Well everyone else is reappearing and posting updates so I might as well.
I've never necessarily been a "popular" or "well known" guy in DD, but this place is pretty therapeutic for me to type things out, so thanks. <3
I started seeing a psychiatrist about 2 months ago after a marijuana relapse. Tried quitting multiple times and realized I needed professional help to beat it.
Guy is really nice and has helped me tremendously overall. First time I went he prescribed me anti-anxiety meds. Apparently smoking weed every day for a while has some negative effects on a growing mind. I was diagnosed with GAD.
I've been dating a pretty cool chick for about 7 months now. A month after we started dating I told her I would stop smoking, because she wanted me to and I wanted to. I slipped up a few times and was too scared to tell her about it, so it was essentially my secret for a while.
Had a few really bad relapses during this time, fell back on classes and generally hated myself.
Most recent relapse, I came back from a school trip with some extra money and was in a shitty mood. I went out and bought a gram, and then a week later bought an eighth.
One day I smoked and later hung out with my girlfriend. I made sure to brush my teeth before, but when she kissed me she stopped and asked if I had been smoking. I couldn't lie to her face.
She was really upset. Mostly with how I hadn't told her about it. I was really upset with myself. She gave me an ultimatum, essentially her or weed. She even suggested that we take a break because she wanted to prove she was serious.
We were able to talk it out and stayed together, but some trust was broken and it still upsets me.
After this, I talked to my psychiatrist about my relapse and what happened. He recommend me seeing a drug therapy specialist.
I've started marijuana addiction classes. I've only had two so far, but the most motivating factor are the piss tests at every session.
Mental addiction is terrible. I want to quit one day and don't want to another.
I don't want to smoke because I'm in the prime of my life and I don't want to waste it. I'm so capable of being something great. But I'm willing to throw it all away for the fake instant gratification of marijuana.
Also I'm not demonizing weed, I still believe it's a wonderful drug. But personally, it completely destroys me. I lose motivation, energy, empathy, and sight of what's really important for me.
Some people can smoke everyday and become wonderful people, but I'm not one of them.
I may be dropping some acid soon, and I'll use it to straighten things out and try to realize what I really want in life.
[QUOTE=iggy650;47776686]
[b]I may be dropping some acid soon, and I'll use it to straighten things out and try to realize what I really want in life.[/b][/QUOTE]
Don't rely on drugs to magically cure your problems. I'm sorry to say it but there is no easy fix and acid doesn't magically let you know what you really want in life or straighten things out. It can help but it isn't a solution.
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[QUOTE=Stormcharger;47776703]Don't rely on drugs to magically cure your problems. I'm sorry to say it but there is no easy fix and acid doesn't magically let you know what you really want in life or straighten things out. It can help but it isn't a solution.[/QUOTE]
if anything it'll show him what he already knows, I remember when I first dropped acid and I was in a similar situation, it showed me the reality of 'it's either drugs or the girl' in that situation. It doesn't have to be that way for everyone but mind you I was a really heavy pot smoker at the time so it was one of those realizations that I already knew, but it felt profoundly obvious and in my face
I still didn't listen, I lost the girl.
it did eliminate a bunch of other bullshit beliefs I had though, conspiracy theory/otherkin related stuff, that refresh in belief systems was worth the trip because it helped me realize the difference between reality and fantasy a bit
The irony of taking drugs as a means of working out I shouldn't be abusing drugs was also a highlight of the trip
crazy to think that was like four years ago now
It's time to sploke a toke another phat spliffy bowl doodz.
[img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-2bong.png[/img]
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;47776703]Don't rely on drugs to magically cure your problems. I'm sorry to say it but there is no easy fix and acid doesn't magically let you know what you really want in life or straighten things out. It can help but it isn't a solution.[/QUOTE]
It'll be my second time. After the first time I realized how simple all my problems were and how easy it was to solve them.
It honestly will be more for a fun day with my friends, but I've been extremely stressed out recently over all of this and my grades. I feel like at the very least it will remove some stress.
