• The Depression Chat - Symptoms, Assistance, Medicines and More.
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[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32163510]I don't even know what to say. That's more than slightly odd.[/QUOTE] Yeah, every day I get more and more happy that I'm not with her any more. She's weird as FUCK.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32169659]Man I've been thinking about that all day. What the hell. It's disturbing.[/QUOTE] You liked it on FB :rolleyes: [editline]7th September 2011[/editline] I agree though
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32170367]I never liked the quote "If I lean my head back I can feel the blood rushing through my vein on my neck, I want *the guy* to sing his teeth into my vein, and suck all the blood out, so I can flow through him, within him.", though[/QUOTE] Well, that's just common psychopathic sex
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32170367]I never liked the quote "If I lean my head back I can feel the blood rushing through my vein on my neck, I want *the guy* to sing his teeth into my vein, and suck all the blood out, so I can flow through him, within him.", though[/QUOTE] It's okay prusse. I am creeped the FUCK out by this too
Glad I'm not the only one, haha :v: [editline]8th September 2011[/editline] [QUOTE=JohanGS;32170332]You liked it on FB :rolleyes: [editline]7th September 2011[/editline] I agree though[/QUOTE] Also he liked what on FB?
Well after awhile I got over and fixed alot of the problems in my life that were putting me down. Had a pretty good week, started exercising again after being horribly sick for 4 months, and overall felt pretty positive. Then tonight (thursday) I just got hit with a major hit of sadness, like out of fucking no where. Its about 4 hours since it hit and I'm past the worst of it but I just feel so sad and fucked up atm. When ever I get hit with these bouts of sadness there is a song lyric which seems to sum up how I feel. Cry when I’m writin’, I don’t really know why I think it’s ‘cause I can’t really see myself an old guy And that scares me, I wanna be around a while -By Childish Gambino So yeah *sad face* really thats it. Don't know why, no fucking logical reason. I mean I have 2 of my super close friends 18th tomorow and it should be great, like what the fuck.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32179893]So the only guy in my new class I find pretty cool just called me an annoying fucktard. I dunno what to do. I'm considering dropping out.[/QUOTE] Sounds like you should stay just to show him what an annoying fucktard [i]really[/i] is. Be sure to put all your eraser bits on his desk and shit like that
Today I had to go supervise a 15-year old girl with...some mental defect. Not sure what it was, but it didn't really have the signs of down syndrome. Anyway, the girl's teacher did not show up today, so someone had to go help out, and nobody fucking volunteered except me since I figured how hard could babysitting a handicapped person be? Anyway, the girl kept saying, "Katie's crying!" to me. Like, several times, when I wasn't even overtly sad, though I've been kind of down the past few days. She's really social but she can't be in a regular classroom for obvious reasons (she's probably mentally 4 years old or so, and not far off from that physically, as well), and she's so lonely and so sweet. And nobody even wanted to sit with her for one class period. It really bothered me, since everyone's always preaching about tolerance and acceptance but hardly anyone practices it. I just feel so bad for this girl. I could make her giggle by smiling at her or just saying her name. That's all anyone would have to do to make her happy, yet nobody was willing, and that really upset me...more than I would've ever expected. Maybe I'm overreacting. It just depressed me quite a bit. I just feel so bad for her.
Store closed due to blackout No anti-depression pills today.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32195683]So my confidence has hit rock bottom, and I was just "elected" as the representative for the school "board" from my class. I hate talking in front of people. Now I'm gonna worry about going to school and do something in wrong in front of 500 people.[/QUOTE] Turn it down if you really don't want it. But the trick to being a good public speaker is to find a random person at the far back of the room and talk to [i]him[/i]. Only him. That serves two purposes - it shrinks the room down so you don't feel as on-the-spot, and it makes sure you don't just mumble.
If I have to give a speech I just tune out my surroundings/any emotional fear that I have. You should be proud/feel good that your class mates like you/know you enough to "elect" you to represent the class. Where I live, only the most popular kids really get that position.
I am seriously depressed. My ex killing herself, my dad abusing me for no reason, and other girl problems, all in this week. What do I do?
That's one hell of a dusy. Man I've dealed with death enough and it's not the same for every one. God damn I'm still not over my grand father. I don't want to steer you in the wrong direction because I drank and smoked all of my memories. That caused more problems than what it was worth.
