The Addicts' Lounge I. Resurrection Of The Trees - General

3/4 pill and then dancing all night to go back to the DJs place and mong out is a really good night, shame the morning wasn't good

I wanna do drugs but I'm broke and out of hash

18th birthday was great i got a bong, a pipe, went to the coffeeshop for the first time where they gave me a 18th birthday bonus on my weed and then i got stupidly high

[URL="http://www.amazon.com/Bobs-Red-Mill-8-Ounce-Packages/dp/B0049J7XAI/ref=pd_sim_325_1?ie=UTF8&refRID=09888HGK3CRZVQCC7C64"]http://www.amazon.com/Bobs-Red-Mill-8-Ounce-Packages/dp/B0049J7XAI/ref=pd_sim_325_1?ie=UTF8&refRID=09888HGK3CRZVQCC7C64[/URL] can someone verify that these are good poppy seeds? i assume since you can buy a pack of 8 that they are. i already bought them too :v:

[QUOTE=TCB;47708507] [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UAIxwYEgm0[/media] pharrell and snoop were [I]clearly[/I] tripping when they made this video[/QUOTE] I love the colors. Why can't more art/media be like this, like why do so many movies and games have to be dull, gritty colors when videos like this pop out and actually are interesting to look at? I've been playing Ori and the Blind Forest and the colorful artstyle mixed with the sound is just fun in it of itself, let alone the gameplay mechanics.

the mild high is highly underated (huehue) like, im not baked off my ass unable to function, im comfortable, its like the high version of being tipsy

I just got off of about a month long ciggy binge, working through it with some dank. Seems like its working, just as long as i burn my lungs :/ [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65_-vNtWLLs[/media]

Mmm fam got that tan powder everybody knows and loves. I don't think I'll be participating, I'll wait for some opium tea.

I keep jumping between whether I should stop smoking. I feel more functional when I don't smoke, but at the same time when I've got some THC in me I'm not depressed and the world feels like a better place, and everything is ok I think I've got a handle on my motivation/time management so I might be able to handle being high all the time

[QUOTE=/B/rother;47708083]thanks matey <3 i don't really know if we're on good terms, haven't talked to her at all after she broke up with me. i miss her a ton, but i don't know what/if there's anything of worth that i can even say to her. i'm pretty much just trying to accept that fact that it's over now. i know she hopes that we can be friends, but i don't feel like that would work out, since i want a relationship rather than a friendship. my mind is just a mess right now, i don't know what i'm hoping is going to happen or if i can/want to do anything to change any of this. right now i've just gone back to my old way of living, being constantly under the influence of hash, beer and benzos. [B]i just want to feel okay.[/B] [editline]12th May 2015[/editline] i'm considering taking all her belongings, which i packed down in bags already, to her house. i could knock on the door, leaving her things, and then just go back down to the car. i don't want to look at these things that all reminds me of her.[/QUOTE] Of course man. Yeah, that's understandable, maybe talk to her once in a while but that isn't my call to make. I know how that feels..I've never wanted anything as bad as how I wanted to get back with her but, I fucked up and for that I have to face the consequence of being just friends for the moment. Though eventually I realized fighting it isn't gonna help the situation. My circumstance is probably pretty different though so take with that what you will. Mine was too, still is sometimes, but it'll get better I promise. That part I bolded..I know that feeling much too well, at least I used to. Just be careful, medicating it will definitely help in the mean time but that could lead your only way out. Dropped a tab around 10 this morning (during school lol, nothing engaging enough to bother me) and is now 2:30 just got home, smoked a bit of herb (cotton candy) now to fuck around on dota! Also I'm absolutely guessing but that was maybe a 130-140mcg tab (cut a little bigger)

[QUOTE=ZenX2;47711653]I keep jumping between whether I should stop smoking. I feel more functional when I don't smoke, but at the same time when I've got some THC in me I'm not depressed and the world feels like a better place, and everything is ok I think I've got a handle on my motivation/time management so I might be able to handle being high all the time[/QUOTE] idk like coming from someone who isn't really into doing that kind of thing it really sounds like a bad idea like how can smoking LITERALLY 24/7 be a good thing for you at all think about it, it's doing a psychoactive drug LITERALLY ALL THE TIME it sounds bad [editline]12th May 2015[/editline] and yet I bet half the people here do just that it's one of the few things that bothers me that some people can't handle being sober to the point where they have to smoke every day

I never really looked at weed that way even though in reality I guess that's exactly what it is. I'm on break from it right now anyway.