I realize it won't be a cure all, but I feel like it will at least help. At the very least it will fill my appetite for drug use for a while.
[QUOTE=Creid;47775687]My nootropics finally arrived. They have made my auditory hallucinations go away almost completely. It's nice not to live in constant fear.
Victoryyyyyyy[/QUOTE]
fun fact, not sure if this applies to yourself or not but your post just brought this to mind, while I was away from this forum I did a bit of research into schizophrenia after a significantly powerful dream one night in which I woke up and was still half dreaming for upwards of an hour, confused between what was real and what wasn't (I staid in bed, it was a good sleep in, tbh)
turns out the schizophrenic state of mind closely resembles the REM sleep state neurochemically in a lot of cases, which I kind of expected
which would explain the negative symptoms as well as the hallucinatory states. It's comparable to walking around while dreaming at the same time in some cases
we treat schizophrenics with antipsychotics which 'dull' the activity of the mind more so, quite zombifying but it only really treats the positive symptoms such as delusions and psychosis resulting from the hallucinatory states, that in it self is only treating peripheral symptoms though
that got me thinking a bit and after a bit more research, it seems to be supported by more recent literature that central nervous system stimulants under close supervision when a patient is stable on anti psychotics could actually be useful for treating schizophrenia, especially the negative symptoms, which if you think about it, makes a lot of sense.. They're pushing for further trials and research into it but i'm pretty sure in the coming years that will start to become more common practice within psychiatry especially in treatment of negative symptoms
Schizophrenics tend to have a higher rate of caffeine and nicotine intake than neurotypicals statistically speaking, i've also met a few schizophrenics while I was into meth that claimed meth kept them 'in reality' for the duration of effects, all though understandably exacerbated symptoms otherwise over time (it's a fucked up drug, 0/10 would not recommend) all that seems to point towards the same kind of thing, stimulant self medication
i'm only speaking on this subject from what i've researched, tried to keep it relatively simple as there are some complexities and potential issues with this idea especially if the patient is unstable, but it's kind of interesting
won't pretend to understand what it's like to actually live with a condition like that. Out of curiosity what nootropics are you currently taking that help?
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
[url]http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23619055[/url] the article i'm referring too
[QUOTE=Consciousness;47776891]fun fact, not sure if this applies to yourself or not but your post just brought this to mind, while I was away from this forum I did a bit of research into schizophrenia after a significantly powerful dream one night in which I woke up and was still half dreaming for upwards of an hour, confused between what was real and what wasn't (I staid in bed, it was a good sleep in, tbh)
turns out the schizophrenic state of mind closely resembles the REM sleep state neurochemically in a lot of cases, which I kind of expected
which would explain the negative symptoms as well as the hallucinatory states. It's comparable to walking around while dreaming at the same time in some cases
we treat schizophrenics with antipsychotics which 'dull' the activity of the mind more so, quite zombifying but it only really treats the positive symptoms such as delusions and psychosis resulting from the hallucinatory states, that in it self is only treating peripheral symptoms though
that got me thinking a bit and after a bit more research, it seems to be supported by more recent literature that central nervous system stimulants under close supervision when a patient is stable on anti psychotics could actually be useful for treating schizophrenia, especially the negative symptoms, which if you think about it, makes a lot of sense.. They're pushing for further trials and research into it but i'm pretty sure in the coming years that will start to become more common practice within psychiatry especially in treatment of negative symptoms
Schizophrenics tend to have a higher rate of caffeine and nicotine intake than neurotypicals statistically speaking, i've also met a few schizophrenics while I was into meth that claimed meth kept them 'in reality' for the duration of effects, all though understandably exacerbated symptoms otherwise over time (it's a fucked up drug, 0/10 would not recommend) all that seems to point towards the same kind of thing, stimulant self medication
i'm only speaking on this subject from what i've researched, tried to keep it relatively simple as there are some complexities and potential issues with this idea especially if the patient is unstable, but it's kind of interesting
won't pretend to understand what it's like to actually live with a condition like that. Out of curiosity what nootropics are you currently taking that help?
