holy shit, got baked with a mate who introduced me to this new dealer, and like he's actually not scum. He was like really chill, had a decent sense of humour and knew what he was talking about, like as soon as i started talking to him, i could tell he wasnt dumb
i also hung out with my ex last weekend. we did what we usual do, binge watch netflix and ate junkfood. it was a little weird having to keep in my mind that we're friends now, but it helped my mood greatly.
it looks like we're going to stay apart for a little while, cause none of us has anything under control at the moment and we can't make rational decisions. lets hope hanging out becomes more natural and we can figure shit out. still super stoked that we're even talking to each other. i thought i had fucked it up.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47941625]i also hung out with my ex last weekend. we did what we usual do, binge watch netflix and ate junkfood. it was a little weird having to keep in my mind that we're friends now, but it helped my mood greatly.
it looks like we're going to stay apart for a little while, cause none of us has anything under control at the moment and we can't make rational decisions. lets hope hanging out becomes more natural and we can figure shit out. still super stoked that we're even talking to each other. i thought i had fucked it up.[/QUOTE]
Last time I tried this we ended up in bed, things just go so easy with someone you have done it many times before....
Also, got some bud, looked good, but didn't really do much and I haven't been smoking for a week
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47941625]i also hung out with my ex last weekend. we did what we usual do, binge watch netflix and ate junkfood. it was a little weird having to keep in my mind that we're friends now, but it helped my mood greatly.
it looks like we're going to stay apart for a little while, cause none of us has anything under control at the moment and we can't make rational decisions. lets hope hanging out becomes more natural and we can figure shit out. still super stoked that we're even talking to each other. i thought i had fucked it up.[/QUOTE]
man thats not something easy to do, i know for a fact that i can never be like that with my ex, i wouldnt want to fall in love with her again when i dont have a chance
If I were starting programming over, I'd go python -> C# or Java -> C -> C++ -> web/databases. VS basic wasn't bad to learn first, but I don't see c# being harder. Python was super easy to pickup from c. Avoid Racket/Scheme like the plague, my university starts cs retarded.
If my farts came alive what language would they speak? Why does the moon never whisper into my soul? Where are those great people who lets me into their hearts? Why am I alone? I try to socialize, but I guess they just think I shouldn't
Maybe I am a spooky scary skeleton! Maybe I am not!
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[video=youtube;vAg2HGPrjWs]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAg2HGPrjWs[/video]
Pixar sure did it great this time but I love the album.
Who likes Xavierwulf he is hard as hell
[video=youtube;A2Owmy71Yb8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2Owmy71Yb8[/video]
Facepunch I have a shroom question. If I leave shrooms socking in a lemon tek for too long will they stop being psychoactive? I prepared a lemon tek then before I took it I had to go cover a shift at work. Two days later I took it and got nothing. Did the acid destroy my drugs?
[QUOTE=$$>MUFFIN<$$;47944427]Facepunch I have a shroom question. If I leave shrooms socking in a lemon tek for too long will they stop being psychoactive? I prepared a lemon tek then before I took it I had to go cover a shift at work. Two days later I took it and got nothing. Did the acid destroy my drugs?[/QUOTE]
Unlikely, dmt is most stable in an acid solution (go figure). People have left their acid boils in the fridge for days, even weeks with little to no loss of yield.
If you left it uncovered or near heat, even room temperature, that might explain the loss of potency . They also just might be weak shrooms (have you bioassayed them before?)
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Actually even heat shouldn't affect acidic dmt. Im not sure of the difference between acidic dmt and acidic pilocin/cybin, but i imagine the problem must have been oxidation
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;47942456]If my farts came alive what language would they speak? Why does the moon never whisper into my soul? Where are those great people who lets me into their hearts? Why am I alone? I try to socialize, but I guess they just think I shouldn't
Maybe I am a spooky scary skeleton! Maybe I am not!
[editline]13th June 2015[/editline]
Pixar sure did it great this time but I love the album.[/QUOTE]
You sound like me when I was doing nothing but smoking weed and taking adderall with minimal sleep and food for months. Eventually I was in full blown psychosis. I'm just going to guess you're really fucking high. I really hope so, anyway.
[QUOTE=Creid;47946621]You sound like me when I was doing nothing but smoking weed and taking adderall with minimal sleep and food for months. Eventually I was in full blown psychosis. I'm just going to guess you're really fucking high. I really hope so, anyway.[/QUOTE]
Having a shitty episode as of recently, smoking weed when its worst. Though my friends are starting to return into my life and I am going to take a break from weed until I find proper smoke buddies.
I cant help but talk about weird shit when I am high, but some people just want to relax and sit in the couch or something else, and that is so fucking boring, then I might as well be alone.
Been a while since I've browsed here- Just not the same without the DD board :/
How's it hanging fellows? Anything I missed?
I had a really intense dream last night that I smoked some kind of white powder that turned out some kind of psychedelic dissociative, at first the sky started strobing rainbow colors and then the dream became very chaotic and hard to follow, showing me weird visions tied to my thoughts. There was one point where I was on a cartoon roller coaster
Eventually it wore off and I was like "fuck this shit" and tried to throw it away, but instead my entire supply (at least 20x what I had smoked) caught fire, and I suddenly saw myself in third person (which almost never happens in my dreams), right in the smoke billowing out and realized I was fucked, I can't remember fully what happened but I do remember being a ball of anxiety floating I the darkness of sleep
Shit.... I'm high
kinda on the topic of dreams, I got really fucking baked yesterday and woke up to a nightmare this morning.
