[QUOTE=NorthernFall;47287533]Seen them live twice, they're amazing.
[video=youtube;BGbmT4AmbVg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGbmT4AmbVg[/video][/QUOTE]
[img]https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/t31.0-8/11021489_910263245692263_2170033144497628455_o.jpg[/img]
check that shit dawg
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
i can't wait to get off of SSRIs so that i can fuckin do drugs like a normal person but i gotta feeling that i'll get prescribed more and more
I'm gonna start making psychedelic sculptures and I'm gonna sell them on etsy or some shit
I have these shapes stuck in my head but they need to be in 3D to capture them fully
[QUOTE]i can't wait to get off of SSRIs so that i can fuckin do drugs like a normal person but i gotta feeling that i'll get prescribed more and more[/QUOTE]
Who you tellin?
who i tellin what
Picked up some cactus mix and pots at lowes, gonna get sum achumas in soil
[QUOTE=geogzm;47289184]who i tellin what[/QUOTE]
Life - Brought to you by Pfizer, our drug overlords
I think I'll probably be on 3 or 4 new medications by the end of this month.
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47285247]be careful with uppers - when I first started I felt like I could finally work my way through all my life problems and I felt like I was thinking my way out of depression and everything was great and I could finally get my homework done and I had so much energy.
Gave my personality a straight 180, went from a pretty relaxed and sociable person just happy to be around to someone constantly vying for attention and recognition, because I thought I was great when I did amphetamines.
Pretty soon you'll hit the point where you just don't enjoy them anymore. The energy and shit feels amazing, but eventually the high blood pressure and all the other side effects and negative sensations become way more noticeable and you start to feel like shit, and you start to feel better when you're not on uppers. It took me a few months, and after I spent almost 5 days straight wide awake, I was like "welp, fuck that noise" and I very rarely take vyvanse/addy anymore. They make you feel great, but it's super goddamn easy to waste all the energy they give you writing shit online and arguing and shit - because it feels great to do ANYTHING. It doesn't give you motivation - achievements in video games become the most important things you'll ever work on. It just gives you too much reward for too little effort and it eventually wears down the reward function in your brain to the point where you don't find doing stuff enjoyable unless you're on uppers.
I love amphetamines but seriously be careful because they made me into a harsh and irritable and rude person, worsened my focus issues, and royally fucked up my brain's reward system for years. The side effects will convince you that they're not worth it in a few months. Exercise, good music, and maybe some coffee and a good diet are better - they make your body and your mind feel good, instead of making your mind feel good and your body feel like shit.[/QUOTE]
I agree completely. I have been taking ritalin since I was in 7th grade, so since I was 13. I never ever abused it until about half a year ago when I snorted it for the first time. I went through a period where I snorted like every day for a week, and one night I snorted over 50mg, with the last line at around 9PM. I didn't fall asleep at all that night and my heart felt real shitty. That's when I realized I had to be careful.
Right now it's weird because I used to have 20mg XR ritalin with 10mg IR for when I had to do homework, but now I am on Addy and I don't have that extra boost when I get home.
I'm starting to feel dependent on my Adderall and I've had it for about a week. I feel like I need to take it to get through the day, even on weekends when I don't do anything. I feel brain dead and stupid and I hate it when don't take it.
Snorted Ritalin for the first time in multiple months last Thursday. It was fun but I realize I can't do that at all anymore because it will raise my tolerance a shit ton, and I actually need to focus in school with Adderall. I refuse to snort adderall.
Pretty sure I'm already getting negative side effects. I'd been noticing effects with Ritalin, and with Adderall it seems to be worse sometimes. My heart starts beating ridiculously fast, and I almost gave myself a panic attack today because of it.
This shit can be really scary. This is a big reason I want to try Acid, to see if afterwards I can understand what I need to do about important aspects of my life. Speaking of which, are there any foreseeable negative outcomes in mixing Adderall and Acid? I won't be taking them at the same time, and most likely when the Adderall has completely worn off, but is there anything I should know going in?
WOOOO on my way to getting into pharmacology. I fucking love drugs.
I have no stims :( Oh well guess I'll just settle for sober.
[media]http://soundcloud.com/tylercbrown/mount-up-warren-g-ft-nate-dogg-regulate-g-funk-remix[/media]
made a tuuuuuuuuuune
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=DELL;47289744]WOOOO on my way to getting into pharmacology. I fucking love drugs.
I have no stims :( Oh well guess I'll just settle for sober.[/QUOTE]
what does it consist of? what do you expect? what do you have to do?
Took my ex to his appointment for his new meds. He got hydrodoxedrine, some other SSRI or something, and welbutrin XR. He gave me 3 welbutrin to get my waking cycle started early tomorrow. Can't wait to see what it's like to take a stim when I wake up at 9am instead of falling to sleep again until 12pm every day.
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=DELL;47289744]WOOOO on my way to getting into pharmacology. I fucking love drugs.