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
[URL]http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23619055[/URL] the article i'm referring too[/QUOTE]
Stimulants work to keep you in reality, it can also make it worse if you over do it. I don't have a full grip on how much it would help due to just being schizoaffect.(Bipolar and schizophrenia symptoms from both but don't go to the full extent of each disorder) The most helpful thing I've found is CBT treatment you can tell what's real and what's not well the episodes are going on. The meds really aren't worth it unless you need to take. Anti psychotics make you feel like a shell and nothing seems worth doing.
I do take an anti anxiety which is great because now I have zero fear so I just fly off the walls with insanity when in hypomania and depressed is just a sit around wait for the switch thing. I'm also weird in the fact I'm one of the few who likes the hallucinations and voices talking to me all the time because it makes my day less boring.
I dropped acid last Sunday and the Sunday before. Both times I had great trips.
The trip two Sundays ago, I climbed the tree house (it's a platform 60's up a redwood). I sure was trippin' pretty hard up there. The view up there is killer. Some woman I met up there took a couple of photos. They're quite nice. The view is fucking killer where I am at right there. (Ocean, bay, mountains, forest, everything)
[t]http://puu.sh/hWdVv/6550152587.JPG[/t]
I decided to go even higher, I went to the cargo net (which is another 40 feet up), but I didn't want to go in because I was afraid my phone would fall out my pocket.
[t]http://puu.sh/hWdVS/c884cce9e1.JPG[/t]
I took this picture while by the cargo net.
[t]http://puu.sh/hWbfs/9b4e01d680.jpg[/t]
I was just starting to get all giggly, as you can see.
From there, I just wanted to keep going up.. So I did. I've already climbed to the very top of the tree the three house is on. It's probably a little bit more than 200 feet off the ground on the very top.
On the way up, I stopped maybe to two times to admire the view. I would also say, "Whoooaaa!!" and laugh a bunch. Once I had got the very top, I was blown away by what I could see. The panorama of the Monterey Bay was beautiful. The sun too looked so gorgeous. When I tried taking a Snapchat of this scene, I tried really hard to sound normal. I just wanted to express how stoked I was about this breathtaking site. But as I was recording myself, I instantly realized how silly I sound, so I just started laughing. I was also crying along with my laughter, I just so overwhelming happy about the sun and the ocean.
[video=youtube;n74miV8dl48]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n74miV8dl48[/video]
Man, that was a fun day. I lot more happened, but I will share another time.
This weekend is Caliroots (reggae) Festival in Monterrey. For the three days, my friend and I rolled 9 joints. They're pretty fat. Three j's per day.
[t]http://puu.sh/hWbeo/3a70843b30.jpg[/t]
Luckily we still have a lot of weed, so we can roll more j's, or just smoke bowls.
The truth is, is that she rolled most of them and I rolled only one. I actually learned how to roll joints yesterday. I'm really stoked because I rolled two more.
[i]Give a man a joint, he will smoke for a day; teach a man to roll and he will smoke for a lifetime.[/i]
[t]http://puu.sh/hWcjq/0b1bdf06a7.jpg[/t]
And now there are 11 j's.. I am proud of second and third :').
[t]http://puu.sh/hWbeT/87119f0810.jpg[/t]
DEG_Fan I had no idea this was your thing :omg:
[QUOTE=cody8295;47776337]Congrats man!
How often are you dosing? How significant is the effect on your mental and physical health?
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Consciousness should post more often now that he's back, I miss reading his posts[/QUOTE]
Well I have one for focus and two for mood support and I take 2 of the focus ones and 2 of one mood support and one of the other mood support 3 times daily.
Everything is so much brighter. I haven't felt this way ever since I got sick. I feel like I can think a lot more freely without worrying about the feedback.
It does make me more anxious and more agitated, but it's manageable and worth it.
