[QUOTE=/B/rother;47678297]
that's really kind of you to say so, mate. i just don't feel like i know anyone that's both cute to look at and that i can connect with at the same time. i also don't want to get involved with someone who has been with another dude in my social circle.
i don't even think i would want another girl, i'm just longing after my SO.
and also company from my mates, which is really nice. i haven't told them about this, but they're good at taking my mind off things anyways.
i'm supposed to go on a blunt ride a little later, and i think i'll tell 'em why i might seem a little distant. i would just like being able to tell them, without tearing up in front of them.[/QUOTE]
Friends are there for you for those tough times. Good people don't mind when you lean on them when stuff like that happens cause thats what friends are for, to help each other out in that tough time. Think about it like this, a new girl is a new experience, she shouldn't be some clone that you hope was like your last relationship but rather look at it as a new love, a new personality to enjoy being with just as much as they enjoy your unique personality. It's easier to hold on to the past than move to the future, but remember its that journey not the end thats important. By moving on and doing new things you treasure those new memories and keeps your mind off the bad part of the old memories but at the same time keeps you fond of the good ol times. Like if you do a lot in life you will more likely to look at all the positives that came from them, whereas if you remained stagnant you hold on to the old memories too hard and criticize all your actions and mistakes, spiraling into negative thoughts. It's impossible for me to instill drive into you through text but I just want to remind you of how much you have done over the years and how much more you can do because of that, you are a do-er. Good luck man, and godspeed.
[QUOTE=Exigent;47681031]tfw all my weed was taken in my arrest :(
[editline]7th May 2015[/editline]
On the bright side, if there even is one to this, found out I'll be able to get some tabs by next weekend.[/QUOTE]
If I were you, I would absolutely store anything illegal at a friends house, or somewhere that isn't your own place. Around here, if you're caught with drugs, cops have a fun tendency to drop by for tea, ranging from a few days to several weeks to months after they've busted you with the fun stuff. Piss/blood tests are also commonplace. Ain't no harm, staying ahead of them, even if they wont do anything.
EDIT:
/B/Rother, if you want to talk, i've gone through losing the girl I loved more than life itself, feel free to send me a PM, man. I ain't saying I have all the answers, but maybe I can help, at least in some minor way.
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3 weeks late, but
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So uhh I have a past of pathologically smoking cannabis and being unable to control it.
Turned out that the medication I was given for a problem I didn't even have also reduced my ability to make proper decisions. It also killed my creativity, which pretty much made me fall into depression.
My life is fruitless without creativity to make stuff, the stuff I make is the fruit that my existence bears. Ripened by my maturity and dressed to brilliance by motivated effort.
I have been completely sober for about 7 months now and just a few minutes ago a desire to give one joint(of hash) a month a try surfaced from my subconscious.
It made me uneasy, then anxious. Then thinking about how terrible my power of will and ability to reason was back when I was on those stupid pills, how it led to abuse, brought me fear, intense fear, like fear out of hell. I fear falling into abuse again.
But then I think of how capable I am of handling alcohol, sure I drink a lot when I eventually decide to put a days "fun budget" off to that instead of some silly cheap/on sale game on steam. Really, after I got off my pills I became pretty capable of managing myself(turns out my inability to go to bed by myself is actually insomnia)
My mind is split in half, one wants to just give it a try and hope to succeed in managing a joint a month, another yells at the top of its proverbial lungs to make me cut off that thought and focus on other things.
Its distracting me so much I cant even draw or play games and I just need people who knows about this shit to talk with about it.
Guys this is awesome, there's a local super market around here and they've now stocked bob's red mill poppy seeds 3 times.... I've (or a friend) bought all of them everytime :v:
I am genuinely growing more and more discontented with our society and the way things are handled/treated. It's just so flawed and ridiculous. We have very, very greedy people in control. As a race, we are stepping in the wrong direction. We shouldn't even have to fight for things like rights, why can't humans just be free and allow nature to take its course as necessary? Things are just going downhill. We are in a society where people care more about themselves then the civilization as a whole. We live in a society where people are seeking physical substance over anything else. We are forced to conform to some sort of system, no matter what. Whether it’s to be considered “successful” or even to just be genuinely happy in this society you have to conform to an extent. For what? What is any of this for? Absolutely nothing. Once we pass, all of this conformity and worry will be forgotten and not worth it. I see no point in following this corrupt system for my entire life all just for it to not matter once I’ve moved on from this life. Why have we become a society that strive for things that ultimately will not matter? We’ve become such a greedy civilization that we give little to no care about the earth, environment, or human lives any longer as a result. We’ve lost touch with our roots and it genuinely upsets me that we’ve become something like this. As a civilization we have let things that should not control us begin controlling us. Sorry for the rant, but fuck it’s just been bothering me so much and it genuinely saddens me.
