i wonder how we will look back on these days in 30 years
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47404473]i wonder how we will look back on these days in 30 years[/QUOTE]
"i was so dumb back then!"
i already look back 4 years or even 2 years and I'm embarrassed.
but hey, it means we're growing when we can stare back at our roots and think "look how much we've changed"
Seriously. If you can look back on old posts/memories and laugh, you know you've changed, and hopefully in a good way.
It's all part of life, and some of us get certain things more than others, but that variety in balance makes us different.
[QUOTE=Banandana;47404449]fuck this dude I should go to San Francisco with a fuckton of drugs, find a rave, and just party the night away[/QUOTE]
Shit, I don't live that far from SF. I should def find my way up there and do that just to see what that's like
I can also highly recommend going to the beach on LSD. Having access to an overwhelmingly available and instantaneous medium really opened my eyes to the fundamental form of mandalas, all the basic shapes that get fractally overlaid on each expanding/inward layer of detail is based directly on the form of the human body, I really lost myself in some kinda yoga and just by moving I made all these crazy swirling and flowing lotus flowery shapes that would have driven me crazy trying to make them from just pencil on paper, but what would take me maybe an hour of thought and planning I was able to make in the sand in a second, over and over again, different each time
I have existed in living human form for 20 years today. That means the state of Sweden thinks I'm mature enough to buy alcohol.
So I will, and then I'm gonna have a big ass party!
[editline]27th March 2015[/editline]
Okay they think I'm mature enough to buy it from their stores. I've been able to buy from pubs since 18.
What is up with these laws?
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47404491]Shit, I don't live that far from SF. I should def find my way up there and do that just to see what that's like
I can also highly recommend going to the beach on LSD. Having access to an overwhelmingly available and instantaneous medium really opened my eyes to the fundamental form of mandalas, all the basic shapes that get fractally overlaid on each expanding/inward layer of detail is based directly on the form of the human body, I really lost myself in some kinda yoga and just by moving I made all these crazy swirling and flowing lotus flowery shapes that would have driven me crazy trying to make them from just pencil on paper, but what would take me maybe an hour of thought and planning I was able to make in the sand in a second, over and over again, different each time[/QUOTE]
Do it, report back to me, and then we can go together. You're probably way closer than I am.
I'm too tired to put in the effort to make any sort of polished art right now, but here's what I'd like to call the quintessential flavor of LSD, at least this is what I get out of it. Each time this picture gets a little clearer, and each time I get a bit closer to being "me"
[t]http://i.imgur.com/7MigyNF.jpg[/t]
Except instead of being shitty black lines, it's all this rainbow goop/lines/forms corresponding to musical notes/colors/any sort of frequency spectrum. There's not really a difference at the mathematical level
[editline]27th March 2015[/editline]
Shit I need to get back to my clay, I can connect that picture to all these concepts I came up with last time relating every dichotomy/yin-yang/whatever into the core of the spiralling extensions but there's no way I can do it justice in 2D (for now)
[editline]27th March 2015[/editline]
This shape can also be found along the left side of the cover art for Lateralus
Man I somehow haven't listened to Tool since I started/stopped smoking heavy/actually taking psychedelics. Every song makes so much more sense now
[editline]27th March 2015[/editline]
Lateralus, the song itself, is basically about the exact things that consume my thoughts on a daily basis/while tripping.
so, I just realized that unless I actually put the effort into listening to the words in a song it doesn't matter if it's in English or whatever, it all sounds relatively the same except different genres of vocalizations
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47404458]loads of alcohol + a stimulant
fantastic for raves, I got incredibly fucked up and popped a vyvanse before most nights at UME and it was wonderful, only took molly once and it was overwhelming
you get the euphoria plus you have the energy to actually go wild and dance[/QUOTE]
If the musics banging usually I dont need anything else but alcohol, can dance all night til 6am. Not really a fan of stims. Took speed once that had been sold to me as mdma, didnt have much fun. Thought my heart was gonna explode when all I wanted to do was sleep.
