[QUOTE=Zillamatic;47263057]I think weed has helped with my depression considerably. The past few months I've been feeling stuck in my current situation, and completely pessimistic about where I'm headed. But smoking with some friends over a long weekend, I've been feeling fantastic, and got so much useful shit done this week. Fuck, even if it's 100% placebo it's still very helpful :v:[/QUOTE]
I had this the other day. I went out and got stoned with my friends & played board games all night, first time i'd actually laughed out loud all week.
But like KillerTele says, watch out you don't make it your go-to for depression.
Marijuana is quite frankly, much stronger and more potent than some OTC meds. You don't want to be up and down the rollercoaster all day everyday in between spliffs and sobering up. Eliminating the root cause of the problem, usually through therapy is the only long term solution. You wouldn't use a sticking plaster if you need surgery.
Weed is fantastic for many reasons, actually [I]treating[/I] depression is not one of those.
I know that seems like an OTT response to a feel-good post but it's just a cautionary tale from my experiences. Hope your depression clears up soon.
Hey guys, looking for a bit guidance/advice. I took MDMA for the first time about a month and a half ago and had a pretty bad time. My come up and time spent in the club was fantastic but I went to an after party and smoked some weed as I was peaking, thinking that I was actually coming down. My ignorance led to me having a massive panic attack and not being able to stand up for about an hour or two. I very nearly fucked up my water balance too. I had swallowed .125g of powder and snorted .125g as well. I was pretty ignorant to the drug and I've been told since that I took it in a fucking stupid way.
Tomorrow night I plan to do it again, however only ingesting .125g and not touching anything else. If not, I was thinking of trying speed for the first time. (Obviously not mixing the two). Has anyone else had a similar experience? I was totally fucked for about a week, having mini panic attacks while I was out and about, and my jaw didn't stop moving for a good two days. MY friend recently did the same as me, however she ended up hallucinating instead of freaking out.
What's the safest way for me to approach MDMA and prevent this happening again? Cheers.
[QUOTE=Zillamatic;47263057]I think weed has helped with my depression considerably. The past few months I've been feeling stuck in my current situation, and completely pessimistic about where I'm headed. But smoking with some friends over a long weekend, I've been feeling fantastic, and got so much useful shit done this week. Fuck, even if it's 100% placebo it's still very helpful :v:[/QUOTE]
i've recognized after all my time smoking that the weed isn't really the thing that helps with depression/anxiety - what helps is being around friends. drunk or high or tripping or sober, my anxiety disappears when i spend time with friends. socializing helps a ton.
[editline]5th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=scurr;47264216]Hey guys, looking for a bit guidance/advice. I took MDMA for the first time about a month and a half ago and had a pretty bad time. My come up and time spent in the club was fantastic but I went to an after party and smoked some weed as I was peaking, thinking that I was actually coming down. My ignorance led to me having a massive panic attack and not being able to stand up for about an hour or two. I very nearly fucked up my water balance too. I had swallowed .125g of powder and snorted .125g as well. I was pretty ignorant to the drug and I've been told since that I took it in a fucking stupid way.
Tomorrow night I plan to do it again, however only ingesting .125g and not touching anything else. If not, I was thinking of trying speed for the first time. (Obviously not mixing the two). Has anyone else had a similar experience? I was totally fucked for about a week, having mini panic attacks while I was out and about, and my jaw didn't stop moving for a good two days. MY friend recently did the same as me, however she ended up hallucinating instead of freaking out.
What's the safest way for me to approach MDMA and prevent this happening again? Cheers.[/QUOTE]
step 1 make sure it's real mdma
step 2 if it isn't get rid of it
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47264399]
step 1 make sure it's real mdma
step 2 if it isn't get rid of it[/QUOTE]
Everyone else I did it with was fine and has experience with it, and we're getting it off the same dealer this time.
[QUOTE=scurr;47264216]Hey guys, looking for a bit guidance/advice. I took MDMA for the first time about a month and a half ago and had a pretty bad time. My come up and time spent in the club was fantastic but I went to an after party and smoked some weed as I was peaking, thinking that I was actually coming down. My ignorance led to me having a massive panic attack and not being able to stand up for about an hour or two. I very nearly fucked up my water balance too. I had swallowed .125g of powder and snorted .125g as well. I was pretty ignorant to the drug and I've been told since that I took it in a fucking stupid way.
Tomorrow night I plan to do it again, however only ingesting .125g and not touching anything else. If not, I was thinking of trying speed for the first time. (Obviously not mixing the two). Has anyone else had a similar experience? I was totally fucked for about a week, having mini panic attacks while I was out and about, and my jaw didn't stop moving for a good two days. MY friend recently did the same as me, however she ended up hallucinating instead of freaking out.
