[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;46924808]The only thing we got really is the DD steam chat group. If the sub section is really gone this is such a shame, nice keeping in touch with you DD bros.[/QUOTE]
There's the Tinychat room also. You must never forget the toke ups/blast offs that happened in that place
[QUOTE=verynicelady;46929565]It's okay to be high in this thread but boring and fairly dumb to post just to say that. Posts should have some content. If you are actually incoherent you may get a ban just to give you a break to recover, the posts won't make any sense, so why continue?
It's not usually going to be okay to post elsewhere in GD to say you are high.
This follows the same principle as what it says in The Rules about nudity. Posting naked ladies in a thread about hot naked ladies is okay, posting naked ladies in a thread about trains is not okay. Use common sense.[/QUOTE]
Ok so let's talk about drugs for a bit, shall we?
I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they’ve always worked for me, and sometimes the effects or consequences of having your whole body deadened by chemically composed substances is the sheer need of communicating but the sharp lack of will to elaborate your trip in a complex sentence.
So what do you do: "Holy shit I'm high."
Unless you expect every stoner in DD to start quoting Hunter Thompson "Peppers as hot as the Hearth-sides of Hell / Things that Papa has neglected to tell!" or Thomas Pynchon or Krautrock "Hey you, you're losing you're losing you're losing you're losing your Vitamin C" [b]just to communicate that they are high[/b] by/with some form of [I]content[/I]. Because if you're expecting this, I believe it's self explanatory as of [I]why[/I] it just wouldn't fly.
[QUOTE=Kyle v2;46930599][b]PUI Forum:[/b]
[url]http://ben.ovcult.us/420/[/url]
[b]Official Chat 1:[/b]
[url]http://tinychat.com/ddfp420[/url] (password DD420)
[b]Official Chat 2:[/b]
[url]http://tinychat.com/bionut[/url] (password BB420)[/QUOTE]
Added to op
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
And I finally got my thumb outta my ass and ordered me a new piece!
sorry for losing my shit guys you know what adhd can get like, emotional side of things is very difficult to stay in control of even with simple things
Cheers kyle for those links
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
back on topic with where i'm at with things
I think i'm getting addicted to earning money,
I have a theory as to how I can maximize my income doing what I currently do and save a lot of money
I can't spend any more than 10% of disposable income each time I get money, the other 90% goes into savings,
if I earn a dollar, I can spend 10 cents, and 90 cents go away, that 10 cents is easier to reclaim than the whole dollar,
if I earn 50 bucks disposable, I can spend 5, the rest goes away
then, unless absolutely needed, I can not dip into the savings, I can do this by limiting one of my accounts to only being accessible through an actual bank,
then, once I get to a certain point with consistency, I can allow myself to dip into savings by creating a 'recreational money fund' which I can basically say is something I have to buy from myself,
In theory, this should keep me in a positive financial flow regardless of how much i'm earning at any given time, but anything I earn first and foremost has to go towards essentials (bills, appointments, medication) and the disposable is what's earned ontop of that, maybe the 10% is an excessive figure because it would mean i'd need to earn 250 disposable income before I can buy some weed, but that's so much better than buying a gram as soon as I have 25 bucks, because then
yeah, it'll take me longer, but i'll 225 bucks left over and have everything else covered for the month, as opposed to dipping in just because I feel like it and fucking up my financial flows/leaving my financial stability uncertain
in theory I could just say, I can't spend more than 10% of my disposable savings at any one time and just save up the disposable,
then it'd be more like
250 - 25 = 225
225 - 22.5 = 202.5
202.5 - 20.25 = 182.25
182.25 - 18.225 = 164.025
and so on and so forth, until such point the 10% becomes a negligable figure and essentially I can't afford to waste any more money, even though I still have the money there, it's 'can't afford to spend' as that'd be stealing from myself in a sense
it's still spending my disposable income but in that context, it's basically telling myself I don't have the money for something un-necassery unless I have 10x the amount I need, if I don't, I won't let myself impulse spend on things
i'm not sure which is more effective, because I could see myself falling into a spend loop with the latter, but the former seems somewhat unrealistic given my current level of income, it would push me towards higher levels of income just so I can afford to buy those sorta things, motivation fuel in a sense, and would probably lead to me saving a LOT of money, but both ways would be better than the current way I go about things
I managed to make 60 bucks the last two days doing fuck all, sold a few things that have just been taking up space and did a flyer run, and i'm impressed with myself for that because it means I can cover my immediate bills without worry, but I have to keep it up to cover the rest for this month before I let myself start spending my money on less important things, and letting myself buy weed now would only be detrimental, and in any regard, I feel a fuck load better for having done it, it's fueling my dopamine system in a meta-focused context if I look at each day as a challenge to make just /some/ money, and every dollar earned is a dollar closer to that 250 disposable income goal at which point
I can get high,
lets see if I can maintain self control over it though, I think it shouldn't be too much of an issue because I find it rewarding and it makes me feel very good about myself in earning money, the more I earn, the less I wanna spend, seems to be the way it goes every time, but I never imposed a governing rule in terms of disposable money and ended up at square one over and over again
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=jomt1234;46930763]Added to op
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
And I finally got my thumb outta my ass and ordered me a new piece![/QUOTE]
what sorta piece did you get man?