[QUOTE=zach1193;47681993]Guys this is awesome, there's a local super market around here and they've now stocked bob's red mill poppy seeds 3 times.... I've (or a friend) bought all of them everytime :v:[/QUOTE]
be careful, might get hooked over die from overdose.
Don't want you to die!
I wish I could find some unwashed poppy seeds around here.
I never got to try the tea.
[QUOTE=Exigent;47682071]I am genuinely growing more and more discontented with our society and the way things are handled/treated. It's just so flawed and ridiculous. We have very, very greedy people in control. As a race, we are stepping in the wrong direction. We shouldn't even have to fight for things like rights, why can't humans just be free and allow nature to take its course as necessary? Things are just going downhill. We are in a society where people care more about themselves then the civilization as a whole. We live in a society where people are seeking physical substance over anything else. We are forced to conform to some sort of system, no matter what. Whether it’s to be considered “successful” or even to just be genuinely happy in this society you have to conform to an extent. For what? What is any of this for? Absolutely nothing. Once we pass, all of this conformity and worry will be forgotten and not worth it. I see no point in following this corrupt system for my entire life all just for it to not matter once I’ve moved on from this life. Why have we become a society that strive for things that ultimately will not matter? We’ve become such a greedy civilization that we give little to no care about the earth, environment, or human lives any longer as a result. We’ve lost touch with our roots and it genuinely upsets me that we’ve become something like this. As a civilization we have let things that should not control us begin controlling us. Sorry for the rant, but fuck it’s just been bothering me so much and it genuinely saddens me.[/QUOTE]
By the same thread you can say that doing creative things, helping the environment, being nice to people is also meaningless because someday humanity will become extinct either from self destruction (on purpose or not, scientists can mean well but make a doomsday device by mistake), some kind of cosmic event like the sun burning out or black holes, or from another being like a alien race. I don't understand the "roots" you're talking about, humans are like any other creature which strives to survive and thrive. Evolution isn't some sentient being that designed humans to be the glorious saviors of the universe, filled with compassion and sacrifice to do the right thing. In life the aggressive strive, because when you put forth that extra effort to overpower your enemy you survive and pass that value on, where the weak are put down and controlled, doomed to be zoned out. Since any human has problem solving skills it doesn't mean we will work together as many people will come up with different solutions to different problems as well as the ability to put effort to what [I]they[/I] think is a problem.
I can go on and on about the savagery of humans because our history is riddled with it just like any other species high on the food chain, but you all know that and it would be another drop in the ocean. If you really think about the changes we have made over the centuries of civilization can't you see all the good we have done. There was a time when people didn't shower, shit was thrown into the streets, no one knew what to do when you were sick just spray some holy water on that shit and say beatlejui- I mean Jesus 3 times, if your neighbor killed your kid for stealing it was ok, roaming bandits can come and steal all your shit for no reason, women couldn't do shit, keeping someone as a slave was a-ok, wars would be fought with hundreds of thousands of troops and that many would die in ONE battle, fires were impossible to control, etc etc. Look at how far we have come as a species, I don't think we appreciate this type of living we enjoy, I'm chatting to tens if not hundreds of people around the world here in my nice heated and air conditioned home which I didn't need to build myself and enjoy knowing I have at least 70+ years to live. Look at all the art we have produced, granted some art's emotion can only come from deep pain from loss, war, and shit but none the less talent has sprouted from that like Picasso during the wars, or Dali from a divided Spain. Sure war is bad but its the sense of desperate-ness that drives humans to get their shit together and invent the radio, internet, sat nav, etc. Even things that we made that are dangerous like cars have improved with seatbelts, self stopping, and soon self driving.
