• Daily Life V.5: Long live the king!
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those pics make your scar look green
[QUOTE=TaiwanesePrick;34887290] And also, I like my 1/144 Merkava more than my 1/35 one. It's so cute :3 [img]http://i492.photobucket.com/albums/rr282/metal_panzer/DSCN23491.jpg?t=1330309023[/img][/QUOTE] That looks like a Mk. 2 to me though. I want the Mk 4.
[QUOTE=TaiwanesePrick;34887333]Daily Live V.5: Airsofters discover the relatively affordable hobby of Model Collecting as an alternative![/QUOTE] OH GOD PLEASE THIS Only three days until threads go into lock down forum wide.
Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.
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I called it, I said he'd post depressing shit again in a month. [editline]27th February 2012[/editline] For help call [img]http://www.oregon.gov/ODVA/INFO/images/Pubs/PTSD_Poster.bmp[/img]
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902]Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.[/QUOTE] Throw away everything you own and live on the road. [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LAuzT_x8Ek[/media]
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902]Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.[/QUOTE] Lemme get on steam, I'm here if you need to talk.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902]Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.[/QUOTE] here 4 u
[QUOTE=the_killer24;34887926]motherfucking [B][I]sprue cutters[/I][/B][/QUOTE] Alright, added. [editline]26th February 2012[/editline] Acrylic or enamel paint?
[QUOTE=DarkSamus;34887973]Throw away everything you own and live on the road. [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LAuzT_x8Ek[/media][/QUOTE] Were....were you actually trying to make me feel better? If so....thanks man. Really.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887401][thumb]http://filesmelt.com/dl/2011-08-03_19.17_.53_1.jpg[/thumb] [thumb]http://filesmelt.com/dl/2011-08-03_19.18_.17_1.jpg[/thumb] [thumb]http://filesmelt.com/dl/2011-08-03_19.18_.39_1.jpg[/thumb] [thumb]http://filesmelt.com/dl/2011-08-03_19.18_.46_1.jpg[/thumb] [thumb]http://filesmelt.com/dl/2011-08-03_19.18_.53_1.jpg[/thumb] Here ya go Dark.[/QUOTE] So 3 highcaps, the battery and gun, right? Because I like it, it needs a barrel extension and flash hider or a silencer. You can basically consider my ak yours bro. And I hope you feel better too :(
Alright. i'll fix the feeding problem and get back to you.
Same with my gearbox.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902] I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. [/QUOTE] I know that feel bro. For the longest time my only friend was a guy from Ohio I met back in the days before Pandemic Studios got bought by EA and when they had their own forum. I would probably still talk to him more than my IRL friends still, but ever since he started dating some chick a few weeks ago he turned into a total fuck and never has time to talk to me, even though he did other times when he had girlfriends.
As much shit as we give each other, I'd like you all to know you're some pretty cool guys, and I'm glad I've had a chance to converse with all of you. If any of you need help, PM me or something. I'll try to be there as much as possible.
Damn, Sunday night already. Wish it was Friday morning tommorow.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902]Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.[/QUOTE] the only way i made it was by talking to people online my family sucked, so i made my own. one that loves and cares about me.
[B]ossum[/B] coming from me, you and maybe the rest of the people here wouldnt think i'd say this but i apologize for being such a cunt to you because like...... i like you, just not when you talk about your fetish but thats not the point. the fact that you're on the brink of suiciding is worrying, especially to me because i had an e-bro kill himself because of similar problems, but this was long time ago back in the hidden and dangerous 2 sabre squadron days and like.... i don't hate you, you just made me mad.. well you pissed most of us off but i cant speak for the others on their other feelings but i can say i like you. yeah i'll admit i did change my habits to fit in because i use to constantly lie, be a faggot, act like people. my life may seem ok to you or to the rest of you but, i'm in a somewhat similar state as ossum, sure i have a truck, a girlfriend, nice things, and a fetish which i won't say(:zoid:) but not alot of people like me and my internet friends are somewhat my family, thats why i use to try to act like them so i wouldn't be judged and then kicked out but it was the opposite effect and i was kicked out and abunch of shit happened. just don't fucking kill yourself give the bird to the family ask her out enjoy your OWN things and if you want you/i can add me/you on steam if you want to talk
[QUOTE=junglecat;34889429][B]ossum[/B] coming from me, you and maybe the rest of the people here wouldnt think i'd say this but i apologize for being such a cunt to you because like...... i like you, just not when you talk about your fetish but thats not the point. the fact that you're on the brink of suiciding is worrying, especially to me because i had an e-bro kill himself because of similar problems, but this was long time ago back in the hidden and dangerous 2 sabre squadron days and like.... i don't hate you, you just made me mad.. well you pissed most of us off but i cant speak for the others on their other feelings but i can say i like you. yeah i'll admit i did change my habits to fit in because i use to constantly lie, be a faggot, act like people. my life may seem ok to you or to the rest of you but, i'm in a somewhat similar state as ossum, sure i have a truck, a girlfriend, nice things, and a[B] fetish which i won't say[/B](:zoid:) but not alot of people like me and my internet friends are somewhat my family, thats why i use to try to act like them so i wouldn't be judged and then kicked out but it was the opposite effect and i was kicked out and abunch of shit happened. just don't fucking kill yourself give the bird to the family ask her out enjoy your OWN things and if you want you/i can add me/you on steam if you want to talk[/QUOTE] that :zoid: makes me believes your fetish is tentacles
no, its actually not
Everyone is friends <3 I'm going to be friends with taepo because we like the same music Or start there at least
Fuck, I have shit due for English first thing in the morning tomorrow and I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to do.
