I really, really, really dislike annoying people. This kid came up to me and put a fucking tray of mayonnaise on my shoulder. So I get up and start walking after him and he thinks I'm joking around, until I got a hold of him and just shoved him into a wall, where he ran away after. I'm just flowing with rage at the moment.
the obvious solution is smack a bitch
I forgot, he's actually a member on the forum. @Samg381
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47912389]Looking back I have no idea how I was able to function taking 25-35mg of Focalin a day, 10mg over the course of a day feels like a shitload now
On the other hand, if it feels like time is flowing super quickly meditating for 30min is surprisingly easy[/QUOTE]
I feel like my jaw is going to explode from the pressure if I take more than 10mg of adderall, even though I use it almost daily :v:
ffs, my boy got my hopes up when he said he managed to get LSD, turns out it was the exact same shit i dropped on new years (that was not LSD)
convo went sort of like
him: Do you know *girl I dropped "acid" with at new years*
me: yeh sure why?
him: I took lsd with her and that gang on friday
me: then it wasn't lsd if it was from her
him: i got it myself, but i did it with them
me: was it bitter?
him: a little
me: did it numb your tongue?
him: yeh
me: yeh that was the shit i did with them, its not lsd man
I mean its a fiver a tab so like I might just pick some up anyway, but im a bit iffy seeing as I only know its some varient on 25i-nBOME, and I have no idea about the dosage and shit
[QUOTE=despair3173;47914994]ffs, my boy got my hopes up when he said he managed to get LSD, turns out it was the exact same shit i dropped on new years (that was not LSD)
convo went sort of like
him: Do you know *girl I dropped "acid" with at new years*
me: yeh sure why?
him: I took lsd with her and that gang on friday
me: then it wasn't lsd if it was from her
him: i got it myself, but i did it with them
me: was it bitter?
him: a little
me: did it numb your tongue?
him: yeh
me: yeh that was the shit i did with them, its not lsd man
I mean its a fiver a tab so like I might just pick some up anyway, but im a bit iffy seeing as I only know its some varient on 25i-nBOME, and I have no idea about the dosage and shit[/QUOTE]
I got 3 tabs of 25i given to me under the guise of acid. It's fun but it keeps me awake too late and it gives me meaaan headaches
if you don't know exact dosages I'd probs avoid taking more than a tab at a time because my boy Jacob got a bit mashed up from high dosage
Finally took a shit. I took two xanax and a benadryl last night to keep the cravings off and fall asleep, which worked, but I woke up in a zombified state with a destructive mood. I woke up with 15 minutes to spare to take a shower and get ready to take my grandmother to lunch with her old lady friends.
At least when we got there everyone was in a good mood and the waitress was very attentive and attractive, so that helped. Finally took the first shit in days once I got home.
Bout to [img]http://fun.resplace.net/Emoticons/Smoking/bong.gif.pagespeed.ce.Y-aDoV4xZK.gif[/img] and hopefully decompact my bowels and do some laundry.
As soon as I took that second .5 of xanax I was basically waking unconciouss. I forgot to turn my TV off and set the alarm before going to sleep. I had some awful dream about being incredibly paranoid about people breaking into our house and a load of other negative things that I don't recall.
Why can't weed just be legal so I could get what I need and actually look for jobs without worrying about faking a drug test. Fuck prohibition.
So a constantly stoned Indian guy with fake large rimmed glasses has added himself to the list of people you don't know but see everywhere in your life
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;47916161]So a constantly stoned Indian guy with fake large rimmed glasses has added himself to the list of people you don't know but see everywhere in your life[/QUOTE]
this is how it is living in the outskirts of denmark, times tenfold
it feels like i haven't seen an unfamiliar face while walking around town for months
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;47916161]So a constantly stoned Indian guy with fake large rimmed glasses has added himself to the list of people you don't know but see everywhere in your life[/QUOTE]
I have one of those, he always turns up for my DJ sets and loves Vampire Weekend but also really ignant hip hop
but he's a constantly stoned Sri Lankan guy with fake large rimmed glasses
[QUOTE=strayebyrd;47915062]I got 3 tabs of 25i given to me under the guise of acid. It's fun but it keeps me awake too late and it gives me meaaan headaches
if you don't know exact dosages I'd probs avoid taking more than a tab at a time because my boy Jacob got a bit mashed up from high dosage[/QUOTE]
I thought it was pretty decent the one time I did it, but the trip lasted a bit too long, but i was fucking knackered because i'd stayed out, and had been drinking, so i think ill wait until im sober/well enough slept before i judge it completely
[QUOTE=strayebyrd;47916853]I have one of those, he always turns up for my DJ sets and loves Vampire Weekend but also really ignant hip hop
but he's a constantly stoned Sri Lankan guy with fake large rimmed glasses[/QUOTE]
the weirdest thing is that I kinda live far away from work, but ive seen him round where I live, in the city where I work and the other day he bought a beer off me :v:
There's nothing quite like waking up at 5pm. What is a sleep schedule
I really wanna save my last bowl pack for tomorrow but i also want to be high now. Oh the struggle
[QUOTE=cody8295;47918200]I really wanna save my last bowl pack for tomorrow but i also want to be high now. Oh the struggle[/QUOTE]
I always keep a nug somewhere I'll forget.
Makes for good, rainy days when you run through your entire stash and happen upon what you saved for yourself.
It's like finding Voyager I after a long and quiet space travel, ergo weed-time-capsule.
ended up scraping some res and kief and putting it in my vape. Im high but not as high as i want to be
Dreams are the best psychedelics ever, I saw a guy drink a bowl of gold fish and then he started floating, turned into space and then I was riding a rocket motorcycle through space. Best part ever about quitting weed.
