Gay Chat V. 10 - now with more rainbows - General

[QUOTE=Diet Kane;50914720]I've been thinking about trying to hit the gym also. I think lifting weights and punching punching bags would do me a world of good. Maybe I can get that Guts physique I've always wanted but then I get lazy and forget about it because I'm a sack of shit[/QUOTE] Oh, I don't mean gyms. I'm more of a running/biking kind of guy. Gotta train those legs, thighs and stomach for the day I might end up having to put them to use. [sp]if you know what i mean :^)[/sp]

I just want to live an emotionally charged Rocky style montage with me punching things while Hearts On Fire plays

[QUOTE=greeley;50912487]I need my hairless face to grow back. I made a mistake and i actually feel mega ugly without the shitty little beard i had.[/QUOTE] I feel ya dude, I'm gonna have to shave my beard off in the next couple of days for a job and I'm super dreading it

I ended up just straight up not showing up to UPS today. Yeah it looks bad on my quitting this early on (i've only worked two days there), but fuck it my sanity is not worth the money. However I'm still getting demoted at Gamestop so shit's getting bad. Maybe I should try applying at Costco again.

[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;50914215]I'm on some sort of adrenaline high, I can't calm the fuck down and it's annoying. Fuck the body why do we make this shit (I know but now is not the time for it's use.)[/QUOTE] that's probably anxiety, tbh. anxiety attacks can feel like an adrenaline rush gone bad and can last hours. I actually just stopped my antidepressant (it's an snri, thankfully) because I was having so many days destroyed by this I'm also really bummed today, dog has not been getting better. He's still terribly fearful, it's like he has anxiety attacks of his own. I switched to a gentle leader leash (kind that hooks behind neck and aroudnm muzzle) since he pulls so much, and he tries to shed it constantly. It still makes him loads easier to walk though, and I'm more willing to go on longer walks since I"m not fighting him the whole way. Anyways, he decided to roll his WHOLE body through a bush in an attempt to get it off, and when I firmly started pulling him in with the leash he started whining and crying again. He does it anytime I try to grab his collar (usually just because I'm taking it off before leaving him alone or in crate), pull him in by leash, or if I seem to be acting intimidating (I can rarely tell what the bar for this is). I've contacted a professional trainer, but it's going to set me back a lot of money. Its some real bullshit that some asshat did the following to this dog: 1. Raised him poorly and abusively, he's houstrained but extremely fearful, doesn't know any basic commands, and is leash reactive with other dogs. 2. Must have continued the abuse and neglect by refusing to get his nails trimmed or coat groomed, along with hitting him so much that any fast movement can send him crying and running away 3. Got tired of this, and dumped him and another husky (female) out in the middle of the California desert, leaving him to die or starve in the heat. The first thing I saw on passing the california state border was a notice to not dump animals, and it was just one of many such notices. But now, due to this random asshole, I am left with a dog that doesn't trust a genuinely benign person or anyone else, and I have to pay a tremendous amount of money and invest a lot of time into "curing" him. Every dog starts as a perfect puppy, so this guy just needs the do-over he deserves. But fuck me, it is not fun, it does not feel good, and its not been going on long enough to feel satisfying. Its just draining. Also I'm having to accept the realities of my pay. I get paid poorly as an intern, will continue to do so as a grad student, and will barely get upgraded as an actual employee somewhere all because I work in the space industry. Where the deadlines are faster, dev time is more dense, stress is higher, etc, but the pay is less than 70% of what I'd make working in any other engineering field. yay!

I feel really bad for posting this because I feel like all I do here is bitch and moan about life but here I go. I am totally strung out right now. I went to the chiropractor and found out my spine is curved left-to-right, will probably only get worse. Even with the care program it'll just slow the degradation. One day I'll probably be a hunchback. I now need reading glasses because otherwise reading gives me a headache. They found a freckle in the back of my eye, which doesn't mean anything now, but if it changes shape it could mean its cancer, which is always nice to stress about. And I keep getting these fucking acne breakouts all over my face that hurt all the time and leave scars and make me look like a piece of shit. Nothing I've tried works on the acne, cream, lemon juice, antibiotics, green tea extract, showering twice a day, changing the pillowcases daily, nothing. I just feel like I'm getting uglier by the second. Judging by how shitty my marks are and how I was infamous amongst my taekwondo comrades as "the weakest black belt" my looks are probably the only thing I have going for me and even that's leaving before my eyes. To top it all off I keep getting these crushes on people that will never fucking work out due to various reasons, so I just feel lovesick all the time. Not necessarily lonely, I just fall for people hard and feel awful when I realize that a relationship between us would be impossible. I'm trying so godsdamned hard to stay motivated and fight through all this shit but I just keep tripping and falling into these pathetic bouts of self pity.

