[QUOTE=Memnoth;46958806]That's a relative statement, if I make the decision to end my life, then my subjective goal is rather fulfilled.[/QUOTE]
Give yourself a generous amount of time after any sort of trauma before you make a serious decision like that. Don't even tease the idea now, you don't need that kind of thinking at a time like this.
3 friends of mine wrote to me @ 11:58 pm yesterday right when i was heading to bed.
They were staying in a luxurious hotel near me, and had 19 grams of diamond flake cocaine, 10 grams of MDMA crystal and lots of booze and hash :v:
I ended up doing my fair share of the coke, having my taxi paid by one of my friends who also paid for the hotel room and overall we had a blast. What a nice way to end the weekend!
I got really blitzed and went to the north korea vs. china game. Sick game. A bunch of random australian cunts came out in full north korea support great, the flags and the chants. The fucking lot. fucking hilarious.
For some reason whenever I am not positive (sad, angry, etc) I find that it takes me an hour to recover. I go through the motions and get really of x or y (whatever the emotion was) but only for an hour and I'm good.
Then I smoke weed to finish off any bad vibes.
Also new LSD hookup wooooooo I cant wait.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYuW37GU1f4[/media]
savant is a genius, both in name and nature. his lyrical tracks are moving as fuck and speak libraries of sense to me; even his electro stuff just fits perfect in my brain, like a puzzle piece.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46959413]I soooooooooo wanna try acid, but there's nothing legit around here.
Last thing I want is cheap biker acid that will fuck me up permanently.[/QUOTE]
Well here is what I know about that topic:
Ive done acid once (twice, but the second time was bunk) and it was just amazing. The only way I could define the feeling was that of celebration and rejoice. I felt so good and wide-eye'd everything. Inglorious Basterds was so perfect that night. I walked in on the bar scene haha.
But what is important is the following: If you ever take acid and your following thoughts in the next 5 minutes are either "This tastes a little bit like metal", "This tastes [at all, beside paper]", or "My tounge is becoming numb" then spit it out immediately. You can keep it in if you want but there is a much higher chance for a bad trip... and some bad complications. The reason for flavor on acid is that it is cut or laced.
Acid has been found being cut with NBOMe compounds, 25i is an example. You hear of people doing these drugs from time to time but here is the main difference: Higher chance for overdose, higher chance of randomly dying from complications with the compound, higher chance for a bad or ruined trip (no idea why but thats what ive read and heard). These will typically numb your mouth or taste bitter.
LSD? Safe. No addiction potential ( I mean dependence not "habit" addiction, but this is less addictive than weed. ). Low chance for a bad trip (though possible. If you have willpower then you can fix a bad trip very easily.)
People say they've gotten flashbacks but that it is more like "20 seconds to 20 minutes of a really low form of the high" and nothing bad, but even then the idea of flashbacks is very controversial and many deny they even exist.
Does anyone have the link to the poppy seed tea thread?
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46959430][media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYuW37GU1f4[/media]
savant is a genius, both in name and nature. his lyrical tracks are moving as fuck and speak libraries of sense to me; even his electro stuff just fits perfect in my brain, like a puzzle piece.[/QUOTE]
I rather like this one of his, gets me hyped as fuck.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqbyhpIRfEo[/media]
EDIT: god damn it i'm too stoned for this shit.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46959502]How much would a tab even be? I hear it's really cheap, but I don't wanna go for cheap. If I could find legit, safe acid, I would be totally here for it.[/QUOTE]
Legit, double-dipped acid where 1 tab gets you [I]"woah"[/I] is $15 around here in New York. Usually with friends you can get a nice deal. My first time we bought in some weird bulk but they were $12 each.
The benefit I find from LSD to shrooms is less chance of a bad trip and its so much cheaper. An eighth of shrooms is typically $50 around here (as low as $35 for 2.5 grams). 5 grams is known for the breakthrough point of shrooms. Fuck that, $35 compared to $15 for hallucinations from both. However the hallucination "type" is different, see below about psychedelics.