[editline]May 22nd, 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Consciousness;47776891]fun fact, not sure if this applies to yourself or not but your post just brought this to mind, while I was away from this forum I did a bit of research into schizophrenia after a significantly powerful dream one night in which I woke up and was still half dreaming for upwards of an hour, confused between what was real and what wasn't (I staid in bed, it was a good sleep in, tbh)
turns out the schizophrenic state of mind closely resembles the REM sleep state neurochemically in a lot of cases, which I kind of expected
which would explain the negative symptoms as well as the hallucinatory states. It's comparable to walking around while dreaming at the same time in some cases
we treat schizophrenics with antipsychotics which 'dull' the activity of the mind more so, quite zombifying but it only really treats the positive symptoms such as delusions and psychosis resulting from the hallucinatory states, that in it self is only treating peripheral symptoms though
that got me thinking a bit and after a bit more research, it seems to be supported by more recent literature that central nervous system stimulants under close supervision when a patient is stable on anti psychotics could actually be useful for treating schizophrenia, especially the negative symptoms, which if you think about it, makes a lot of sense.. They're pushing for further trials and research into it but i'm pretty sure in the coming years that will start to become more common practice within psychiatry especially in treatment of negative symptoms
Schizophrenics tend to have a higher rate of caffeine and nicotine intake than neurotypicals statistically speaking, i've also met a few schizophrenics while I was into meth that claimed meth kept them 'in reality' for the duration of effects, all though understandably exacerbated symptoms otherwise over time (it's a fucked up drug, 0/10 would not recommend) all that seems to point towards the same kind of thing, stimulant self medication
i'm only speaking on this subject from what i've researched, tried to keep it relatively simple as there are some complexities and potential issues with this idea especially if the patient is unstable, but it's kind of interesting
won't pretend to understand what it's like to actually live with a condition like that. Out of curiosity what nootropics are you currently taking that help?
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
[url]http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23619055[/url] the article i'm referring too[/QUOTE]
I take combinations of different nootropics under 3 different names.
True Focus:
Vitamin C (from Potassium Ascorbate), Vitamin B6 (from Pyridoxine HCl), Potassium (from Potassium Ascorbate), L-Tyrosine (Free-Form), L-Phenylalanine (Free-Form), Taurine (Free-Form), Grapeseed (Vitis vinifera) Extract (min. 90% Total Polyphenols), Potassium Ascorbate, DMAE (from Dimethylaminoethanol Bitartrate), Ginkgo biloba (Leaf) Extract (min. 24% Ginkgoflavonglycosides & min. 6% Terpene Lactones), CoQ10 (Coenzyme Q10) (as Ubidecarenone), Other Ingredients: Cellulose (capsule), Magnesium Stearate (vegetable source) and Silica.
True Calm:
Niacin (as Niacinamide), Vitamin B6 (from Pyridoxine Hydrochloride), Magnesium (from Magnesium Amino Acid Chelate), GABA (Gamma Aminobutyric Acid), Glycine, Taurine, Inositol, Valerian (Valeriana Officinalis) (root), Other Ingredients: Gelatin (capsule) and Magnesium Stearate.
Mood Support:
Thiamine (from Thiamine HCl) (Vitamin B-1) 4 mg 267 %
Niacin (as Niacinamide) (Vitamin B-3) 25 mg 125 %
Viamin B-6 (from Pyridoxine HCl) 10 mg 500 %
Folate (Folic Acid) 400 mcg 100 %
Vitamin B-12 (as Cyanocobalamin) 200 mcg 3333 %
Pantothenic Acid (from D-Calcium Pantothenate) 50 mg 500 %
Magnesium (from Magnesium Oxide and Amino Acid Chelate) 50 mg 13 %
Zinc (from Zinc L-Methionine) 5 mg 33 %
Manganese (from Manganese Amino Acid Chelate) 2 mg 100 %
St. John's Wort Extract (Hypericum perforatum) (Aerial Part with Flowers) (min. 0.3% Hypericin) 450 mg *
Holy Basil Extract (Tuisi Extract) (Leaves)
(Ocimum tenuiflorum) (min. 2% Ursolic Acid) 100 mg *
Valerian 4:1 Extract (Valeriana officinalis) (Root) 50 mg *
5-HTP (5-hydroxytryptophan) (Griffonia simplicifolia) (Seed) 20 mg *
GABA (Gamma Aminobutyric Acid) (Free-Form) 250 mg *
Taurine (Free-Form) 125 mg *
L-Theanine (Suntheanine) 50 mg
hits from the booonngggg
[QUOTE=Creid;47778136]Well I have one for focus and two for mood support and I take 2 of the focus ones and 2 of one mood support and one of the other mood support 3 times daily.
