[QUOTE=EditOutJ;47274650]Any response for this? I trust this thread's knowledge more so than any other source of information. From what I've looked up on its fucking powerful, and with my friend coming around he described it "like acid dropped acid".[/QUOTE]
I did 30mg of it with a friends last week. Very extreme stuff, also very exhausting, my mate i took it with slept the entire next day away.
If you want something acid like this isn't it, you will see some shit though.
[QUOTE=NorthernFall;47283247]Can someone give me some pointers with regards to MDMA and (honestly, quite bad) depression?
I'm not on SSRI's and I have been offered a rare opportunity to try some MD with my girlfriend and close friends, as part of a larger group going to a massive house music night. I'm more worried about the resulting days, i'd normally just buy some MJ and stick my head in the sand the next day but I had a really bad experience with some strong Mephedrone a few years ago.
I basically got really drunk, had a load of Mephedrone, smoked a fair bit of weed AND had been taking strong ass cold medicine for about 2 weeks before. I genuinely thought I was dead for about a week afterwards and I was in some kind of life on mars coma or something :v:.
On the other hand, I really want to try MD. Especially with someone I love. Opportunities like this rarely come up for me and i've been thinking about it for a while. I might go for the lowest possible recommended dose and see how it goes?[/QUOTE]
Start low and see how you go, abstain from taking anything else substance wise and don't redose until the effects have hit you.
Side question, are you from up North?
[QUOTE=alibabaman;47282727]Been thinking of smoking the rest of my weed after sort of deciding not to smoke it due to the awful result I got from it. Though I don't believe I gave it enough chances to brush it off like that, so I'll at least smoke what I have and then I'll see if I buy more or not. Little paranoid over having weed sitting around like that.
I'm a little concerned over time and when I can smoke. Obviously I'm not too experienced as I've only smoked 3 times (4 if you count one miserable attempt which failed). When do you guys get high on whatever it might be and where? Do you live with parents or by yourself? I live by my parents during the weekends and a mental ward during the weekdays so smoking during the weekdays is out of question for me.[/QUOTE]
Just throw it out if you don't want it. Don't force yourself.
[url]http://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/58951386/mount%20up.mp3[/url]
think this track is starting to sound pretty complete
[sp]rip music-made-while-under-influence thread i miss u erryday[/sp]
[QUOTE=cody8295;47283351]Which plant are you using? With acacia confusa its active orally without any beta blockers so it could be safer for your friend on antidepressants. Tripping alone is fun just dont get or hurt[/QUOTE]
I'm gonna brew M. Hostilis and take Syrian rue as the RIMA, I already ordered them so I'm just gonna go out to the woods and camp out with my dog, who, out of all the organisms I know, is the one I am most comfortable with.
That's kind of one of the reasons I'm going on this journey, I've never been really comfortable around most people, but my introduction to psychedelics really turned it into this insurmountable object to something really more managable, it helped me to realize that none of it really mattered, obsessing over what people think of me is pointless, that I have a very short life and spending that time being anxious about people's opinion of me is a huge waste of my very limited time.
Of course that didn't completely fix me, that took years to get to where I am now. But Just recently I feel like I'm on the threshhold of something great, I'm actually starting to not care. It's amazing.
I want to compound this energy with the amazing clarity that psychedelics bring, and have some sort of amazing personal, spiritual breakthrough. Of course you can't force these things, but that's my mission statement.
[QUOTE=geel9;47282524]Do any of you think that maybe you do TOO many drugs[/QUOTE]
At one point, That was the people I was hanging around though that caused that. I'd consider the point of too many is when they start affecting you negatively.
[editline]8th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=alibabaman;47282727]Been thinking of smoking the rest of my weed after sort of deciding not to smoke it due to the awful result I got from it. Though I don't believe I gave it enough chances to brush it off like that, so I'll at least smoke what I have and then I'll see if I buy more or not. Little paranoid over having weed sitting around like that.
I'm a little concerned over time and when I can smoke. Obviously I'm not too experienced as I've only smoked 3 times (4 if you count one miserable attempt which failed). When do you guys get high on whatever it might be and where? Do you live with parents or by yourself? I live by my parents during the weekends and a mental ward during the weekdays so smoking during the weekdays is out of question for me.[/QUOTE]
If you're in a mental ward do not do drugs outside of what they have prescribed. You'll just end up staying in longer if you start fucking with drugs.
As I goes into psychotics petty often I can tell you some of them might make you lose it until it wears off. Some are also dose dependent on if you'll be fine or not. It's not really worth it though.
Tis a fine line you'll tread and if you aren't ready for when you eventually go over it will be a really shitty time. Which its already a shitty time just even worse.