What's the safest way for me to approach MDMA and prevent this happening again? Cheers.[/QUOTE]
I'd recommend the first two steps from .Isak...
3. When you have acquired real MDMA, plan your roll a day in advance and stock up on your vitamins, magnesuim, and drink grapefruit juice. ([URL="http://www.RollSafe.org"]www.RollSafe.org[/URL])
4. take dose - Not-from-concentrate juices and water are your friend
5. become empath
6. ???
7. prophet?
I think there comes a point in life where your cannabinoid balance is completely self-sustaining, as in it would literally be 30 days or more of it wearing off in metabolites. I ain't smokin anymore but I ain't smokin any less.
I smoked up my friends with a 1g+ cone last night in exchange for a hair cut.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;47255691]i remember typing out a more in-depth one with a few pictures to with it, but that one works fine as well. enjoy!
[editline]4th March 2015[/editline]
might as well vent a little now that i'm here
my girlfriend has just been hospitalized. (at the same place as my mom went years ago, if any of you remember me posting about that?)
they don't really know whats up with her, but they're going to "intensely study" her behavior and mood for the next 2-4 weeks. i'm a little shaken up and teary, cause this is bringing back so many shitty memories, but i also realize that this is ultimately a good thing.
i'm really feeling like getting a mate to come over with some hash and then proceed to get smashed[/QUOTE]
i handled myself really badly yesterday by getting really boozed and having a mate over who i smoked 3 joints with.
it wasn't exactly the best thing i could've done, and it wasn't the fantastically fun end to my 2 month long break that i had imagined either.
today i did a little better though. at first i actually went to school and then went and visited the misses afterwards. it was really emotional, because we can't really see each other much. on the bright side, she is already allowed to go home on the weekends, so we'll be together once again tomorrow.
[editline]5th March 2015[/editline]
drinking some beer right now though, trying to calm down. (without smoking)
Man I got so drunk last night, girls bought me drinks and I actually managed to be very social and even get hugs (this is rare for me, I used to be HORRIBLE at talking to people, especially girls so this is a great achievement for me!).
The night included tasty drinks, awful beer with 8% alcohol, homo-erotic lapdances to the song careless whisper, dancing, singing and so many fun moments.
The walk home, which normally takes about 20-30 mins took 2.5 hours because of drunken things. We were 3 guys, me and one of them kept jumping into bushes while the third one laughed his ass off and got it all on snapchat. Ah, it was great.
Going out tomorrow again, looking forward to it!
I've been missing out, getting out and being social is the best shit.
Hope you're all doing well, if you aren't then good times will come. Sooner or later!
[QUOTE=NorthernFall;47263926]I had this the other day. I went out and got stoned with my friends & played board games all night, first time i'd actually laughed out loud all week.
But like KillerTele says, watch out you don't make it your go-to for depression.
Marijuana is quite frankly, much stronger and more potent than some OTC meds. You don't want to be up and down the rollercoaster all day everyday in between spliffs and sobering up. Eliminating the root cause of the problem, usually through therapy is the only long term solution. You wouldn't use a sticking plaster if you need surgery.
Weed is fantastic for many reasons, actually [I]treating[/I] depression is not one of those.
I know that seems like an OTT response to a feel-good post but it's just a cautionary tale from my experiences. Hope your depression clears up soon.[/QUOTE]
Nah don't apologise. I'd rather have your opinion on it. I'm making some decent life choices which mean my situation will be changing later this year (going back to uni, very important for me). But my depression was making doubt whether I would be smart enough and able to apply myself. I think chilling out let me see stuff from a more positive perspective. Of course if my depression does get worse or I'm suddenly using way more weed I'll rethink things and get some actual help. Thanks to you and Tele for the advice (and Isak!)
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6ci6Ve8FIU[/media]
[quote]Do you think the purpose of existence is to pass out of existence
Is the purpose of existence
Do you think the reason for your being is to give up all your being
Is the reason for your being
Then why are you living, what did you come here for?