dont kill self ossum tbh its like depressed kid killed himself 15 minutes of attention everyone moves on from a first person perspective: I killed myself ... ....... then what [editline]26th February 2012[/editline] Id rather be alive to have the ability to change my life and to make it slightly better then to kill myself and not being able to do anything at all
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34887902]Hey guys. I promised to myself i'd keep my depressive shit off here but i can't find anyone to talk to(at least, on a fast basis. I have people i can talk to but it's over a very slow medium) that will genuinely help me. So yeah. I'm considering suicide. I just can't take all this shit anymore. My dad is a total hypocritical asshole, that either is insulting, demeaning, or otherwise downplaying my mental disorders, saying i use them as a crutch and i do it for attention, or he's threating to break down my door when i lock it to get away from him, and when he's losing an argument where i'm telling him JUST HOW MUCH OF A DICK he is, he threatens to beat me. My sister is a total bitch that harps at me if i so much as slip on the floor or just really anything at all that she can complain to me to, even though SHE was the stupid one that got pregnant on her first year of college, and i was being super supportive ans shit, and i NEVER complain to her about all the shit she pulls. It's a minor annoyance though. I've never felt this alone in my life. I've only got 2 legitimate best friends, and i have no physical contact with either of them. No girlfriend, even though i'm trying so hard to get one. I think i'm genuinely unlikable, and thats why no girl will date me. The only girl who sees any worth in me is 17 and lives in Australia, one of said friends. I cry almost everyday, i just can't shake this depression shit, and it keeps on getting worse and worse. The only thing that keeps me from ending it all is those 2 friends. I couldn't bear the thought of them being so sad if i killed myself. But i'm seeing almost no point in life anymore. Not as long as i have to live here. That was my plan, really. Find a place to stay for a while, someone who openly cares about me. But there's nobody. A testament to how much people hate me. I'm not sure what to do anymore. My therapist was being helpful until my dad undermines whatever progress i make. I'm sorry to bring all this up again, i really am. I'm so, so sorry. But i need people to talk to, those that understand. My parents are convinced that everything is my fault, yet they harp at me for never accepting responsibility for anything. Please. I need someone to help me through this. I don't want to feel like this anymore.[/QUOTE] please dont off yourself bro who would I sing/dance/kamikaze charge/be merry with at the next IFAP east meetup :c
God dammit. I said this on tumblr and i'll say this here: I FUCKING LOVE ALL OF YOU. Even if you rate me dumb all the time. I love all of you.
[QUOTE=ossumsauce;34889592]God dammit. I said this on tumblr and i'll say this here: I FUCKING LOVE ALL OF YOU. Even if you rate me dumb all the time. I love all of you.[/QUOTE] <3
ossum do you want to be my boyfriend
Anyone else ever end up pissed at their teachers when they turn their class into some kind of bullshit "50% learning, 50% finding out what the assignment was"? I mean holy shit half the points/marks/scores/whatever I lose are from teachers being sideways about homework, assignments, goals, etc. I just realized my teacher ninja posted some homework due after our week break and it doesn't really even fucking describe what I'm supposed to do. [quote]2. Outline on the essay question due.[/quote] Thanks, would've taken just about none of the teachers' time to write what "the question" is, who will yell at me in a couple days when I make something [I]remotely[/I] vague on your essay for the sake of brevity. Yeah I'm sorry I forgot to write down what was on the tinyass board when I sit 30 feet from it at a 60 degree angle and the teacher decided the 20 seconds it'd take to tell the class about it would take too much of their precious time. Teachers have to be the most pretentious people I've ever met.
Ossum come move in with me k?
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