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
I wrote a philosophy rap
Everyones scared of artificial intelligence, cause terminator predicts that without circumvention
we'll become slaves and have to wage war against robotic oppression
But we're doing it to ourselves by makin ourselves useless, efficiency is great till you replace the need for humans, and ya really want to know what the actual truth is? the war wont be people vs robots with guns and nukes, no, cause the only thing that could die would still be me and you so, really we need to find a way to make humans more useful, bring out the talent instead of giving up what you do
The DXM threads been DDT'd so i guess that's one problem solved. Someone might want to save the OP or something though as it's still a really good op.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46930841]sorry for losing my shit guys you know what adhd can get like, emotional side of things is very difficult to stay in control of even with simple things
Cheers kyle for those links
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
back on topic with where i'm at with things
I think i'm getting addicted to earning money,
I have a theory as to how I can maximize my income doing what I currently do and save a lot of money
I can't spend any more than 10% of disposable income each time I get money, the other 90% goes into savings,
if I earn a dollar, I can spend 10 cents, and 90 cents go away, that 10 cents is easier to reclaim than the whole dollar,
if I earn 50 bucks disposable, I can spend 5, the rest goes away
then, unless absolutely needed, I can not dip into the savings, I can do this by limiting one of my accounts to only being accessible through an actual bank,
then, once I get to a certain point with consistency, I can allow myself to dip into savings by creating a 'recreational money fund' which I can basically say is something I have to buy from myself,
In theory, this should keep me in a positive financial flow regardless of how much i'm earning at any given time, but anything I earn first and foremost has to go towards essentials (bills, appointments, medication) and the disposable is what's earned ontop of that, maybe the 10% is an excessive figure because it would mean i'd need to earn 250 disposable income before I can buy some weed, but that's so much better than buying a gram as soon as I have 25 bucks, because then
yeah, it'll take me longer, but i'll 225 bucks left over and have everything else covered for the month, as opposed to dipping in just because I feel like it and fucking up my financial flows/leaving my financial stability uncertain
in theory I could just say, I can't spend more than 10% of my disposable savings at any one time and just save up the disposable,
then it'd be more like
250 - 25 = 225
225 - 22.5 = 202.5
202.5 - 20.25 = 182.25
182.25 - 18.225 = 164.025
and so on and so forth, until such point the 10% becomes a negligable figure and essentially I can't afford to waste any more money, even though I still have the money there, it's 'can't afford to spend' as that'd be stealing from myself in a sense
it's still spending my disposable income but in that context, it's basically telling myself I don't have the money for something un-necassery unless I have 10x the amount I need, if I don't, I won't let myself impulse spend on things
i'm not sure which is more effective, because I could see myself falling into a spend loop with the latter, but the former seems somewhat unrealistic given my current level of income, it would push me towards higher levels of income just so I can afford to buy those sorta things, motivation fuel in a sense, and would probably lead to me saving a LOT of money, but both ways would be better than the current way I go about things
I managed to make 60 bucks the last two days doing fuck all, sold a few things that have just been taking up space and did a flyer run, and i'm impressed with myself for that because it means I can cover my immediate bills without worry, but I have to keep it up to cover the rest for this month before I let myself start spending my money on less important things, and letting myself buy weed now would only be detrimental, and in any regard, I feel a fuck load better for having done it, it's fueling my dopamine system in a meta-focused context if I look at each day as a challenge to make just /some/ money, and every dollar earned is a dollar closer to that 250 disposable income goal at which point
I can get high,
lets see if I can maintain self control over it though, I think it shouldn't be too much of an issue because I find it rewarding and it makes me feel very good about myself in earning money, the more I earn, the less I wanna spend, seems to be the way it goes every time, but I never imposed a governing rule in terms of disposable money and ended up at square one over and over again
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
what sorta piece did you get man?
