Got to go fast Saturdays, now to get really concentrated.
I saw this dude with my eyes closed while high last night
[t]http://i.imgur.com/MskslGR.jpg[/t]
He was much more colorful, very symmetrical, and was kind of intimidating because it felt a lot like a person
I also saw some transforming donuts and gears transforming back and forth with bones (perfectly shaded in tones of lime-green, no less)
[editline]20th June 2015[/editline]
Ah shit I ended up taking lorazepam and just remembered that
It got to be a bit much when I started more and more stuff and I was just trying to sleep and I got paranoid about having a seizure for some reason
[QUOTE=jomt1234;48009287]I have an aluminium grinder and was thinking about using isopropyl alcohol. That would do the trick, right? :v:[/QUOTE]
Yes sir. Infact you can even keep the remaining liquid, evaporate the IPA, and afterwards, smoke it!
Make sure ALL the IPA is purged though. That shit's super neurotoxic.
[QUOTE=MEOWTFLOL;48014472]Yes sir. Infact you can even keep the remaining liquid, evaporate the IPA, and afterwards, smoke it!
Make sure ALL the IPA is purged though. That shit's super neurotoxic.[/QUOTE]
Acetone is safer. But it's hard to find non-diluted acetone
Guys how do I handle this? I feel like shit a lot of the time and sometimes I just want to race all the way to my dealer or to the booze store and buy something to wash it down or smoke it away with.
I really want to keep this under control, I have good friends to do drugs with, not abusive assholes anymore. Drugs are pretty fucking cool, just want to keep them under control due to also having a life and an economy to maintain.
Been clean for more than a few weeks now IIRC.
Sometimes I feel so shit I dont even feel like socializing or taking walks, what works for you guys?
Become so overly self conscious about how much you do drugs that you hate yourself when you're doing them more than once in a while.
I can feel that sometimes too banandana,
Being awake for 3 Days and nights racing on speed, I feel Dirty, like some whore or something "tho I don't pay jack shit for my habits"
Just your consiouns telling you to relax and step of for a couple of Days or something.
But I do feel better now, now that I know that I accually have Control over my "habits" unlike when I was younger. When I was seen as an addict.
But now, I only "party" maybe 5-8 times per year were I can let go of Everything during my holidays.
Oh yeah, I'm currently under the influence of some primo speedo, And I'm also from Southern sweden, so please, excuse my grammar and Writing.
[QUOTE=cody8295;48014944]Acetone is safer. But it's hard to find non-diluted acetone[/QUOTE]
Personally i use 95% Ethyl alcohol, safe for human consumption.
[QUOTE=4NGRY MUFF1N;48015946]I can feel that sometimes too banandana,
Being awake for 3 Days and nights racing on speed, I feel Dirty, like some whore or something "tho I don't pay jack shit for my habits"
Just your consiouns telling you to relax and step of for a couple of Days or something.
But I do feel better now, now that I know that I accually have Control over my "habits" unlike when I was younger. When I was seen as an addict.
But now, I only "party" maybe 5-8 times per year were I can let go of Everything during my holidays.
Oh yeah, I'm currently under the influence of some primo speedo, And I'm also from Southern sweden, so please, excuse my grammar and Writing.[/QUOTE]
Why is the slang around amphetamines so weird. Like, was it just amphetamine or was it methamphetamine?
He's not in the USA and he's calling it speed.
He's referring to amphetamine sulfate (speed paste) and not methamphetamine.
More often than not, if from the USA, speed is actually meth. If in Europe, speed most likely means speed paste which is the aforementioned amphetamine sulfate.
Speed = amphetamine powder. I don't know what you guys call it.
Also, for the first time ever, I got dry mouth and a sore tounge "I've been on and off recreational user for six years"
Any tips?
Was fiending so I went over to my cousin's last night, gave him a Gameboy Advanced SP I don't use (no charger or I'd play Pokemon all the time!) and he gave me a g or so of Strawberry Cough. Got me good last night, getting me good right now. The fan feels nice on my skin, listening to Explosions In The Sky and wake and baking? Life is okay right now.
Dropped a pink warner brother throughout friday night though I still feel fucked from it now and jaw ache.
Didn't kick as hard though thankfully.
Was probably worse yesterday with the hangover.
Chilled trying to get myself in order listening to Heroes by Bowie though.