The main problem with getting cut acid isnt the dangers of one tab, but multiple. NBOMe can be fine for 1 tab and people do it all the time, but two tabs is dangerous. To be honest just [B]avoid acid that has flavor[/B] [B]or makes your mouth numb[/B]. (besides the initial paper flavor from the blotter tab)
[B]Here are some characteristics of when I was on acid, and tips:[/B]
-It takes about 30 minutes - 1 1/2 hours to fully kick in.
-Hold the tab on any mucus membrane (I put it under my tounge), basically anywhere in the mouth. After 15 minutes, or when the paper is all soggy or is starting to fall apart, swallow it. It really takes only 1-4 minutes from the second it hits your mouth-lining to absorb most, but residual can stick behind. Most people I know recommend a 15 minute minimum. Once you swallow it, it will probably stick to your throat and continue any absorbing that it missed. It wont bother your throat.
-You feel ready. Like [I]ready[/I]. You can run a mile on this shit.
-Your eyes will be wide open
-If youre like me where you bug in public from being high, you wont with this. Your eyes and everything look completely fine. Your pupils will be [I]huge[/I] and you'll [I]feel[/I] that they are huge. It is very weird/awesome.
-Not everyone sees shit. [B]This is probably the best advice I can tell people[/B]. The trip is not just visuals, but the coming together of all your senses ([U]LSD is a psychedelic[/U], which is different than a hallucinogen.). The first time I did it I barely saw visuals, but as I played CS:GO I was in the game, not just immersed but in it. My hands on the keyboard and mouse felt as if they connected to the keyboard and mouse and it was natural. Madnice. Although with enough you'll see enough to write a giant essay on Erowid.
-Some acid may have the slightest tinge of a metallic taste, that is fine. More than a little bit of metallic taste, or a bitter taste, is bad news.
that would explain why i can't do shit on this quad-dipped acid other than lie in bed and mongg the fuck out
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might drop this evening
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46959586]that would explain why i can't do shit on this quad-dipped acid other than lie in bed and mongg the fuck out
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
might drop this evening[/QUOTE]
Yeah Acid does some awesome shit. I may post my experience to Erowid. The best part of it was that my friend ran faster than a car and flipped two people, the kid is frail and weighs ~120 so it was surprising.
If I could compare it, I would say it feels like being super baked on weed combined with some amphetamine or stimulant, and then combined with hallucinations of all sorts (not just visual, those who havent tried).
I am debating it for this evening. I have no reason to get up early tomorrow, the only problem is I would be dropping around 7 : /.
For a frame of reference for TheFilmSlacker, It kicked in at 7PM my first time and I was awake, wide-eyed till around 5AM.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46959642]I really wanna try it, but not only is it hard to find, but I'm kinda timid about trying other drugs than marijuana.
Just doing poppers through a bong is enough to make me feel disoriented and sick, and that only lasts a little bit. Acid lasts for hours.[/QUOTE]
Well poppers is a lot different. Acid lasts around 10 hours, with several peaks during it, all of close strength.
The first hour is all coming up, as it takes awhile ti hit your first peak. The second hour some will begin to peak at the end of but I was still coming up. The third-fourth hour is when I peaked, then the fifth was fun and joyous, the sixth was a lower part (which is good, it brings you back temporarily in a reassuring way) and then the seventh was peak. Eight-nine was more chilled. Tenth hour was an amazing after-glow type feeling combined with a comedown. But it does cause insomnia. I couldnt even catch a wink until it was over.
[IMG]https://www.erowid.org/chemicals/lsd/images/duration_chart_lsd.gif[/IMG]
Here is a chart from Erowid which is fairly accurate. Shift the crests a bit to the right and it would be my trip. I find that troughs should also be deeper on that graph, as my non-peaks were still very high but much less hallucination-like.
Dropping acid feels like commanding all neural networks to fire full chat for 8 hours. I think the "troughs" are your parasympathetic CNS attempting to balance the sympathetic CNS being full blast constantly.
dropped a quarter tab, here we go
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
is it bad that i normally tongue the tab for about 45 minutes or
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46958806]That's a relative statement, if I make the decision to end my life, then my subjective goal is rather fulfilled.[/QUOTE]
Pls no
People suck, but that's no reason to off yourself.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46958806]That's a relative statement, if I make the decision to end my life, then my subjective goal is rather fulfilled.[/QUOTE]
[B]A permanent solution to a temporary problem.[/B]
Use your brain to rationalize that out. It is how many of my friends got past suicidal thoughts.
