Welp! Done a gram of ketamine, seen two tramps trying to break into a skip site in a near-by local forest. They were wearing the full camo set, tbh for all I know I could of be tripping which would of been unlikely seeing I was with my good friend [B]K[/B]evin.
So, wandered around my town pointlessly with my friend [B]K[/B]evin and eventually somehow managed to get into my mates shed where I was pulling bongs.. Hmmm typical night of a UK drug fiend?
Edit: Fuck! Realised I said ketamine instead of Kevin but I honestly cbf to do anything about it, oh dear my head is mashed ahaha
You don't have to do that my friend or whatever here. Just say you were doing Ket.
Anyway i've been trying to figure out how to smoke the rest of my hash. There's only a tiny bit left and i've got nothing to mix it with. I'm using a piece of fruit for a pipe but using a real bowl, although if i'm not careful it'll just fall through. Gotta figure it out in any case.
[QUOTE=Acid Rapper;47326530]
So, wandered around my town pointlessly with my friend [B]K[/B]evin and eventually somehow managed to get into my mates shed where I was pulling bongs.. Hmmm typical night of a UK drug fiend?[/QUOTE]
truer words have never been spoken bredren
I've been wondering lately if smoking literally every day for the last two weeks or so is a bad thing or a good thing. I gave up on the hash front and now i'm just plain ol' drunk instead, which is actually a nice change of pace considering last night i got so fucking high i was legit having OEV and pretty intense CEV, and when i woke up i had a weed hangover.
Thought about death while super high...
Damn that got me pretty down. Im still down from it. :/
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47327017]I've been wondering lately if smoking literally every day for the last two weeks or so is a bad thing or a good thing. I gave up on the hash front and now i'm just plain ol' drunk instead, which is actually a nice change of pace considering last night i got so fucking high i was legit having OEV and pretty intense CEV, and when i woke up i had a weed hangover.[/QUOTE]
Ive been smoking almost every day for a year or 2
[QUOTE=cody8295;47327590]Ive been smoking almost every day for a year or 2[/QUOTE]
If I were doing that my mind would be gone and I'd be a depressed, depersonalized mess.
Funny how different all our brain chemestries are.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;47327607]If I were doing that my mind would be gone and I'd be a depressed, depersonalized mess.
Funny how different all our brain chemestries are.[/QUOTE]
speaking of chemistry, it's time for my morning bowl
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[video=youtube;28KobNbbI2s]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=28KobNbbI2s[/video]
this fucking song is amazing
[QUOTE=KillerTele;47327607]If I were doing that my mind would be gone and I'd be a depressed, depersonalized mess.
Funny how different all our brain chemestries are.[/QUOTE]
Yeah I've realized that I definitely get derealization/depersonalization when I smoke and that's reason enough to slow down
Last night I got up to a high I haven't had in a while, with weird things poking and crawling through me and freaking out about potential medical problems, which is weird because it started off really acidy but I took a lorazepam, and the acidyness went away and left just the delusional anxiety
Weed makes me feel alive. Once I smoke I actually feel my physical body through-and-through. I can even feel my sinuses and all the other cavities in my body somewhat.
It's hard to explain, it's like it not only dilates my bronchial tubes, but all of my blood vessels. It keeps my low blood pressure up a little bit too, so I don't get light-headed as easy. My vision gets more sensitive too.
I took half of what I think is a generic brand amphetamine, I'm getting homework done without wanting to distract myself the whole time. No weed today until I get everything done, ugh.
[QUOTE=Charrax;47327112]Thought about death while super high...
Damn that got me pretty down. Im still down from it. :/[/QUOTE]
Anybody have any similar experiences or words of advice to offer? This is keeping me down. I am not normally a depressed person but I feel my fellow addicts can offer me some good drug-based insights.
