I can actually read without constantly having my thoughts drift, what is going on
It's like today I'm suddenly the person I've been trying to be for like 2 years, like with motivation and giving a shit and feeling happy all that stuff I've been missing
[QUOTE=June;47201547]my thoughts feel sober but my body is having a really hard time writing this. mxe is a very weird drug[/QUOTE]
how y'all feeling now, been so long since i've mexxed that i've nearly forgotten what it is like
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47201840]I can actually read without constantly having my thoughts drift, what is going on
It's like today I'm suddenly the person I've been trying to be for like 2 years, like with motivation and giving a shit and feeling happy all that stuff I've been missing[/QUOTE]
What's your secret?
my latest project is to watch the seasons of the office in reverse chronological order. Episodes still in normal order of course.
ive been smoking a lot but i want to try something else
[QUOTE=Number7Reds;47202145]What's your secret?[/QUOTE]
Exercise, meditation, less weed, and LSD
I've started taking walks every day, as well as just laying down with everything off and just thinking (not meditating as such, but more just letting my mind relax and do what it wants to).
I feel much better, walking especially helps.
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47202190]Exercise, meditation, less weed, and LSD[/QUOTE]
How often and for how long do you usually meditate?
i bought speed
what am i doing
[QUOTE=Scot;47202394]i bought speed
what am i doing[/QUOTE]
gotta go fast you know.
[QUOTE=Scot;47202394]i bought speed
what am i doing[/QUOTE]
haha, if you're wondering already, just you wait 'till tomorrow morning!
apropos speed, im going to pick up 3g of "marzipan" speed very soon.
[QUOTE=June;47201330]any tips on getting it out of the bag to weigh doses? i'm usually pretty careless with my powders like cocaine but there is so little of this stuff i want to make it count.[/QUOTE]
Next time keep it in some folded wax or baking paper, powder comes off that stuff easily
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47202485]haha, if you're wondering already, just you wait 'till tomorrow morning!
apropos speed, im going to pick up 3g of "marzipan" speed very soon.[/QUOTE]
not sure on the regional specifics but the speed we got round here goes by the name "CRYSTAL METH".
heheh I'm saving up for a 1/4 oz of speed, gonna be kicking it back after that. Such purchase is going to save me about $500 compared to buying a few hundred mg at a time.
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
oh how life is grand and of little worry when there's a nice puddle of ice in the pipe (♥_♥)
[QUOTE=KillerTele;47202285]I've started taking walks every day, as well as just laying down with everything off and just thinking (not meditating as such, but more just letting my mind relax and do what it wants to).
I feel much better, walking especially helps.[/QUOTE]
I've got it completely different going on with me lately. I'm currently trying to learn and understand a bunch of things I never really cared about - which I regret this late in life. Stuff like eletronics, chemistry and arts history (lol), I even built me a nice looking workingspace to Dr. Fronkensteen chem experiments and electrical gadgets.
Less weed, more LSD and 2015 will be a year of learning - hopefully.
[QUOTE=Chippy1339;47203528]I've got it completely different going on with me lately. I'm currently trying to learn and understand a bunch of things I never really cared about - which I regret this late in life. Stuff like eletronics, chemistry and arts history (lol), I even built me a nice looking workingspace to Dr. Fronkensteen chem experiments and electrical gadgets.
Less weed, more LSD and 2015 will be a year of learning - hopefully.[/QUOTE]
Just don't overdo the LSD though, around once a month is as much as you should be doing really.
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47201848]how y'all feeling now, been so long since i've mexxed that i've nearly forgotten what it is like[/QUOTE]
it wasn't what I was expecting. I wasn't experiencing any euphoria with the dissociation so I just kept redosing (looking back i was obviously very high) till i found myself unable to move melting into my couch listing to frank ocean.
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
I still have 100mg of the 200mg sample. what are some things you guys would recommend doing on mxe?
