I think I am definitely going to pass on smoking until 12 hours after dropping next time, it got p weird/freaky because I was out in the woods and mildly uncomfortable and attempting to get home and time was looping constantly
Walk into the kitchen for food and I spy a bag of chips okay cool chips.....wait a second there's also mini reese cups in here? the part of my brain that was not high went "why the fuck are there reese cups in here?" however my high brain went "dude there's chips [B]and reese cups!![/B]....obviously the stoner gods have smiled upon you"
I'm still getting decent effects and it's been like 14 hours wow
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Def should have found some benzos to chill this out faster
I think I have a renewed appreciation in the linearity and consistency of sober time at least
I've been trying to integrate this and all I've really gotten from it is that time is shaped like a chameleon, I have drawings I'll post tomorrow
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A lot of anxiety is like picking at brain zits, you've just got some gunk stuck in there but it's best left untouched and dealt with in some other way
Edit: just reached hour 16, time is still not going a constant speed, I'm listening to songs I know really well and they're randomly having spurts of speeding up
And that kind of electric flowy glowy warbling feeling through my everything is still going
[QUOTE=Doritos_Man;47509260]I just got back form Life in Color and I did MDMA for the first time. I CAN NOT BELIEVE HOW MUCH I WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE.[/QUOTE]
MDMA makes me give out all my cigarettes for free :v:
Any of you guys off to Boomtown this year?
It's a 3 day festival so I've been trying to think what i'd be taking on each day, they only let you bring in 16 cans of beer for the whole thing so I reckon:
drink first night
mdma second night
smoke loads of haze/ finish off beer 3rd night
i'm the designated driver so I really can't be bothered to do MD the 3rd night and pack up/ drive home coming down the next day
17 hours, just experienced some kind of random flash in front of me with a "clunk" sound
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47510549]MDMA makes me give out all my cigarettes for free :v:[/QUOTE]
I was smiling at everyone and it was great, until it started pouring cold rain and my group got separated. I went from like 100 to 0 real quick.
Just did a balloon of nitrous, I forgot how fun that shit is
[QUOTE=Flash_Fire;47510549]MDMA makes me give out all my cigarettes for free :v:[/QUOTE]
Last time I was at a rave I spent at least $40 on bottled water and I just kept taking a few sips and giving them to my friends...
MDMA makes you too nice. Also really makes smoking feel great, even though I do my best not to smoke cigs. only smoke when near-blackout-drunk or rolling, otherwise I tend to use my vape.
[QUOTE=cody8295;47511098]Just did a balloon of nitrous, I forgot how fun that shit is[/QUOTE]
I want to try nitrous while tripping on shrooms!
it would be some mindfuck
nos at the peak of a trip seems like the one of the best combos ever, you could have a line of something like mdma and speed for a rush but then the for the rest of the trip you're [I]also[/I] on another drug, whereas with nos it would be like one mindblowing burst before fading back to the usual feel of the trip
Okay so I wouldn't categorize that as a "bad" trip because I remained composed/didn't freak out, but it honestly stopped being fun after I smoked
Wellbutrin + weed's anxious semi-psychedelic fuckyness + psychedelics is not a great combo
Also I really want to sleep and it's like 10am and aaa kinda ridiculous that it took 20 hours to get to a distinctly *not tripping* state
really? i find it impossible to trip without weed, knowing i've got it around makes it easier because whenever the inevitable "wait wtf am i doing" confusion sets in i can ground myself with "right lets load a bong thatll keep me occupied" and it gives a sense of reward
I've not been enjoying the smokes as much lately. Mids makes me nauseous now and dank gets me stupid high all of a sudden. I gotta wait till night time to smoke or else I just feel oddly sick until I come down.
Maybe that's the Wellbutrin finally doing something.