In the end its when things go wrong when people step up and find solutions. We are still learning as a species, we don't have some alien older brother to look up to and not only help us out of the bad but we don't even know what we "should" be. Humans are not perfect by a long shot, we have biases that cause our problems and we just cant get at yet. Maybe one day we can attach computers to the brain to shut down anger and certain emotions to prevent violent outbursts, but then some people wouldnt like that because they think humans should be "free" in that sense, but then other people disagree and want less violence, and then another group and another problem and so on and so on. Is there glaring issues that as a society we need to address, yes absolutely but I wouldn't say I'm disappointed in the human race, we're just trying our best to satisfy our abstract ideals like freedom, love, and creation while at the same time trying to balance our savagery, greed, jealousy, and power. It's a difficult balance, if it was easy we would've been there already. But that's life for you, its all about the journey and not the end.
So, the semester's over. Gonna get my shit together this summer, as I have said about the interim between every semester so far.
We're kicked out of the dorm on Monday. Saturday I wanna trip balls. So, you tell me:
* DOC
* DXM Polistirex (w/ grapefruit juice and Benadryl)
* Sinicuichi
* 2C-B
Have used all but DOC, so am leaning toward that.
Or I could just eat the nutmeg lol fuck tha
For educational purposes, here is how DMT is extracted usimg an acid to base method. I cant sleep and keep going over this in my head.
Ingrediants:
ascorbic acid (vitamin c)
sodium carbonate (washing soda)
naphtha (petroleum ether, any nonpolar solvent should work)
Acid step (converting dmt tannate to dmt ascorbate):
Mix 1 gram of ascorbic acid into 800mls of distilled water
Add acidic solution to dmt containing root bark
Boil for 30 minutes, heat won't effect acidic dmt much.
Strain and repeat with fresh acidic solution on the same plant matter at least 2 more times.
The acid step is done to make the dmt more soluble in water (polar solvent) and less soluble in naphtha (non polar)
Defat step (removes unwanted molecules) :
Combine acidic pulls and reduce if needed
Add 15mls of naptha and agitate lightly, allow to sit for 10 minutes. Use a glass pipette to remove naphtha layer.
Repeat until naphtha stops taking on dark color.
Combine naptha and evaporate to see how much plant fat you got rid of.
Basification step (converting dmt ascorbate to dmt freebase) :
Slowly add tablespoons of sodium carbonate to your acidic solution until the color change (reddish brown to gray) is complete.
Dmt pull (now that the dmt is freebased, it is soluble in naphtha) :
Add 15mls of warm naphtha (heat indirectly unless you like explosions. It only has to be slightly warm)
Agitate lightly for 15 to 20 minutes
Remove naphtha layer with glass pipette
Combine at least 3 to 5 pulls into glass container
Allow to evaporare about half way, then place in freezer
Dmt freebase will crash to the bottom since it doesn't like cold naphtha, in a few hours take out the container and carefully decant the naphtha. Place the container upside down and allow leftover naphtha to drip off.
Evaporate naphtha for gooey dmt/nmt mix, and dry the pure white crystals you got from freeze precipitation.
[editline]7th May 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;47682319]So, the semester's over. Gonna get my shit together this summer, as I have said about the interim between every semester so far.
We're kicked out of the dorm on Monday. Saturday I wanna trip balls. So, you tell me:
* DOC
* DXM Polistirex (w/ grapefruit juice and Benadryl)
* Sinicuichi
* 2C-B
Have used all but DOC, so am leaning toward that.
Or I could just eat the nutmeg lol fuck tha[/QUOTE]
2cb and sun opener
[QUOTE=cody8295;47682347]For educational purposes, here is how DMT is extracted usimg an acid to base method. I cant sleep and keep going over this in my head.
Ingrediants:
ascorbic acid (vitamin c)
sodium carbonate (washing soda)
naphtha (petroleum ether, any nonpolar solvent should work)
Acid step (converting dmt tannate to dmt ascorbate):
Mix 1 gram of ascorbic acid into 800mls of distilled water
Add acidic solution to dmt containing root bark
Boil for 30 minutes, heat won't effect acidic dmt much.
Strain and repeat with fresh acidic solution on the same plant matter at least 2 more times.
The acid step is done to make the dmt more soluble in water (polar solvent) and less soluble in naphtha (non polar)
Defat step (removes unwanted molecules) :
Combine acidic pulls and reduce if needed
Add 15mls of naptha and agitate lightly, allow to sit for 10 minutes. Use a glass pipette to remove naphtha layer.