[QUOTE=Scot;47203583]Just don't overdo the LSD though, around once a month is as much as you should be doing really.[/QUOTE]
duly noted
[QUOTE=Chippy1339;47203528]I've got it completely different going on with me lately. I'm currently trying to learn and understand a bunch of things I never really cared about - which I regret this late in life. Stuff like eletronics, chemistry and arts history (lol), I even built me a nice looking workingspace to Dr. Fronkensteen chem experiments and electrical gadgets.
Less weed, more LSD and 2015 will be a year of learning - hopefully.[/QUOTE]
Hey I know what you mean man, this year I thought I was getting dumber and dumber but I figured out I had just noticed how stupid I was. Somehow all through my bullied years in school (I had mostly terrible grades and was very uninterested) I managed to fool myself into thinking I was this smart charismatic guy when in reality I was the opposite.
Now that I'm out of school and into my own life, doing just what I want to I'm back on track.
Life basically just had a rough start but now I'm up and running. More or less.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;47202285]I've started taking walks every day, as well as just laying down with everything off and just thinking (not meditating as such, but more just letting my mind relax and do what it wants to).
I feel much better, walking especially helps.
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
How often and for how long do you usually meditate?[/QUOTE]
I don't have a specific schedule yet but whenever I'm feeling stressed or I feel pressure/anything inside my head I do breathing exercises and visualize clouds forming around whatever is feeling off in my body or mind when I breathe in, and then them clearing to reveal a bright blue sky when I breathe out. It works surprisingly well for clearing up and strange feelings in my body or stress in my mind, like when the clouds disperse I can actually feel whatever I was focusing on clear up as well, especially after multiple breaths. After that I do standard mindfulness meditation and clear my mind if any thoughts come up with the same technique.
I also do this before bed and I've set up bed-time rituals like listening to a specific calm album or rain sounds, doing progressive muscle clenching/relaxation, and sometimes using melatonin if my sleep schedule is way off. Getting a good nights sleep every night is also essential
As for the LSD, I was really determined to take it this past weekend because my brain was feeling overwhelmed with information from all parts of my life and I was struggling to handle everything, and I had a feeling that taking it would help me sort that out, and it did. I've been much less flustered since then, and I've been making decisions that will positively affect my life (such as taking naps and doing my work), instead of feeling constantly overwhelmed and doing nothing
[QUOTE=Draginz;47203150]not sure on the regional specifics but the speed we got round here goes by the name "CRYSTAL METH".
heheh I'm saving up for a 1/4 oz of speed, gonna be kicking it back after that. Such purchase is going to save me about $500 compared to buying a few hundred mg at a time.
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
oh how life is grand and of little worry when there's a nice puddle of ice in the pipe (♥_♥)[/QUOTE]
Generally amphetamine is speed. Methamphetamine has very different effects
My friends went on an acid trip last friday and they didn't invite me. Now I want to trip balls :(
Is it safe to use LSD while on SSRIs? I'm using Lexapro (10mg daily) and while I do want to party, I'd also like to be alive afterwards. I've done a tab of nBome while medicated last october, and it was pretty nice. No nasty comedowns and the trip wasn't even that strong. Help me out here fellow psychonauts.
Also that feel when you're both out of weed and money and your dealer comes up with the dankest shit he's had in a while. BLERGH.
[QUOTE=ScreamingGerbil;47205368]My friends went on an acid trip last friday and they didn't invite me. Now I want to trip balls :(
Is it safe to use LSD while on SSRIs? I'm using Lexapro (10mg daily) and while I do want to party, I'd also like to be alive afterwards. I've done a tab of nBome while medicated last october, and it was pretty nice. No nasty comedowns and the trip wasn't even that strong. Help me out here fellow psychonauts.
