[QUOTE=Creid;47778502]I'm on an ass load of antipsychotics. I have been for almost 2 years. I can tell it affects me a lot but I can still be productive and get decent grades..[/QUOTE]
It effects everyone differently. Some people become zombies well others don't. I'd rather live in my crazy world than be like that.
Yay for the old people as well.
[QUOTE=Creid;47779435]woah tell me that story or link me to it if you already told it that sounds fucking hilarious :v:[/QUOTE]
it'd be in one of the old DD threads god knows how many pages back
basically it was during easter last year, during passover, I got a couple tabs from a mate, went home, dropped one, started tripping, dropped the second, started getting massive deja vu while chatting with a mate who'd also dropped (I wanted to solo trip at home), couldn't stand the looping and my mum had been pestering me about going to church prior to tripping, she came into my room one last time and asked if I wanted to go so I told my mate I was gonna do something different for a change, and went to church
I didn't lose my shit, I was really well composed at church and it was honestly one of the more humbling experiences of my life, seeing all the families there and everyone being kind to eachother, i saw broken down people coming in off the streets and no one was being judgemental towards them over appearances, I swear I found 'jesus' and the meaning behind passover but I wouldn't be able to put it to words too well, it was like an eternal, invisible force that holds everything together, the love that holds families together, the fundamental forces of physics that hold reality together, it's this thing we can't see, it eludes us when we try to measure it, but it's tangibly there, and it will always be there doing it's thing even after we're all dead in the dirt. I had this underlying hallucination of 'everything' akin to this: [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J052uR6aWT4[/url] or this [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNJQ6SAqjqo[/url] and passover was just a ritualistic celebration of this underlying, invisible force that makes it all possible, but of course, I was tripping something hard so I was probably way wrong about that one; that invisible force is there in a way, but that force isn't jesus himself which is the conclusion I had come too
anyway it was a pretty cool trip, but it was so long ago now that I can't really recollect on it in huge detail
Smoke weed
Every couple days
I guess.
I got the full body-load back, it almost feels like I'm tripping on something. Kind of uncomfortable, actually. Once I get away from weed I feel like I won't go back to it, unless I move somewhere I can get a prescription.
I'm not sure if it really helps my anxiety or depression, but it definitely helps me keep an appetite and not lose weight.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;47779506]it'd be in one of the old DD threads god knows how many pages back
basically it was during easter last year, during passover, I got a couple tabs from a mate, went home, dropped one, started tripping, dropped the second, started getting massive deja vu while chatting with a mate who'd also dropped (I wanted to solo trip at home), couldn't stand the looping and my mum had been pestering me about going to church prior to tripping, she came into my room one last time and asked if I wanted to go so I told my mate I was gonna do something different for a change, and went to church
I didn't lose my shit, I was really well composed at church and it was honestly one of the more humbling experiences of my life, seeing all the families there and everyone being kind to eachother, i saw broken down people coming in off the streets and no one was being judgemental towards them over appearances, I swear I found 'jesus' and the meaning behind passover but I wouldn't be able to put it to words too well, it was like an eternal, invisible force that holds everything together, the love that holds families together, the fundamental forces of physics that hold reality together, it's this thing we can't see, it eludes us when we try to measure it, but it's tangibly there, and it will always be there doing it's thing even after we're all dead in the dirt. I had this underlying hallucination of 'everything' akin to this: [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J052uR6aWT4[/url] or this [url]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNJQ6SAqjqo[/url] and passover was just a ritualistic celebration of this underlying, invisible force that makes it all possible, but of course, I was tripping something hard so I was probably way wrong about that one; that invisible force is there in a way, but that force isn't jesus himself which is the conclusion I had come too
anyway it was a pretty cool trip, but it was so long ago now that I can't really recollect on it in huge detail[/QUOTE]
wow, that sounds really cool. I've still never tripped on LSD or Shrooms and DOC just made me have a big psychedelic feeling but I never saw anything and the dose was pretty average. I don't think I'll ever do LSD as it would be terrible for my schizophrenia and shrooms maybe some day with benzos
[editline]May 22nd, 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47779512]Smoke weed
Every couple days
I guess.
I got the full body-load back, it almost feels like I'm tripping on something. Kind of uncomfortable, actually. Once I get away from weed I feel like I won't go back to it, unless I move somewhere I can get a prescription.
I'm not sure if it really helps my anxiety or depression, but it definitely helps me keep an appetite and not lose weight.[/QUOTE]
For some reason from the posts of yours I've read over the past year or so you seem like a person who does a lot of K or at least enjoys it. Is this true?
