What do you do when you're life is going so badly that you want to die, but you love those around you so much you can't bear to saddle them with your suicide?
Disappear and then kill yourself? Leave them wondering forever?
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What do you do when your problems are so fucking big you can't talk to anyone about them, and the person who you've loved for 2 1/2 years leaves you because they are too much to handle?
What do you do when talking about your life leaves you having to reassure the person you are speaking to that you don't need to be 51/50'd?
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I'm a fucking failure at dealing with my life, and I don't think I'll ever come back from it. I have a 3.4 and am in good standing in college, but that's all going to disappear as my life slowly falls to pieces. Soon enough I'll be a failure faggot wasting his life away smoking weed and doing some job he hates until he dies of natural or unnatural causes, so what's the fucking point of waiting for all of that.
....i'm no failure faggot :(
That's why I live life on the edge.
Die young ... look better in your coffin.
damn this page is depressing lets cheer that shit right up
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[QUOTE=FreakyMe;34932291]What do you do when you're life is going so badly that you want to die, but you love those around you so much you can't bear to saddle them with your suicide?
Disappear and then kill yourself? Leave them wondering forever?
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What do you do when your problems are so fucking big you can't talk to anyone about them, and the person who you've loved for 2 1/2 years leaves you because they are too much to handle?
What do you do when talking about your life leaves you having to reassure the person you are speaking to that you don't need to be 51/50'd?
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I'm a fucking failure at dealing with my life, and I don't think I'll ever come back from it. I have a 3.4 and am in good standing in college, but that's all going to disappear as my life slowly falls to pieces. Soon enough I'll be a failure faggot wasting his life away smoking weed and doing some job he hates until he dies of natural or unnatural causes, so what's the fucking point of waiting for all of that.[/QUOTE]
You're just going through a rough patch in your life, no problem is too big to talk to somebody about, unless your problem is you killed somebody I doubt anybody would care to that extent. If you kill yourself you'd hurt your family and friends more than you've ever felt, even now, do you want them to go through that pain? Probably not. Don't kill yourself and go see somebody about your problems instead of posting on here hoping somebody will solve your problems.
I don't really wanna die young, because I heard of many teen's my age, OD'ing on Herione, Meth, and freaking the hell out on acid. :V
And It makes me think of how my family would react to my death :p
[QUOTE=ljonny;34933489]I don't really wanna die young, because I heard of many teen's my age, OD'ing on Herione, Meth, and freaking the hell out on acid. :V
And It makes me think of how my family would react to my death :p[/QUOTE]
I wonder what goes through the mind of a person dying of an overdose, or something of that nature. ODing is easy to avoid if you know what you're doing and weigh everything out with an accurate scale that measures down to what you need. (probably 0.001g)
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A rule I try to follow to keep myself ODing is to start my dose small, you can always take more, but you can't take it away. Then I just keep going up until I find a comfortable high I enjoy, while also staying informed to the dosage for light, common, strong and lethal doses.
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And for the love of god don't go back to your regular dose after taking a break, that just screams "OVERDOSE ON ME!".
I start with huge doses, lol. Tramadol First time took 10, Hydrocodone first time took 4, Adderall first time took 3 30's, Metadate took like 2, and Ripped longer than Adderall. xD!
10 what? pills? milligrams??
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dollars?
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Also that is really dumb, I hope you never try drugs you can OD and die from easily, like Heroin, Meth, or Cocaine.
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i dare you to take a strong dose of acid your first time
10 50 MG pills, and Too late about some of the hard drugs. I can't OD on Hard drugs, unless I was rich, because it's 50 bucks for 5 CM line of Crank, around here anyways. And I didn't know I would OD or some shit, my friend took like 30 from his dads bottle, and we all took 10. It was an Amazing trip, didn't have any of the Overdose effects though.
you measure lines based on length?
[QUOTE=Biotic;34933842]you measure lines based on length?[/QUOTE]
Well I don't know how else I'm supposed to measure it, I didn't have a scale when I was into crank, we just smoked what we could get.
FUCK the police, goddamn.
Shit i wasn't even involved in that happened two years ago (when i was a Minor) could end up getting me a felony. All because of one crazy bitch.
fucking FUCK
[QUOTE=ljonny;34933868]Well I don't know how else I'm supposed to measure it, I didn't have a scale when I was into crank, we just smoked what we could get.[/QUOTE]
That's so dumb, oh well, at least you probably eventually learned how to eyeball a good dose.
General rule of thumbs for drugs(ESPECIALLY DRUGS YOU CAN OD ON) is to HAVE A SCALE!
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[QUOTE=AugustBurnsRed;34933880]FUCK the police, goddamn.
Shit i wasn't even involved in that happened two years ago (when i was a Minor) could end up getting me a felony. All because of one crazy bitch.
fucking FUCK[/QUOTE]
Have a seat and explain what's going on if you don't mind. :smile:
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also ljonny you guys were probably ripped off all the time haha
[QUOTE=Biotic;34933429]You're just going through a rough patch in your life, no problem is too big to talk to somebody about, unless your problem is you killed somebody I doubt anybody would care to that extent. If you kill yourself you'd hurt your family and friends more than you've ever felt, even now, do you want them to go through that pain? Probably not. Don't kill yourself and go see somebody about your problems instead of posting on here hoping somebody will solve your problems.[/QUOTE]
I've been going to psych services for a year and I am still in this position.