I wish I had a spliff and a beer right now. These CEVs are frustratingly close to being fantastic but they're ever so slightly too subtle to enjoy properly, that mix of stim + psychedelic amplification + relaxation would be complete this moment
I should definitely plan the aftermath of my next trip better. And not do it in my hometown, eeugh this place is not the right environment for tripping
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47404545]I
[t]http://i.imgur.com/7MigyNF.jpg[/t]
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It's like onions
Or weed, or hair, or fingers
Anything organic really. All hail carbon, our magically emergent molecular overlord and eternal essence of vitality
Is there still a vape thread? I've been looking into getting one.
i feel like i should post my interesting thoughts here more, thou i don't really remember them all right now, i know that they would mix well with some of the other posts made here.
but i feel like im still in this hole.
anyways as Zen mentioned, i also highly recommend tripin' on the beach, i did that this past weekend at half moon bay, thou it is beautiful it gets cold as hell camping on the beach.
I want to trip by myself for once. I always end up doing and sharing my drugs with friends, which doesn't always lend itself to a calm, insightful experience.
Not to mention some friends who drag me into situations I'm uncomfortable with like selling a dub bag in broad daylight in front of somebody's house to some shady fuck I don't like who's stolen from me before.
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;47404473]I wish more women were aware/knowledgeable in drug use.[/QUOTE]
It's safe to say that we've seen this type of post a fair amount in DD, whether it be "I wish my gf was into X, I hope the girl I fall for is ok with X, I really want to be able to do X with my gf." I don't think outright telling someone from the get go "I'm into X, you wanna try X?" is the way to go about it. There will totally be people out there who are on the same mindset as you and you can just skip straight to step 5 and trip together or something, but for most people it takes more easing into the water to get them to be ok with tripping let alone trying for themselves. From my general interactions in university and even in my old jobs, people are pretty open minded about drugs, people are getting the idea that hey the anti drug stuff we were taught as kids were false and with the internet you can find out what drug culture is all about. But you have to remember that not everyone started out with such a good opinion about drugs, it took years of either hearing from friends, reading on the web, or self experimentation. I for one was super anti druggie when I was in high school up until my senior year. We all go through a process of warming up to an idea we are totally new to, so we should give people the same courtesy and give them time to get into the pool so to speak. (all of this depends on where you live and your community's stance on drugs, if you live in a small town in a conservative area good luck) The big idea here is everyone takes their time to warming up to new things, sure drug use is a very loaded topic but if you can ease the person into it and show them "hey people should be able to use things they enjoy" to "hey look, im into X" to "hey do you wanna try X with me sometime, it'd mean a lot" then I'd say you have pretty good chances of working it out. Everyone has curiosity, its just the means of tickling their fancy in a way that can get them interested into the things you found interesting.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;47407254]It's safe to say that we've seen this type of post a fair amount in DD, whether it be "I wish my gf was into X, I hope the girl I fall for is ok with X, I really want to be able to do X with my gf." I don't think outright telling someone from the get go "I'm into X, you wanna try X?" is the way to go about it. There will totally be people out there who are on the same mindset as you and you can just skip straight to step 5 and trip together or something, but for most people it takes more easing into the water to get them to be ok with tripping let alone trying for themselves. From my general interactions in university and even in my old jobs, people are pretty open minded about drugs, people are getting the idea that hey the anti drug stuff we were taught as kids were false and with the internet you can find out what drug culture is all about. But you have to remember that not everyone started out with such a good opinion about drugs, it took years of either hearing from friends, reading on the web, or self experimentation. I for one was super anti druggie when I was in high school up until my senior year. We all go through a process of warming up to an idea we are totally new to, so we should give people the same courtesy and give them time to get into the pool so to speak. (all of this depends on where you live and your community's stance on drugs, if you live in a small town in a conservative area good luck) The big idea here is everyone takes their time to warming up to new things, sure drug use is a very loaded topic but if you can ease the person into it and show them "hey people should be able to use things they enjoy" to "hey look, im into X" to "hey do you wanna try X with me sometime, it'd mean a lot" then I'd say you have pretty good chances of working it out. Everyone has curiosity, its just the means of tickling their fancy in a way that can get them interested into the things you found interesting.[/QUOTE]
is X ecstasy or algebra :v:
[editline]27th March 2015[/editline]
i keep getting to fucking round 20 on cod black ops zombiemode (reppin) but i swear to god every time i upgrade my raygun the fucking game freezes just to piss me off
get ur shit together xbox if you wanna crash do it on the first round so i don't spend ages racking up mad moolah points
I'm managing to get down even more of my acid visuals on paper with surprising ease, probably after my next trip I'll be able to get down a really clean version of this recurring image and color it in on my computer. I think each time I draw it out more, it gets more stable/clearer in my head
Hell I could probably sell prints of this eventually
Decided to eat mushrooms again since last time was so great, Is the Fellowship of the Ring the movie to watch ?