[QUOTE=MightyMax;32205840]I am seriously depressed. My ex killing herself, my dad abusing me for no reason, and other girl problems, all in this week. What do I do?[/QUOTE] What kind of abuse? Call the cops
A guy named Tony Robbins you might want to consider listening to. He is a great source of positive inspiration and motivation. Good Luck my friend.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32211187]I don't even dare to turn it down. My teacher is easily pissed off.[/QUOTE] You'll do fine with the speech I'm sure of it.
I think i might be getting depressed again...
I was empty for ages, made myself that way. Any expression is possible to be shot down except one perfectly in tune with who you are with, so you become nothing but a mirror. Become them, with nothing of yourself remaining and they will be content with the familiarity. They do not notice if you are in pain, you do not exist around them, but when alone you barely exist then either. You cannot be harmed, nothing but a shell left to rot in peace. Still not sure if who I am has any permanence or if it's just a reflection. Would I be a completely different person if I was somewhere else, and would that be so bad?
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32212961]:( Anyone else keep having that feeling of being completely empty? I feel like I'm just not alive, a shell without emotions.[/QUOTE] I feel like this right now I think. Like you simply feel absent of something or anything. You just sit there passively, not having any motivation to do anything.
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32213646]Exactly. I feel like living is a chore and I don't feel any happy anymore.[/QUOTE] I'd recommend you see a therapist and possibly get on some sort of medication also exercise
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32214170]My parents will just get pissed off. They're incredibly ignorant and they don't really care.[/QUOTE] Lucky for me these moods tend to only last for a day or two then I feel fine again. I can't really comment on your situation though. Basically I find mine stems from a general lack of activity combined with boredom which just makes me dwell on lots of bad shit in my life. I would suggest you do see a therapist of some sort or at least just discuss your problems with a friend. Not to say that you tell them you are depressed but at least reach out and say you are having a bad time and just strike up a conversation. For me at least I can see a therapist for free at my university. If you are in a similar situation see what programs or services your university or college has if that applies to you. If not there are always us to talk to and discuss your problems with :)
[QUOTE=PrusseluskenV2;32215230]I've felt like this for months.[/QUOTE] Well then you should definately strive to seek help. What is your situation do you attend university or are you still in highschool?
Hmmmm so you are 15-16 then so if you lived in Australia you would be in your final 1 or 2 years of education. Basically I would suggest seeking out what services your school offers because I'm sure it must. Whether or not your parents agree with it you don't have to approach your parents about this first. Go to the school for help, at least that way you may have the school/therapist or whatever occurs on your side. Its better to at least try and deal with the possible problems than sit there in the mood that you are in. Because if its the same mood that I experience then it is a terrible thing that you should try and get out of.
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[QUOTE=minilandstan;32217298][img]http://filesmelt.com/dl/1315617154943.jpg[/img][/QUOTE] Wow, that comic is depressing, because a totally different mindset would make it a positive thing. Instead of saying "If she wanted to talk to you, she'd talk to you," say "I will talk to her first and warm her up to me so she may start conversations with me in the future." Depression avoided.
[QUOTE=minilandstan;32217298][img]http://filesmelt.com/dl/1315617154943.jpg[/img][/QUOTE] What if she thinks the same?
[QUOTE=JohanGS;32224596]What if she thinks the same?[/QUOTE] Read the above. You have to take initiative for any sort of relationship to bloom. Don't just sit there defeated because she doesn't notice you because you haven't taken the time to say "hello" to her.
so a while ago, about a year, i realized i starting get pretty depressed.. luckily i managed to change my mindset and somewhat managed out of it. but lately it's starting to come back with just a bunch of shit.It's not like i have a total shit life or anything. my parents are usually nice too, but it usually just comes down to how i think about my life and about myself. A lot of it makes myself limited to what i think i can do, and just a shitton of self-esteem issues. just seems like i can't avoid it, it just puts me down.. shit sucks.
[QUOTE=JDK721;32214127]I'd recommend you see a therapist and possibly get on some sort of medication also exercise[/QUOTE] Exercise never did a thing for me but it supposedly helps a lot
Clinically depressed for 1 year and 9 days. I havent used any drugs or got any help, but i think i cope. Long periods of sitting alone, chilling helps me. Although sometimes i may fear for my sanity, i think depression itself has made me alot stronger mentally. It's a character building experience. For me, at least.
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