I love charts
especially durg charts
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sorry
Tried 1g of shrooms a few days ago. Watched the original Tron and it was a little darker than intended though. It was very similar to a low dose of acid, though was much quicker as I was down sooner and less wired than acid. 5 hours in I took some bong hits and it brought back the visual effects. Very enjoyable overall with the euphoria that came with it all.
Reckon if i throw some hash in a pot of boiling shin ramyun as well as some peanut butter (helps thicken the broth, pro-tip), and some butter it'll work or will i just waste my hash?
Well I took Addy about 7 hours ago, but I just finished drinking a Monster. I'm in a relatively good mood, definitely buzzing.
I've been reading about psychedelics for the past two hours, mainly DMT and Acid. I've decided that this is the week I get a hold of LSD. I've heard rumors that a dealer got a hold of some, I'm going to try my hardest to get a tab or two.
I want something different.
My life has been a repeat, like a broken record that continues skipping. I have been striving for something new and exciting, and I currently can not find it. I wake up, take my Adderall so that I don't get terribly bored with my day, finish with school, come home while my Adderall wears off just in time to not want to do homework, and browse the internet for hours. It's a boring mundane lifestyle that I have come to not enjoy at all.
I want to understand.
I have so many unanswered questions that I do not know how to even begin to comprehend. I want to tackle these questions, and I feel like LSD may help me begin to question things. I have so many questions that I have taken a stubborn stance to, a major one being the existence of a higher being. I want to evaluate certain aspects of life, and I want to open up to these ideas.
I want to discover.
I want to find out what I personally have to do with my life. I want to know what I want to do, and I want to know what I have to do. Everything I read have been tales that sparked excitement and intrigue.
About 6 months ago was my period of marijuana, where I smoked every day, reaching relaxation and bliss while pushing my problems away from myself. I'm currently going through a period of stimulants, mainly through Adderall, Ritalin, nicotine, and caffeine. I'm smoking cigarettes/vaping almost constantly, trying to be on uppers at all times, drinking coffee every morning. I drank one and a half Monsters yesterday, drank one today with Adderall and have been vaping all day. I think I'm trying to make up for lost time during my relaxation period.
I think the problem is that I don't know what I need to do. Sure, I have concentration with all the stimulants I run on, but I still have constant little thoughts running through my head that harass me with doubt and problem.
I want to evaluate myself, see myself as I really am, and maybe then I will find peace.
I really want to try DMT in the near future now, probably after a few more trips
Maybe I'll try mescaline before that, if I can find it
[QUOTE=iggy650;47285142]Well I took Addy about 7 hours ago, but I just finished drinking a Monster. I'm in a relatively good mood, definitely buzzing.
I've been reading about psychedelics for the past two hours, mainly DMT and Acid. I've decided that this is the week I get a hold of LSD. I've heard rumors that a dealer got a hold of some, I'm going to try my hardest to get a tab or two.
I want something different.
My life has been a repeat, like a broken record that continues skipping. I have been striving for something new and exciting, and I currently can not find it. I wake up, take my Adderall so that I don't get terribly bored with my day, finish with school, come home while my Adderall wears off just in time to not want to do homework, and browse the internet for hours. It's a boring mundane lifestyle that I have come to not enjoy at all.
I want to understand.
I have so many unanswered questions that I do not know how to even begin to comprehend. I want to tackle these questions, and I feel like LSD may help me begin to question things. I have so many questions that I have taken a stubborn stance to, a major one being the existence of a higher being. I want to evaluate certain aspects of life, and I want to open up to these ideas.
I want to discover.
I want to find out what I personally have to do with my life. I want to know what I want to do, and I want to know what I have to do. Everything I read have been tales that sparked excitement and intrigue.
About 6 months ago was my period of marijuana, where I smoked every day, reaching relaxation and bliss while pushing my problems away from myself. I'm currently going through a period of stimulants, mainly through Adderall, Ritalin, nicotine, and caffeine. I'm smoking cigarettes/vaping almost constantly, trying to be on uppers at all times, drinking coffee every morning. I drank one and a half Monsters yesterday, drank one today with Adderall and have been vaping all day. I think I'm trying to make up for lost time during my relaxation period.
I think the problem is that I don't know what I need to do. Sure, I have concentration with all the stimulants I run on, but I still have constant little thoughts running through my head that harass me with doubt and problem.
I want to evaluate myself, see myself as I really am, and maybe then I will find peace.[/QUOTE]
be careful with uppers - when I first started I felt like I could finally work my way through all my life problems and I felt like I was thinking my way out of depression and everything was great and I could finally get my homework done and I had so much energy.
Gave my personality a straight 180, went from a pretty relaxed and sociable person just happy to be around to someone constantly vying for attention and recognition, because I thought I was great when I did amphetamines.