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46960014]dropped a quarter tab, here we go
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
is it bad that i normally tongue the tab for about 45 minutes or[/QUOTE]
A quarter of a tab? Why?
But no I tongue tabs typically for 20-40 minutes before swallowing. Many agree that 15 minutes is all you need though. Even then, once you swallow it the tab just sticks to your esophagus and continues absorption.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;46959413]I soooooooooo wanna try acid, but there's nothing legit around here.
Last thing I want is cheap biker acid that will fuck me up permanently.[/QUOTE]
Funny, people around here pick it up from your area
[QUOTE=Charrax;46960083][B]A permanent solution to a temporary problem.[/B]
Use your brain to rationalize that out. It is how many of my friends got past suicidal thoughts.
A quarter of a tab? Why?
But no I tongue tabs typically for 20-40 minutes before swallowing. Many agree that 15 minutes is all you need though. Even then, once you swallow it the tab just sticks to your esophagus and continues absorption.[/QUOTE]
because this shits 290ug per tab and pure as fuck, straight from the lab
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
i did a half tab of this stuff, compared to a whole tab equalling the same amount i was ffffucked off my tits
[QUOTE=Arc Nova;46960089]Funny, people around here pick it up from your area[/QUOTE]
actually lemme known if you ever come up ill help ya out
You guys remember how when you got banned the subfourms would be hidden and you would see facepunch as one row?, For about a day I thought I was banned until I realized garry ruined everything.
having an absolute, calm mind on acid is bliss.
I have had no appetite recently and my palms are sweating so easily/often.
It is beginning to piss me off, I may go to a doctor. I have been smoking weed to eat my meals after going a day without appetite. I have also had such easily found anger recently.
Maybe I am stressed out and dont know it.
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Actually I believe the cause is coffee. I only got 4 hours of sleep last night and coffee kills my appetite as well as makes me swell profusely. Caffeine is fine with me but coffee-caffeine (although the same thing) causes all these side effects.
subliminal stress is hard to notice unless you are extremely mindful
rather than doing things that make you feel good, get rid of the things that make you feel bad
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
and there goes memnoth, though i have a feeling he'd already left a long, long time ago
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
does anyone know if he's ok?
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46961022]subliminal stress is hard to notice unless you are extremely mindful
rather than doing things that make you feel good, get rid of the things that make you feel bad
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
and there goes memnoth, though i have a feeling he'd already left a long, long time ago[/QUOTE]
Well the thing is that there are very few things that make me feel bad so I dont know of any other stressors right now in my life. Classes are starting for me on Tuesday but it's college lol its not that bad.
The only thing I constantly have as of recent is sweating palms and feet. Just constantly. It is the biggest pain in the ass ever. Its started a while ago while I was still on Accutane. However I am usually under the effects of caffeine. But if I dare play a game of CS:GO I will be sweating profusely.
I am healthy too, coming in at 6'5" with 200lbs.
He'll be fine, dw
The King is dead, RIP DD :(
"Wow this guy sure seems upset. He posted on Facepunch since 2011 and always has quality posts, really seems to enjoy it here. Poor guy, being suicidal like that. Maybe banning him will cheer him up."
Everything that is wrong with that ban.
The "please go get help" is, in my opinion, what I believe to be BANNED USER actually trying to help Memnoth, by essentially saying "snap out of it". I don't know, I'm not the guy who banned him. I believe it's important to remember that each mind, due to the things the individual has experienced, within its own boundaries will rationalise actions that other minds will deem irrational, and only through understanding of these differences can we make things better for everyone involved.
tldr good intentions, but misconcieved in their actuation
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
you know what it's like if you've ever been told to "snap out of it", its only at a point where you're actually able to that you can, otherwise it just makes the whole thing worse
It's like my life goal to do a real thumbprint now. Definitely not any time soon, more like a bucket list than a life goal honestly.
BUT DAMN, SHIT SEEMS FUN.
trailer park boys is great
[editline]18th January 2015[/editline]
especially when you're part of a similar triumverate
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