[QUOTE=ep9832;51086558]everywhere i go, i be lookin like an art hoe
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wow this is some gradeA faggot ass shit right here 👌👀👌👀✔
I hate everything about my face :v:
[QUOTE=Mysterious;51087171]I hate everything about my face :v:[/QUOTE]
Sometimes I feel like I want to cover my face with a paper bag.
[editline]22nd September 2016[/editline]
Having a big nose isn't helpful.
Or a round face...
I keep waking up at 5.30am.
PLEASE SOMEONE KILL ME ALREADY.
Now I'm sick :suicide:
[QUOTE=Rubs10;51087170]wow this is some gradeA faggot ass shit right here 👌👀👌👀✔[/QUOTE]
ty bby
Things reached a boiling point with my ex where whatever friendship we've had is effectively gone.
We've known each other all our lives, and it took me this long to realize how one-sided everything was. This is probably the worst possible outcome that it could've ended on, and I really tried to be just friends, I really did. But my dedication, my friendship, and my heart belong to someone who can actually appreciate it. They belong to someone who can actually, well, have feelings.
But as awful as it's been, as angry as it's made me, I feel this new sense of energy that I've never had before. That I want to [I]do[/I] something. I'm thinking of actually wanting to go to the gym, for the first time in my life. One of my buddies already does, I'm gonna ask him if he can be my gym partner or something and show me the ropes. This whole saga of betrayal and heartbreak has actually given me some measure of confidence. I'm not a piece of shit like my ex. I'm a five-star man. I'm a Golden God. In the words of Crossfit Jesus: Redesign. Rebuild. Reclaim.
also I got a job at Best Buy so now I'm quitting Gamestop where last week I was only scheduled for 3 hours. Woo!
I think the biggest indicator that I'm an adult now is instead of being excited to stay home and play video games because I'm sick, I dread it because it means I won't be going to work and making the money I need to survive.
so I'm actually less distraught over not being an aero student than I thought I'd be. I'm in no rush to graduate, for one thing, since I'm taking an extra year so I can keep working part time. I'm planning on writing a bunch of proposals for the NASA SBIR topics too, which should help secure my position here and justify my slowed academic pace. Not to mention they're more suited to my new computational mathematics and physics focus, too. Being able to apply to grad school with a portfolio of research projects would be nice, being able to skip grad school because I've already developed research skills and performed research would be even better.
It blows me away that winning a proposal means I'd be the "primary investigator" on a project [I]literally for NASA[/I]. I would be as close to working for NASA as I could be without being employed by them. Never thought I'd actually get here.
I'm also [I]really[/I] close to buying a 1070 to replace my 570. If it lasts as long as the 570, it'll be worth the money but I hate spending that much money in one go
edit: oh god I bought the 1070 hlep
Anyone else have a bizarre man-crush that doesn't really fit your type?
[t]http://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/gameofthrones/images/f/fe/Stannis-Baratheon-Profile_(3).png/revision/latest?cb=20140618214826[/t]
There's something so handsome about him.
[QUOTE=paindoc;51089751]edit: oh god I bought the 1070 hlep[/QUOTE]
you can always send it to me :weeb:
lady gaga knows what's up
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[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;51091235]lady gaga knows what's up
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You must be a bottom
[QUOTE=roastchicken;51090795]you can always send it to me :weeb:[/QUOTE]
Jk I've changed my mind turns out I may need this retarded amount of CUDA cores for :science101:
So I'm moving down south for uni and I've been given a sob drenched speech about how proud my mam is about me.
But I'm worried.
She says she's proud of the decisions I've made.
But I've not made a single good decision since I started my secondary school, including transition week.
Every choice I've made has made me less happy. From not asking my crush to see HTTYD to not asking my mam if i could go on skiing trips, which costed way out of what I assumed to be my family's pay range.
For the past four years of gcse and a level I've done nothing but focus on work.
I cant speak to people well anymore and I can hardly think outside of projects.
No one gets me aroused any more and I can hardly relate to anyone.
My teachers praise me for being the best pupil in at least 10 years, but I do t care.
I want my friends back.
I want to be able to have had a life.
All of my friends are comfortable and happy.
I'm leaving and have no experiences, no personality and no joy.