I also believe you are female. I could be wrong about that obviously so if you could tell me what you identify as that'd be cool
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47778975]I can STILL never figure out which one is the mouth on your avatar
Is it the sad one directly under the eyes or the one further down that looks like a chin[/QUOTE]
I hope this helps
[img]http://i.imgur.com/00pCvf4.jpg[/img]
[QUOTE=Creid;47779639]wow, that sounds really cool. I've still never tripped on LSD or Shrooms and DOC just made me have a big psychedelic feeling but I never saw anything and the dose was pretty average. I don't think I'll ever do LSD as it would be terrible for my schizophrenia and shrooms maybe some day with benzos
[editline]May 22nd, 2015[/editline]
For some reason from the posts of yours I've read over the past year or so you seem like a person who does a lot of K or at least enjoys it. Is this true?
I also believe you are female. I could be wrong about that obviously so if you could tell me what you identify as that'd be cool[/QUOTE]
Oh hell yeah, I'd enjoy some K. Never tried it though. Closest I've done is a couple doses of MXE.
I'm actually male. I've always been confused for a female, though, no biggie.
I guess gender dysphoria can make me difficult to view as a male without being able to see me in person. When I had long hair, people always confused me for a female, even nurses.
Interesting. I have a thing for androgyny :v: People who defy gender roles are like social eye candy to me
Began taking anti-depressants again roughly a month ago, and it's hard to really know if they're helping cause of all the stuff that's going on for me right now but I think they might be, atleast a little. Sertraline this time, also taking propavan to help me stay asleep during the nights but I still wake up a lot.
Playing the Witcher 3 while blazed is amaaaazing. After the patch fixed my game crashes I've been loving every minute of this. Goddamn I hope holodecks are real in the future, cause to be able to just experience a scene like this in a moment would be awesome.
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189139356/8B018100F137450DEA1AA99730E4734E65E05A29/[/t]
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189008832/FC523AB2ABD02BC03BED94D92E4C66575ACF7E06/[/t]
Just found this on the ground at work
[QUOTE]Pill imprint APO BU 75 has been identified as Bupropion hydrochloride 75 mg.
Bupropion is used in the treatment of major depressive disorder; sexual dysfunction, ssri induced; depression; adhd; anxiety (and more), and belongs to the drug classes miscellaneous antidepressants, smoking cessation agents. Risk cannot be ruled out during pregnancy. Bupropion 75 mg is not subject to the Controlled Substances Act.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47780441]Playing the Witcher 3 while blazed is amaaaazing. After the patch fixed my game crashes I've been loving every minute of this. Goddamn I hope holodecks are real in the future, cause to be able to just experience a scene like this in a moment would be awesome.
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189139356/8B018100F137450DEA1AA99730E4734E65E05A29/[/t]
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189008832/FC523AB2ABD02BC03BED94D92E4C66575ACF7E06/[/t][/QUOTE]
Dude I agree with you so much; w3 has been blowing my mind blazed or not but blazed it's been even more immersive. I'm on ps4 sadly because my rig probably won't run it to my liking yet :v: but it runs pretty well on ps4 thankfully
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47780441]Playing the Witcher 3 while blazed is amaaaazing. After the patch fixed my game crashes I've been loving every minute of this. Goddamn I hope holodecks are real in the future, cause to be able to just experience a scene like this in a moment would be awesome.
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189139356/8B018100F137450DEA1AA99730E4734E65E05A29/[/t]
[t]http://images.akamai.steamusercontent.com/ugc/28491084189008832/FC523AB2ABD02BC03BED94D92E4C66575ACF7E06/[/t][/QUOTE]
I'm loving it too. I just wish my dad wasn't so obsessed with Destiny so I could play it on my PS4.
I run most settings on ultra for a steady 60fps. Before the patch my game would go down to 40-50ish fps, now its running so much more stable. My pc was an investment, totally worth every penny. Maybe I'll post more screenshots because the weather and grass in this game is incredible.
[QUOTE=Creid;47780146]Interesting. I have a thing for androgyny :v: People who defy gender roles are like social eye candy to me[/QUOTE]
It has it's pros and cons. Surprisingly, there are still quite a few homophobes here. I guess my partner and I make people feel insecure or unsettled. When we get evil looks, we just reflect them right back. IME, there are two kinds of people here: The ones who tell us we're cute together, and the ones we have to ask what the fuck they're staring at.
[QUOTE=cody8295;47780457]Just found this on the ground at work[/QUOTE]
Good find, oughta work as a really light stim. I take 150mg every morning.
Anyone have experience with bupropion? Will 75mg do anything
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
I also just found 2mg of warfarin made by Taro
[QUOTE=cody8295;47780746]Anyone have experience with bupropion? Will 75mg do anything
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
I also just found 2mg of warfarin made by Taro[/QUOTE]
If you are craving a smoke, take it and it should go away. It's a light stim that you barely feel, but it is a nice light stim.
It's a norepinephrine-dopamine reuptake inhibitor and "non-competitive" acetylcholine agonist.