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
I wrote a philosophy rap
Everyones scared of artificial intelligence, cause terminator predicts that without circumvention
we'll become slaves and have to wage war against robotic oppression
But we're doing it to ourselves by makin ourselves useless, efficiency is great till you replace the need for humans, and ya really want to know what the actual truth is? the war wont be people vs robots with guns and nukes, no, cause the only thing that could die would still be me and you so, really we need to find a way to make humans more useful, bring out the talent instead of giving up what you do[/QUOTE]
you been takin stims again man? :v:
I am currently stimulant free my friend, have been since the 3rd jan (with exception of caffeine, but that's mostly in the form of occasional coca cola, stopped drinking coffee etc)
don't forget I am prescribed tho, i'm just hyperactive as fuck today for some reason and it's like outta my control, i'm currently observing myself write this and communicating through what feels like a direct transmission of thought to action and I can't seem to stop myself, it's a weird feeling, because it's like, i'm doing it, and I know i'm doing it, and I can even express the fact that i'm doing it, but if I try to stop, the momentum just keeps pushing me back towards doing it, prescribed dose of methylphenidate helps me to stop myself from that kinda thing and redirect my focus usually, but i'm staying off for now so I can break that abuse habit and just reset my priorities so assuming I do get back on my medication I don't do that fucking dumb ass shit again
I feel like i'm in automatic mode at the moment and the breaks have been cut or something, i'll tire myself out eventually and get on with shit as per usual
I think I might have drunk too much last night, my filter's been basically /off/ all day
I keep forgetting shit, I left behind a bottle of water I bought today because I grabbed something else on the way out, keep zoning out in the middle of conversations then going on random ass tangents out of nowhere
Walk into a room for one reason, end up doing something else, remember half an hour to an hour later that I had something specific in mind
it's actually ridiculously fun and entertaining, in a way, but this is the sorta thing that makes my life difficult, it's just
i'm embracing it as of late, instead of fighting it, and I like the fact,
I feel really driven, but there's no point of focus, so i'm just channeling it into all these different random things that pop up,
scattered hyperfocus
shit's fucked, but oddly productive given the right environment and freedoms, either way
life is good
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
basically i'm just my usual sober self with an extra kick in the drive as a result of good feels and life high happening, so not rutted and unmotivated as usual
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
This is why i like to have weed usually though for when im at home, really calms down the hyper sorta shit and gets me into a nice chill headspace
Thing is meds seem to do the same thing for me usually at an internal experience level, so long as i dont abuse anyway; but also allows me to focus my energies on one thing where as with weed i space out, both are therepeautic, in different ways, weed is unfortunately a lot more compulsive for me as i never even question my use until i run out of money entirely it seems
I wish i could be rx'd both or that weed was just outright legal, seems weeds a better option for when im just chilling at home because it negates symptoms that keep me up and running forever with scattered thoughts and constant need for stimulsation or automatic hyperfocus mode, where as the medication is better for like workplace, study, staying busy without getting excessively distracted and fucking shit up as a result (far too common for me)
God fucking damnit you would think i was high on stimulants right now though given the excessive nature of these posts but thats once again because im struggling to take control over myself and just getting super caught up in it, whats worse is i know it, i can see it, feel it, but no amount of explaining will change it, its like automatic momentum, like i stop and i feel pulled straight back in like a ball rolling down a hill, anytime i find it inmyself to stop, i just cant bring it to a complete halt because the slope is made of ice or some such shit, im really just using this space atm to keep it contained and attempting to tire myself out so i can get some sleep, once the ball comes to rest on flat ground so to speak
Lorde help me
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46930841]what sorta piece did you get man?[/QUOTE]
Just a "standard" glass pipe/bowl/spoon, [t]http://smoketower.com/image/cache/data/Smoketower/Products/14387_1000%20(1)-500x500_0.jpg[/t] :>
[QUOTE=cody8295;46925453]PS, I just smoked a fat bowl of some weed called fruity pebbles
Also what happened to the threads that weren't merged? were they archived? there were some really informational threads in that subforum[/QUOTE]
I think i've already set the precedence for PUI in this thread. When in doubt, ask questions, even if you don't necessarily need to know the answers, it's a good post bufferer
What is the best question you can ask someone in this thread Cody?