Pretty soon you'll hit the point where you just don't enjoy them anymore. The energy and shit feels amazing, but eventually the high blood pressure and all the other side effects and negative sensations become way more noticeable and you start to feel like shit, and you start to feel better when you're not on uppers. It took me a few months, and after I spent almost 5 days straight wide awake, I was like "welp, fuck that noise" and I very rarely take vyvanse/addy anymore. They make you feel great, but it's super goddamn easy to waste all the energy they give you writing shit online and arguing and shit - because it feels great to do ANYTHING. It doesn't give you motivation - achievements in video games become the most important things you'll ever work on. It just gives you too much reward for too little effort and it eventually wears down the reward function in your brain to the point where you don't find doing stuff enjoyable unless you're on uppers.
I love amphetamines but seriously be careful because they made me into a harsh and irritable and rude person, worsened my focus issues, and royally fucked up my brain's reward system for years. The side effects will convince you that they're not worth it in a few months. Exercise, good music, and maybe some coffee and a good diet are better - they make your body and your mind feel good, instead of making your mind feel good and your body feel like shit.
Yeah I think my reward pathways are currently really messed up from being on high dose stimulants for years
Or like, they tuned back my impulses so far that the impulses for normal actions are difficult to act on
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
Holy shit meditating feels so good now, I figured out how to relieve so much tension in my body and mind after like 20 minutes
I also tried to focus on that unraveling/unwinding feeling of becoming one with your surroundings and I could actually feel it mildly, I wonder if I get enough practice I'll be able to suppress my ego without taking acid
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47285355]Yeah I think my reward pathways are currently really messed up from being on high dose stimulants for years
Or like, they tuned back my impulses so far that the impulses for normal actions are difficult to act on
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
Holy shit meditating feels so good now, I figured out how to relieve so much tension in my body and mind after like 20 minutes
I also tried to focus on that unraveling/unwinding feeling of becoming one with your surroundings and I could actually feel it mildly, I wonder if I get enough practice I'll be able to suppress my ego without taking acid[/QUOTE]
i'm at a point in my life where i need to start meditating again - last time I meditated regularly i was able to dig myself out of a depressive rut.
i'm thinking about doing yoga or some shit - i like meditating but i don't like sitting still for so long, so mindfulness yoga or mindfulness walking is probably better for me, plus i don't exercise enough anyways and stretching feels incredible
fact: l-theanine, tea, and concerta go pretty well together after sleeping all day from a bad hangover. 3am modest mouse and cleaning is lovely.
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
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this is cool
[QUOTE=Kyle v2;47285814]4:20am
[img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-2bong.png[/img][/QUOTE]
it's 3:20 what are you talking about get in the right time zone
speaking of I was partying last night and we went out to a club and it closed at 2am and the second it closed it was 3am, i was too drunk to understand it and we didn't get back home until like 5am and then i realized it was daylight savings time
Last night I did dabs and smoked a blunt of dank with my friend and her girlfriend. This morning I taught myself partial fraction decomposition (a trig concept) and I'm feeling acceptably good. :v:
[QUOTE=iggy650;47285142]Well I took Addy about 7 hours ago, but I just finished drinking a Monster. I'm in a relatively good mood, definitely buzzing.
I've been reading about psychedelics for the past two hours, mainly DMT and Acid. I've decided that this is the week I get a hold of LSD. I've heard rumors that a dealer got a hold of some, I'm going to try my hardest to get a tab or two.
I want something different.
My life has been a repeat, like a broken record that continues skipping. I have been striving for something new and exciting, and I currently can not find it. I wake up, take my Adderall so that I don't get terribly bored with my day, finish with school, come home while my Adderall wears off just in time to not want to do homework, and browse the internet for hours. It's a boring mundane lifestyle that I have come to not enjoy at all.
I want to understand.
I have so many unanswered questions that I do not know how to even begin to comprehend. I want to tackle these questions, and I feel like LSD may help me begin to question things. I have so many questions that I have taken a stubborn stance to, a major one being the existence of a higher being. I want to evaluate certain aspects of life, and I want to open up to these ideas.
I want to discover.
I want to find out what I personally have to do with my life. I want to know what I want to do, and I want to know what I have to do. Everything I read have been tales that sparked excitement and intrigue.
About 6 months ago was my period of marijuana, where I smoked every day, reaching relaxation and bliss while pushing my problems away from myself. I'm currently going through a period of stimulants, mainly through Adderall, Ritalin, nicotine, and caffeine. I'm smoking cigarettes/vaping almost constantly, trying to be on uppers at all times, drinking coffee every morning. I drank one and a half Monsters yesterday, drank one today with Adderall and have been vaping all day. I think I'm trying to make up for lost time during my relaxation period.
