[QUOTE=skynrdfan3;35590314]i got really drunk around a group of people who were heavily buzzed at best. made a fool of myself somewhat.
i have the bad habit of doing that.[/QUOTE]
I fell over into a bowl of punch the other week, wasn't even that drunk
thug lyfe
The other day I got caught again for the 2nd time, in a little over a year
This time wasn't so bad, I'm an adult now and my parents realize that they can't control me anymore. They told me that if they ever find out I've been smoking, or have brought drugs into this house again things'll be very bad for me, my mother said she'd call the police and have me arrested (lol implying I'd stay at the house with the evidence waiting for the police to arrive). My dad works for the government and for some reason he told me he had to inform some security group that his son smokes MJ, it has something to do with his security clearance.
I don't know what that's going to mean for me but I'm pretty confident I'm not going to be under surveillance or something crazy. Actually I just talked to him, it's so he can't be extorted by people, so people can't use it against him.
As punishment my parents stopped my fortnightly income in order to prevent me from buying any more, I think that's reasonable considering I said I'd never do it again and just kept doing it anyway. I think it's about time I respect my parents and stop bringing drugs into our home. They've tolerated it twice but they won't a third time. Referring to what I have to say, they're really biased and they won't listen to anything, telling me studies prove I'm wrong. Anything I've got to say from there is wrong.They think that I'm either going to be arrested for possession or I'll develop a mental illness like schizophrenia from smoking. Like I said, I might get a job soon so I'll have some more money then. I really feel that in the last couple of years I've grown away from my family. It's not about the drugs, I really just don't really feel that close to anyone from my family. I guess there are bonds of affection and love deep down, but I really hate being with them. I can't connect with them on any level and I just want to be left alone a lot of the time, on top of that I'm hateful, sullen and hard to get along with.
I think when I get a job this year I'm going to start saving to move out. This may be a spur of the moment thought and I might change my mind but the more I live at home the more I feel this way.
I'm not going to stop using drugs, I think I might reconsider smoking in public again though because getting arrested for possession would ruin my chances for life.
[B]TLDR: Got caught after a long saga of my parents knowing what I did and telling me to stop, my family threatened to kick me out, I think next year I'm going to move out because I don't really feel emotionally close to anyone in my family[/B]
[editline]17th April 2012[/editline]
Also I didn't want to post in the thread made specifically for this because to be honest it's full of 13 year olds and unlucky people. This has slowly become a big problem in my life and it's driving the only family I've ever had away from me, not because of using drugs but because of a lot of reasons
I don't know why I'm posting this here because to be perfectly honest none of you are a part of my life and you never will be, you're just names and pictures. I'm not looking for sympathy or friendly ratings, I just needed to clear my head and vent somewhere.
It doesn't matter whether or not someone listens part of the time when you feel like you do now. Pent up feelings and the likes, just venting helps let off steam. And honestly doing it in person is much better than doing it to faceless (well i cant quite say that considering we have a thread specifically for posting our blasted faces) people on the web. I know I'm talking completely out my ass right now and have no way of knowing how you do feel but I hope on some pedestal of relation you can see where I'm coming from.
Bump
[QUOTE=inebriaticxp;35589818]I don't get that as much as I get friends sticking their hands in my fro to see their handprints, like playing with a memory foam mattress
that's why i cut that shit, yo[/QUOTE]
I'm sorry but that shit would piss me the fuck off.
bumping for a bong rip
Also I was asked to listen to some song on youtube, this was the top comment. [img]http://oi41.tinypic.com/2927gg5.jpg[/img]
[QUOTE=Werem00se;35595895]Also I was asked to listen to some song on youtube, this was the top comment. [img]http://oi41.tinypic.com/2927gg5.jpg[/img][/QUOTE]
Fucking attention whore
[QUOTE=Werem00se;35595616]I'm sorry but that shit would piss me the fuck off.[/QUOTE]
i love you
2 MG's of Xanax down the hatch y/n
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
down zey go. just gotta wait for em to kick in and ill start roasting a bowl
smoke 2 blunts and a bong bowl with 3 hours of waking up
Bump
Guys, it's 4/20 in 4 days. and like the first two numbers of this year is 20.its a sign. or something. fuck i'm high.