[QUOTE=DELL;47924857]Dreams are the best psychedelics ever, I saw a guy drink a bowl of gold fish and then he started floating, turned into space and then I was riding a rocket motorcycle through space. Best part ever about quitting weed.[/QUOTE]
I keep having dreams about meeting the love of my life
they end so soon
[QUOTE=DELL;47924857]Dreams are the best psychedelics ever, I saw a guy drink a bowl of gold fish and then he started floating, turned into space and then I was riding a rocket motorcycle through space. Best part ever about quitting weed.[/QUOTE]
I'm really excited to have time to do a dream journal over the summer
My goal is to put in a lot of effort so I can have semi-frequent lucid dreams, and then take different psychedelics in the dreams because 100% of the time cool shit happens
Last night/this morning (idk at this point I've abandoned monophasic sleep entirely), someone in a dream told me her name was Salvia and usually it's hard for me to be surprised in a dream but that made me do a double take
I'm back from uni and away from the contacts I could just call and I would have my stuff in five, I feel like I am addicted.. not to particulary to weed, but I just have the urge to get high... should it be codeine, weed or whatever
[QUOTE=koppel;47930674]I'm back from uni and away from the contacts I could just call and I would have my stuff in five, I feel like I am addicted.. not to particulary to weed, but I just have the urge to get high... should it be codeine, weed or whatever[/QUOTE]
yeh i feel that, its just the fact that it was so readily available, how come you moved after uni anyway?
[QUOTE=despair3173;47931351]yeh i feel that, its just the fact that it was so readily available, how come you moved after uni anyway?[/QUOTE]
What I mean is that I am at home for the summer... Well atleast I have few beers for tonight. I am thinking about learning Visual Basic,C# or Java this summer, any suggestions for programming projects or whatever?
(although not being high makes me so unmotivated , fucking hell, i gotta start making better decisions )
Well, just had a shipment get through. Guess my worries about shipments getting caught was unwarranted. Question now, though, is whether to go with LSD, K or Speed.. Hmm. Leaning towards Speed since it's cheap af, and I haven't had any for a while now, still not feeling any craving for it, though.
[QUOTE=koppel;47931782]What I mean is that I am at home for the summer... Well atleast I have few beers for tonight. I am thinking about learning Visual Basic,C# or Java this summer, any suggestions for programming projects or whatever?
(although not being high makes me so unmotivated , fucking hell, i gotta start making better decisions )[/QUOTE]
VB.NET was the first language i learned. Its super fun just messing around in the designer but he syntax is unique.
C Sharp has the same designer but a syntax closer to that of most other popular languages.
I would recommend c sharp, JavaScript, python, PHP and eventually c++
[QUOTE=cody8295;47932747]VB.NET was the first language i learned. Its super fun just messing around in the designer but he syntax is unique.
C Sharp has the same designer but a syntax closer to that of most other popular languages.
I would recommend c sharp, JavaScript, python, PHP and eventually c++[/QUOTE]
I already know ( I am afraid to use word KNOW in programming, because the more I code the more I see there is stuff to learn ) PHP, JS,MySQL. I have worked with many JS API's and have created some solutions I am proud of, but I am looking for something more serious and I feel like a beginner , although there is lot to do with already those three. Maybe I just don't know what to do, I feel like I know the basics, but I want to master it...
[QUOTE=koppel;47931782]What I mean is that I am at home for the summer... Well atleast I have few beers for tonight. I am thinking about learning Visual Basic,C# or Java this summer, any suggestions for programming projects or whatever?
(although not being high makes me so unmotivated , fucking hell, i gotta start making better decisions )[/QUOTE]
C# or Java are both good for learning, Visual Basic is a waste of time
I would recommend finding some books and doing any exercises they have
As for projects, there are two main approaches:
Look at what you know and just play around with combining different concepts until you figure out something you could do with them
Pick an idea (like a calculator or something in the terminal), and before writing any code figure out what parts you need on the surface (buttons, user input, etc.), and how those parts will need to interact underneath (taking the input and doing calculations on it and putting that in the output). Break down each of these into progressively smaller parts until you either know how to implement that bit with what you've learned already, or you don't know. When you don't know, you have research different approaches to doing it or the underlying concepts you will need to know to make your own approach.
Breaking it down like this and researching are two of the most important skills in programming, or problem solving in general. You don't even need to know these things beforehand; if you really put in the effort to program your problem solving ability will skyrocket and can be applied anywhere in your life
Thanks for the input, if I wouldn't have posted here I would have gone with VB... I have basic knowledge of Java and C# , C# seems easier.
Go with either Java, C#, or if you're looking at anything web, Javascript
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Don't fuck with visual basic, it's practically useless at this point outside of personal projects.
[editline]11th June 2015[/editline]
If you ever want it to be more than a hobby, I would recommend doing some side projects and throwing them on github. Doing so was probably one of the best decisions I've ever made (formatted computer, keeping all work/source code, used it to get hired by my current employer). Now I code all day, love it, and get paid for it.
It's going to be hard but eventually the more you learn the easier shit's going to be as you continue.
Learning to code is one of the best investments I've made and I'm glad there are others out there who are taking the initiative, as school can only teach so much.
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Might find something on here
thanks ! and yes, I want it to be more than an hobby, I am studying applied computer sciences, but I feel like they are not teaching enough ( just the basics of everything , and I don't want to be like most of the people in my class, I like solving problems )... and I am definitely going to start doing some of those challenges :) Where would you guys recommend start learning C#? I have done few functions for games in Unity with it, but I certainly don't know all the basics.
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