You must have wanted something, here you are back for more
Life and its treasures, love sweet pleasure
Don’t let it end, try it again, over and over again
Birth and death, full circle and another incarnation
Life is sweet and oh so neat, the greatest of temptations
Is your world so empty that you want off this cosmic wheel
Is your soul so weary that you think the life you feel is illusion and pain
Ha! You’re just lazy and afraid of life and its danger
To love you’re a stranger.[/quote]
[QUOTE=Zillamatic;47264885]Nah don't apologise. I'd rather have your opinion on it. I'm making some decent life choices which mean my situation will be changing later this year (going back to uni, very important for me). But my depression was making doubt whether I would be smart enough and able to apply myself. I think chilling out let me see stuff from a more positive perspective. Of course if my depression does get worse or I'm suddenly using way more weed I'll rethink things and get some actual help. Thanks to you and Tele for the advice.[/QUOTE]
I recently rediscovered my enjoyment of TED talks, as they have some really eye opening psychologists and experts giving their input or simply spreading ideas they feel worth knowing. This doctor in psychology brings up a very important thing we dismiss in society and I feel like this is a good time to share this with you guys.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2hc2FLOdhI[/media]
He mentions how we have bad habits in treating our daily psychological injuries, whether it be rejection, loneliness, or failure. It really is important to try to avoid down spiral thinking by eliminating and training yourself to avoid bad habits that can damage your self esteem and lead you toward negative thinking. Having studied and a part of Cognitive Behavioral therapies, this speech follows the same mantra, you need to condition yourself through repetition in order to remove the bad habits you created incidentally the same way. Yes some people suffer from biological deficiencies, but for the most part everyone can benefit when we work on our patterned thinking and learn to better cope with stresses such as the ones in the video.
Pretty sure i aced my computer science exam
All stocked up on pain pills, 5 percocet 10's and 4 roxi 30's
[QUOTE=zach1193;47266598]All stocked up on pain pills, 5 percocet 10's and 4 roxi 30's[/QUOTE]
I wish I could get that.
i may have just popped ~90-100mg of mdma
now what
first time :o
Had some really shiny c, didn't think it was that good at first, then it hit me and oh gawd plz mooooore!
I just made and ate an entire hash homemade pizza. I used about .5g of some decent hash. Should be a good friday.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47268543]I just made and ate an entire hash homemade pizza. I used about .5g of some decent hash. Should be a good friday.[/QUOTE]
Are you fucking kidding me, weed pizza that sounds like a damn good friday to me. :v:
I've been told my friend took a pill called AMT and he's been fucked for the past few days.
Anyone who is more knowledgable about it care to share information about it? All I've got is that it's a synthetic psychedelic.
[editline]6th March 2015[/editline]
I've also been told he was meant to just take half the pill, but decided to drop it all :v:
ive noticed smoking all night i never get as high as the first time of the day.
I love wake and bakes though hehe.
[QUOTE=geel9;47268419]i may have just popped ~90-100mg of mdma
now what
first time :o[/QUOTE]
Have fun dude
[QUOTE=-=NARH=-;47268589]Have fun dude[/QUOTE]
It's kind of...eh right now
It's been an hour and i don't really feel much. God damn i hope i didn't fuck it up.
Holy shit nevemrind
I'm way too high for a bowl of this size, i guess that my mini bowl jumpstarted the edibles in a big way, and are now working together to take away my fine motor and social skills.
[editline]6th March 2015[/editline]
My inner ears itch.
just had another brownie, work in a few hours
[editline]6th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47268725]I'm way too high for a bowl of this size, i guess that my mini bowl jumpstarted the edibles in a big way, and are now working together to take away my fine motor and social skills.
[editline]6th March 2015[/editline]
My inner ears itch.[/QUOTE]
You are excreting unwanted cannabinoids, this is where 'wax' comes from
Anyone wanna give me their liver? I'm pretty sure mine is gonna blue screen after this weekend.....Tonight we're drinking for my girls b-day tomorrow we're driving to nashville and getting fucked up sunday is my brothers 21st bday so drinking again then actually going to the bar on monday then tuesday is another friends 21st........sweet lord baby jesus give me strength
Just started smoking again after quitting for 5 years. It may be bad but fuck it, I'm going through some hard shit and it's keeping me alright.
I found some guy who makes jewelry on Instagram using the same 3-point/hexagonal pattern I saw the first time I took salvia, which reminded me that I've barely been drawing recently
Anyways tomorrow is LSD round 2 but I get the feeling I won't be spending most of my time in the forest this time. I really just want to spend as much of the time drawing as possible and take a lot more notes/write more, definitely gonna smoke a few flakes of 10x at some point to get my brain into "pattern-mode" and see what I see, and hopefully I'll be coordinated enough to draw it
Starting to drink 600mg DXM poli right now. I've also got .5 or so of OG Kush for use during tonight's fun.
That syrup aftertaste, guhhhh.
[QUOTE=Nifae;47271351]Starting to drink 600mg DXM poli right now. I've also got .5 or so of OG Kush for use during tonight's fun.
That syrup aftertaste, guhhhh.[/QUOTE]
Mix it with soda! You must!
Mountain Dew not only covers the flavor and makes it less viscous, but the stomach-sedating effects of the ingredients in soda -- which all sodas have due to the insane sugar contents, but MtnDew has the most -- make the drink not only less damaging, but less change for stomach pains.
Thats what I do for my DXM. I also use Dayquil Cough. Only DXM Hbr.
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