Went hiking today and found some really cool stuff but not the thing I was looking for

I feel like this whole time I've been looking at achieving happiness all wrong. When I thought about happiness it went something like "once I do this thing, then I'll be happy". As much as it helped, you just never seem to get there. Sure life is all about the struggle and doing new things to find happiness, but what if we turned that equation around. What if by looking at your past happiness you realize that you have had happiness before and thus you can achieve it again. I know it sounds like the same thing but think about it like this. By putting happiness in the beginning, it becomes confidence, something many people struggle to maintain. With that confidence you then feel like you can do the thing that you want to do to further your happiness. Instead of happiness being the end, it can be used as the fuel aka confidence to really push you through your next journey. Instead of reaching the end and gaining happiness to which you then think, man I wish I could be more happy (then feeling bad about yourself), you can instead be "nice I achieved my goal I knew I could do, now I can do that other thing I want" and it keeps the cycle going. I may still be unemployed but by keeping to my workout routine and doing chores in the house I feel different, less about "I'm not good enough" and more "I can do better" so it motivates me to keep at it instead of stopping at the smallest increment of progress.

[QUOTE=Banandana;47712020]idk like coming from someone who isn't really into doing that kind of thing it really sounds like a bad idea like how can smoking LITERALLY 24/7 be a good thing for you at all think about it, it's doing a psychoactive drug LITERALLY ALL THE TIME it sounds bad [editline]12th May 2015[/editline] and yet I bet half the people here do just that it's one of the few things that bothers me that some people can't handle being sober to the point where they have to smoke every day[/QUOTE] My dad is a real heavy smoker. Honestly I think it just becomes a state of being, it's helped him through rough times with no telling what could of happened if there wasn't that "artificial happiness" weed creates. Now thats not to say that there isn't going to be adverse effects, Of course regular consumption of a drug will have an altered effect on the personal Psyche, and not saying it can't trigger underlying mental health issues. I forget where I was really going with this But i'm sure there are people out there who know and understand that drugs everyday aren't gonna cause some shit to fuck up.

[QUOTE=Banandana;47712020]idk like coming from someone who isn't really into doing that kind of thing it really sounds like a bad idea like how can smoking LITERALLY 24/7 be a good thing for you at all think about it, it's doing a psychoactive drug LITERALLY ALL THE TIME it sounds bad [editline]12th May 2015[/editline] and yet I bet half the people here do just that it's one of the few things that bothers me that some people can't handle being sober to the point where they have to smoke every day[/QUOTE] I can see the concern, because after some rudimentary courses in neuro-psych and the such shows that a constant barrage of anything can cause significant changes in the brain and other functioning. But at the same time we can't rely on that common sense knowledge, or rather the common sense viewpoint of, doing something that much can't be good for you...just cause it sounds bad. By no means is it a jab at you but I just want to make people aware of thinking like that is essentially stopping your thinking process way before it should. By coming to that quick conclusion you rule out the possible positives and neutral traits that coincide with constant smoking or anything, because if you can find some phenomena from that constant usage, then maybe you can manipulate it and use it to its full advantage through moderated use rather than constant. I smoke about everyday but its more at night when I'm essentially done with the day and want to chill, play some games, music, then sleep. Then for during the day I'm a sober functioning being doing that life stuff er whatever. But I get what you mean by those who smoke before they even realize their sober and stay high their whole day. Can't say I understand it, I mean I get the good feeling, but to be high constantly I guess its just another way of existing or perception. Like I would assume someone like Snoop smokes constantly and he's still doing work and shit, so I guess some of use can deal with it no problem while others simply can't.

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Did you play cave explorer?

Have any of you ever though any like really abstract thoughts? Me and a friend of mine were discussing today: What if we've grasped the concepts of science completely wrong and as humans all of our theories are wrong/incorrect? It may seem unrealistic but interesting to think about none the least.