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47325553]I think I'm gonna smoke my last bit of weed tonight and then just not buy more
It's been fun but it's lost it's magic and smoking on my own stops me from being productive/happy more often than not, so I'm just gonna limit myself to occasional social use[/QUOTE]
I had similar experiences for a good 2 years. Stopped smoking for a bit over a month, only smoked at a festival since then (been about 7 weeks since I first took my break). I feel great. I've taken it as an opportunity to start exercising, eating well and being more social, as well as other little things. I have had an awesome time of it, and I highly recommend that you focus more on being productive than not smoking weed, if that's your goal. I've gotten back to being fit, feel good when I look at myself in the mirror. I've also dated around a little and been seeing this one girl for nearly a month, and she's awesome.
If you're feeling that way, you won't regret focusing on developing yourself and your productivity for a while. Feel free to PM me if you want encouragement or what have you
[QUOTE=Charrax;47328411]Anybody have any similar experiences or words of advice to offer? This is keeping me down. I am not normally a depressed person but I feel my fellow addicts can offer me some good drug-based insights.[/QUOTE]
Death is not the end my friend. It is just another experience to overcome. Make your life an experience worth dying for.
During my molly binge, and the month-long withdrawal from it, all I could think about was death, its not as scary or saddening now.
Can anyone identify this? I can't find any ID'ing sites that have it.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/com1QKo.jpg[/t]
[t]http://i.imgur.com/UMn4ZXF.jpg[/t]
one of my friends bought heroin off evo because he just wanted to see what it was like
he's a smackhead now lol
[QUOTE=Scot;47328445]one of my friends bought heroin off evo because he just wanted to see what it was like
he's a smackhead now lol[/QUOTE]
Sad. :(
that acetylmorphine caught another victim in it's web of warmth.
My neighbors are smack dealers I think. I always see drug deals happening across the street. Then I see them all in a running car in front of my house looking absolutely dead. Lucky for them cops never come back here.
TCB's g-funk mixes are keeping me productive. I owe you mang.
Can weed actually prevent me putting on weight, I mean I've been smoking weed reguarly for 2 years and I've not gained a single shed of weight..? Should I stop for a few months to gain wait or what !?
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47328418]Death is not the end my friend. It is just another experience to overcome. Make your life an experience worth dying for.
During my molly binge, and the month-long withdrawal from it, all I could think about was death, its not as scary or saddening now.
Can anyone identify this? I can't find any ID'ing sites that have it.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/com1QKo.jpg[/t]
[t]http://i.imgur.com/UMn4ZXF.jpg[/t][/QUOTE]
Looks like adderall but I could be wrong
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Yeah it is [URL]http://www.drugs.com/imprints/b-974-3-0-1624.html[/URL]
This may just be my normal kratom banter, but using kratom and marijuana together to make butter and then make brownies was probably one of the best decision I came up with. It gives such a smooth and relaxing high.
[QUOTE=Charrax;47328411]Anybody have any similar experiences or words of advice to offer? This is keeping me down. I am not normally a depressed person but I feel my fellow addicts can offer me some good drug-based insights.[/QUOTE]
I feel like with weed, it amplifies whatever you are currently thinking about or feeling. I don't mean smoking doesn't bring up your mood, but if you have an idea stuck in your mind, weed is going to make you focus on it until you find something else to occupy it. Try playing a video game or watching a tv program that makes you think. Do anything to move your mind past that thought loop, because in order to change your perception you have to [B]actively[/B] shape it. I used to think people who used to say "just don't think about it, shake it off" as dumbasses who don't understand depression/anxiety/etc, but if you change the wording of the advice to "do something to change your thought process, you need to actively [I]fight[/I] the feeling, it isnt just 'think it and it will come' you have to work for it", then it makes much more sense. You know that hump when you think "yeah I should work out" but then you never get around to it, its the same with your mental health. The more you work on your coping mechanisms the better you get at it, but you will never get good at it if you don't try.