Anyone who has ever wanted to buy Bitcoin with paypal: I just successfully used VirWox to do so. However, the process was lengthy and full of fees. I had to download Second Life and make an avatar just to travel to some virtual world to verify my character exists. The process was smooth but from paypal to SLL you lose a few bucks, from SLL to BTC you lose a few more dollars. From there you have to wait about 2 days for somebody to manually check your account. I was reading all about how VirWox would close accounts seemingly randomly and keep the BTC. Anyways I got my BTC today, about 92% of what I bought, cool. I would still recommend Localbitcoins (if you can find somebody good) with cash in person or paypal online.
I wish Bernie Sanders would get in so I can take me some chemistry for free (as free as it gets for me).
happy father's day, here's a video of me and my friend cody jamming out on his new gear. music is fun
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r3m6Za5qUs[/media]
I'm taking a t-break so I had another really vivid drug dream. Up to bat this time was DXM, and as usual it was nothing like actual DXM. The majority of it was everything around me stretching and shrinking vertically very dramatically
[QUOTE=cody8295;48018223]Anyone who has ever wanted to buy Bitcoin with paypal: I just successfully used VirWox to do so. However, the process was lengthy and full of fees. I had to download Second Life and make an avatar just to travel to some virtual world to verify my character exists. The process was smooth but from paypal to SLL you lose a few bucks, from SLL to BTC you lose a few more dollars. From there you have to wait about 2 days for somebody to manually check your account. I was reading all about how VirWox would close accounts seemingly randomly and keep the BTC. Anyways I got my BTC today, about 92% of what I bought, cool. I would still recommend Localbitcoins (if you can find somebody good) with cash in person or paypal online.[/QUOTE]
I just do a Cash Deposit. It's super easy.
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48019085]I just do a Cash Deposit. It's super easy.[/QUOTE]
With virwox?
[QUOTE=cody8295;48019171]With virwox?[/QUOTE]
Oh no, on LocalBitcoins
Are referral [URL="http://bitcoinker.com/faucet?ref=fd93700f5553"]links [/URL]allowed? I was looking into free btc methods and found a site that gaurentees 1000 satoshi every 15 mins.
[QUOTE=cody8295;48019687]Are referral [URL="http://bitcoinker.com/faucet?ref=fd93700f5553"]links [/URL]allowed? I was looking into free btc methods and found a site that gaurentees 1000 satoshi every 15 mins.[/QUOTE]
Seems pretty pointless. It would take over 100 hours to earn $1 at today's value.
[editline]21st June 2015[/editline]
And it would require you going back to it every 15 minutes, so 100 hours is a incredibly unrealistic lower bound.
On the ritalin today
IF there is any musician who is most like me it obviously this guy
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyCTZ8c-trc[/media]
Like in regard to that post i made about meds the other day
Today seems to be 100% effective, drinking a lot more water before bed and in the morning seems to clear things up a lot
[editline]21st June 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;48020389]On the ritalin today
IF there is any musician who is most like me it obviously this guy
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyCTZ8c-trc[/media][/QUOTE]
Ayylmao
So related but unrelated ive come to the conclusion, as a general rule of thumb, abusing stimulants for recreation is like hooning your brain matter
Its fun to go fast but the faster you go the easier it is to lose control and the more it sucks to crash
The odd burnout here and there can be fun but if all you do is hoon around why even bother with a license
me, being without them is like having an unstable unserviced car that only get from point a to point b if its rolling downhill or getting towed
The stims are the maintenance that make me 'road worthy', but the same general rule applies, sadly unlike a car i cant just buy a new brain but at least i can opt to have it maintained
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;48020389]On the ritalin today
IF there is any musician who is most like me it obviously this guy
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyCTZ8c-trc[/media][/QUOTE]
danny brown is my go-to stimulant music
concerta, addy, vyvanse, molly - fuckin' danny brown. it's so energetic and he just fits and he mentions addy like every other line. young thug is a close second because of how insane his flow is
The Heydaze - Adderall (Gazzo & Sweekuh Remix): [media]https://youtu.be/tuRf5c_oa48[/media]
I aint huge on rap while stimming but stuff like this gets me in a good loved up vibe
I do love rap but if im stimmed up all it does for me is make me wanna freestyle for hours, hence the not huge on it thing
I think my morning coffee was a bit strong today
I have the tiniest amount of coke in the car, I've been awake for 15 hours and got another 20 to stay awake. Good idea to take it now? Gotta go to work in 5 hours
[editline]22nd June 2015[/editline]
I hate the taste but, shit, I sure love good coke
[QUOTE=jomt1234;48021068]I have the tiniest amount of coke in the car, I've been awake for 15 hours and got another 20 to stay awake. Good idea to take it now? Gotta go to work in 5 hours[/QUOTE]