Everything is so much brighter. I haven't felt this way ever since I got sick. I feel like I can think a lot more freely without worrying about the feedback.
It does make me more anxious and more agitated, but it's manageable and worth it.
[editline]May 22nd, 2015[/editline]
I take combinations of different nootropics under 3 different names.
True Focus:
Vitamin C (from Potassium Ascorbate), Vitamin B6 (from Pyridoxine HCl), Potassium (from Potassium Ascorbate), L-Tyrosine (Free-Form), L-Phenylalanine (Free-Form), Taurine (Free-Form), Grapeseed (Vitis vinifera) Extract (min. 90% Total Polyphenols), Potassium Ascorbate, DMAE (from Dimethylaminoethanol Bitartrate), Ginkgo biloba (Leaf) Extract (min. 24% Ginkgoflavonglycosides & min. 6% Terpene Lactones), CoQ10 (Coenzyme Q10) (as Ubidecarenone), Other Ingredients: Cellulose (capsule), Magnesium Stearate (vegetable source) and Silica.
True Calm:
Niacin (as Niacinamide), Vitamin B6 (from Pyridoxine Hydrochloride), Magnesium (from Magnesium Amino Acid Chelate), GABA (Gamma Aminobutyric Acid), Glycine, Taurine, Inositol, Valerian (Valeriana Officinalis) (root), Other Ingredients: Gelatin (capsule) and Magnesium Stearate.
Mood Support:
Thiamine (from Thiamine HCl) (Vitamin B-1) 4 mg 267 %
Niacin (as Niacinamide) (Vitamin B-3) 25 mg 125 %
Viamin B-6 (from Pyridoxine HCl) 10 mg 500 %
Folate (Folic Acid) 400 mcg 100 %
Vitamin B-12 (as Cyanocobalamin) 200 mcg 3333 %
Pantothenic Acid (from D-Calcium Pantothenate) 50 mg 500 %
Magnesium (from Magnesium Oxide and Amino Acid Chelate) 50 mg 13 %
Zinc (from Zinc L-Methionine) 5 mg 33 %
Manganese (from Manganese Amino Acid Chelate) 2 mg 100 %
St. John's Wort Extract (Hypericum perforatum) (Aerial Part with Flowers) (min. 0.3% Hypericin) 450 mg *
Holy Basil Extract (Tuisi Extract) (Leaves)
(Ocimum tenuiflorum) (min. 2% Ursolic Acid) 100 mg *
Valerian 4:1 Extract (Valeriana officinalis) (Root) 50 mg *
5-HTP (5-hydroxytryptophan) (Griffonia simplicifolia) (Seed) 20 mg *
GABA (Gamma Aminobutyric Acid) (Free-Form) 250 mg *
Taurine (Free-Form) 125 mg *
L-Theanine (Suntheanine) 50 mg[/QUOTE]
some nice stacks you got there, good to hear they're helping overall
[QUOTE=DELL;47777139]Stimulants work to keep you in reality, it can also make it worse if you over do it. I don't have a full grip on how much it would help due to just being schizoaffect.(Bipolar and schizophrenia symptoms from both but don't go to the full extent of each disorder) The most helpful thing I've found is CBT treatment you can tell what's real and what's not well the episodes are going on. The meds really aren't worth it unless you need to take. Anti psychotics make you feel like a shell and nothing seems worth doing.
I do take an anti anxiety which is great because now I have zero fear so I just fly off the walls with insanity when in hypomania and depressed is just a sit around wait for the switch thing. I'm also weird in the fact I'm one of the few who likes the hallucinations and voices talking to me all the time because it makes my day less boring.[/QUOTE]
I'm on an ass load of antipsychotics. I have been for almost 2 years. I can tell it affects me a lot but I can still be productive and get decent grades..