I have no stims :( Oh well guess I'll just settle for sober.[/QUOTE]
What's it like? I love learning about psychopharmacology.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47289594]Life - Brought to you by Pfizer, our drug overlords
I think I'll probably be on 3 or 4 new medications by the end of this month.[/QUOTE]
sometimes i forget that i'm in a thread full of drugged-up people on drugs and expect things to make sense :v:
[QUOTE=geogzm;47290452]sometimes i forget that i'm in a thread full of drugged-up people on drugs and expect things to make sense :v:[/QUOTE]
I'm gonna be on anti-depressants for the rest of my life probably, I should have been on them years ago.
I really fucked myself when I binged on molly.
I've been a fucking mess ever since. I'm getting a little better every day though, just gotta keep it up.
Some dude in an Enterprise van honked at us on the way to the appointment today: He spotted my ex rolling a blunt, honked at us to get our attention and showed us his blunt, we laughed and waved.
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=TCB;47290256] [URL="http://facepunch.com/"]Listen to Soundcloud recording[/URL]
[URL]http://soundcloud.com/tylercbrown/mount-up-warren-g-ft-nate-dogg-regulate-g-funk-remix[/URL]
made a tuuuuuuuuuune
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
what does it consist of? what do you expect? what do you have to do?[/QUOTE]
If you could squeeze in some Lauryn Hill or Amy Winehouse - Back to Black in your funky ass tunes I wouldn't be able to get enough.
It takes time to recover from an MDMA binge but you can recover.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47290552]
If you could squeeze in some Lauren Hill or Amy Winehouse - Back to Black in your funky ass tunes I wouldn't be able to get enough.[/QUOTE]
lauryn hill?
like dis?
[url]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/58951386/toy%20soldiers.mp3[/url]
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47290424]What's it like? I love learning about psychopharmacology.[/QUOTE]
Only thing I know of is the basic stuff from doing drugs. Just starting getting text books and what not, I'll share the info once I know more. Learning it on my own for now because their a test I have to do sometime soon to see how much I know. The better I do on it the less schooling/Possible bypassing schooling will happen. So now I'm on a study as much as possible thing.
Which is just how it affects the brain and possible side effects. That's only in things I've done though.
Got a book I can upload if you want to have a look at it.
[QUOTE=iggy650;47289630]I agree completely. I have been taking ritalin since I was in 7th grade, so since I was 13. I never ever abused it until about half a year ago when I snorted it for the first time. I went through a period where I snorted like every day for a week, and one night I snorted over 50mg, with the last line at around 9PM. I didn't fall asleep at all that night and my heart felt real shitty. That's when I realized I had to be careful.
Right now it's weird because I used to have 20mg XR ritalin with 10mg IR for when I had to do homework, but now I am on Addy and I don't have that extra boost when I get home.
I'm starting to feel dependent on my Adderall and I've had it for about a week. I feel like I need to take it to get through the day, even on weekends when I don't do anything. I feel brain dead and stupid and I hate it when don't take it.
Snorted Ritalin for the first time in multiple months last Thursday. It was fun but I realize I can't do that at all anymore because it will raise my tolerance a shit ton, and I actually need to focus in school with Adderall. I refuse to snort adderall.
Pretty sure I'm already getting negative side effects. I'd been noticing effects with Ritalin, and with Adderall it seems to be worse sometimes. My heart starts beating ridiculously fast, and I almost gave myself a panic attack today because of it.
This shit can be really scary. This is a big reason I want to try Acid, to see if afterwards I can understand what I need to do about important aspects of my life. Speaking of which, are there any foreseeable negative outcomes in mixing Adderall and Acid? I won't be taking them at the same time, and most likely when the Adderall has completely worn off, but is there anything I should know going in?[/QUOTE]
I have Concerta and god damn it's dirty. I feel pretty relaxed and focused for a bit but after a couple hours my body just aches and I want to die. I definitely prefer Vyvanse to any other stimulant I've been prescribed, just because it's way smoother and way less dirty feeling. I think the worst part of it is that I tend to just stay in one spot for a long, long time when I'm on stimulants. Instead of getting up and doing shit or at least moving my body somewhat, I just sit there. I don't go get water because I'm too focused. My throat dries up, I get dehydrated, I barely move my legs so they get real sore. When I'm sober I just get up and get water and it's no big deal, but I can sit there for an hour thinking "i should get water" but I'm too hooked on my laptop to do anything about it. It sucks.
I wouldn't mix addy and acid. Acid keeps you up anyways, you'll just make yourself feel more anxious and shit.
[QUOTE=Banandana;47290744]It takes time to recover from an MDMA binge but you can recover.[/QUOTE]
It's too bad not every batch of molly is just MDMA :/ who knows what other substances I was eating, snorting, smoking, or vaping. stupid stupid stupid.
