-Snip. Even trying to help people apparently I fuck things up so sorry about this.-
[QUOTE=Nifae;48028797]He doesn't think we can help him but one of you guys needs to because I'm not going to sit and watch one of my close friends (even though he doesn't believe it) kill himself. Also I don't give a fuck if it's rude to post this, when someone's planning suicide there is no rules in how far you go to help them.[/QUOTE]
I should note, that I put my trust into every single person I have added from Facepunch, that my Steam name and other personal information is not be posted on Facepunch.
Nifae has chosen to ignore this. Though, I would kindly ask that any, and all, facepunch users that are reading this, to ignore this blatant disregard for my own personal privacy and private life, that Nifae has chosen to ignore. What I do with my own life, is my own choice, and that alone.
[QUOTE=The fox;48028861]I should note, that I put my trust into every single person I have added from Facepunch, that my Steam name and other personal information is not be posted on Facepunch.
Nifae has chosen to ignore this. Though, I would kindly ask that any, and all, facepunch users that are reading this, to ignore this blatant disregard for my own personal privacy and private life, that Nifae has chosen to ignore. What I do with my own life, is my own choice, and that alone.[/QUOTE]
You forfeit the right to privacy when you're thinking of doing something as destructive as suicide. Your life is no longer in your hands at that point because you are incapable of making logical decisions for yourself. I'd ask a mod to alert the authorities to help you but I don't really know how they would do that.
So has anyone made any bets on how long it'll be before we start seeing GMO crops relating to Marijuana?
[editline]22nd June 2015[/editline]
Fox, don't off yourself man. The thin lines that bob and weave us in this world can sometimes strain, but their is no point in cutting the threads and stopping yourself from ever moving again.
[editline]22nd June 2015[/editline]
Also reading the last page: As a schizo, I veer clear of almost all psychedelics. My father said that if I ever had the urge to do them, he'd be down to make sure I didn't go into a psychosis rage or anything, but for the most part my family is pretty anti-psychs because of how bad or family line has it with mental illnesses.
The things which make hallucinations go away for me are mostly low doses of ativan with marijuana or 1mg of ativan with a 5mg Oxycodone. Downsides are included though, as I do end up having sleep paralysis thanks to the latter combination. Either way, if you are dead set on doing certain things that you are worried will cause a psycho-freak don't do it or do it in such a nuanced and well managed environment that you'll be taken care of if anything happens.
I know you mean the best for him Nifae but I would sort of agree that coming here with it like that, using his name and all, is a little insensitive even though you mean well. What I mean is, I've had people pm me about suicide/problems before and I made sure to keep it confidential because they were willing to trust me with a very personal fact, that once you betray that you kind of lose your influence with that person.
That being said however I don't feel comfortable prying into someones problems when they don't want to be helped because then I feel like I'm coming across as some pity giving guy who just wants to add their opinion on the matter in without genuinely knowing what the person is going through or trying to understand their side of things. The Fox if you want to pm me or add me on steam go ahead, I've added plenty other dd members and enjoy talking to them now and again. Besides that all I can say is that you create your own reality. That the brain isn't some logical organ that basis its intellect off objectivity but is rather creates rationalization and reality from subjectivity and context. When someone off's themself, at that very moment they are truly convinced it is all over, that it is finally time, that no matter how well or how bad they have it, suicide is the logical conclusion. For me to say "its all in your head" is equal to slapping you in the face, basically the classic "I reject your reality and substitute my own". So I'm not going to insult you with such a prying statement, but rather I hope to open up the dialog of that the self and mind is ever-changing and in the mind 1+1 doesn't always equal 2, but can be opened up to new thoughts and feelings. I have no idea what circumstances brought you there, but I just hope you keep extending those hands for help because just because a couple of docs couldn't help you doesn't mean no one can.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;48029225]I know you mean the best for him Nifae but I would sort of agree that coming here with it like that, using his name and all, is a little insensitive even though you mean well. What I mean is, I've had people pm me about suicide/problems before and I made sure to keep it confidential because they were willing to trust me with a very personal fact, that once you betray that you kind of lose your influence with that person.
