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[QUOTE=Fenriswolf;27116833]I'm just feeling really emotional right now, sometimes I get like that and I have to let it out. If I don't then I start to feel really shitty and unstable.[/QUOTE] I'm the same way, you're not alone.
[QUOTE=Fenriswolf;27116784]God why do I go to parties anymore? All everyone does is get shitfaced... That doesn't appeal to me so I just sit there alone during parties and hope I can find something to do (heaven forbid I find someone sober to dance with..............) Even when people are sober, all I ever do is try and find something to do to no avail. I'm always just there, no matter what event or what have you. Nothing special, just me, just there. Fuck me, my life is a waste of time and air. I might as well not even exist, it would be better for everyone because people wouldn't have to waste their time with having me bother them and I wouldn't have to live in this shithole we call a planet. [editline]1st January 2011[/editline] I can't even count on two hands how many friends I have, it doesn't even fill up one. I want to be confident, I want to have friends, and I want to be happy. I haven't seen any of that in my entire life. I hate myself and I don't want to do anything else anymore.[/QUOTE] Tonight, I was kinda feeling meh. I really didn't do anything all week except lay around and read Wikipedia, partly because the blizzard and the lack of things around here to do or motivation of my friends to actually want to hang out. No one is having any parties tonight (None of my friends are party animals) so I was pretty, I guess depressed or lonely. I'm still really caught up on finding a girl friend still anyway. But basically, I just stayed up for the last like five hours talking with my parents and just sitting around watching Twilight Zone and that was that night. I can't say I didn't enjoy it, sometimes life without conflict or excitement is pleasant I guess. I have a party with friends tomorrow though. Rock Band and N64 and Pizza sorta deal. I've found the right set of friends for me at least, albeit nerdy. I don't know what I'm saying.
I went and listened to that new Daft Punk album, it was awesome, oh and the music video for it was good too.
[QUOTE=Fenriswolf;27116833]I'm just feeling really emotional right now, sometimes I get like that and I have to let it out. If I don't then I start to feel really shitty and unstable.[/QUOTE] I used to get that way, but anymore I don't feel the motivation to tell anyone because it doesn't help me in anyway and in all reality I just trouble other people so I don't really do that anymore, I just keep it to myself. I get that way still, usually when I'm completely alone for any extended period of time or late at night. I think I need a mixture of friends, family and relationship to be happy, so far have all but the last one. Eventually I guess, maybe I need to learn to fight the urge to be a couple with someone.
Just poppin in before the beer wears off. Happy new years to each one of you magnificent bastards from California.
ITT: Taep's Emo Club. I agree that drinking until you puke and/or pass out is really dumb so I'm glad I'm not cool enough to get invited to parties. I was at home with my parents and our neighbours tonight and we played Rock Band for hours and in my opinion that was more fun than I could have getting drunk in a random house, even if we had to play shitty songs over and over again. [editline]1st January 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=CodeMonkey3;27117976] Eventually I guess, maybe I need to learn to fight the urge to be a couple with someone.[/QUOTE] I'll have to learn to fight that too.
It's not that I never expect to have a girl friend, just not anytime soon because all my female friends, well, they just aren't my type and I don't exactly know where I'd find my type. So, as a teenager I'm obviously worked up about girls, with no outlet. That's about all.
[QUOTE=CodeMonkey3;27118457]It's not that I never expect to have a girl friend, just not anytime soon because all my female friends, well, they just aren't my type and I don't exactly know where I'd find my type. So, as a teenager I'm obviously worked up about girls, with no outlet. That's about all.[/QUOTE] At least you have female friends :saddowns:
[QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27118514]At least you have female friends :saddowns:[/QUOTE] You could have them too.
I don't make friends with girls.
Please god take us off the main page.
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[QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27119201]I don't make friends with girls.[/QUOTE] Put effort into making friends with girls and maybe you will.
[QUOTE=Identity;27119258]Put effort into making friends with girls and maybe you will.[/QUOTE] I don't want to just be friends with girls though. I want to have an actual girlfriend first before I make friends with girls.
[QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27119270]I don't want to just be friends with girls though. I want to have an actual girlfriend first before I make friends with girls.[/QUOTE] I think it's the other way around, honestly. It's also kind of odd from that perspective. "Oh, hey, I just started going out with you, why are you hanging out with Sarah, Kim and Jasmine all the time?" I mean, why would you go looking for trouble after it took so long to get a girl friend? Granted, not all girls get jealous like that, but it's just kind of.. an odd train of thought.
You get a girlfriend by being "just friends" with girls.
[url]http://www.militaryphotos.net/forums/showthread.php?99988-Russian-Photos-%28updated-on-regular-basis%29/page2666[/url] Anatoly Lebed sounds like a fucking badass
[QUOTE=RenegadeSanta;27117943]I went and listened to that new Daft Punk album, it was awesome, oh and the music video for it was good too.[/QUOTE] Tron Legacy was stunning visually, and I think it had to do with Olivia Wilde.
[QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27118358]ITT: Taep's Emo Club. I agree that drinking until you puke and/or pass out is really dumb so I'm glad I'm not cool enough to get invited to parties. I was at home with my parents and our neighbours tonight and we played Rock Band for hours and in my opinion that was more fun than I could have getting drunk in a random house, even if we had to play shitty songs over and over again.[/QUOTE] I know you've been saying you've got like 10 friends irl, SO why don't you like arrange a party with them? I had one the other day with my friends since we were all in different places in new years so we had one beforehand. Just make sure if you do drink, do it in small amounts and don't get smashed. I had to speak with the girl i was with, and apparently allsorts of weird ass stuff happened... Not fun when you get it all explained to you the day after.
Happy new years everyone I played Activity, got drunk, went to go see fireworks, went to some guys birthday. Not really in that order. Woke up today without a hangover, which is awesome. Also I was hoping that I wouldn't be as drunk as I was on christmas :( [editline]1st January 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27119270]I don't want to just be friends with girls though. I want to have an actual girlfriend first before I make friends with girls.[/QUOTE] That's an odd exclusion, they're just girls dude, you must be friends with some of them?
Well, I'm off to a New Years party, later bros.
[QUOTE=MC Mackers;27120720]I know you've been saying you've got like 10 friends irl, SO why don't you like arrange a party with them? I had one the other day with my friends since we were all in different places in new years so we had one beforehand. Just make sure if you do drink, do it in small amounts and don't get smashed. I had to speak with the girl i was with, and apparently allsorts of weird ass stuff happened... Not fun when you get it all explained to you the day after.[/QUOTE] My friends aren't the party type. They probably all played Black Ops together last night or something. [editline]1st January 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=wewt!;27123012] That's an odd exclusion, they're just girls dude, you must be friends with some of them?[/QUOTE] I'm not friends with any of them at all. There are none in my group of friends anyway because there's no such thing as a girl metalhead. [editline]1st January 2011[/editline] Well there are but they usually listen to shit metal so we wouldn't accept them.
Ohhh myyy godd the liquor takes its tole. Met a boy though. And a girl. Aahahahah
[QUOTE=Ivebo;27125611]Ohhh myyy godd the liquor takes its tole. Met a boy though. And a girl. Aahahahah[/QUOTE] Isn't that good?
[QUOTE=WolvesSoulZ;27126114]Isn't that good?[/QUOTE] I think he likes little boys.
[QUOTE=FPKawaii;27126140]I think he likes little boys.[/QUOTE] Well that ain't good
[QUOTE=WolvesSoulZ;27126269]Well that ain't good[/QUOTE] It is if your Ivebo.
[QUOTE=Taepodong-2;27119201]I don't make friends with girls.[/QUOTE] Becoming friends with girls is a lot easier and they could hook you up with someone that might be your kind. I have plenty of friends that are girls, they always help me with being shy, help me find presents for girls etc. If I need relationship advice I just go to girls cause they know what they would do in that situation etc. Also fffffffffff I couldn't be with someone on new years because asian parents won't allow her to have guys over at that time.
[QUOTE=Aznsniper911;27126462]Becoming friends with girls is a lot easier and they could hook you up with someone that might be your kind. I have plenty of friends that are girls, they always help me with being shy, help me find presents for girls etc. If I need relationship advice I just go to girls cause they know what they would do in that situation etc. [/QUOTE] I don't really know of any girls I would actually want to be friends with. And if I ever did meet a girl that I would want to be friends with she would probably be someone I want to date anyway.
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