I had an absolutely terrifying dream last night related to drugs and can't get it out of my head. Basically my roommate (in the dream, not real life) died and I found her corpse, but it's the way I found her that bothered me. I mean she looked like a real fucking dead person, and I've never had a nightmare before, not like this at least.
I just can't escape the thoughts, has anyone else experienced a dream so bad and terrifying like this? It was really the very end that got to me, you know that event that happens really fast and gets you so scared you immediately wake up still freaked out?
[QUOTE=LSK;47038688]I had an absolutely terrifying dream last night related to drugs and can't get it out of my head. Basically my roommate (in the dream, not real life) died and I found her corpse, but it's the way I found her that bothered me. I mean she looked like a real fucking dead person, and I've never had a nightmare before, not like this at least.
I just can't escape the thoughts, has anyone else experienced a dream so bad and terrifying like this? It was really the very end that got to me, you know that event that happens really fast and gets you so scared you immediately wake up still freaked out?[/QUOTE]
i haven't smoked hash for about 25 days, and by now my dreams are getting super vivid and crazy. i wake up at least 3-5 times each night because of 'em.
just last night i was jumped, my house got broken into, was unfaithful with a whore and crashed the saab. each time something dramatic happens it wakes me up and i'm profoundly sweating and my heart is beating very fast.
all these images stay with me for days and it's super annoying.
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i also had a fist fight with my father, acquire a third leg and saw my cousin naked. it's starting to get to me.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47038858]i haven't smoked hash for about 25 days, and by now my dreams are getting super vivid and crazy. i wake up at least 3-5 times each night because of 'em.
just last night i was jumped, my house got broken into, was unfaithful with a whore and crashed the saab. each time something dramatic happens it wakes me up and i'm profoundly sweating and my heart is beating very fast.
all these images stay with me for days and it's super annoying.
[editline]30th January 2015[/editline]
i also had a fist fight with my father, acquire a third leg and saw my cousin naked. it's starting to get to me.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47038858]i haven't smoked hash for about 25 days, and by now my dreams are getting super vivid and crazy. i wake up at least 3-5 times each night because of 'em.
just last night i was jumped, my house got broken into, was unfaithful with a whore and crashed the saab. each time something dramatic happens it wakes me up and i'm profoundly sweating and my heart is beating very fast.
all these images stay with me for days and it's super annoying.[/QUOTE]
What got me was not so much the drama, but how disturbing it was. I have never, ever had a dream that was this disturbing and graphic. This was completely new and profoundly terrifying. I'll go into a little detail if anyone wants an interesting read but be warned it's kind of disturbing so I'll spoiler tag it.
[sp]I was living in a dorm room on campus with a roommate, I'll call her Samantha. Samantha liked to do drugs, and early in the morning before class she told me she had gotten a bunch of ecstasy pills. Later on after class I go back to my dorm and the door going into her bedroom is closed but you can see the light shining through the bottom of the door. It was quiet, and for some reason I was afraid to go in there by myself, so I just left with the thought that I was wrong for leaving stuck in the back of my head but I just had to get out of there. It was as if there was a presence there, something dark, which I later found out was the case.
Later that night, my family was over for dinner but her door was still closed, no sounds or anything. I finally got the courage to go into her room since I'm not alone anymore but I don't see her anywhere, and the last place to check is a relatively large cardboard box in the corner of the room on top of a table. I look in and saw a bunch of empty boxes stacked in it with a few pizza boxes at the bottom, but I could tell they were on top of something but not what it was.
So I start taking out the boxes wondering why they were in there, and when I get to the last few I see her feet sticking out from the bottom of the boxes, I freak out and start frantically grabbing the boxes and throwing them aside, and when I got the last one out I saw her and freaked out, and in my panic tipped the box over. What I saw was horrifying, it was her, but she was sitting down leaned against the box with her head facing down. She had overdosed on ecstasy and died in the box (I guess she was using with someone else and they hid her and ran when she OD'd). Anyways liver mortis had set in giving her face a deep purple look from the blood settling, and she was slightly bloated. Her eyes were open and both facing different directions and were a piercing gray color, the kind you see on a dead person.
Back to me freaking out, I jumped back and tipped the box over by accident causing her body to fall on top of me at which point I fucking lost it. I started screaming, I mean I've never felt so scared awake or asleep. I saw her when she was falling too, she was stiff, stuck in the position she had died in. That's pretty much it, I woke up immediately after that happened still extremely unnerved.[/sp]
This is strange and not the best place for it I know but I had to get this out of my system I just can't stop thinking about it, especially since it's related to drugs and you know how much I love drugs. I've had bad vibes all day because of this, looking over my shoulder and shit for no reason, this [i]really[/i] shook me up and I don't know why. It shouldn't be that bad it was just the experience of being there as if it was really happening before me. I just don't know what to make of it.