It was quite strange, I was in some kind of abandonned hotel that was basically in pristine condition, just not lit, but there were plants everywhere even indoors. I found my way right to the top room of this building by climbing through wood and plants, i opened the window in the room and shouted down to two people, my mate i got baked with and his dealer, then i went to sleep in the bed.
Now, I woke up in the dream, started walking out of the bed, and this ring-like girl was sitting on the bed next to me and i started running, and had this moment where I realized that I was still comfortably lying in bed so i couldnt be awake, then woke up again. this time it was like pov, and there was this black figure (once again ring-esque) that was kind of hovering on my bed where my legs were, and I thought it was my mum waking me up, but it leaned in and i thought i was going to die, and i woke up
if i go to sleep high i tend to get very little sleep, and have nightmares, its great
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if i go to sleep high i tend to get very little sleep, and have nightmares, its great[/QUOTE]
I have vivid dreams when i shmoke but overall tend to sleep well. Allot more self-aware.
Oh Beautiful for smoggy skies, insecticided grain,
For strip-mined mountain's majesty above the asphalt plain.
America, America, man sheds his waste on thee,
And hides the pines with billboard signs, from sea to oily sea.
I wish I could just be on the west coast already. I'm 22 and this is just taking too long and I'm doing fuck all with what I got.
Mind you this is probably the alcohol talking but I'm just so sick of were I'm at, I love my friends and I love my dad but I just can't be here any longer, need a refresher, a new me per say.
West coast best coast.
You'll make it, just set goals and tackle them one by one.
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[QUOTE=cody8295;47950170]Oh Beautiful for smoggy skies, insecticided grain,
For strip-mined mountain's majesty above the asphalt plain.
America, America, man sheds his waste on thee,
And hides the pines with billboard signs, from sea to oily sea.[/QUOTE]
That is nothing more than the smell of money
[QUOTE=Banandana;47951272]West coast best coast.
You'll make it, just set goals and tackle them one by one.
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But it's sooo hard :v: I got this it's just when you start drinking and thinking of stuff gettin you down, you wanna let the world know or something. Thanks for the kind words for what it's worth.
Everything is about perspective, and thinking that something is really hard or overly ambitious will only help make it easier to justify giving up. Remember that you don't achieve things overnight either. Chip away at it and one day you'll wake up in the superior coast.
[QUOTE=cody8295;47946131]Unlikely, dmt is most stable in an acid solution (go figure). People have left their acid boils in the fridge for days, even weeks with little to no loss of yield.
If you left it uncovered or near heat, even room temperature, that might explain the loss of potency . They also just might be weak shrooms (have you bioassayed them before?)
[editline]13th June 2015[/editline]
Actually even heat shouldn't affect acidic dmt. Im not sure of the difference between acidic dmt and acidic pilocin/cybin, but i imagine the problem must have been oxidation[/QUOTE]
I left it uncovered. Damn.
I got so high that when I was eating really hard I bit my cheek and now it hurts because I'm not high. Now I need to get high so I forget about it
[QUOTE=Banandana;47951862]Everything is about perspective, and thinking that something is really hard or overly ambitious will only help make it easier to justify giving up. Remember that you don't achieve things overnight either. Chip away at it and one day you'll wake up in the superior coast.[/QUOTE]
People often overestimate what they can do in a year, and underestimate what they can do in 5 years. A lot you can change in 5 years, since your identity is fluid anything is possible in that time if you grasp the right opportunities.
[editline]14th June 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Tacooo;47952169]I got so high that when I was eating really hard I bit my cheek and now it hurts because I'm not high. Now I need to get high so I forget about it[/QUOTE]
I miss the smarked rating.
Seems the universe is smiling at me, shit just seems to being going my way for whatever reason.
Also nothing like getting drunk at a place where all you feel is love considering last night I was all SUPER NEGATIVE well drunk. Now its like super positive and everything feels weird and good.
Stuck at work on a Sunday morning, blehh. Cant wait till i dont have to work for money, i need to work towards my enlightenment. Talking to the birds until then
Is it necessary to crush up Adderall XR beads if you intend to dissolve it under your tongue?
[QUOTE=BLOODGA$M;47955305]Is it necessary to crush up Adderall XR beads if you intend to dissolve it under your tongue?[/QUOTE]
It's best to crush it up, and why the fuck would you take adderall sublingually haha, just crush the beads into a powder and take it with some water, quick and easy and you aren't sitting there with gunk in your mouth. Plus afaik amphetamine molecules are too large to be absorbed properly in the mouth without help with some water or something and even then it would just go down your throat.
I swear if I read one more post on facebook claiming weed isn't a drug I'm gonna find that person and slap them
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I swear if I read one more post on facebook claiming weed isn't a drug I'm gonna find that person and slap them[/QUOTE]
I see this shit daily, it also pisses me off
[QUOTE=cody8295;47955516]I see this shit daily, it also pisses me off[/QUOTE]
I especially love "If it's man made it's a drug, if it's a plant it's not a drug" Like how, what when, how do you get to this conclusion!? And they're so confident!
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