That being said however I don't feel comfortable prying into someones problems when they don't want to be helped because then I feel like I'm coming across as some pity giving guy who just wants to add their opinion on the matter in without genuinely knowing what the person is going through or trying to understand their side of things. The Fox if you want to pm me or add me on steam go ahead, I've added plenty other dd members and enjoy talking to them now and again. Besides that all I can say is that you create your own reality. That the brain isn't some logical organ that basis its intellect off objectivity but is rather creates rationalization and reality from subjectivity and context. When someone off's themself, at that very moment they are truly convinced it is all over, that it is finally time, that no matter how well or how bad they have it, suicide is the logical conclusion. For me to say "its all in your head" is equal to slapping you in the face, basically the classic "I reject your reality and substitute my own". So I'm not going to insult you with such a prying statement, but rather I hope to open up the dialog of that the self and mind is ever-changing and in the mind 1+1 doesn't always equal 2, but can be opened up to new thoughts and feelings. I have no idea what circumstances brought you there, but I just hope you keep extending those hands for help because just because a couple of docs couldn't help you doesn't mean no one can.[/QUOTE]
I know it's kind of intrusive for me to do that but I feel so fucking helpless in my efforts to help him and it's not like my intrusion matters anyway if he's considering harming himself, at that point it's simply me trying to help no matter what in my eyes. I lost a friend once before to suicide and I'm not going to do nothing while it happens again. I'd snip the post if I knew it wasn't needed anymore aka he is no longer planning on it, but I don't think he's going to listen to me.
I feel like it may have seemed insulting to him for me to post that but what the fuck am I expected to do, just sit here and let him do it and not do as much as I can to try and avert it? Sorry for not being the most rational person when I'm crying my eyes out because my friend's going to fucking die. It's like all the close friends I make want to die for some reason. I can never seem to make them see that the world isn't all bad no matter how hard I try, and it really gets to me.
i'm really annoyed that all i have is concerta - it's even mellower than vyvanse (which is mellower than addy) which is great, but it lasts a good 18 hours and keeps me wide awake the whole time, and by the time I finally come down I've been grinding my teeth for hours and my head hurts like hell from the headaches
really need to go get my prescription switched back to vyvanse. worse dry mouth, but at least there's no headaches.
What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
weed+booze fucking love it
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
LSD + weed.
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
disregarding my medication probably MDMA,
otherwise, caffeine
until I did a massive cutback on drug abuse it would have been weed, maybe acid or mushrooms
now I just like the functional mindframe of stims and that's about it really
I survived the night without getting a hangover thank fuck
[editline]23rd June 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=.Isak.;48029877]i'm really annoyed that all i have is concerta - it's even mellower than vyvanse (which is mellower than addy) which is great, but it lasts a good 18 hours and keeps me wide awake the whole time, and by the time I finally come down I've been grinding my teeth for hours and my head hurts like hell from the headaches
really need to go get my prescription switched back to vyvanse. worse dry mouth, but at least there's no headaches.[/QUOTE]
the teeth grinding goes away once you've been on it for a while; only really the first few days/first week where bruxism kicks in full force I found, make sure to keep yourself well hydrated, eat regularly, and seriously, go do stuff. I find with concerta a lot of the time the headaches and stuff come from malnutrition or staying locked up in one place for too long doing essentially nothing all day, even just getting out of the house for a little bit while it's active seems to keep headaches at bay for the rest of the day,
if you still want to switch back to vyvanse then that's fine just until that point, might as well adapt your habits a bit to the concerta because when it works, it works great, the only thing I still 'struggle' with with it is honestly the coming down, get a bit over-sensitive to things so I need to be prepared to go through it; thankfully still not as bad as those 3x a day ritalin crashes, definitely bareable by comparison, and same solutions as for the headaches (food, water, go out) seem to work for the come down sensitivity
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
MDMA + GHB is a sick combination that produces a very intense euphoria and will have you dancing on the bar counter while your mates are cheering you on.
I had a bad habit where I used to dump mdma crystals in my GHB shots
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
MDMA + Weed or LSD + Weed
Depends on the context.
Ketamine or LSD if looking for more of a headtrip
or speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
[editline]22nd June 2015[/editline]
gotta go fast
Anyone here had experience with weed after dental surgery? I had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. I was keen to smoke up, but I've heard that the negative pressure caused by suction can dislodge your blood clots, causing a lot of pain and risking infection.
A friend of mine said that he smoked through his nose, but that sounds like it'd smell like shit so I'm thinking later tonight I'll try vaping through the nose instead, unless I can think of a better method.