"drugs are already expensive, I'm not paying for a test kit too." -irresponsible drug user
I never even got to try any good tryptamines before I got put on anti-depressants. Some day...
made a video
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MJblvWeMCl8&feature=youtu.be[/media]
you know how it is
spread da word
I'm gonna listen to my live Hendrix collection for my 'huasca trip, with flying lotus's new album, any other musical suggestions for psychedelics?
hoping i can make it atleast a month without smoking weed this time but in the mean time i have some mxe to do
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47292459]hoping i can make it atleast a month without smoking weed this time but in the mean time i have some mxe to do[/QUOTE]
Why are you trying to make it a month?
[QUOTE=geel9;47292463]Why are you trying to make it a month?[/QUOTE]
i've been putting away $150 a week from my job so i can go to japan this summer and i'd been spending pretty much all of my leftover cash on weed. i really need to upgrade my computer so i'm putting it off. the mexxy is just a bonus since i used some btc i had stashed away that i forgot about and i cba to sell it
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
also i've been having throat problems so i'm cutting back on smoking
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=G-Wash;47292109]I'm gonna listen to my live Hendrix collection for my 'huasca trip, with flying lotus's new album, any other musical suggestions for psychedelics?[/QUOTE]
check out blockhead, his music videos and such too. the music scene is p cool and so is [URL="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL50Kl1loDs"]this video[/URL] for farewell spaceman
drying some fine specimens
i think that VR and MXE is the key to getting that holodeck experience, and i'm slamming down money for the htc vive when it comes out. i so totally want to do VR on mxe, it seems like it would be mind blowing
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
hell, even the consumer oculus rift, anything, i am dying to mexx out in VR
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
like, i feel this is where the future of drug use will be, drugging and VRing
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47291490]It's too bad not every batch of molly is just MDMA :/ who knows what other substances I was eating, snorting, smoking, or vaping. stupid stupid stupid.
"drugs are already expensive, I'm not paying for a test kit too." -irresponsible drug user
I never even got to try any good tryptamines before I got put on anti-depressants. Some day...[/QUOTE]
How hard did you hit it? I've got a friend who's getting a bit too regular and I doubt he'd listen to me unless I had an example of what can happen
snip
[QUOTE=geel9;47292999]How regular is he?
[editline]10th March 2015[/editline]
I did MDMA for my first time a few days ago and my GOD it's amazing. I heard you should wait until 1 month inbetween. I definitely see why people can do it too much.[/QUOTE]
When I was younger I abused MDMA to an extent, every weekend type of thing. Can really fuck up your serotonin receptors, had the worst comedowns ever. Anyway I lost the magic to it around at that time and barely used XTC either for a few years and now it all goes smooth again as I recently picked it up again.
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47292471]i've been putting away $150 a week from my job so i can go to japan this summer and i'd been spending pretty much all of my leftover cash on weed. i really need to upgrade my computer so i'm putting it off. the mexxy is just a bonus since i used some btc i had stashed away that i forgot about and i cba to sell it
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
also i've been having throat problems so i'm cutting back on smoking
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
check out blockhead, his music videos and such too. the music scene is p cool and so is [URL="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZL50Kl1loDs"]this video[/URL] for farewell spaceman[/QUOTE]
Oh hell yeah blockhead kicks major ass, he was who introduced me to instrumental hip-hop and therefore inspired me to start making music, that's definately going on the list
[QUOTE=Crumpet;47292850]How hard did you hit it? I've got a friend who's getting a bit too regular and I doubt he'd listen to me unless I had an example of what can happen[/QUOTE]
When I got my first molly rock, I kept myself high on it for 4 days straight. The rest of the next 3 months I was doing molly any chance I got, which was almost every day. I never lost the "magic" I just had to get away from the friends that would keep buying it and excuse using it every day.
After I started using my wax rig to vape it and it felt completely different (like what I expect meth to feel like), I stopped, I knew I'd gone too far.
Also the comedowns started to get worse, I was getting suicidal, and it started to compromise my immune system and I would bust out in cold sores and hemmhroids after every time. Being awake till 6am every morning and waking up at 4pm every day started to fuck with me too.
I'm just glad I had the sense to supplement my rolls with all my vitamins or who knows how bad my health could have gotten.
[editline]10th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47292639]i think that VR and MXE is the key to getting that holodeck experience, and i'm slamming down money for the htc vive when it comes out. i so totally want to do VR on mxe, it seems like it would be mind blowing
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
hell, even the consumer oculus rift, anything, i am dying to mexx out in VR
[editline]9th March 2015[/editline]
like, i feel this is where the future of drug use will be, drugging and VRing[/QUOTE]
I got an Oculus dk2 just for this. I can't wait to try a good disassociative with it someday. It'll be surreal. I invite DD to come try it with me lol.
[url]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/58951386/walking%20music.mp3[/url] what do yall think of this (acapella = jamal - keep it real)
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