It's one of those hangovers where any head movement feels like my brain is being blended and the devil is trying to claw his way through my eye sockets
Felt sick last night with a gross cough, took the remaining half bottle of dxm i had, it was probably about 200mg. I woke up at like 1am to go blow my nose and felt really disoriented. I'm surpised the stuff didn't just knock me right out
So i might be trying hash for the first time ever tomorrow. Problem, i dunno how to smoke it. Thoughts?
mix it with 'baccy or pot.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47039814]So i might be trying hash for the first time ever tomorrow. Problem, i dunno how to smoke it. Thoughts?[/QUOTE]
im smoking hash just now, same way you do with weed really. Joint, pipe, bong whatever but don't put too much in if it's high quality shit you'll only need a little bit
regular pollen just pack the joints and bongs
Rigthyo.
Heading south from MN to TX for the summer. Spring break at South Padre. Friends with loads of alcohol and weed and drugs.
2015 is gonna be a great year.
What's a good film to watch stoned
I really enjoyed watching
Birdman
Gone Girl
Whiplash
all stoned, I really get into the intense acting when I'm out of my tits, any similar films you guys recommend?
I watched Nightcrawler last night, holy shit it's insane and probably one of my favorite movies after a single viewing
I feel like it's reminded me of some ways the world really works and kind of brought back my worldview as a child and updated and re-integrated it into my current worldview
And I decided today I don't feel like feeling anxiety so 1mg Ativan sublingual two hours ago and another .5mg sublingual just now
I'm feeling the clouds of depression and anxiety pulling back to reveal the hellish world of aggression and intense emotion and spontaneous action that I've been cut off from for too long
I was scared to come back but now I'm seeing that it's not that bad, I'm far better prepared for the real world than I was before. It's like my eyes just opened and now I can see the source of all the commotion I was hearing, and just by doing that it seems far less scary.
I don't even feel that scared to talk to people anymore. If I want to say something I'll say it, and if someone has a problem with that, I know how to stand up for myself. Why should I restrict myself to such stringent social boundaries when no one else does? It's a projection bias, and I should have no fear of how I will handle myself in social situations, because fear is just false evidence appearing real. I can say whatever the fuck I want as long as I stay polite and inoffensive. There's so many more options than I've been giving myself
[editline]30th January 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Tacooo;47041462]What's a good film to watch stoned
I really enjoyed watching
Birdman
Gone Girl
Whiplash
all stoned, I really get into the intense acting when I'm out of my tits, any similar films you guys recommend?[/QUOTE]
Nightcrawler
The acting is so fucking intense
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47041538]I watched Nightcrawler last night, holy shit it's insane and probably one of my favorite movies after a single viewing
I feel like it's reminded me of some ways the world really works and kind of brought back my worldview as a child and updated and re-integrated it into my current worldview
And I decided today I don't feel like feeling anxiety so 1mg Ativan sublingual two hours ago and another .5mg sublingual just now
I'm feeling the clouds of depression and anxiety pulling back to reveal the hellish world of aggression and intense emotion and spontaneous action that I've been cut off from for too long
I was scared to come back but now I'm seeing that it's not that bad, I'm far better prepared for the real world than I was before. It's like my eyes just opened and now I can see the source of all the commotion I was hearing, and just by doing that it seems far less scary.
I don't even feel that scared to talk to people anymore. If I want to say something I'll say it, and if someone has a problem with that, I know how to stand up for myself. Why should I restrict myself to such stringent social boundaries when no one else does? It's a projection bias, and I should have no fear of how I will handle myself in social situations, because fear is just false evidence appearing real. I can say whatever the fuck I want as long as I stay polite and inoffensive. There's so many more options than I've been giving myself
[editline]30th January 2015[/editline]
Nightcrawler
The acting is so fucking intense[/QUOTE]
Oh shit, yeah, I forgot to put that in the list, really great film
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I'm going to watch Prisoners actually, Jake Gyllenhaal is great
2:20pm, commencing drinking of 600mg DXM Poli, which should feel like 300mg HBr, so my last trip but longer. Will try to finish bottle by 2:30. Will likely record initial wave hitting me. Hopefully I don't get nauseous and have to lie down like last time. I have weed to help with that though.
Actually, can I drink half the bottle and then half after I feel it fully kick in? Or should I just drink it all now?