[QUOTE=TCB;47511831]really? i find it impossible to trip without weed, knowing i've got it around makes it easier because whenever the inevitable "wait wtf am i doing" confusion sets in i can ground myself with "right lets load a bong thatll keep me occupied" and it gives a sense of reward[/QUOTE]
It amplified my visuals to an insane degree or at least way more than I wanted/expected (probably because my tolerance is super low right now and it's hard for me to turn it down in a rotation), I had already started coming down from the regular peak and then smoking took me 10x higher than that. Like the trail I was walking on felt infinite and at one while turning around a curve I felt my entire perception start to slip into spiraling away from me and that spooked me a bit. I also saw a square exit sign bent so far it was almost a circle instead of a square
Attempting to piss felt like it was never-ending and soap was bubbling out of/into the sinks
And later my roommate was watching a video and different parts of the sound were traveling at different speeds (including some backwards and some forwards), and it just sounded like metal crunching instead of words
The only thing I could do was post myself in front of a music visualizer and listen to tame impala, even then it didn't sound great because it was like 1/10th normal pace + going too many different directions in time
Basically the only time I was able to enjoy myself was while watching FDR: American Badass and being around a lot of people
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Also, I got stuck in a persistent thought loop of just thinking "I wish I had benzos to calm this down", which only made me feel worse
Also my internal monologue changed to someone else's voice/demonic occasionally which was not pleasant, I really cherish the voice in my head and losing that felt like being around a freaky person instead of a sitter in my head
that's how i feel if i trip without weed, i get stuck in a "i wish i had my old buddy buddha with me" thought loop. i'm pretty sure i've never tripped without weed, actually.
Any tips for finding an opiate contact? I'm trying all my buddies who are dealers right now.
[QUOTE=Creid;47513862]Any tips for finding an opiate contact? I'm trying all my buddies who are dealers right now.[/QUOTE]
Opiates can be tricky, you'll likely have to middleman at first especially if it's heroin.
Most of the time I've been offered hookups for prescription opiates it's been at parties. Someone will be real high on oxy or whatever and i'll just ask 'em where they came from, or someone will straight up offer (if they get to know me a little).
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I've yet to find another hookup for hydromorphone or oxymorphone yet, that's something I really enjoy. 10mg of Dilaudid got me higher than heroin ever did. And the high lasted longer than fucking 15 minutes.
How many days in advance should I stop smoking to pass a saliva test?
[QUOTE=TCB;47511831]really? i find it impossible to trip without weed, knowing i've got it around makes it easier because whenever the inevitable "wait wtf am i doing" confusion sets in i can ground myself with "right lets load a bong thatll keep me occupied" and it gives a sense of reward[/QUOTE]
Weed makes my trips more intense but they also feel more 'dirty'. A trip sans smoking weed helps me remember it a lot better the next day.
I haven't been around for a long time due to some lame circumstances (and I'll probably get banned again pretty quick), so I never got around to posting this:
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkEHpIQBqWA[/media]
Figured some of you might like it.
e: Tags won't work for whatever reason.
tags don't work when you have https instead of http
[QUOTE=Banandana;47514928]tags don't work when you have https instead of http[/QUOTE]
Thanks buddy.
I thought I was dry so I dug a thought-empty lighter outta the garbage and tried hitting my Solo stem for the oil and it worked, now I'm high as fuck. Lovely feeling. :v:
Can someone please explain why people take Xanax recreationally? I don't understand. I only use it in case someone has a bad trip or if it is needed for its intended purpose.
[QUOTE=Banandana;47515939]Can someone please explain why people take Xanax recreationally? I don't understand. I only use it in case someone has a bad trip.[/QUOTE]
It's not Euphoric, it just makes you not give a fuck. Going out to the club and wanna be a confident motherfucker? Pop a benzo and you won't worry the entire night? Mix it with booze though and you'll wake up a day later with 43 missed calls, 60 missed text messages, on a parkbench on the otherside of the city, missing your shoes. Your socks are covered with mud and your feet hurt and you don't remember leaving the house yesterday.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;47515966]It's not Euphoric, it just makes you not give a fuck. Going out to the club and wanna be a confident motherfucker? Pop a benzo and you won't worry the entire night? Mix it with booze though and you'll wake up a day later with 43 missed calls, 60 missed text messages, on a parkbench on the otherside of the city, missing your shoes. Your socks are covered with mud and your feet hurt and you don't remember leaving the house yesterday.[/QUOTE]
That first part actually doesn't sound too bad
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the second part would suck tho, not gonna lie
Lets Play: The Xanax Game!
In front of you are 10 4mg bars of xanax and a fifth of vodka.
Take at least half of both and see what town you become conscious again in.
How fun!!!
Apparently mixing too much of both CNS depressants can actually just kill you. :/
It'd be more of a game of 'can you survive?' at that point.
[QUOTE=Banandana;47516015]Apparently mixing too much of both CNS depressants can actually just kill you. :/
It'd be more of a game of 'can you survive?' at that point.[/QUOTE]
Its more like Xanax Roulette.
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