So far my life has been pretty chill. recently got over a sickness, but all's good now baby. Right now I'm just having burgers and tots while mulling over what mods to get for Fallout New Vegas.

My best friend from high school just got engaged and I'm really happy for him and his fiance :D :pride::pride::pride::pride:

Had a lovely little meet with someone yesterday and everything felt nice for once. :cat:

Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended

[QUOTE=Mallow234;50918900]Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended[/QUOTE] I recommend not putting sticks up your bum

[QUOTE=Mallow234;50918900]Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended[/QUOTE] Poison Ivy? Strangers? Bugs? Cops? Bears? Animal Bears?

[QUOTE=Mallow234;50918900]Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended[/QUOTE] Just do it during Fall, ya dingus. Less bugs to worry about, and you get a lovely view of autumn leaves.

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;50918908]:dogwow: [editline]21st August 2016[/editline][/QUOTE] He's a funny man frank. Also yeah it is.

Hello! I didn't die or anything, I've been without internet or a computer the past 2 weeks and I've been super busy anyway. What's up my dudes?

[QUOTE=Mallow234;50918900]Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended[/QUOTE] i dont believe you im gonna have to try it for myself

I am hungry for some roast beef. [editline]20th August 2016[/editline] Please be my chef.

have u seen chef [editline]20th August 2016[/editline] [QUOTE=Thomo_UK;50920120]I am hungry for some roast beef. [editline]20th August 2016[/editline] Please be my chef.[/QUOTE] i got some a nice meaty stick for you to eat [editline]20th August 2016[/editline] also hello i went to a lake and swam with swans [t]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/71300804/aug%202016/IMG_20160817_192335.jpg[/t] [t]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/71300804/aug%202016/IMG_20160817_192116.jpg[/t] sorry i love shitty filters

[QUOTE=Rubs10;50920100]i dont believe you im gonna have to try it for myself[/QUOTE] soon: vine bondage

Damn, I didn't realize the Olympics were only a fortnight, I thought they were a month long thing Only 24 hrs until I have to start making excuses as to why I'm looking at men in speedos

[QUOTE=Mallow234;50918900]Doing the dirty in the forest = not recommended[/QUOTE] I've done that several times, and I would recommend it. It's fun! Surrounded by nature and stuff. Lots of trees to hold onto.

[QUOTE=Ruby_Axe;50920426]Damn, I didn't realize the Olympics were only a fortnight, I thought they were a month long thing Only 24 hrs until I have to start making excuses as to why I'm looking at men in speedos[/QUOTE] I mainly watch the Olympics because there's really cute people there.

Speaking of Olympic swimmers, one of them was my neighbor. He babysat my brother and I once [url]https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ricky_Berens[/url]

[QUOTE=Rika-chan;50920550]Speaking of Olympic swimmers, one of them was my neighbor. He babysat my brother and I once [url]https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ricky_Berens[/url][/QUOTE] No wonder you're in gay chat then. :v:

That feel when no bf :s::disappoint::frown:

[QUOTE=Minimal;50920764]That feel when no bf :s::disappoint::frown:[/QUOTE] why did you send me this on steam

[QUOTE=Digivee;50920796]why did you send me this on steam[/QUOTE] I was going to ask the same thing

[QUOTE=Digivee;50920796]why did you send me this on steam[/QUOTE] what a Minimal thing to do, tbh

He did the same thing to me... I think hes trying to tell us something

[QUOTE=Political Gamer;50920925]He did the same thing to me... I think hes trying to tell us something[/QUOTE] I'm not even supposed to be here and I still got the message.