[QUOTE=cody8295;47780746]Anyone have experience with bupropion? Will 75mg do anything
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
I also just found 2mg of warfarin made by Taro[/QUOTE]
I'm pretty sure it was buproprion my doctor prescribed to me a few years ago for GAD. I'm pretty sure I remember reading it takes dosing once a day for 2 weeks or even a month to have any noticeable effects. I could be wrong and confusing it with something similarly named, though.
[editline]May 22nd, 2015[/editline]
it didn't even do anything after I had been taking it for over a month. I just got off it and told my psychiatrist my anxiety was really bad so he started me up on light benzos.
Probably the most stupid question of the day: Is it possible to extract anything from about 3 to 5 grams of pot?
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;47781015]Probably the most stupid question of the day: Is it possible to extract anything from about 3 to 5 grams of pot?[/QUOTE]
Yea but with that little amount it isn't worth extracting, you'd only have a very little bit of oil.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;47781015]Probably the most stupid question of the day: Is it possible to extract anything from about 3 to 5 grams of pot?[/QUOTE]
Probably better to justmake 6 to 10 bomb ass edibles. Go with firecrackers.
Also i just realized bupropion is wellbutron
Wellbutrin not taken regularly has a pretty different effect from right when you start taking it
It makes it very, very easy to get much angrier than you would ever normally get, without any control
Or it could do nothing. 75mg is a really low dose
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
75 might even be chill, a lighter view of the world and not caring about anything
The dude I bought acid from is a total bro, gave me an extra half tab because I had to walk to him.
[QUOTE=Exigent;47781814]The dude I bought acid from is a total bro, gave me an extra half tab because I had to walk to him.[/QUOTE]
Actual fucking acid? I must know this man
[QUOTE=Megadave;47781904]Actual fucking acid? I must know this man[/QUOTE]
Actual fucking acid.
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
Currently have 500ug of acid. I'll probably take the free half tab first to get a feel for it, then the other 200 next week or something.
Acid is the bomb diggity, I might take more next week
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47782112]Can acid be a terrifying experience? I hear very mixed things around here.[/QUOTE]
Depends on your mental state, where you decide to trip at, who you decide to trip with.
I always remind myself that it's my brain and I control it. I'm not going to let bad thoughts ruin my life.
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47781382]Wellbutrin not taken regularly has a pretty different effect from right when you start taking it
It makes it very, very easy to get much angrier than you would ever normally get, without any control
Or it could do nothing. 75mg is a really low dose
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
75 might even be chill, a lighter view of the world and not caring about anything[/QUOTE]
Wellbutrin for me is an instant blackout and psychosis.
Not sure why, but it was prescribed to me on a bad diagnosis, and it has always been rough on my system.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47782112]Can acid be a terrifying experience? I hear very mixed things around here.[/QUOTE]
From what I remember it's much more common to have a bad trip on shrooms than acid.
Like with acid you have a 90% chance of a good trip.
Shrooms is more like 60%.
These are higher if you have the right mindset/friends/location.
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
Speaking of these two things, a friend currently has an eighth of shrooms for $50. He is also saying he's getting a board of acid with 40 double dose tabs, but it's shipping from Norway or some shit so he doesn't know when it's coming.
I have 5 friends that are interested in dropping, including me. But I have $50 dollars right now. Should I wait for the acid to trip with my friends? Or should I purchase the shrooms?
I've taken acid once, and I'm really interested in shrooms.
Or alternatively I have some extra ritalin and adderall, should I try to strike up a deal with my friend for the shrooms?
Any suggestions should be nice.
[editline]22nd May 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47782112]Can acid be a terrifying experience? I hear very mixed things around here.[/QUOTE]
Back to this, I would say things that would contribute to a bad trip would be:
-Being by yourself
-Being somewhere with a lot of people (mall, school)
-Sketchy situations (cops, parents, elders)
-Doing a very large dose
-Mixing with something that wouldn't be good, i.e. alcohol
How to have a good trip:
-Have a good friend with a happy attitude babysit you
-Be in a safe place
-Be realistic with your dose, especially if it's your first time.
-Go outside and be in nature.
-Listen to sweet tunes.
Is it bad to take vicodin after drinking coffee? I gotta take something for my stomach, I can't think it hurts so bad.
I'm pretty sure I can't take tramadol since I'm on wellbutrin.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47782918]Is it bad to take vicodin after drinking coffee? I gotta take something for my stomach, I can't think it hurts so bad.
I'm pretty sure I can't take tramadol since I'm on wellbutrin.[/QUOTE]
Unless you qualify with the following:
- Low opiate tolerance
- Low caffiene tolerance
- Both
You should be fine. Vicodin in my honest opinion is the weakest of the codienes, and normally speaking, caffeine isn't that harsh of a trigger with codiene unless you have an antibiotic or anti-psychotic in your system with it.
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