/b/rother I remember you had dental surgery a while back, didn't you? I remember you making hash coffee, but I don't have hash, just bud.
[QUOTE=Faren;48031417]Anyone here had experience with weed after dental surgery? I had my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. I was keen to smoke up, but I've heard that the negative pressure caused by suction can dislodge your blood clots, causing a lot of pain and risking infection.
A friend of mine said that he smoked through his nose, but that sounds like it'd smell like shit so I'm thinking later tonight I'll try vaping through the nose instead, unless I can think of a better method.
/b/rother I remember you had dental surgery a while back, didn't you? I remember you making hash coffee, but I don't have hash, just bud.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I'd really suggest avoiding weed altogether during recovery. Your permanent health is far more important than getting high right now.
No doubt, but all I've found in regards to the risk are problems with getting dry socket from sucking the clots out of your mouth. Granted I don't really wanna have any smoke up in my fresh stitches either. Reading through anecdotes to try and sort out if there is a legit way to do it, otherwise I'll probably just stick to the regular pain meds.
I took 400mg Tramadol 14 hours ago, when it would be safe to redose again ? I am trying a different approach today, taking 100 mg first and redosing 50mg after every 30-40 minutes till 300-400mg.
[QUOTE=geel9;48031446]Yeah I'd really suggest avoiding weed altogether during recovery. Your permanent health is far more important than getting high right now.[/QUOTE]
Yes, do NOT smoke weed after having teeth removed. A dry socket is insanely painful. Smoking through your nose/vaping still produces suction and pressure and such I'm fairly sure.
I'd consider this a tolerance break and then when you can smoke up again it'll be glorious. If you're fiending though, you could try hot knifing or a gravity bong/waterfall bong for example-- no suction there in your mouth.
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
Mary Jane the love of my life
Is this the right thread to talk about Modafinil? It isn't really addictive, doesn't give a high and something you can get via prescription. But still a drug with very real effects.
Just ordered some, curious to try it out. I know my friend who has Lupus started taking it and he basically said it made him feel 18 again (he is 30). He takes it for legit reasons though - the medication he is on makes him feel very lethargic all the time. I've read a lot about it and it seem like taking it even if you don't have any conditions allows you to turn into a workaholic and gain extreme focus. Also apparently puts you right into a super happy outgoing mood.
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
MDMA or opana
I think I might have a 25 dollar Domino's Pizza giftcard ( US ) , any stoner hungry?
I will also need a picture of said pizza later.
[QUOTE=Creid;48028357]You should only do low doses of stimulants if you have schizophrenia. I disregard this as I love them anyway even if they make all my symptoms worse.[/QUOTE]
Only stimulant I'll take high doses of is caffeine, everything else I just use for a pick-me up and mood enhancer. I like to go fast but its not something I like to do more than once a week or longer depending on what drug it is. Its very painful after stimulants wear off for me, I get restless leg feeling all over my body. Which is just unpleasant with constant spasms causing that numb, pin's and needles feeling in my body.
[editline]23rd June 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;48029918]What are you all's favorite substance overall? Just curious to what people like.[/QUOTE]
Anything psychedelic.
I had those shitty stimulant aftereffects, the hating life, and feeling like shit the first time I did amphetamine but now I wake up the next day or come down like it's nothing with no need to drink or anything to take the edge off.
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pizza is a go-go ! just pm or reply if someone wants the giftcard
[QUOTE=koppel;48035212][img]http://i.imgur.com/erdEAKp.png[/img]
pizza is a go-go ! just pm or reply if someone wants the giftcard[/QUOTE]
Are you giving it away? What kind of card is it?
Domino's Pizza giftcard with 25 dollars on it, giving it away for a picture of ordered pizza. I mean, I'm from Estonia, I don't think they deliver internationally :v:
[QUOTE=koppel;48035335]Domino's Pizza giftcard with 25 dollars on it, giving it away for a picture of ordered pizza. I mean, I'm from Estonia, I don't think they deliver internationally :v:[/QUOTE]
I'm home for the night, if you wanna order a pizza to my house i would be very grateful. Ill pm you if that is ok
I couldn't order a pizza for a few hours, but I can send you a picture of me smoking in front of the pizza before demolishing it.
I miss MDMA and that feeling like my heart is beating so hard I have to actually have to do a breathing exercise to not be giddy af.
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