In the year 4/20/420420 jebus will return.
[QUOTE=Mac2468;35588436]
Are those lyrics still going to be your favorite in 50 years?[/QUOTE]
Hell yes.
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
Doubt I'm actually going to get one this year though..
[QUOTE=mikerocks;35597382]In the year 4/20/420420 jebus will return.[/QUOTE]
In the form of Salt & Vinegar crisps.
So I can eat him.
goddamn when the xanax first kicked in a felt so tired I couldnt do shit, tis alot better now though, maybe cause of the bud and resting my eyes
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
bump. loaded another bowl
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
oh and in my glass piece, havent smokd this fucker in forever
Got a job interview in about 10 minutes. Got some bud saved back to celebrate later...
[QUOTE=JakeIsWin;35598265]Got a job interview in about 10 minutes. Got some bud saved back to celebrate later...[/QUOTE]
good luck man
[QUOTE=Typhoonx10;35598323]good luck man[/QUOTE]
Thank man, I'm nervous. First interview ever..
[QUOTE=JakeIsWin;35598359]Thank man, I'm nervous. First interview ever..[/QUOTE]
try and use some good body language and look in their eyes when you're talking to them oh and ask good questions man you'll do fucking great
My friend just threatened to cover his cock with dolmio sauce and wipe it on my face if I don't smoke a bowl with him
not sure which I'd prefer :v:
[QUOTE=Typhoonx10;35598386]try and use some good body language and look in their eyes when you're talking to them oh and ask good questions man you'll do fucking great[/QUOTE]
And that's what I did, haha. I'll know by Thursday if I got the position. Time to smoke a bowl..
[QUOTE=geogzm;35598906]My friend just threatened to cover his cock with dolmio sauce and wipe it on my face if I don't smoke a bowl with him
not sure which I'd prefer :v:[/QUOTE]
both
[QUOTE=Typhoonx10;35598955]both[/QUOTE]
american hero
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
problem is the reason I don't want to smoke with him is because he's bringing along our friend who whilst he's fucking hilarious and is bringing a portable DVD thing full of films and shit I know he's going to steal some of our stockpile whilst we're asleep (we're going camping)
[QUOTE=geogzm;35598975]american hero
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
problem is the reason I don't want to smoke with him is because he's bringing along our friend who whilst he's fucking hilarious and is bringing a portable DVD thing full of films and shit I know he's going to steal some of our stockpile whilst we're asleep (we're going camping)[/QUOTE]
put it all up your ass while you're asleep or just hide it man seriously he won't ever go down on you like that
another problem is I know nothing about camping at all, I've never been camping once in my life (unless you count some shit I had to do back in primary school) and I've heard you have to dig a hole, shit in it and bury it again and shower using a camelback backpack
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=Typhoonx10;35599250][b]put it all up your ass while you're asleep or just hide it man seriously he won't ever go down on you like that[/b][/QUOTE]
that won't stop him :v:
ok basically there's four of us incl. me in what I presume is going to be one tent
he's bringing doovdé player + tent(s)
me + friends are bringing food, drink, other misc items and weed
it's not just weed he'll steal he'll take a bit of everything he can and nobody seems to notice apart from me
[QUOTE=geogzm;35599287]another problem is I know nothing about camping at all, I've never been camping once in my life (unless you count some shit I had to do back in primary school) and I've heard you have to dig a hole, shit in it and bury it again and shower using a camelback backpack
[editline]16th April 2012[/editline][/QUOTE]
na man na, just shit in the bushes and use some paper of leaves to wipe your ass
[QUOTE]that won't stop him
ok basically there's four of us incl. me in what I presume is going to be one tent
he's bringing doovdé player + tent(s)
me + friends are bringing food, drink, other misc items and weed
it's not just weed he'll steal he'll take a bit of everything he can and nobody seems to notice apart from me [/QUOTE]
eyes like a hawk man don't let him steal shit
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