[editline]30th January 2015[/editline]
Just drank it all now. Fuck that's gross. Time to blaze it up to help with my tummy and speed the come-up along.
People seem to ignore my post saying "Mix it with Mountain Dew or any soda and your stomach will be fine"
There are chemicals in soda to stop you from throwing up the overkill of sugar, those same chemicals sedate your stomach from DXM as well. Of course the DXM:Pain:Soda ratio means that with more DXM you'll need more soda to calm your stomach. The most I do is 2 bottles in a 2 liter.
[QUOTE=Charrax;47041976]People seem to ignore my post saying "Mix it with Mountain Dew or any soda and your stomach will be fine"
There are chemicals in soda to stop you from throwing up the overkill of sugar, those same chemicals sedate your stomach from DXM as well. Of course the DXM:Pain:Soda ratio means that with more DXM you'll need more soda to calm your stomach. The most I do is 2 bottles in a 2 liter.[/QUOTE]
So should I drink some Mountain Dew right now? I just finished the bottle.
[QUOTE=Nifae;47041997]So should I drink some Mountain Dew right now? I just finished the bottle.[/QUOTE]
I mean why not?
[QUOTE=explodingape;47042056]I mean why not?[/QUOTE]
Ok. I'm gonna watch Akira and blaze it till it hits me. Mmm I can't wait to lie in my soft bed and play Fleet Foxes or something...
[QUOTE=Nifae;47041997]So should I drink some Mountain Dew right now? I just finished the bottle.[/QUOTE]
Yeah itll still work.
I do it every time and I have never even had a stomach ache from DXM.
What's the difference between 2C-B and LSD?
I have 18mg caps of 2C-B I'm thinking of taking but don't know if I should be taking more or what, and what should I expect?
[QUOTE=Banandana;47042515]What's the difference between 2C-B and LSD?
I have 18mg caps of 2C-B I'm thinking of taking but don't know if I should be taking more or what, and what should I expect?[/QUOTE]
I snorted around 15mg of 2C-B for my first psychedelic and it was pretty amazing. Very easy to handle and not overwhelming at all. If you've had LSD, you'll have no worries with 2C-B.
is tussin with 1.4 alcohol % ok? its dxm 30mg in each 10ml
[editline]31st January 2015[/editline]
if not im returning this i dont want to risk a shitty time the gels were right next to it it was just cheaper
Was in a car accident yesterday from all the snow and ice. It really opened my eyes to the beauty of life, especially walking away from a totaled car with only a minor bruise. Life truly is beautiful.
[QUOTE=soupman345-2;47043500]is tussin with 1.4 alcohol % ok? its dxm 30mg in each 10ml
[editline]31st January 2015[/editline]
if not im returning this i dont want to risk a shitty time the gels were right next to it it was just cheaper[/QUOTE]
As long as there is nothing but DXM HBr, no Guaifenisin or Acetaminophen, you should be fine.
[QUOTE=Jeves;47043536]Was in a car accident yesterday from all the snow and ice. It really opened my eyes to the beauty of life, especially walking away from a totaled car with only a minor bruise. Life truly is beautiful.[/QUOTE]
It's probably one of the best walks of your life.
Getting focalin IR 5 mg on monday. now i can snort it yayy
[QUOTE=Nifae;47042681]I snorted around 15mg of 2C-B for my first psychedelic and it was pretty amazing. Very easy to handle and not overwhelming at all. If you've had LSD, you'll have no worries with 2C-B.[/QUOTE]
Oh, you've snorted 2-cb? How was the pain?
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47043874]Oh, you've snorted 2-cb? How was the pain?[/QUOTE]
My cousin and I had a little inside joke going because right when I snorted it, I yelped and started speaking in a British accent. "Ah sir. tis quite the burn!"
And now whenever we remember that moment we say: "THE BUURN!~"
:v:
There NEEDS to be a Jet Set Radio Future sequel / remake for current gen or pc, that game was the shit. I remember getting it with my original xbox and its still always been a game that sticks out to me from my memory, it was so unique and just chill as fuck. I have Jet Set Radio on xbox arcade now, but for some reason I want to get an original xbox to buy that and spy vs spy, etc
probably good when youre in a different mindstate too
[editline]31st January 2015[/editline]
watching a long play of it right now, so much nostalgia. THE MUSIC IN THIS GAME MAN
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Seeing the parts I remember and parts that seem new from gaps in my memory or whatever it may be, is pretty interesting
on the subject of hd remakes i think re2 should have one, its cool they did it for re1 but re2 was the best pre - re4
I found batteries for my xbox controller, much vidya is ensuing
Also planning out both a Super Bowl party and an expedition into the woods on LSD
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