I think I'm just gonna try to get my hands on some extracted psilocybin, not too keen on eating shrooms
And I think I should stock up on DMT for when I'm ready for that. I'm super psyched to try it after reading that it involves a lot of the same stringy rainbow gloopy glorp I get as LSD CEVs but like, as a physical-ish place I can go? Yes please
Make shroom tea, you'll mask the flavor and you won't get sick.
First time I took shrooms I did like an eighth and a half because my friend didn't want all of his. They didn't taste nearly as bad as people make the taste out to be, it was just a very pungent earthy taste. It was quite the experience for my first time trying a psychedelic ever.
I quickly realized I should just eat them all, so I did after the first one. It was an okay experience overall but I think next time I am going for a higher dosage.
My first time was 1.7 ground up, I just put it into a water bottle, shook and drank. Tasted alright
just had a friend tell me that acid stays in your system forever and concentrates on your spine and that her grandpa's brain melted from acid and he died
but her snorting molly nearly daily, that's okay, it's not that bad!
i wish i could explain stuff like this without having to explain neurotoxicity and LD50s.
i was tripping and some guy was trying to scare me by saying stuff like "i saw my mate inject a load of acid, it was so scary, he almost died" and i was like [I]yeaaaaaah i'm sure this lsd is gonna make me overdose[/I]
[editline]6th April 2015[/editline]
i do like the disappointment and confusion people get when they try to fuck with a tripping person who just dismisses it
"I don't have any more tabs, but if you want I can piss down your throat and you'll for sure get high."
the worst part is when someone tries to take advantage of you while you're tripping
maaaan don't think i don't [I]see[/I] you pinching that tobacco of mine son you're gonna get it now
So I have been looking into drug communities.
I prefer non-drug-based communities with inner-communities that are, such as this one. Reddit is alright. 4chan-based sites are too dead.
Any others?
Doctor upped my seroquel to 400mg from 200mg.. god I am on so many antipsychotics it's not even funny. My whole body has tiny tremors and shit and I even take stuff for that. Hope it helps with my illness.
hotboxed a car last night with a bunch of blunts so bad my eyes started hurting
it was very satisfying to step out after and watch all the smoke funnel out into the starry night
im thinking of registering on bluelight, could this possibly be the start of a slippery slope down, or do any of you guys have accounts, and manage to be reasonably productive members of society without serious addictions? I'm just asking because ive heard a fair few negative things about the site, as well as possitives.
[QUOTE=Creid;47469040]Doctor upped my seroquel to 400mg from 200mg.. god I am on so many antipsychotics it's not even funny. My whole body has tiny tremors and shit and I even take stuff for that. Hope it helps with my illness.[/QUOTE]
Seroquel is tough shit, turned me into a zombie while I was on it. I take risperidone now.
when they changed my dad's dosage of seroquel he had trouble bending his knees for about a week. we had to pry him out of bed with a broom handle #familybonding
My ex didn't get a refill of seroquel in time and had to go through withdrawal and remitting to alcoholism. He was a depressing sight last night. His family doesn't help at all, really.
Gonna take him to refill his script today.
[editline]6th April 2015[/editline]
[QUOTE=absolalone111;47469431]im thinking of registering on bluelight, could this possibly be the start of a slippery slope down, or do any of you guys have accounts, and manage to be reasonably productive members of society without serious addictions? I'm just asking because ive heard a fair few negative things about the site, as well as possitives.[/QUOTE]
I just search bluelight for information I can't get off erowid or other sources. I personally don't see the point in having a bluelight account.
I've been going on DMT Nexus recently but mostly I just like to read the ramblings of people who take a lot of psychedelics. Its like it's own genre of fiction, psy-fi
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47469639]I've been going on DMT Nexus recently but mostly I just like to read the ramblings of people who take a lot of psychedelics. Its like it's own genre of fiction, [B]psy-fi[/B][/QUOTE]
I love this shit. Shroomery Philosophy Thread is good, too.
[QUOTE=Creid;47469040]Doctor upped my seroquel to 400mg from 200mg.. god I am on so many antipsychotics it's not even funny. My whole body has tiny tremors and shit and I even take stuff for that. Hope it helps with my illness.[/QUOTE]
Mann that's crazy, most I've taken is 100mg to force myself into sleep on a amps binge and that knocked me right on my ass.
I'm still occasionally getting the sensation of the floor flexing in a wave-like fashion under my feet. It's kind of relaxing.
I've started repeating an internal mantra of "I own this day, I am happy, focused, and productive" to block out the constant stream of negative thoughts about myself/others that's unfortunately started up again. It's a bit of a pain in the ass but it seems to work pretty well
I've also decided to stop smoking until 4/20 and then I'm gonna limit myself to once every weekend after that, I've been smoking too often and my brain and productivity have proceeded to immediately go out the window again
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47470475]I've started repeating an internal mantra of "I own this day, I am happy, focused, and productive" to block out the constant stream of negative thoughts about myself/others that's unfortunately started up again. It's a bit of a pain in the ass but it seems to work pretty well
I've also decided to stop smoking until 4/20 and then I'm gonna limit myself to once every weekend after that, I've been smoking too often and my brain and productivity have proceeded to immediately go out the window again[/QUOTE]
I love weed as much as the next guy, but for someone like yourself who seems to want to explore their mind and their psyche with various drugs, it's not one you should use. Heavy smoking basically deletes your dreams - I never have vivid dreams when I've smoked, but whenever I take long breaks I have super vivid, imaginative, creative dreams that I sometimes write down and journal.