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47711309]I love the colors. Why can't more art/media be like this, like why do so many movies and games have to be dull, gritty colors when videos like this pop out and actually are interesting to look at? I've been playing Ori and the Blind Forest and the colorful artstyle mixed with the sound is just fun in it of itself, let alone the gameplay mechanics.[/QUOTE] the line between what is colorfully contrasting and what is a maelstrom of distraction is often very thin [editline]12th May 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=Exigent;47713473]Have any of you ever though any like really abstract thoughts? Me and a friend of mine were discussing today: What if we've grasped the concepts of science completely wrong and as humans all of our theories are wrong/incorrect? It may seem unrealistic but interesting to think about none the least.[/QUOTE] my friends had about an hour long discussion on the origins of the universe sitting in my buddy's driveway a couple nights ago. sure, before the big bang we had the six key elements (CHONPS is the acronym i remember) but how did those elements get there? we decided that the idea of the universe requiring a definite start and end supports both multiverse theory and simulation theory

I want to teach myself to tell stories. Being able to gather up an audience and make up a story on the spot that is engaging and meaningful. Fairytales and myths and the like. Really I just want to make people fall into their imaginations and guide their experience

I've been on Lexapro since April first and if I were to not take any till Sunday could I drop a 77.7ug tab of acid on Sunday? Or should I just not fuck with that kind of stuff right now?

[QUOTE=jomt1234;47702604]I've been thinking about mushrooms. It's something I wanna try, and I'm thinking about picking my own ones. Mr Fox, do you pick your own, and where in our avlånga gurkland finns du? And the rest of you, do you pick or buy? :v:[/QUOTE] Cultivating your own is the true path. It's cheap, you learn a lot about fungi, and you are rewarded with beautiful fresh specimens of your desired species (cubes are super easy).

[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;47714444]Cultivating your own is the true path. It's cheap, you learn a lot about fungi, and you are rewarded with beautiful fresh specimens of your desired species (cubes are super easy).[/QUOTE] Indeed, growboxes are readily available and you only really need to add fertilizer and a few other basic(?) things to it. Spores, syringes, sterilized boxes etc are all sent with the package. A lot more safer than picking it in the wild, and you don't have to rely on the mushroom season to kick into gear before you can start picking them.