Repeat until naphtha stops taking on dark color.
Combine naptha and evaporate to see how much plant fat you got rid of.
Basification step (converting dmt ascorbate to dmt freebase) :
Slowly add tablespoons of sodium carbonate to your acidic solution until the color change (reddish brown to gray) is complete.
Dmt pull (now that the dmt is freebased, it is soluble in naphtha) :
Add 15mls of warm naphtha (heat indirectly unless you like explosions. It only has to be slightly warm)
Agitate lightly for 15 to 20 minutes
Remove naphtha layer with glass pipette
Combine at least 3 to 5 pulls into glass container
Allow to evaporare about half way, then place in freezer
Dmt freebase will crash to the bottom since it doesn't like cold naphtha, in a few hours take out the container and carefully decant the naphtha. Place the container upside down and allow leftover naphtha to drip off.
Evaporate naphtha for gooey dmt/nmt mix, and dry the pure white crystals you got from freeze precipitation.
[editline]7th May 2015[/editline]
2cb and sun opener[/QUOTE]
For reference, what do you mean about "pulls" ?
I love chemistry but I never understood what pull means in this context.
Take a rip, and wash it down with wine
ketamine is amazing
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47681306]Friends are there for you for those tough times. Good people don't mind when you lean on them when stuff like that happens cause thats what friends are for, to help each other out in that tough time. Think about it like this, a new girl is a new experience, she shouldn't be some clone that you hope was like your last relationship but rather look at it as a new love, a new personality to enjoy being with just as much as they enjoy your unique personality. It's easier to hold on to the past than move to the future, but remember its that journey not the end thats important. By moving on and doing new things you treasure those new memories and keeps your mind off the bad part of the old memories but at the same time keeps you fond of the good ol times. Like if you do a lot in life you will more likely to look at all the positives that came from them, whereas if you remained stagnant you hold on to the old memories too hard and criticize all your actions and mistakes, spiraling into negative thoughts. It's impossible for me to instill drive into you through text but I just want to remind you of how much you have done over the years and how much more you can do because of that, you are a do-er. Good luck man, and godspeed.[/QUOTE]
thank you dude, you're inspiring me even through just text.
i haven't talked to her face-to-face yet, because i don't know how i want to proceed from here. my first reaction was that i wanted to tell her how stupid it is to end this relationship and that i really want to be with her.
i could also go with the flow and end it all, and just continue looking forward to meeting a new cute girl. i've also sometimes felt that having a girlfriend has pushed me further away from my mates, because she doesn't like hanging out with them as much i do. i could use this as an opportunity to hang out with my closest friends some more.
on the other side i've got a really good relationship with her family and she has also gotten really close to my mom over the years. it feels like this is going to be the end to a lot of things really.
she also said something about wanting to be friends, because she still cares for me, but i don't think i could be friends with someone i've been with for that long and also maybe still want to be with it. it won't work, but NOT hanging out either also is going to suck, especially because of the large amount of mutual friends we have.
i'm going on a bender as soon as i'm off school, as these benzos are starting to wear off. i've got hash and booze, but i'm thinking about buying a bunch of amph for me and the squad.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47683654]
i'm going on a bender as soon as i'm off school, as these benzos are starting to wear off. i've got hash and booze, but i'm thinking about buying a bunch of amph for me and the squad.[/QUOTE]
I'd advice to step away from it for now, let things cool off, think what you want to say and how you want to say it through, properly. Take the time you need for yourself, whether it be with friends, or alone, and really feel what you want to do, how you feel about things and what you want to say to her.
I'd recommend just taking some time apart, if she contacts you and wants her stuff back or something, do that, else, don't chat with her and just let things cool off. Both of your emotions are running high now, and when emotions do, you make stupid mistakes.
As for the Speed, hash and booze, that definitely sounds like a fun weekend, wish I could join in, i'd bring some of my speed and booze, too :c
[QUOTE=Banandana;47683418]ketamine is amazing[/QUOTE]
It truly is, i'd say it's a too good of an drug for me. All I really want is to get some more, though, economy isn't really allowing it at the moment, which sucks. Jumped into the hole or just doing some small bumps?
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;47682393]For reference, what do you mean about "pulls" ?
I love chemistry but I never understood what pull means in this context.[/QUOTE]
A pull is when you subtract or take away something from your working solution.
