my OCD, because my brain is swarmed with thoughts. Is this the first step in the process to become bisexual or am I just weird as usual.[/QUOTE]
Imagine yourself kissing a dude. Nothing else, just kissing.
Would you be okay with that?
[QUOTE=The bird Man;50768328]I don't get an erection whenever I see men, or gay porn (not even a warm feeling inside). But I do sometimes feel weird among them; don't know how to explain it. It's like I have to force myself not to think about them when I see them half-naked. Maybe this is just my OCD, because my brain is swarmed with thoughts. Is this the first step in the process to become bisexual or am I just weird as usual.[/QUOTE]
Allow yourself to think about them when you see them half-naked
Nah
Doesn't seem to work.
[QUOTE=bitches;50768547]Pretty sure that's called prostitution[/QUOTE]
no???
i can scan dna and determine if peeps are gay or not
only $3.99
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