Drugs can help with stuff about your life, they've helped me move on from a relationship that was my everything, and that was gonna be a new start on my life, or at least, helped me think that it'll get better. Though, that was on either Mushrooms, LSD or Ketamine.. though, I wouldn't suggest people using drugs to fix their problems.
As for LSD, I will be dropping the remaining I have either tonight or on Sunday, and after that clear out, which kinda sucks but I think i'm gonna have to lay low for a while.
Finally buying some acid today. :quagmire: Gonna be my first time tripping since Christmas Eve, super stoked.
[QUOTE=Lick;47775513]Eyy everyone's back! hell yeah
In life news, I'm moving into a huge glorious goddamn frat house with 3 of my homies
got me a pool, master bedroom, garage with full bar, giant living room, and enough space to start building my art studio
not bad for a first "apartment", rents cheap af too
can't wait to trip anus in it
[editline]21st May 2015[/editline]
also drugtards if you are cool and find yourself in socal you would be welcome to crash for a few days[/QUOTE]
I'm movin to northern cali later this year lol
Just woke up and I'm so stoned guys... feelin fuckin awesome today too, alot better than yesterday
[QUOTE=iggy650;47776686]Well everyone else is reappearing and posting updates so I might as well.
I've never necessarily been a "popular" or "well known" guy in DD, but this place is pretty therapeutic for me to type things out, so thanks. <3
I started seeing a psychiatrist about 2 months ago after a marijuana relapse. Tried quitting multiple times and realized I needed professional help to beat it.
Guy is really nice and has helped me tremendously overall. First time I went he prescribed me anti-anxiety meds. Apparently smoking weed every day for a while has some negative effects on a growing mind. I was diagnosed with GAD.
I've been dating a pretty cool chick for about 7 months now. A month after we started dating I told her I would stop smoking, because she wanted me to and I wanted to. I slipped up a few times and was too scared to tell her about it, so it was essentially my secret for a while.
Had a few really bad relapses during this time, fell back on classes and generally hated myself.
Most recent relapse, I came back from a school trip with some extra money and was in a shitty mood. I went out and bought a gram, and then a week later bought an eighth.
One day I smoked and later hung out with my girlfriend. I made sure to brush my teeth before, but when she kissed me she stopped and asked if I had been smoking. I couldn't lie to her face.
She was really upset. Mostly with how I hadn't told her about it. I was really upset with myself. She gave me an ultimatum, essentially her or weed. She even suggested that we take a break because she wanted to prove she was serious.
We were able to talk it out and stayed together, but some trust was broken and it still upsets me.
After this, I talked to my psychiatrist about my relapse and what happened. He recommend me seeing a drug therapy specialist.
I've started marijuana addiction classes. I've only had two so far, but the most motivating factor are the piss tests at every session.
Mental addiction is terrible. I want to quit one day and don't want to another.
I don't want to smoke because I'm in the prime of my life and I don't want to waste it. I'm so capable of being something great. But I'm willing to throw it all away for the fake instant gratification of marijuana.
Also I'm not demonizing weed, I still believe it's a wonderful drug. But personally, it completely destroys me. I lose motivation, energy, empathy, and sight of what's really important for me.
Some people can smoke everyday and become wonderful people, but I'm not one of them.
I may be dropping some acid soon, and I'll use it to straighten things out and try to realize what I really want in life.[/QUOTE]
I know how you feel man, I'm trying to quit smoking but all of my closest friends are always hitting me up to go on blunt rides. It's gonna be tough but I need to stop smoking at least for a month or 2. A t-break is necessary for my lungs and my brain, and so I can get a new job.
Last night I looked around completely astonished that anything on Earth ever come to exist, let alone any species coming to the realization of it's own development.