During the defat you pull fats out of your solution to purify it.(discard solvent, it contains useless stuff)
During the extract step you pull the dmt out of the solution (keep naphtha, its saturated with goodies)
Thursday drug binge ever so random, 4 drops of Lucy and a visit from my good friend Kevin had me wandering around Asda hugging onto a crate of cider the whole time. Didn't even end up drinking a single can, felt so attached to that box.. :) That was up until the point a police van drives past and stops directly infront of me, with the crate on the floor I certainly tried to make legs but oh my, I was simply too fucked so me being genius I hid in a phone box.. I'd say half a min later I had to officers knocking on the glass questioning me on my safety, my response was "Your not the police, thats what you want me to think".. Fk knows what happened after but I came around to be sat in a mates car sniffing MD at 4 in the morning.. Aggh my body, my brain.. :D And this is just a weekday, weekends are beaut
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;47682169]be careful, might get hooked over die from overdose.
Don't want you to die![/QUOTE]
lmao, I guess you haven't seen my posts before. Big ol' opiate addict here, I'll b fine, I only make 1lb batches at a time and that keeps me good for most of the day, I've even made two batches in a day and no where close to an OD, I know strength varies and all that, but tolerance is certainly up there, thank you for the concern though friend! I really only take it to maintain myself.
[editline]8th May 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47682210]I wish I could find some unwashed poppy seeds around here.
I never got to try the tea.[/QUOTE]
It's totally different from normal morphine or codeine, it's interesting how the thebaine interacts with the other opiates and makes it like super extended release and honestly I would suggest it rather than suboxone or methadone for recovering addicts. More natural, w/d isn't quite as long etc etc.
[QUOTE=Acid Rapper;47683715]Thursday drug binge ever so random, 4 drops of Lucy and a visit from my good friend Kevin had me wandering around Asda hugging onto a crate of cider the whole time. Didn't even end up drinking a single can, felt so attached to that box.. :) That was up until the point a police van drives past and stops directly infront of me, with the crate on the floor I certainly tried to make legs but oh my, I was simply too fucked so me being genius I hid in a phone box.. I'd say half a min later I had to officers knocking on the glass questioning me on my safety, my response was "Your not the police, thats what you want me to think".. Fk knows what happened after but I came around to be sat in a mates car sniffing MD at 4 in the morning.. Aggh my body, my brain.. :D And this is just a weekday, weekends are beaut[/QUOTE]
Yeah this sounds about right for the UK
High at home alone while my girl is out drinking with my friends :(
How did this happen
[QUOTE=bs8814;47684971]High at home alone while my girl is out drinking with my friends :(
How did this happen[/QUOTE]
Go and meet them??
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47685237]Go and meet them??[/QUOTE]
Too late at night. Im high as fuck and cant drive. Its ok I called her and she's just chilling at her house with just my mate and his gf. So all good now :)
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47685262]Got a bag of ACTUALLY GOOD weed for $80
yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis time to make some money[/QUOTE]
How much? Quarter oz?
Man, I really wish my dealers would get me my speed in powder form rather than paste, hate having to dry this shit out.
Speaking of which, anyone have any good ways of drying it out? Nowadays I either just leave it in the bag until it's powder, or cut it up, let it dry, cut it up, let it dry etc until it's a fine powder, but that usually takes a while.
the last method is also the way i'm doing it. i don't know any better ways.
[editline]8th May 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=The fox;47683664]I'd advice to step away from it for now, let things cool off, think what you want to say and how you want to say it through, properly. Take the time you need for yourself, whether it be with friends, or alone, and really feel what you want to do, how you feel about things and what you want to say to her.
I'd recommend just taking some time apart, if she contacts you and wants her stuff back or something, do that, else, don't chat with her and just let things cool off. Both of your emotions are running high now, and when emotions do, you make stupid mistakes.
As for the Speed, hash and booze, that definitely sounds like a fun weekend, wish I could join in, i'd bring some of my speed and booze, too :c
[/QUOTE]
thank you matey, what you wrote has been going through my head all day, and i'm sure you're right. i'll take a week or so to gather my thoughts, before contacting her again.
just swiped right to a girl who say's she's a wolf on tinder??? what's new dd
The other day, I realized that every skill in my life that I had considered myself as a person "who doesn't do that" has just been myself holding me back. Sounds cliche but really you can learn anything. I'm starting to teach myself photography to supplement my digital collages, and for reference work for paintings. Starting to become a legit artist
in other news I had a chance to do mescaline the other day but passed it up. anyone here fucked with it?