[QUOTE=Biotic;34933891]That's so dumb, oh well, at least you probably eventually learned how to eyeball a good dose.
General rule of thumbs for drugs(ESPECIALLY DRUGS YOU CAN OD ON) is to HAVE A SCALE!
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Have a seat and explain what's going on if you don't mind. :smile:
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also ljonny you guys were probably ripped off all the time haha[/QUOTE]
Technically i shouldn't be saying anything about it, in the event the pigs decide to misinterpret something i say, though chances are they won't be looking through my facepunch posts.
It's all a bunch of stupid shit from my old town and since they don't have sufficient evidence to convict anyone of anything they're just sending out summons like valentines cards
Then maybe you need to work out your problems with somebody out, preferably a better specialist or working it out with your friends and family, don't kill yourself, you'll eventually be glad you didn't when this blows over.
[QUOTE=FreakyMe;34933930]I've been going to psych services for a year and I am still in this position.[/QUOTE]
I've been there before, i just got drunk with my dad and kinda let it all out. Psychologists do nothing for me, really
ljonny i wish i was your dealer i'd rip you off all the fucking time, i'd be giving you small, lengthy lines if that's how you measure your dose haha
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and pricing you by the centimeter rofl
[QUOTE=Pants;34922155]can u make a small guide on how to do that ?[/QUOTE]
Step 1: Grab your dirty as fuck pipe. If you're pipe is metal you've already failed, so don't even try put it in the microwave. Place the pipe in a cup, then fill cup with water. Then put the cup into a bowl so when the water boils it goes into the bowl.
Step 2: Put all that in the microwave, then put it on for two minutes. When it's done check the temperature and see if any resin has come out. Then put in for another two minutes if needed then shake the pipe about in the water to loosen the resin (use tongs).
Step 3: Remove bowl cup and pipe from microwave, set pipe on a pile of paper towels and pour the water from the bowl and cup into the toilet through a coffee strainer.
Step 420: Get a toothpick and scrape all you can reach out of the pipe with a toothpick or pipecleaner or whatever, and put the extracted resin onto a plate or whatever. Reheat pipe if necessary.
Then just let the resin dry in the sun.
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;34931514]I had dream I had gotten 15 tabs of acid but then I woke up and it wasn't true :([/QUOTE]
I hate those kind of dreams!
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[QUOTE=Hamushka11;34934006]Step 1: Grab your dirty as fuck pipe. If you're pipe is metal you've already failed, so don't even try put it in the microwave. Place the pipe in a cup, then fill cup with water. Then put the cup into a bowl so when the water boils it goes into the bowl.
Step 2: Put all that in the microwave, then put it on for two minutes. When it's done check the temperature and see if any resin has come out. Then put in for another two minutes if needed then shake the pipe about in the water to loosen the resin (use tongs).
Step 3: Remove bowl cup and pipe from microwave, set pipe on a pile of paper towels and pour the water from the bowl and cup into the toilet through a coffee strainer.
Step 420: Get a toothpick and scrape all you can reach out of the pipe with a toothpick or pipecleaner or whatever, and put the extracted resin onto a plate or whatever. Reheat pipe if necessary.
Then just let the resin dry in the sun.[/QUOTE]
Btw for a metal pipe, just use an oven instead or stove top with a pan
[QUOTE=Biotic;34933991]ljonny i wish i was your dealer i'd rip you off all the fucking time, i'd be giving you small, lengthy lines if that's how you measure your dose haha
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and pricing you by the centimeter rofl[/QUOTE]
Lol, Dude I went straight to the cook, and he's my cousin, and I helped him sell a ton of it, SO I know my crank, and Weed, I'm beginning to know a kingpin. So I used to get ripped off, but now I don't :p
Exactly
ya ok if you say so
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selling meth by the centimeter teehee
[QUOTE=Biotic;34934256]ya ok if you say so
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selling meth by the centimeter teehee[/QUOTE]
Like you're any hooked up, I bet you buy a gram of weed for like what 40 bucks? :V
bump got baked after school and missed my bug haah fuck. had to walk it home
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[QUOTE=Pants;34934273]bump got baked after school and missed my bus haah fuck, had to walk it home**[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=ljonny;34934271]Like you're any hooked up, I bet you buy a gram of weed for like what 40 bucks? :V[/QUOTE]
no i buy my weed by how lengthy it is because i dont have a scale, 1 inch = $20
[QUOTE=Biotic;34934294]no i buy my weed by how lengthy it is because i dont have a scale, 1 inch = $20[/QUOTE]
Dude it's crank, get over it. It usually came on a piece of damn tinfoil, doesn't matter what price it is, all the dumbass addicts around here just get what they can find and are happy about it, I actually do shit about getting ripped off :P
sometimes if im in a hurry i just buy by the bowl, 1 bowl = $5
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i find it hard to believe a teenager is an aspiring drug dealer that doesnt have a scale and gets their meth from their cook who is their relative
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that sounds hilarious
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i think im being trolled haha
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omg next post gets pageking and its not meeeeeee
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