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;47776703]Don't rely on drugs to magically cure your problems. I'm sorry to say it but there is no easy fix and acid doesn't magically let you know what you really want in life or straighten things out. It can help but it isn't a solution.[/QUOTE]
I can STILL never figure out which one is the mouth on your avatar
Is it the sad one directly under the eyes or the one further down that looks like a chin
On the topic of moving: I really wanna leave the East Coast and head to The Great Lakes. I want to work my way up in Ohio, get some money saved and maybe move back to the East Coast, Maine or Vermont perhaps.
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47778975]I can STILL never figure out which one is the mouth on your avatar
Is it the sad one directly under the eyes or the one further down that looks like a chin[/QUOTE]
Guessing by the teardrop, the sad one right under the eyes
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47778975]I can STILL never figure out which one is the mouth on your avatar
Is it the sad one directly under the eyes or the one further down that looks like a chin[/QUOTE]
lmao it's the "o" shape right above the chin He's going "oooh" in amazement cause he's stoned!
I hate it when I meet a new girl and she thinks she has a say in my drug use after knowing me for a whole couple of evening . Like, I if am able to attend school, care for myself, hold a job [B][I]and[/I][/B] manage to attract you why would you assume my usage is problematic :v:
In the beginning of my romantic career I resorted to lies, later I would tell half truths and now I just argue the virtues of my lifestyle and hopes she's cool. I am capable of compromise but I will not let someone think I am theirs to mold.
I forgot to quote the guy I'm trying to communicate to but it's you mr. page king :)
[QUOTE=DEG_fan;47777575]I dropped acid last Sunday and the Sunday before. Both times I had great trips.
The trip two Sundays ago, I climbed the tree house[/QUOTE]
That looks like an awesome time dude, I have no desire to try LSD again anytime soon but if the opportunity presented itself I would do it and I want to trip outdoors next time.
How many people can I fuck up with 12g of shrooms?
3 bags of different strains, dunno what the fuck my dealer think he is doing :v: Some are Cambodian I am 100% sure, then some Cubensis and some small mystery fuckers I believe to be very akin to liberty caps but not sure.
[QUOTE=cody8295;47778984]On the topic of moving: I really wanna leave the East Coast and head to The Great Lakes. I want to work my way up in Ohio, get some money saved and maybe move back to the East Coast, Maine or Vermont perhaps.
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
Guessing by the teardrop, the sad one right under the eyes[/QUOTE]
If you're ever in southeast michigan I'd be happy to chill with you.
[QUOTE=kaskade700;47779082]How many people can I fuck up with 12g of shrooms?
3 bags of different strains, dunno what the fuck my dealer think he is doing :v: Some are Cambodian I am 100% sure, then some Cubensis and some small mystery fuckers I believe to be very akin to liberty caps but not sure.[/QUOTE]
This is pretty hard to pin down, different mushrooms have varying levels of psilocybin, and some may provide different trips.
I'd suggest going with 2.5 - 3 grams per person, depending on when they last used psychedelics and/or dissociatives, how much theyve eaten prior to tripping, how used they are to tripping etc. I got a pretty nice trip on 1g, on a mostly empty stomache, as my first trip.
Doses can vary greatly, though.
[QUOTE=kaskade700;47779082]How many people can I fuck up with 12g of shrooms?
3 bags of different strains, dunno what the fuck my dealer think he is doing :v: Some are Cambodian I am 100% sure, then some Cubensis and some small mystery fuckers I believe to be very akin to liberty caps but not sure.[/QUOTE]
3 people with 3.5 grams each I'd guess, if not 4.
I could go for some shrooms, it's been a few years, missed out last season, the wet season is approaching again so hopefully some find their way to me this year
might give acid a miss this year, it's a crazy good experience but I just haven't felt the need to do LSD again since that time I went to church on acid
[QUOTE=Consciousness;47779386]might give acid a miss this year, it's a crazy good experience but I just haven't felt the need to do LSD again since that time I went to church on acid[/QUOTE]
woah tell me that story or link me to it if you already told it that sounds fucking hilarious :v:
nice to see all the people back in DD; I really should start posting here more
red dead redemption was one of the first games I played high a few years back and it was glorious
sooo looking forward to this 3 day memorial weekend
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