The mantra stuff is a great option - positive reinforcement works wonders. I used to have serious social anxiety and I was awkward as shit and I was self-conscious about my smile. I just sat in front of a mirror and smiled at myself until I liked it. I told myself I wasn't an introvert until I basically became a fusion of extrovert and introvert. It works really, really surprisingly well, and it helps you keep conscious of the day-to-day things you do. Mantras like that are phenomenal for mindfulness, and if you get really used to it you could even use it as a lucid-dreaming test - make it habit to look at your hand and repeat that mantra, and you'll be able to know when you're dreaming because you'll have like 7 fingers.
Smoking's terrible for dreams, though. I quit recently - it's not as fun as it was in high school. It was a great stress relief, but now that I have way less stress weighing down on me, it just seems to slow me down and irritate my throat and keep me in bed. Not worth it.
I am a very irregular smoker and the only time I have vivid dreams is when I smoke weed. I only smoke in a social setting though so it isn't affecting my life.
[QUOTE=ZenX2;47470475][B]I've started repeating an internal mantra of "I own this day, I am happy, focused, and productive" [/B]to block out the constant stream of negative thoughts about myself/others that's unfortunately started up again. It's a bit of a pain in the ass but it seems to work pretty well
I've also decided to stop smoking until 4/20 and then I'm gonna limit myself to once every weekend after that, I've been smoking too often and my brain and productivity have proceeded to immediately go out the window again[/QUOTE]
That's really good man, exercises like this greatly influence your perception and coping mechanisms for stress. Another good example is physically smiling will help improve your mood. Since emotions and the body are commingled, just as your emotions create physical movements, physical movements can invoke or prime emotional states. Perception of stress is also important, I give you this video to show how important perception of stress is compared to what the stress actually is. Seriously, how you look at your own body's reaction to stress can make a huge difference to how you cope with it.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcGyVTAoXEU[/media]
thank you county board of elections for paying for my weed yet again going on 6 years y'all the real MVP's
Yeah I often force myself to smile until it I actually feel happy, and I specifically worded that mantra to be present tense; rather than telling myself to become any of those things, I just tell it that it already is.
And yeah in the past week my dreams disappeared again. Although when they showed up they were frequently kinda stressful/nightmarish but that's probably just from it being like a year since the last time I dreamed regularly
I'm running out of weed and I don't want to spend any more money on it for now. how do i go from smoking 3 bowls a day to smoking nothing for an unknown amount of time, i will find out
[QUOTE=cody8295;47472096]I'm running out of weed and I don't want to spend any more money on it for now. how do i go from smoking 3 bowls a day to smoking nothing for an unknown amount of time, i will find out[/QUOTE]
The feeling of wanting/needing to smoke will go away after like a week/week and a half; and it's easier if you just keep telling yourself that you don't actually need it. It's mostly just breaking that habit loop that makes it difficult, rather than any kind of withdrawl
Dreams are a much more powerful and creative psychedelic experience than weed will ever be, I realize now. I miss lucid dreaming hella, I'm definitely going to get back into it, now that I'm realizing that I have much better tools/time at my disposal than ever before.
[QUOTE=.Isak.;47471263]I love weed as much as the next guy, but for someone like yourself who seems to want to explore their mind and their psyche with various drugs, it's not one you should use. Heavy smoking basically deletes your dreams - I never have vivid dreams when I've smoked, but whenever I take long breaks I have super vivid, imaginative, creative dreams that I sometimes write down and journal.
The mantra stuff is a great option - positive reinforcement works wonders. I used to have serious social anxiety and I was awkward as shit and I was self-conscious about my smile. I just sat in front of a mirror and smiled at myself until I liked it. I told myself I wasn't an introvert until I basically became a fusion of extrovert and introvert. It works really, really surprisingly well, and it helps you keep conscious of the day-to-day things you do. Mantras like that are phenomenal for mindfulness, and if you get really used to it you could even use it as a lucid-dreaming test - make it habit to look at your hand and repeat that mantra, and you'll be able to know when you're dreaming because you'll have like 7 fingers.
Smoking's terrible for dreams, though. I quit recently - it's not as fun as it was in high school. It was a great stress relief, but now that I have way less stress weighing down on me, it just seems to slow me down and irritate my throat and keep me in bed. Not worth it.[/QUOTE]
i dunno, i smoke all day erry day and the other night i had a dream that i was playing a first person zombie game (rather than being an actual character, i was very aware that my dreamself was in a designed game) and when i woke up i thought "damn that would be cool as fuck" so i immediately opened hammer and got to work, now my dream is in the process of being turned into a multiplayer map for a source zombie mod called no more room in hell
[sp]i'm gonna start spamming this thread with screenshots at some point[/sp]
[editline]7th April 2015[/editline]
like seriously i like to think i'm really really productive even though i'm ripping [sp]hash[/sp]bongs every 20 minutes
shiiit it's my birthday in [I]four days[/I] and i have no money for weed :suicide:
[editline]7th April 2015[/editline]
aint no goddam automerge
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