I can o ly hope that uni will be different.
I was in a similar position as you recently. Put the work down for a bit and work on yourself, you'll make yourself much happier.
Agreed. When it comes between your work and your mental health, choose your mental health every time. Stuff like that is not worth stressing yourself to that point over.
Before I quit my job, I started thinking a lot more about suicide than I usually do. I was miserable and over-worked for not even any huge reward except a very slightly disposable income and the ability to say I had a job.
After I quit, I felt like a whole lot of weight was lifted off of my shoulders. Did it fix everything? No, but I'm able to think a lot more clearly without being consumed by the stress at home and my job combined. It's true. Everyone needs a job to live, but you absolutely do not need to live to do your job, if you get my meaning. School is no different, either. Don't let any one there try and tell you that your work is more important than your physical or mental well being, because it isn't.
[editline]24th September 2016[/editline]
and it never will be
[QUOTE=Mysterious;51097442]Agreed. When it comes between your work and your mental health, choose your mental health every time. Stuff like that is not worth stressing yourself to that point over.
Before I quit my job, I started thinking a lot more about suicide than I usually do. I was miserable and over-worked for not even any huge reward except a very slightly disposable income and the ability to say I had a job.
After I quit, I felt like a whole lot of weight was lifted off of my shoulders. Did it fix everything? No, but I'm able to think a lot more clearly without being consumed by the stress at home and my job combined. It's true. Everyone needs a job to live, but you absolutely do not need to live to do your job, if you get my meaning. School is no different, either. Don't let any one there try and tell you that your work is more important than your physical or mental well being, because it isn't.[/QUOTE]
To be fair this is a lot easier said when you can live at home and not have any real responsibilities
[QUOTE=Linkuya;51090684]Anyone else have a bizarre man-crush that doesn't really fit your type?
[t]http://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/gameofthrones/images/f/fe/Stannis-Baratheon-Profile_(3).png/revision/latest?cb=20140618214826[/t]
There's something so handsome about him.[/QUOTE]
yeah he's smoking hot, all the girls burn up just looking at him
I'm not saying that it's better to become a NEET or anything. That creates a lot more problems in and of itself. I'm just saying you don't have to live to work. Only work to live.
Of course, it varies depending on the person's mindset, but no one should ever let themselves become what they do for a living. I'm only saying it because I know from experience from my last job.
Also, living at home doesn't mean I don't have responsibilities. Helping out around the house and shit does count as doing [I]something.[/I] Us being poor, though, I usually do end up pitching in for bills and such. Not fun, but they're keeping a roof over my head, so I better get to it :v:
I'm honestly considering using my creativity as a job now because after one week of toiling away on the shop floor honestly has made me bitter and sad.
It's not that I don't mind being offered the experience but I know now I do not want this as a job for any length of time and feeling forced to do four weeks is urgh and there's no pay. (brits will know what I mean)
[editline]24th September 2016[/editline]
I'm going to use my creative skills instead.
:garryspin:
Having a stuffy clogged nose and sore throat makes nights hell. I have to blow my nose every ten minutes or so and its chapped to hell and in constant pain. Sleep is out of the question.
[QUOTE=Trekintosh;51097641]Having a stuffy clogged nose and sore throat makes nights hell. I have to blow my nose every ten minutes or so and its chapped to hell and in constant pain. Sleep is out of the question.[/QUOTE]
I had this recently on an 8 hour work shift it was horrible
[QUOTE=DanTehMan;51097458]To be fair this is a lot easier said when you can live at home and not have any real responsibilities[/QUOTE]
Pretty much this. If I left my job, it'd be less than two weeks before I either had my car repossessed or I get evicted from my apartment, depending on which part of the month it is.
I woke up today with a headache and sore throat, I know exactly what's gonna happen when I go to sleep today and wake up tomorrow. :cry:
heck, what's with everyone getting sick lately? just woke up with itchy eyes and a stuffed nose, feel like coughing too.
it's the gay
it's spreading
Wow it's almost like we're all telepathically getting each other sick... like some sort of GAY HIVEMIND!!
I hope they'll be some cute guys at my uni :downs:.
My lust for boyz has never been stronger as well [sp](fuck that tho srsly)[/sp].
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