2 weeks without a smoke, feeling alright about myself. About to treat myself to double zero Moroccan when it arrives
Benzos aint arrived yet which is a shame, expected today
[QUOTE=mrmr;46931775]What is the best question you can ask someone in this thread Cody?[/QUOTE]
Are you living the life you want to be living? Are you bending your wants and needs to feed the appetite of your self image only for acceptance by others? Why are you not doing something creative right now? What's the best way we can change the world for the better? i have lots of questions
what just happened? I know i'm late to the party but it feels like garry just shot my dog without warning.
I'm gone for 3 days and this happens
Watching other people going through the pain of love
They are neck deep in addiction and dont even realize it
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
Love is the strongest of drugs truly
Just thought of this metaphor
Having adhd is like tryna browse porn without adblock,
only the ads are more entertaining than the hd porn youre tryna watch, and if you try and close one two more pop up, very difficult to ignore, the harder you try the worse it gets
Meds are the adblock for adhd minds
ripped the bong a few times, work soon. Can't wait to come home to 264 new posts to read.
Disassembled my Stan Marsh southpark pipe and made it into a downstem and bowl for a cheap bong, brpppt
Well, hello new Addicts Lounge. [URL="http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1446247&p=46922109&viewfull=1#post46922109"]This time with PUI being bannable in it.[/URL]
[QUOTE=Amic;46932308]Well, hello new Addicts Lounge. [URL="http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1446247&p=46922109&viewfull=1#post46922109"]This time with PUI being bannable in it.[/URL][/QUOTE]
more like contentless post, it doesn't take that much effort to type one more sentence, and it makes your post less ban-worthy.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46932357]more like contentless post, it doesn't take that much effort to type one more sentence, and it makes your post less ban-worthy.[/QUOTE]
Aye, I thougth that too. Anyways it's good to see we will have an alternative forum to fuck around on (not as in shitpost 420/7).
Holy shit I thought I lost a seed when I dropped my seedling pot with the seed in it on the ground and couldn't find the seed no matter WHAT I did (I looked for like an hour); got all unhappy I lost a seed, and proceeded to plant another one in that same pot.
Well yesterday the seed that I planted second sprouted, fuck yeah. (First ever grow)
But then I look in the pot this morning and there's a goddamn second stem popping out of a random edge of the pot with its 1st cotyledons formed; that crafty fuck of a seed!
Now I'm conflicted on what to do. If I should even try separating the seedlings but I don't want to damage them
Fuck yeah!! Happened to me too, its growing in a fern haha
I think im gonna have to diversify my anarchial income by exploiting my creativity for some freelance trade
All aboard the cash train
[editline]14th January 2015[/editline]
Apparently this girl that hit me up on tinder is a 'cam vixen'
I oddly respect that, hustle life putting up with annoying cunts but getting the freedom to not give a fuck
so, now that we are in GD does that mean guests can see all this?
also i got a used volcano, anyone know what a good temp/setting is good for weed, it goes form 0-9 if that helps.
Awwwww whats this move all about? Was about to revive the Spliffvision thread
[QUOTE=Kite_shugo;46932407]Holy shit I thought I lost a seed when I dropped my seedling pot with the seed in it on the ground and couldn't find the seed no matter WHAT I did (I looked for like an hour); got all unhappy I lost a seed, and proceeded to plant another one in that same pot.
Well yesterday the seed that I planted second sprouted, fuck yeah. (First ever grow)
But then I look in the pot this morning and there's a goddamn second stem popping out of a random edge of the pot with its 1st cotyledons formed; that crafty fuck of a seed!
Now I'm conflicted on what to do. If I should even try separating the seedlings but I don't want to damage them[/QUOTE]
You can repot a seedling fairly easily
[QUOTE=kafurie;46932572]so, now that we are in GD does that mean guests can see all this?
also i got a used volcano, anyone know what a good temp/setting is good for weed, it goes form 0-9 if that helps.[/QUOTE]
All the forums are currently private and can't be viewed by guests. That could change of course.
It feels cold in here
Outside of the well trodden DD
So begs the question, To date a cam whore?
Itd basically be asking for trouble wouldnt it
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