[QUOTE=Pocket Rocket;24522959]I'm a repressed bitter androgynous male who has to build a straight, alpha male front to himself so he'll hold up when his employer screams at him. What I'd get the most pleasure out of: expressing myself, and in the end, being myself. I'm not myself 90% of the time and I'm not ok with that. How'd I be more "myself"? Being a good bit more feminine like I really am. In the end that's purely "something sexual".
Oh boy I'm a huge freudian clusterfuck.[/QUOTE]
It's not too freudian, I mean you admitted it all completely. Admittedly your preference toward a feminine attitude may be an underlying effect of a predominantly maternal upbringing, but that's not the worst that could happen. Just be more yourself bro, an Alpha is a guy who is completely self confident and don't give a fuck. Even if you were the biggest flaming homo who dressed like a woman, as long as you were self confident and people didn't feel the need to fuck with you, you're alpha.
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and you'll enjoy life more when you're "you" rather than "him"
Playing the shit out the drums. Cause if you're playing softly it's alright. But the point is if you play harder and faster, it's way better.
[QUOTE=arthurisfine;24525418]Playing the shit out the drums. Cause if you're playing softly it's alright. But the point is if you play harder and faster, it's way better.[/QUOTE]
That's it. Wake the neighbours, set off the car alarms, shake the fuckin' windows. If you aren't playing loud, you aren't playing it fucking right.
ironically I'm currently using an electronic kit, so I can't do any of that :sigh:
fockin' automerge
why does everybody get obsessed with couragedog holy fuck
i have the right comic for this situation where is it
My girlfriend i suppose? Not only sexually mind you, but emotionally.
[QUOTE=strayebyrd;24525202]It's not too freudian, I mean you admitted it all completely. Admittedly your preference toward a feminine attitude may be an underlying effect of a predominantly maternal upbringing, but that's not the worst that could happen. Just be more yourself bro, an Alpha is a guy who is completely self confident and don't give a fuck. Even if you were the biggest flaming homo who dressed like a woman, as long as you were self confident and people didn't feel the need to fuck with you, you're alpha.
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and you'll enjoy life more when you're "you" rather than "him"[/QUOTE]
I can't stand annoying other people and being so 'in your face', though. I don't see it as a negative trait either, because those guys who don't adapt into situations and at least attempt to be tolerable persons near everyone are the most intolerable ones I can imagine. I just don't live in a world which accepts me as myself, and I got to make do with it. Of course it's different with my good friends and other LGBTQ-friendly environments, but in the real world I got to conform.
[QUOTE=Pocket Rocket;24542977]I can't stand annoying other people and being so 'in your face', though. I don't see it as a negative trait either, because those guys who don't adapt into situations and at least attempt to be tolerable persons near everyone are the most intolerable ones I can imagine. I just don't live in a world which accepts me as myself, and I got to make do with it. Of course it's different with my good friends and other LGBTQ-friendly environments, but in the real world I got to conform.[/QUOTE]
Where do you live? That could be one issue.
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