'tiniest amount' what are we talking here,
it won't carry you through 20 hours, you're probably gonna crash pretty hard in a few hours with the sleep dep, not necessarily go to sleep just general wakeful crash, i'd wait on the coke for a couple hours, use it to boost yourself up a bit before work (hopefully without getting noticeably fucked up), but make sure you have some coffee or energy drinks at your disposal to carry you through it, you'll get through it either way but you're probably gonna feel like shit in about 5-10 hours time so be prepared
had my 6th driving lesson today, i'm almost a natural with manual now, still struggling a bit with the clutching/breaking balance in parking lots but it's far far far better than when I started
sucks I don't have a manual car yet to practice in every day but should be getting one for my birthday (turning 20 this wednesday, god damn), paying for 6 more lessons and should hopefully be going for my practical driving assesment by the end of next month, a little bit over the schedule I was hoping for, means I won't be on provisional plates until about january next year but that still beats never getting there
progress is good
Well guys I don't post here a lot but since you guys love stories,
even though i'm 18, I've never had the house all for myself. My parents don't thrust me being alone (heh), but after ensuring them that nothing bad will happen when they're gone, i finally got the house for myself. Boy does it feel great to smoke weed in the garden without the fear of being caught.
A week beforehand I contacted an old friend which I haven't seen for 3 years. Lets call this friend Bram.
Bram was the guy who introduced me to smoking pot. His parents used to always smoke pot, even when I stayed at their place. They always had huge marijuana plants in their back garden, so no wonder that Bram started stealing pot from his parents to smoke with me.
After I told bram that I was home alone for a week, he asked if he could stay for a couple of days. Why not I thought by myself, the only thing we are gonna do is smoke a shitload of pot. Gotta enjoy it while I can, right? When the time finally arrived, me and 2 of my other friends picked him up from the train station to go to my place. When we arrived at my place, he told me had a little present for me as a thank you for being able to stay for a couple of days. But when he gave it to me, I was kinda shocked. It were 3 bags with a white powder in them. 3 grams in total of a drug called meow. I've heard about it before, so I gave it back and told him he can have it all for himself alone.
Well, he sure didn't let me say that twice. Bram stayed up for 2 and a half day. The first night, I went to bed at 4 am, thinking he would go to sleep after the movie we were watching was finished. Instead he came running into my room at 6 am, asking if he could use the bathtub. Sure I said. Well, when I woke up at 1 pm, there was still trace of Bram anywhere. Nothing. He wasn't in the kitchen, he wasn't in the living room, and he wasn't upstairs. but wait, the bathroom?
Bram had been snorting meow for 6 hours straight in the bathtub.
It ended up being one of the best weeks of my life. And although I didn't try meow, my opinion on hard drugs has changed, and so has my prejudice on harddrug users.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;48021358]'tiniest amount' what are we talking here,
it won't carry you through 20 hours, you're probably gonna crash pretty hard in a few hours with the sleep dep, not necessarily go to sleep just general wakeful crash, i'd wait on the coke for a couple hours, use it to boost yourself up a bit before work (hopefully without getting noticeably fucked up), but make sure you have some coffee or energy drinks at your disposal to carry you through it, you'll get through it either way but you're probably gonna feel like shit in about 5-10 hours time so be prepared
had my 6th driving lesson today, i'm almost a natural with manual now, still struggling a bit with the clutching/breaking balance in parking lots but it's far far far better than when I started
sucks I don't have a manual car yet to practice in every day but should be getting one for my birthday (turning 20 this wednesday, god damn), paying for 6 more lessons and should hopefully be going for my practical driving assesment by the end of next month, a little bit over the schedule I was hoping for, means I won't be on provisional plates until about january next year but that still beats never getting there
progress is good[/QUOTE]
Yeah I took it, got 3 red bulls to last me through the rest of the day but thankfully my work isn't complicated, just physically exhausting... fuk
Anyways, tiniest amount being just so I got one decent line, not more than 100mg (I don't have my scale around, but t'was 250mg when I got it and I took bit more than half the baggie when I got it).
Good to hear you're progressing in driving, nothing beats the feeling of getting that license and becoming totally free to do almost whatever you want!
[editline]22nd June 2015[/editline]
I'm tempted to have some weed too, but I know that that won't work out if I wanna stay awake for the entire day, especially now when I'm gonna come crashing down from the coke later on as well. :(
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