[QUOTE=The fox;47683664]I'd advice to step away from it for now, let things cool off, think what you want to say and how you want to say it through, properly. Take the time you need for yourself, whether it be with friends, or alone, and really feel what you want to do, how you feel about things and what you want to say to her.
I'd recommend just taking some time apart, if she contacts you and wants her stuff back or something, do that, else, don't chat with her and just let things cool off. Both of your emotions are running high now, and when emotions do, you make stupid mistakes.
As for the Speed, hash and booze, that definitely sounds like a fun weekend, wish I could join in, i'd bring some of my speed and booze, too :c
It truly is, i'd say it's a too good of an drug for me. All I really want is to get some more, though, economy isn't really allowing it at the moment, which sucks. Jumped into the hole or just doing some small bumps?[/QUOTE]
Small bumps. The hole is for tonight :P
Also, tell me about this magical thing you call speed. We don't have it here in the USA and I was considering buying some but wasn't sure about it and there's not a lot of info online. It looks like it is a paste that dries into a powder? What are the doses, and is it worth the cheapish price? It also seems really dirty. Why is the highest purity percentage around 70%?
All we have here is adderall (fucking expensive) and this thing called meth, which sounds like an /excellent/ idea if you're trying to kill urself.
[QUOTE=Banandana;47685684]Small bumps. The hole is for tonight :P[/quote]
Thinking about getting some S-Ketamine myself, as well as MDMA and maybe LSD for my birthday later this month. Maybe. Really wanna try and slip into the hole, which I almost managed last time, but held on until the effects more or less wore off, hell of an nice time though.
[quote]
Also, tell me about this magical thing you call speed. We don't have it here in the USA and I was considering buying some but wasn't sure about it and there's not a lot of info online.[/quote]
Closest I can think of is what you guys call Ice, or Methampethamine Crystals, not exactly the same, but almost. You'll basically sit up, be very energetic, feel good, be chatty etc on it. People usually like to do Speed races, where they'll continuously do it so they sit up for several days at a time.
[quote]
It looks like it is a paste that dries into a powder? What are the doses, and is it worth the cheapish price? It also seems really dirty. Why is the highest purity percentage around 70%?[/QUOTE]
You can get it either as a paste, as a liquid or as a powder, with liquid being the absolutely most rare and something I have never seen it before, it's basically what comes out of the labs before it's made into more manageable form, i.e. paste or powder.
Doses for a beginner is around 0.1 - 0.3g depending on how pure it is, if you're snorting. You can up it by 0.1 - 0.2g if you're parachuting it, no idea what doses for IV are at, tread carefully, though, and assume 0.1g and work your way up from there. You can't really OD on speed as you can on, say, Heroin, but it can induce some pretty bad side effects if you overdo it, I did it once and while it wasn't that bad, it wasn't all too pleasant, either.
It usually isn't dirty in the sense that people cut it out with more fun stuff, at least not from the ones I buy from, but rather because you can't get it to 100% purity, just as you can't get 100% pure alcohol. Sometimes it'll be cut, usually with Meth or other active/non-active ingredients, but it's as with anything, no matter what your dealer tells you, unless it's lab tested and they can prove it, it can sometimes be as low as 50% purity.
As with any mixing, mixing it with downers such as alcohol or benzos is absolutely not suggested, it will tear on your body a lot more. Though, I do know people sometimes like to do a line of speed, hit the clubs and I know they can continue drinking to the point of alcohol poisoning without feeling the effects of it. Benzos, when coming down, is OK.
Coming down on it, seems to not be something pleasant for the majority of people, either, but nothing I have ever really felt. Jaw clenching, sweating, racing heartbeat, paranoia etc seem to be fairly common.
Highest purity I have heard of is around 75 - 85%, IV'ing is the most effective, but I have never done it nor would I recommend it. Adderall is speed, but in pharmaceutical form, which may be a bit more common over there.
So if I was to get speed, it'd literally be the same as an adderall prescription, just in street form?
I know agora has some speed vendors. It's just that here in California, speed is unheard of. It doesn't help that the area I'm in is known for its meth usage either.
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