[QUOTE=kaskade700;47409013]Decided to eat mushrooms again since last time was so great, Is the Fellowship of the Ring the movie to watch ?[/QUOTE]
Watch Izo, you won't regret it.
[QUOTE=kaskade700;47409013]Decided to eat mushrooms again since last time was so great, Is the Fellowship of the Ring the movie to watch ?[/QUOTE]
fuck yeah it is, i actually took shrooms once and watched that film, smoked some hash from a pipe at the moria part and felt like i was the damn balrog
[sp]life+times of a 13y/o triplord[/sp]
[QUOTE=kaskade700;47409013]Decided to eat mushrooms again since last time was so great, Is the Fellowship of the Ring the movie to watch ?[/QUOTE]
whatever you do, don't watch Enter The Void
at first you're like "whoa holy shit this is so cool," but then it gets creepy and weird and just don't watch it, horrible choice
I'm watching this movie called The House Of The Devil, it's especially scary because it was filmed in my hometown and my university campus, very strange coincidence. I'm paused half way through, however, because I'm going to sleepover my friends house tonight.
i enjoy watching old creepy TV movies when i'm tripping. you know the ones; thriller/drama, real grainy oldschool camera (makes everything distort heavily when wavey). calm start with a gradual lead up to a really twisted plot, shit like [url=http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117191/]no one would tell[/url] (about a 16 y/o high school jock guy who ends up[sp]killing his 14 y/o girlfriend[/sp]) and [url=http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0107620/]murder of innocence[/url] (about a mentally ill woman whos instability is ignored despite being batshit insane until she decides to [sp]shoot up a school[/sp]
the way they start seemingly innocent and delve into shoddy-quality darkness is somehow real grippin when yo trippin
[QUOTE=TCB;47409617]i enjoy watching old creepy TV movies when i'm tripping. you know the ones; thriller/drama, real grainy oldschool camera (makes everything distort heavily when wavey). calm start with a gradual lead up to a really twisted plot, shit like [url=http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0117191/]no one would tell[/url] (about a 16 y/o high school jock guy who ends up[sp]killing his 14 y/o girlfriend[/sp]) and [url=http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0107620/]murder of innocence[/url] (about a mentally ill woman whos instability is ignored despite being batshit insane until she decides to [sp]shoot up a school[/sp]
the way they start seemingly innocent and delve into shoddy-quality darkness is somehow real grippin when yo trippin[/QUOTE]
fuck that, that sounds terrifying
i just put on pokemon indigo league and go full 8-year-old
Got an appointment with the allergist, just to get a scratch test so I can learn what all I'm allergic to.
It occurred to me the other day that said allergist might perhaps be able to write me a script for Promethazine, maybe? That'd be pretty cool right? Should I shoot for that? Worth notice that I do actually have hay fever pretty hardcore.
In other news I'm doing the whole sobriety thing for a while in part 'cause I want to do that whole "i quit the stuff for you bae" thing for this girl. This is just planning ahead. Halfway there to making some leannn
rolled up and sploked a 7-inch spliff containing a gram
it was taxing
sobersmen will never know the pain, frustration and eventual gratification of skinnin up a phat 1 out in the cold hard rain
[QUOTE=TCB;47409448]fuck yeah it is, i actually took shrooms once and watched that film, smoked some hash from a pipe at the moria part and felt like i was the damn balrog
[sp]life+times of a 13y/o triplord[/sp][/QUOTE]
I think I ate too many to watch the movie, I spend 5 hours watching the inner movie in my heard instead :v: I know they're just patterns and shit but holy shit the mind will assign a whole range suiting stories for them.
[editline]28th March 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47409570]whatever you do, don't watch Enter The Void
at first you're like "whoa holy shit this is so cool," but then it gets creepy and weird and just don't watch it, horrible choice[/QUOTE]
I've watched that one already :v: Wouldn't wanna be tripping and see that dream intrusion scene where he is dead but won't let his sister be so he haunts her in her dream taking the shape of his vegetated self.
Got faarr too drunk last night, ended up going from a party to a club in another town, my memory is blank after getting in the car though. They drove me home at about 1am.
Is there any kind of reason why I always wake up early after drinking? Dehydration maybe?
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