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47713110]I can see the concern, because after some rudimentary courses in neuro-psych and the such shows that a constant barrage of anything can cause significant changes in the brain and other functioning. But at the same time we can't rely on that common sense knowledge, or rather the common sense viewpoint of, doing something that much can't be good for you...just cause it sounds bad. By no means is it a jab at you but I just want to make people aware of thinking like that is essentially stopping your thinking process way before it should. By coming to that quick conclusion you rule out the possible positives and neutral traits that coincide with constant smoking or anything, because if you can find some phenomena from that constant usage, then maybe you can manipulate it and use it to its full advantage through moderated use rather than constant. I smoke about everyday but its more at night when I'm essentially done with the day and want to chill, play some games, music, then sleep. Then for during the day I'm a sober functioning being doing that life stuff er whatever. But I get what you mean by those who smoke before they even realize their sober and stay high their whole day. Can't say I understand it, I mean I get the good feeling, but to be high constantly I guess its just another way of existing or perception. Like I would assume someone like Snoop smokes constantly and he's still doing work and shit, so I guess some of use can deal with it no problem while others simply can't.[/QUOTE] Ok now that I'm not busy I can formulate an actual reply to this. I didn't want to give a half reply as I thought this deserved a lot more thought and time to formulate. [QUOTE]But at the same time we can't rely on that common sense knowledge, or rather the common sense viewpoint of, doing something that much can't be good for you...just cause it sounds bad.[/QUOTE] Yes, I understand the reasoning behind this, and I totally agree. In this case, we're talking about excessive marijuana usage which has some pretty gross long term effects on the human mind. Forgetfulness, getting irritated easily, not being able to sleep, etc. While anyone can go and say 'no that doesn't happen to me' I totally see how that could be the case, however if it's happening to other people it only makes one wonder what it does in general to people. Yes maybe you might be able to function with a marginally less amount of anxiety and I honestly believe only a few ever actually really need to use marijuana to cushion their anxiety, many others seem to just use that as an excuse to justify their actions or make everyday life easier, which is literally the premise for a large amount of anti-drug campaigns. We can sit here and bash on anti-drug campaigns and laugh at how stupid they are, but maybe they actually have a reason for existing? I mean yeah, I'll sit here and do lines of ketamine or do LSD on a weekend every now and again, but I seriously think these anti-drug campaigns have some reasoning behind them, not just some 'hurr don do drugs kids they're all bad' bullshit. Has anyone thought that they might actually be preventing people from doing what I previously described, making everyday life easier? Yeah it sounds like a good idea but it's the number one way of creating dependence. If I'm down or had a shitty day, I sure as hell am not going to do a fat line of MDMA to feel better or drink a ton to cover my feelings, yet everyone smokes at the end of the day or after work to 'relax' which is fine until you're doing it every day. Next thing you know, you sit down on the couch, not smoke, and you're grouchy or crave it like you crave cigarettes. Whether this is ok or not really depends on the person but I see it just as I see cigarettes. I'm not saying this happens to everyone, but I'd bet money that it happens to most everyone here who smokes daily. Yeah you can hide behind forum posts and avatars, claiming you can quit but I see posts here all the goddamn time about how 'I'm taking a tolerance break' or 'I really crave some weed,' which doesn't sound like much but lets be honest, people do far more than they tend to admit on an internet forum. Some of you don't have issues with addiction with marijuana (you can laugh, and feel free to if you can take a one month break without issue, otherwise you can shut your mouth), and I get that. Doing things every once in a while, weekly, twice a week, it's fine. I feel bad for the people who have to spend every day in an altered state to be happy or complete because they cannot simply exist happily without the stuff. It sounds cruel but I'm being completely honest here with what I think of it. [QUOTE]By no means is it a jab at you but I just want to make people aware of thinking like that is essentially stopping your thinking process way before it should.[/QUOTE] I'm just going to take the time to say thank you, as I think this is a valuable point to bring up for a proper discussion about anything without any sort of ad hominem. [QUOTE]those who smoke before they even realize their sober and stay high their whole day. Can't say I understand it, I mean I get the good feeling, but to be high constantly I guess its just another way of existing or perception. [/QUOTE] I get the thought process here, and I understand your previous statement about ruling out the positives of smoking, but these are the people I'm more geared towards, those who wake-n-bake and think it's actually a good idea. I guess my underlying point here is that I don't care what people do, I just see this pattern that people tend to post here about how they smoke all the time, thinking it's something to be proud of. I feel like a majority of it is addiction being justified and would bet most everyone who smokes daily would fail if faced with the challenge of taking a one month break. EDIT: I know my opinion isn't the most popular here considering the demographic but I figured I'd at least express my observations. Questioning things is always important I guess. I'm really tired, so I hope I've articulated this decent enough to be understandable. Time for bed. [img]http://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-catdrugs.gif[/img]

[QUOTE=The fox;47714796]Indeed, growboxes are readily available and you only really need to add fertilizer and a few other basic(?) things to it. Spores, syringes, sterilized boxes etc are all sent with the package. A lot more safer than picking it in the wild, and you don't have to rely on the mushroom season to kick into gear before you can start picking them.[/QUOTE] Spend the money instead on a pressure cooker for pasturization and the rest of the materials are dirt cheap

Also, just my two cents but a friend bought a grow box and some spores and that got him a NKW real quick. He got arrested too.

[QUOTE=Exigent;47715952]Also, just my two cents but a friend bought a grow box and some spores and that got him a NKW real quick. He got arrested too.[/QUOTE] Yes, that is one of the problems of ordering growboxes and Weed seeds; The cops will wait a few weeks/months until they think your plant has grown, and is illegal, before coming over for a visit. So, if you can, either pay in cash, in person, alternatively have it sent to you from another country where it's legal.

Drank three heavy beers (Tripel) and then smoked a weed/hash mix. I felt like I evaporated, it was neat.

I had a post typed out in reply to Banandana, but switching tabs deleted it, so fuck it. I'll type it out when I get to my pc. Smoke weed every single day. But smoke responsibly. My biggest problem with smoking every day is being agitated when I haven't. When I decide on quitting, though, I'm not going to stop outright, I'll ween off for the sake of my neurotransmitter balance. And my horrible temper. I'm buttmad right now, I try to remain sober when I wake up for as long as possible, but at some point I have to make a choice: Take a xanax, smoke some weed, or be inconsolably agitated and worry my family until I fall asleep. I would rather smoke a little weed than take an antipsychotic or a mood stabilizer, personally.