About the other discussion, alcohol makes me feel alive. Its funny how we all wrote alive as [I]alive[/I] because honestly that's the closest we can come to exemplifying such a profound feeling over text. I feel borderline manic, like anything is possible. My body is synchronized and I get this high energy burst. The easiest way for me to describe it, as silly as it is, is like going int anime mode, like that exaggerated, over the top drama that has the main character filled with passion/energy as they do whatever anime thing they're doing. I guess because I smoke everyday I don't feel so incredible, but with booze holy shit I feel like I can run miles, conquer lands, and do anything. Now I know why alcoholism ran in my family, it just feels so goddamn good... almost too good.
I don't know if it was the Bud Platinum 24oz, the xanax, or the old doritos that made me wake up at 6:30 this morning to projectile vomit out my bedroom window.
Alcohol is one way to get past insomnia, but damn does my body not like it.
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[QUOTE=Banandana;47328866]Looks like adderall but I could be wrong
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Yeah it is [URL]http://www.drugs.com/imprints/b-974-3-0-1624.html[/URL][/QUOTE]
Fuck yes, no wonder I feel so right. This reminds me of the decrescendo of MDMA kinda. Sweaty palms and gotta get things done [U]now[/U]. Not later.
Its saving me from myself.
Not sure if anyone can answer this, but does anyone know of a method for coating homemade tablets so that they don't break apart in your throat?
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47329281]I will never understand why people enjoy Adderall so much.[/QUOTE]
Because my body needs this shit. I'm one ADD motherfucker nowadays. I'm not doing it to enjoy it, I need it because I have shit to do and it's not all gonna get done if I'm sober and ablooblooblooing about my feelings.
It's not the best feeling in the world, but it's getting me to be productive, and that's what I need. I didn't even take the whole pill.
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[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;47329269]Not sure if anyone can answer this, but does anyone know of a method for coating homemade tablets so that they don't break apart in your throat?[/QUOTE]
Food-grade wax coating?
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47328471]
TCB's g-funk mixes are keeping me productive. I owe you mang.[/QUOTE]
aww thankyouu<3
i made this for my mama since it's mamas day
[media]http://soundcloud.com/tylercbrown/you-are-appreciated-2pac-dear-mama-g-funk-remix[/media]
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47329296]
Food-grade wax coating?[/QUOTE]
You mean paraffin wax?
Wow, one of my best friends posted on a picture of 2 dudes with alcohol on facebook saying "You guys are stupid alcohol is bad" etc..so I try to explain how someone shouldn't be bashed/judged for something they like to do and calls me a "pissy little woman" and how I'm stupid too for trying to explain that. Just lost so much respect right then, this is probably pretty dumb but that just pisses me off. Sharing your opinion is fine but blatantly saying "you guys are stupid" because you don't enjoy it yourself is just rude, blocked that fool I don't wanna deal with his ignorance. I'd rather lose a friend then be called a pissy woman because I try and explain something.
[QUOTE=JoeSkylynx;47329502]You mean paraffin wax?[/QUOTE]
I guess, would that work? I don't press my own tablets, so I don't know.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;47329569]I guess, would that work? I don't press my own tablets, so I don't know.[/QUOTE]
Not 100% sure. Lots of herbal supplements will break down in just about anything, and that's what I'm worried about regarding any fine powder mixture tablet.
[QUOTE=TheFilmSlacker;47329572]Alcohol sucks, but people should be able to drink it if they're not driving around or anything.
Or if it just ends up turning them into a toxic person to be around. When I read your post I pictured a photo taken at a party.[/QUOTE]
Of course, its a liver killer among other bad things but it still doesn't make it okay to call someone stupid because they enjoy to use it in a safe manner. Say if my friend is using meth, sure I'm not gonna like it but I'm not gonna judge them for that even if it makes them a demented fuck.
I don't think it was a party but just 2 dudes drinking and having a good time.
jesus whats with pills being so strong at the minute
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