Also that feel when you're both out of weed and money and your dealer comes up with the dankest shit he's had in a while. BLERGH.[/QUOTE]
25I-NBOMe is a powerful 5-HT2A agonist, while SSRIs are Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors. SSRI/Hallucinogen research has not been a very visited topic and information is sparse, though there is speculation that chronic use of SSRIs may lead to desensitized 5-HT2A receptors, thus dulling the effects of any hallucinogen you may take. People may still report having a blast when using hallucinogens in conjunction with SSRIs, however the 5-HT2A receptor is the mechanism of action for Tryptamines, Lysergamides, and Phenethylamines, and so most hallucinogens will be diminished in effect.
[url]https://drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=179236[/url]
Thanks for the explanation and the link! 'Twas a good read.
So to sum it up, I should be safe and it even might not hit me as hard if I do pure LSD? If so, sweet! I'll research it more.
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I tend to get a bit "glitchy" and lazy with my art when I'm high. I rely more on filters and effects than actual skill I think. The results look nice more often than not but I'd like to try and get rid of this habit.
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[QUOTE=Scot;47203583]Just don't overdo the LSD though, around once a month is as much as you should be doing really.[/QUOTE]
i think i've tripped every week for the past 3 weeks, it hasn't lost its charm because each time has been different
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=ScreamingGerbil;47205473]Thanks for the explanation and the link! 'Twas a good read.
So to sum it up, I should be safe and it even might not hit me as hard if I do pure LSD? If so, sweet! I'll research it more.
Semi-Related-Edit:
I tend to get a bit "glitchy" and lazy with my art when I'm high. I rely more on filters and effects than actual skill I think. The results look nice more often than not but I'd like to try and get rid of this habit.
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[t]http://th04.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/i/2015/051/2/a/smoke_break_by_guy_ross-d8isdey.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
jesus these are great, would you be willing to design something for me? i need a new avatar on soundcloud but i don't have the means to produce any sort of imagery and your art is really impressive
[QUOTE=TCB;47205650]i think i've tripped every week for the past 3 weeks, it hasn't lost its charm because each time has been different
[editline]24th February 2015[/editline]
jesus these are great, would you be willing to design something for me? i need a new avatar on soundcloud but i don't have the means to produce any sort of imagery and your art is really impressive[/QUOTE]
Oh thanks man, yeah sure I'd love to hit me up via PM :)
[QUOTE=cody8295;47205297]Generally amphetamine is speed. Methamphetamine has very different effects[/QUOTE]
I was just kiddin around lol, but honestly regional and local slang varies so much (especially for the term 'speed') that upholding a generalised meaning to the term is useless and redundant, it doesn't really matter if in 90% of the world speed means unsubsituted amphetamines if you're located in a town where the term means methamphetamine. Or even ritalin. IMO 'speed' universally applies to uppers when disregarding the regional or local mandate.
i like to think of it as like, meth if speed but speed isn't meth when it comes to street terms; sulfur is a salt but salt isn't sulfur
Say i had the choice between getting 2cb or mxe, which one would be better? I haven't tried either
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47206890]Say i had the choice between getting 2cb or mxe, which one would be better? I haven't tried either[/QUOTE]
Do you want a headfuckish paychedelic experience or a dissociative high?
Either or really, an australian vendor opened up with reasonable prices on the deepweb so im wondering if either of them are really fucked up. Ill probably go with MXE.
[editline]25th February 2015[/editline]
Its a bit cheaper which is a bonus, although whats a typical dose of mxe?
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47141165]My left eyelid won't stop twitching ummmm
It's been doing this since last night maybe starting with some salvia not sure though. It just happens occasionally so it's probably just that
Anyways since I've been smoking salvia almost daily (almost a week now), my depression and anxiety have been completely in check, I'm just happy as a motherfucker now[/QUOTE]
"I really wish I hadn't smoked salvia everyday." - Yourself in the future. just smoke weed and prozac, you goose egg!!
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47207135]Either or really, an australian vendor opened up with reasonable prices on the deepweb so im wondering if either of them are really fucked up. Ill probably go with MXE.
[editline]25th February 2015[/editline]
Its a bit cheaper which is a bonus, although whats a typical dose of mxe?[/QUOTE]
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