I think the problem is that I don't know what I need to do. Sure, I have concentration with all the stimulants I run on, but I still have constant little thoughts running through my head that harass me with doubt and problem.
I want to evaluate myself, see myself as I really am, and maybe then I will find peace.[/QUOTE]
Sounds like psychedelics are right for you, watch out for that street acid though. finding a reliable acid dealer is incredibly hard, most of the shit that you find is some kind of RC, buy a test kit on the internet, they run around $30, worthwhile investment. Same for E too, especially if they call it molly
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
I'd recommend looking for shrooms first, simply because there's no chance that they're some kind of RC or anything, or you could brew some ayahuasca (basically DMT, except over like a 12 hour tine period rather than 30 minutes, really easy to make and the ingredients are legal too) though I have yet to try it, so I wouldn't be able to tell you how the experience compares
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47285831]it's 3:20 what are you talking about get in the right time zone[/QUOTE]
my zone is the only correct zone nub
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oh yeah and make sure you're off stimulants when you try whatever you may try, stimulents and psychedelics do not mix, they are at polar opposites of the spectrum
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
mah merge
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47285247]be careful with uppers - when I first started I felt like I could finally work my way through all my life problems and I felt like I was thinking my way out of depression and everything was great and I could finally get my homework done and I had so much energy.
Gave my personality a straight 180, went from a pretty relaxed and sociable person just happy to be around to someone constantly vying for attention and recognition, because I thought I was great when I did amphetamines.
Pretty soon you'll hit the point where you just don't enjoy them anymore. The energy and shit feels amazing, but eventually the high blood pressure and all the other side effects and negative sensations become way more noticeable and you start to feel like shit, and you start to feel better when you're not on uppers. It took me a few months, and after I spent almost 5 days straight wide awake, I was like "welp, fuck that noise" and I very rarely take vyvanse/addy anymore. They make you feel great, but it's super goddamn easy to waste all the energy they give you writing shit online and arguing and shit - because it feels great to do ANYTHING. It doesn't give you motivation - achievements in video games become the most important things you'll ever work on. It just gives you too much reward for too little effort and it eventually wears down the reward function in your brain to the point where you don't find doing stuff enjoyable unless you're on uppers.
I love amphetamines but seriously be careful because they made me into a harsh and irritable and rude person, worsened my focus issues, and royally fucked up my brain's reward system for years. The side effects will convince you that they're not worth it in a few months. Exercise, good music, and maybe some coffee and a good diet are better - they make your body and your mind feel good, instead of making your mind feel good and your body feel like shit.[/QUOTE]
Holy shit this is the best explanation I've read on the effects of amphetamines. When I went through my rather short meth phase, I felt on top of the world about every tiny accomplishment I made and thought my life was really looking up. And then you come down, and feel like shit - the walls are closing in and you have no energy to get out. I'd go to work like "yeah let's own this shit and get everything done halfway through the day today" and by the time I was nearing the 6-7 hour mark I was so drained and hating life that I just wanted to curl up and die.
God damn, the Australian accent sounds so fucked up when i'm high. I just get the full sense of how foreigners see it.
[QUOTE=Crumpet;47283625]Start low and see how you go, abstain from taking anything else substance wise and don't redose until the effects have hit you.
Side question, are you from up North?[/QUOTE]
Yeah I think that's the best plan, plenty of cigarettes and a Valium on the side in case it gets a bit much.
Well, depends on your perspective of North :v:. I'm from Derbyshire, which is technically the Midlands. I've lived all over though. Plymouth, Norwich etc
Nashville was definitely something. Smoked on the 3rd floor roof of the hotel after figuring out we could get to it from our window. Hit up every bar in like a 2 mile vicinity of the hotel (Which was a lot of bars we stayed in the music city center portion of nashville) crawled outta there at 3am and introduced the GF to waffle house cause unlike my southern ass she'd never been. Hit up my buddy in smyrna on sunday and went mudding as the last hurrah in TN all in all pretty fucking awesome
My dad just tossed me the last of his weed from 1986 that he found in the pocket of one of his jackets.
Pack of Zig-Zags, too.
new skints album released, can't wait to get toasted to it
[QUOTE=geogzm;47287334]new skints album released, can't wait to get toasted to it[/QUOTE]
Seen them live twice, they're amazing.
[video=youtube;BGbmT4AmbVg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGbmT4AmbVg[/video]
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47285148]I really want to try DMT in the near future now, probably after a few more trips
Maybe I'll try mescaline before that, if I can find it[/QUOTE]
stop at your local nursery or lowes, thats where i got my san pedro
Cities: Skylines comes out tomorrow so I have been wondering...
Do I play the game high or sober for the first time? Hm...
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